Hey guys,I am sorry for bothering you with that question and I love you for being so sweet while answering me.

All of you know that I came to UAE at the end of December. I came here because my family advised me to come, they said I will get a better life here especially that I have my sister living here so I won't find problems, I wasn't convinced but after trying hard to persuade me I decided to come. The day I came my sis kicked the nanny of her one-year-old daughter out of the house, since then she is giving me her daughter to handle. I didn't mind helping her toll she finds another one but she is not even looking for one,it has been three months now, doing everything for her daughter although I am not the kind of people who wants kids because my tolerance level is limited especially with the depression. More than that she is behaving as if I had to do all, not I am just doing her a favor! She misbehaves always with making hold her daughter for more than 12 hours,and many things that I can't say.  And it's my bad luck that I can't go back,I am stuck. Don't misunderstand me I would have willingly hold her daughter for her for 6 hours but 12? Where is my life? So it'a another hell, thus I don't know what will I do next! My family isn't there for me, they barely contact me. So yes, this is the reason. I wanted to share with you all as it'a not top secret or something like that. Don't judge me or misunderstand me or even feel pity for me, because this is not why I shared my problem. Thank you guys.