Hola everyone.. Hey guys so how are you all doing ha... I hope you all are fit, fine, mostly healthy, happy & doing really very great... Well same goes with me... You know today I am very happy as I have received a good pocket money for my diwali shopping... I ordered so many things na... I am so so so happy... I did a lot of shopping... & what made me more happy is when I went to market me & my cousin sister sneakily ate icecream are baba no no you are taking it wrong... I payed for that ice cream... We didn't robbed it from shop chi it's bad manners I don't do that... But sneakily means my mom is not letting me eat ice cream saying "it's cold out side & you have already got cough" She didnt let my papa brought me any ice cream for more than a month🤧... You know how painfully it is😭 its really cruel to make someone crave for ice cream 😡😏& it's a biggest sin to keep an ice cream lover away from ice cream for a month🥺... She was not letting me even it cotton candy ice cream... so today when we were in market na for shoping some matching stuff... What we did you know... We ate ice cream without letting my mom get to know about eat😂... It's was so much fun.... & You know today as I was getting to bored na so made some sketches... Ya I am very good at drawing... I do painting.... Do you remeber once I told you in that ask a question game that whenever i gets upset or feels demotivated I do painting or drawing as it calms me... It gives me peace... It helps me to reduce stress.. & it also motivates me... So as I was feeling a kind of demotivated I draw some sketches tell me how it is... So here it is....

Tell me how it is I'm comment box... ( PS : Please don't say bad to it ha... I am very emotional when it comes to my work... For me my drawing is my life so don't use harsh or bad words it's will not only offend me but also hurt me deeply.... ) Okay so I think I have done enough of blabbering now... It must have bored you or burnt your 10ml blood which game me peace... ( What to do you know na evill 😈😈😈 me... )so let's leave my blabbering or else I will end up a 70 - 80 words chapter only with my blabbering as I haven't talked oops I means interrupted you all from quite long na so their are so many things which I want to share with you but not here... We will do my blabbering in JUNOON... So here I am again with the very next & brand new chapter of your of course most favorite ff ISHQ-E-JUNOON..
So without westing your further precious time let's start doing your favorite work if reading with today new chapter MADNESS, REGRET, PAIN, ANGER..... SO HERE WE GOOOO

HERE THE CHAPTER STARTS WITH :

CONTINUING FROM THE LAST PART :

After seeing RIDDHIMA/ARADHYA getting hit & getting dead in the spot in that car accident VANSH broke down in front of the whole RAISINGHANIA family for the first time which made them realised how much he loves his RIDDHIMA... He was crying bitterly... Seeing his condition, everyone felt bad for him... even ANGRE, DADI & AHAANA felt pity on him although their anger on him for his deeds... DADI so badly  wanted to tell him that his RIDDHIMA is not dead but alive & she is absolutely fine, safe & sound.... But she didn't... As she thought that he deserved this... He deserved this pain, this agony, this vulnerability... After all what he did with RIDDHIMA he deserved this... Not able to see him crying like that yearning for his love, his RIDDHIMA, DADI went towards VANSH & keeping her hand on his shoulders, gaining his attention she said him in consoling soft voice...

DADI : Sambhalo apne aap ko VANSH... Ab afsos karke kya fayda... Chali gayi hain wo... Ab yun chillane se rone se kuch nahi hoga... Ja chuki hain woh hamesha ke liye... Ab wo kabi laut kar wapas nahi ayegi ( Try take care of your self VANSH... Now what's the use of feeling regret... She has went... Nothing will change after crying & yelling like this... She has gone for ever... Now she will never come back again ever.... )

Hearing DADI'S words VANSH looked at DADI with pained eyes... & said...

VANSH : Did she really left me DADI, just to punish me... If this is the reson then punish me DADI... Punish me, then may be she will come back...

He said miserable... Seeing his red crying eyes & vulnerability, it pained DADI... She took a deep breath to composed herself & said him in her cold voice with emotionless eyes & a blank face...

DADI : She will never come back VANSH... & About punishment... Then you only tell me now what big punishment than this, that God or anyone else can give you for your sins VANSH... No punishment can be more big than snatching her from you & giving you a painfull life to live without her yearning for her... Dieing slowly every second, every minute, each & evey day in her memories for rest of your life... Now you can't give any punishment to yourself more than this... Seems like that God has decided to punished you in the more cruel way for your deeds by snatching that angel from the devil like you... I am sorry my child... Being your DADI I shouldn't say this... But the women in me wants to say this... I am sorry but I will pray to my God to never send that innocent, naive angel like girl back to a heartless dare devil like you.. Or else you will again cage her in the cage of your obsessive love, killing her soul, snatching her freedom from her, wiping her happiness away from her...

Saying this she walked away from him... Everyone were looking at VANSH with sympathy while VANSH looked at INDRAYNI & said with a glint of madness in his voice, faith in his heart & determination in his deep dark black orbs...

VANSH : My RIDDHIMA is not dead DADI... I know she can't leave me... I won't permit her to leave me... I won't permit that God of hers to snatch her from me, & No one, not even that God of your don't have the rights to take her away from me... I can feel that she is alive... I can feel her breathing... I can hear her heartbeats... Her that heart which she gave me... My heart is saying that, she alive & absolutely fine... When my heart is still beating here then how can her heart even stop beating...

Turning towards AHAANA angrily & glaring at her in rang which made her shiver in fear at her place.... He said in strn yet cold deep dark husky voice...

VANSH : I know DADI, this AHAANA is lying to me, to everyone.... Just to get me knowing I won't be hers ever till my RIDDHIMA is alive because I love her... She is just playing a game with us, with me but she is forgetting who I am... I am VANSH RAISINGHANIA, dhoke ki itni himmat nahi ke wo VANSH ko hara sake ( Betrayer not has that audacity to defeat VANSH )... I won't fall for her trap that easily... I will never trust her... This mere video clip can't break my trust because i know my RIDDHIMA is still alive & nothing has happened to her... Soon I will bring her back to this mansion... In my life...

He said glaring at AHAANA angrily in confident voice keeping his full faith in his love... While after hearing him everyone in RAISINGHANIA family seemed to be convinced as they knew what VANSH is saying is right... It was indeed thoughtful that, the real gold digger AHAANA can go to any extent to get VANSH to get his property... She can do that knowing VANSH will never give her place of his wife in his life till RIDDHIMA is alive... While after hearing everything & thinking all this ARYAN asked VANSH thoughtfully...

ARYAN : BHAI lets assume you are right & RIDDHIMA is alive... Okay let's consider that, this AHAANA is lying to everyone, that footage is fake & she is just playing a dirty game with all us but do you think that RIDDHIMA will ever come back to this mansion, will come to you, will back in your life after whatever you & everyones else in this house has done with her....

He asked bitterly knowing the answer vey well... As somewhere he felt bad for doing wrong with RIDDHIMA after seeing what she deed for all of them... How she risked her life for them & what VANSH deed with that innocent selfless sould... How he broke her... How he hurted her... It hurted him as he never expected this from VANSH... Because he through he really loved RIDDHIMA/ARADHYA... He knew RIDDHIMA/ARADHYA was a gem... & this is the one of reason why he was jealous if VANSH... Because he always got best... Because VANSH always got what he wanted... He got a gem like RIDDHIMA/ARADHYA... & she loved him... It made him angry... He tried to much but he didn't gave a damn to him or his charm while girls fall for him madly, died for him & here she fell for a cruel ma like VANSH... First he thought her a money minded girl like others that's why she married VANSH but after knowing the whole truth, he felt respect towards RIDDHIMA... While after hearing him VANSH said ARYAN in determined voice with malicious eyes....

VANSH : She has to come back to me ARYAN.... She has to come back to this mansion... She has to come back in my life..... I will search for her in the each & an every corner of this whole world... I will turn this whole world upside down but won't let her go away from me... I will bring her back from any corner of this world... I know she is angry with me but I will pacify her... I will try to convince her... If she didn't listen to me, if she did not got ready to forgave me & accept me back still I will bring her back... Dosen't matter if she wants to come back or not she has to come back to me... With or without her will & consent... By hook or by crook I will get her... She has to stay with me till the end of not only this life but for next 7 life... I will make her stay with me If it even means to cage her in this mansion against her will, or keep her here, tied to are bed in are bedroom till the end of this life... I will do that... I will do anything to keep her with me...

He said menacingly... Hearing him ARYAN gulped down his saliva seeing his craziness... & murmured in low scared voice....

ARYAN : Seeing VANSH BHAI'S I feels pity on that poor girl RIDDHIMA....

He said genuinely feeling bad for RIDDHIMA as he had a change of heart after knowing how she has protected them all with her life even after their rude behavior towards her... He whispered in low voice yet his voice was very well able to get heard for CHACHAL & ISHANI as both of them were standing beside him by his each side... Hearing him CHACHAL quickly said in low voice whispering back to ARYAN feeling scared....

CHANCHAL : Ha ARYAN... You are right... This VANSH has become mad in his RIDDHIMA'S love... He is talking fully like a maniac... Have you heard his tone... Its so deep & dangerous... It gave me goosebumps... Just see his eyes... They are looking dangerously dark, I never saw him like this ever... You tell me, have you seen them so determined before... His eyes are looking totally psychotic... Looking at him anyone can say that he is not bluffing... I am dam sure he is going to do what he is saying... Now no one can stop him because we all know what VANSH wants he gets... Everyone very well knows that no one can eye what belongs to VANSH RAISINGHANIA & if anyone do that then all knows the consequences... All knows that what VANSH dose with that person who tries to snatch what belongs to him... & today is the question of his love... He us going to creat a havoc in this whole world... Everyone else will going to face his wrath till he founds his RIDDHIMA...

She said joining her son.. Hearing what CHACHAL had said in whisper RUDRA who was standing exactly behind her all quite till now said...

RUDRA : You are right ARYAN, CHANCHAL... Infact I feels sympathy to that RIDDHIMA... God knows how she is going to handle this DARE DEVILS LOVE... I know VANSH is going to get to know where she is... She can't hide from him for long... He will search her till the depth of hell & will bring her out... I just pray that RIDDHIMA won't denie VANSH to come with him Or God knows what he will do... Seeing his craziness it's scaring the shit out of me...

He said worriedly... Hearing him ARYAN & CHACHAL nodded their head in yes at him agreeing with what he has just said while joining the conversation ISHANI who had heard all this smirked evilly & said....

ISHANI : It should be CHACHU... I had already told you... Hadn't I ARYAN... That VANSH BHAI ki nafrat phir bhi acchi hain par unka ishq unki nafrat se bhi kai guna jyada khatarnaak hain...( that VANSH BHAI'S hatred is still fine but his love is more dangerous than his hatred... ) Now no one can save that RIDDHIMA from VANSH BHAI... No matter where she hides, what she will do VANSH BHAI will bring her back to his life from any corner of this world... No one Or no power in this world can save her from VANSH BHAI... He is THE GREAT VANSH RAISINGHANIA... VR who never looses... He will do what he is saying... He will bring her back with or without her concent & will keep her with him... He will keep her like a queen & will cherish her, love her, will protect her like a precious gem but if she didn't accepted his love & tried to leave him again he will still keep her to him but in handcuffs, tied to him... He will keep her in this mansion like a prisoner in cage if she tried to denie him & run away from him... Now she will face the real & worst hell of this world on this earth only, in this mansion itself in the form of BHAI'S love...

She said all this with a sly smirk knowing her brothers madness very well & knowing till what extent he can go to get what he wants... Hearing her ARYAN glared her angrily seeing her meaningless, useless, hatred towards RIDDHIMA.... While KABIR felt uneasy... His plan of making VANSH regretted by telling him RIDDHIMA'S truth of her being innocent indeed worked... but what he didn't knew or thought was it will work as a fuel in VANSH'S obsession & his desperation of being with RIDDHIMA... He didnt knew VANSH lives RIDDHIMA this madly that he will do all this.. He had an idea that VANSH will search for RIDDHIMA after getting to know the truth... His plan was to make him yearn for RIDDHIMA but now seeing his craziness & obsessive love for RIDDHIMA KABIR thought....

KABIR M. V. : Oh GOD what I did... To make VANSH regret I put my RIDDHIMA again in risk... I am so stupid... Seeing this VANSH'S madness I am damn sure that he will not leave my RIDDHIMA that easily... He will bring RIDDHIMA back in his life from any corner of this world... If he will reach towards my RIDDHIMA before me then he will again cage her in his world.... No no I can't let that happen... Before VANSH can find RIDDHIMA, I need to find her... I will take RIDDHIMA away from here to a safe place where this devil will be never be able to reach her... I need to do it fast... I need to search RIDDHIMA...

Thinking this KABIR hurried down & sneakily left the Hall of VR MANSION heading towards his the police station to do his work of searching his ( I am not saying this don't throw chappals on me it's KABBU who thinks this ) RIDDHIMA...

While DADI got scared after hearing VANSH & seeing his madness... So she said quickly... Trying to make him understand...

DADI : VANSH you can't do that with her... You can try to win her heart again... You can try to earn her forgiveness & gain her love again but you can't force her...

She said... Trying to convince him... Hearing DADI VANSH looked at DADI & said with an evill sly smirk on his face, a malicious glint in his eyes & a menacing tone carrying a kind of determination in it...

VANSH : Everything is fair in love & war DADI... She is my love... My life... My wife... I know she will not forgive me that easily & I can't wait for her to forgive me... I can't stay away from her for long... Or else I will become mad ( le me : abhi konsa sahi state me ho )... She is my sukoon... My junoon... I don't have that much patience to wait for her, to earn her love back so let it be being with force only but I will bring her back... Because she is mine... Only mine... I will bring her back in my life... Then I will earn her forgiveness... I know with time everything will be fine & she will forgive me... I will give her so much love that she will forget everything.... Every pain, hurt... She will love me back the way she used to do...

He said like a phycho ( le me : which he is😉)... Which scared DADI.. She knew he is not going to stop but she too knew about what he is going to mess with... It will bring his destruction to him as for which he is intended to fight is not something small.. Foe that with whome he has to fight is something powerful beyond his imagination... She tried to stop him worrying for both RIDDHIMA & VANSH...

DADI : You are doing it wrong VANSH... By doing this you will end up hurting her in this madness called love of your...

She yelled at him angrily... Getting fed up with his sickness while after hearing DADI VANSH chuckled darkly & suddenly changing his expression to serious like a bipolar psychotic man ( which he is ) he said DADI in he dangerously cold yet stern husky baritone...

VANSH : pyaar dard ka dusra naam hota hain DADI... Jis pyaar me dard na mile woh pyaar hi kya... ( DADI love is the second name of pain...  If the love will not give you pain, then what's that love even.... )

He said determined on his decison & getting ready to fight with anything I'm this world for what he wants & after saying this & making DADI shut her mouth he was about to move towards his study that's when everyone heard a voice which made him stoped in his tracks...

VOICE : VANSH BHAI...

Hearing the voice everyones attention got diverted towards the voice... All people's turned towards the voice only to find....

VANSH, ISHANI, ARYAN, CHACHAL, ANGRE, RUDRA : SIYA...

SIYA standing near the stairs with the support of railing, looking all pale... As soon as everyone saw SIYA a smile crept on their faces & they all called her in unison... While SIYA'S eyes scanned among them & stopped at VANSH... She smiled faintly at VANSH calling him...

SIYA : VANSH BHAI

She called him & was about to faint due to dizziness but seeing his little sister falling VANSH ran towards SIYA & saved her from falling... He carried SIYA in his strong arms protectively & bring her un leaving area in bridal style... He placed SIYA on a sofa... While DADI quickly approached SIYA & emerged her in a bone crushing hug... She was feeling overwhelmed seeing her dear SIYA gained her consciousness... She broke the hug & caressing her face lovingly said in a soft voice...

DADI : SIYA meri bacchi... ( my child )

She said with moist eyes... On which seeing her overwhelmed DADI, SIYA too got emotional & her eyes welled up... She smiled at her DADI brightly while a happy VANSH exclaimed...

VANSH : SIYA you woke up....

Hearing his voice SIYA turn her attention towards VANSH from DADI & nodded her head in yes at him... Her eyes scanned rhe whole room as if searching for something... Seeing her like this everyone understood what she is searching for... Everyone knew her eyes must be searching her BHABHI.... RIDDHIMA... But what can they even do now... They all were helpless... How they will tell her that her RIDDHIMA BHABHI left the house due to her VANSH BHAI'S so called revenge which hurted her... No one had answers for the upcoming questions of SIYA so they all kept their mouth shut... While not founding RIDDHIMA anywhere near a scared SIYA asked VANSH...

SIYA : VANSH BHAI... VANSH BHAI.. Where is RIDDHIMA BHABHI... Did that ANUPRIYA or KABIR deed something to her... Did they harmed her... They already tried to kill BHABHA many times... Is she safe... She is ok na... Please tell me VANSH BHAI...

She cried scared for RIDDHIMA'S life remembering the incidents happe d in this while... Getting hyper due to it &  panting heavily... Hearing her VANSH tried to calm her down....

VANSH : Relax SIYA your BHABHI is fine.... Nothing has happened to her nor I will let anything happen to her ever...

He assured her... Hearing him SIYA quickly nodded her head in yeas at him & asked him scanning the whole Hall in search of her loving BHABHI...

SIYA : Where is she BHAI... I want to tell you something... It's very important VANSH BHAI... She has done nothing wrong VANSH BHAI... What she ever wanted to do is just to protect you, protect us, protect this family....

She said breathlessly... Hearing her VANSH tried to make her relax....

VANSH : Shhhh I know SIYA...

He tried to cooed her down... But SIYA cutted of his talk interrupting in between by saying....

SIYA : No BAHI... You don't know... BHAI that day... RIDDHIMA BHABHI... Danger... Ragini... KABIR... Those proofs... ANUPRIYA.. kill... MOM.. BHABHI... innocent...

She said hyperventilating... In a stammering voice... & was getting choked on words... Sweat was forming on her forehead... Seeing her condition VANSH got stresses as it's not good for her health & tried to make her understand everything so she will get relax...

VANSH : Calm down SIYA I got to know everything... The truth is out now... Everyone here got to know that who is the real culprit... I know my RIDDHIMA is innocent... You please calm down...

He explained her... Hearing him SIYA quickly asked him....

SIYA : I want to meet her BHAI, Where is she...

Hearing her question all fell silent... While getting the chance & using it as a golden opportunity AHAANA said breaking the ice of silent...

AHAANA : She is not here... Your dear VANSH BHAI betrayed her... On the name of so called revenge he broke her heart so she left him... She left this mansion... Now I am your new BHABHI... Your brothers new wife MRS. AHAANA VANSH RAISINGHANIA...

She said arrogantly which made everyone angry while drench the colour of SIYA'S face on seeing it she smiled evilly while a shocked SIYA asked VANSH is disbelief...

SIYA : BHAI who is she... & what is she even saying.... Where is BHABHI BHAI... She is lying right... She can't be my BHABHI... You can't marry her... You can't do this with my RIDDHIMA BHABHI... She loves you alot... She has done so much for you, for us... She risked her life for you & for this family uncountable times... You loved her... Right... Then how can you do this to her... Please tell me it's a lie... Tell me that this girl is lying... She is just bluffing... Please tell me BHAI...

She cried... Begging him for the answer praying to her God to become all this a lie... But she knew it can be a true... Because she knows VANSH too well to know it being true... She is very well aware of her brothers anger & short temper behavior.... This was what she was dread of...  This was what which was bothering her... She knew VANSH don't think straight when it comes to betrayal.... She was scared to hear the answer... All were silent... She was crying... She was sobbing... While seeing her condition DADI came forwards & hugging her she said in a soft yet broken voice with teary eyes in an attempt to console her....

DADI : I am sorry my child but it's true... She left this mansion... She left this house... She left us... Because your brother was so blind in the fire of his so called  revenge that he was not able to see her innocence so he broke her golden heart... Due to which she left...

DADI said & sobbed hugging SIYA while after hearing DADI, SIYA  quickly broked the hug & asked VANSH desperately looking at him in a hope to say no...

SIYA : Is that true VANSH BHAI...

She asked on which VANSH lowered his gaze not able to meet her eyes... While seeing Vansh reactions ot scared  SIYA... She approached VANSH & asked him again in anger....

SIYA : VANSH BHAI I am asking you something... What DADI is saying... is she saying the truth... Tell me BHAI...

She yelled at him angrily after loosing her hope & knowing the answer very well after seeing VANSH reactions... She knew her DADI can never kie but she still wanted VANSH to denie it but he kept mum... While an angry DADI said bitterly....

DADI : Why are even asking him SIYA... What he will say... I don't think he has any answer for your question SIYA... He torched that innocent soul so badly on the name of his stupid revenge that it broke her heart... It killed her soul & she left this mansion...

DADI said with tears brimming in her eyes... After hearing DADI, SIYA called VANSH in broken voice with disbelief...

SIYA : VANSH BHAI...

Seeing SIYA'S pained expression VANSH hugged SIYA tightly saying...

VANSH : I am sorry SIA... But I promise I will bring your BHABHI back... I promise you, you will be with her again... She will be here with us...

He assured her... While after hearing VANSH, SIYA broke the hug & told him in stern yet broken voice, glittery eyes, & with a blank emotionless face...

SIYA : No BHAI... Please don't bring her back...

TO BE CONTINUE....

HERE THE CHAPTER ENDS....

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