I'm not ashamed
To tell the world those things,
Things some humans hide.

But I won't scream or yell
Or make a scene.
Coz I ain't a drama queen.

I will tell you world
Those things I go through,
And it ain't a complaint.

I am depressed, and I,
Wanna jump off a cliff
And leave my pain behind.

Panic attacks are my
Frequent visitors who
Makes my life a 'comedy'.

Sleep? What is it?
Is it some kind of way
To make a mind relax?

But I know no sleep!
What do you suggest?
To talk? But to whom?

To my parents?
To my love?
To the wise?

Oh believe me world,
I've talked to all of'em
And the answers were the same!

"What will the world think of you?
The world will mark you insane.
The world will laugh at you, mock at you and ignore you."

But why does it matter
If I wanna kill myself
And I wanna have some peace?

And I don't mind what the world says
Coz I'm going through
Those stated conditions.

But they don't wanna understand.
They care about the world
And not me who is desperate.

Zip it! And mimic the Elsa Way.
Conceal. Don't feel.
And don't let them know.

I tried. And I tried.
But I am nothing but a human soul,
Who needs help and needs care.

I can't conceal it anymore.
And I can't hide it from others
Coz my once strong mind failed me.

I scream in the inside,
I hurt me in the inside,
And I killed me in the inside.

Not just once but several times
I did chained me,
And sat in a corner in the dark,

Crying my eyes out,
Pretending to be strong,
And pretending that,

Everything is okay.
I wish I was mad and
Chained and drugged to sleep.

Then I could know sleep
And make my mind relax
And stop my heart beat fast.

Please dear all,
I don't want you to listen to me
But please do understand me.

And think clear world,
Or else it will be too late.
And I'm okay but not okay.