I had got settled in enough to Kylo's quarters. It was late at night, and generally quiet. He just kept me in a sleeping area. I was pretty free to do whatever I want as long as I didn't leave. I heard swearing coming from outside my room. I opened the door to see Kylo on the couch playing with some kind of device. I've seen people use them. The point of the game is to make the right decisions or you loose. The name of it slips my mind.

That's certainly something I wouldn't expect out of him. I wondered why he'd be up so late playing on that? It's a children's game.

He looked over at me. I tried to close the door that I was peaking through hoping he thought it was just his imagination. He went back to doing whatever he was doing. I cracked the door open once again. He said "Come here. I know you're watching. Don't think you'll ever slip past me."

I opened the door a little more. I was nervous. Would he hurt me? He patted the spot on the couch. I went over and sat. He said "You think really loudly. The loudest I'll probably ever know. You are so opinionated on everything. Only if you knew what life was like for me. I suppose right now wouldn't be a good time to tell you though, I'm quite drunk."

He handed me a drink and I drank it till I felt a bit whoosy.

I felt him inside my head. What was he looking for? I started breaking harder. I clinched my teeth. He then stopped. He said "Well you're a strong one. Don't try to resist."

I asked "What the heck do you want to get out of my mind?"

He put the controller he was holding down. He whispered "A name."

I said "Rey. You know that already."

He drawed out "No, your last name. I totally forgot your first name though."

My eyes began to get frustrated and I said "I don't have a last name."

I stared pouring tears remembering a moment where I really wished I could have been normal, and Kylo said "Rey don't cry. Please don't cry. I'm sorry I mentioned it."

I sensed his embarrassment and some other unidentifiable feeling. I got up and ran to my room and cried myself to sleep after throwing up.