Liam's Pov

I'm incredibly happy.

Why?

Because I'm no longer on house arrest.

It took some convincing, mainly for Porsche and Kinn, but the doctors checked me over and after making sure that I was alright they cleared me.

Because of that I'm back to work, I don't have to sit around and do nothing.

But I was advised to be more careful and to not get hurt.

Which is something I'll do my best in.

Because in this life, and the fact that I know everything that is gonna happen, dangerous things happen all the time.

Either way, I'll still be careful.

Oh and one more thing.

Kinn and Porsche are definitely a couple, I'm sure of it.

Why?

Because after Kinn had brought the guys back from the minor family him and Porsche have been different.

The same different as they were in the show.

Oh, and lets not forget the classic leg scene in the show.

The same leg scene that happened just now as the bodyguards and I were in a meeting with Kinn.

The bodyguards were clueless, guns in their hands as they all shot up from their seats and were alert.

Kinn was in his seat doing his best not to burst while Porsche was grinning smugly in his seat.

Pravat and I were still sitting too.

I was doing my best not to laugh because of this scene.

While Pravat was rolling his eyes in annoyance, looking completely done.

Arm, who was also still in his seat, furrowed his eyebrows together and looked at Kinn.

"Mr. Kinn, are you alright?" Arm asked in concern.

Kinn cleared his throat, clearly trying not to draw any suspicion, as he looked at Arm.

"Continue. Why are you stopping?" Kinn asked.

Pravat and I looked at each other and we had to cover our mouths to stop ourselves from laughing.

Oh just wait till Tankhun hears about this.

A Few Hours Later

I sighed as I rested my head on the window, staring at everything we passed by.

Big, Ken and I were currently heading back to the mansion after Kinn had sent us on some errands.

I already know that he only did that since he wanted us gone so that he and Porsche can have alone time.

And we already know what they're going to be doing.

Anyways...

After finishing the last of our errand we were now in the car making our way back to the compound.

Ken and Big were in the front, with Ken driving, while I was in the back.

It's fair to say that the three of us were really tired.

"God, my feet hurt like a bitch" Ken sighed.

"Mine too" Big muttered.

"Aren't you guys exaggerating? Yeah, we had alot of errands today but it wasn't that bad" I chuckled.

"Easy for you to say. You've been dying to get back to work after being on house arrest" Ken huffed.

"Yeah, you weren't working all those days you were off so it's clear you were bored and wanted to do something" Big added.

"Well my wish came true. Finally" I smiled.

Big chuckled and shook his head while Ken frowned. 

"Why are you so happy to be working again? I'd be upset if I had a long break but soon had to return to work" Ken asked.

I shrugged as I continued staring outside the window. 

"Don't get me wrong I didn't mind being on house arrest and just resting in bed all day. But it was boring and I wanted to do something. Plus I didn't want to live in the compound for forever" I explained.

Staying inside all day and doing nothing results in me being bored.

 And I don't like that.

I've always enjoyed going out whether it was with my parents, Jack or alone.

I just liked going outside to have some fun or to get some fresh air and clear my head.

"Understandable" Big nodded.

"Yeah that makes sense. I don't know how Mr. Tankhun was able to do it all those years" Ken said.

I frowned at that and fiddled with my fingers as I remembered what my boyfriend had to go through.

The kidnapping definitely left a huge toll on him, it left him scarred. 

And the fact that he never received help to get past the trauma makes it worse. 

And you wanna know who I blame for that?

Korn.

If his fucking father had got Tankhun help then maybe he wouldn't still have his trauma. 

Things would've been better for him and he wouldn't have to constantly live in fear. 

If he...

The car screeching and coming to a sudden halt is what snapped me out of my thoughts.

A scream of surprise escaped my lips as my body jolted forward and my forehead hit the back of the seat of where Ken was sitting.

What the hell...

I slowly brought my head up and slowly looked out the window to see a truck driving past us.

"You fucking idiot!" Ken yelled in anger.

He muttered a few curses under his breath, glaring at the truck that passed us, before going back to driving.

"What an idiot" Big scoffed.

"Right! He sees me driving forward but no he decides to keep driving and nearly crashed into us" Ken huffed.

"And there's no way he didn't see us when he's driving that fucking truck of his" Big added.

"Exactly!" Ken yelled, throwing a hand up in the air before placing it back on the wheel.

I could hear Big say something but I didn't hear what it was.

No, I couldn't hear anything around me.

My mind was beginning to become fuzzy and I could feel myself begin to breath heavily.

No, no, no, this isn't happening.

This hasn't happened in years. It can't be happening, it shouldn't be happening.

"Liam, are you alright?" I could hear someone ask me.

Was that Big or Ken?

I can't tell because I was too focused on my heavy breathing and the fact that everything was fuzzy.

I placed my hand over my chest as my breathing slowly began to fasten and I could feel tears gathering in my eyes.

"Liam, what's wrong?!"

Now that sounded like Big, at least I think.

I blinked a few times, trying to get rid of the tears, and when I felt my vision clear up a bit I looked up at the front.

I could see Big, who had turned around in his seat, looking at me in concern.

Ken was looking at me through the rear window with concern.

"I-I can't breathe" I managed to get out.

"Pan...panic" was all I could say.

I was having a panic attack.

Something that hadn't happened in years.

Something I never thought would come again.

"Pan...pa...panic" I said, again.

Ken and Big glanced at each other, unsure of what to say or do.

I don't blame them, I don't think they've ever dealt with something like this before.

I tore my eyes away from them, trying my best to control my breathing, when I looked out the window and saw that we were near the compound.

I could see Ken and Big getting ready to say something but I didn't wait for them to do so.

Instead, I hurriedly unlocked the car door and jumped out.

I hissed in pain as I landed on the ground, something I expected, before pushing myself off the ground.

"LIAM!" I heard Ken and Big shout in surprise.

They clearly weren't expecting me to do that.

Honestly, neither did I.

But after what happened there's no way I was staying in that car any longer.

After getting up from the ground I shakily walked towards the compound so I could head inside and get to my room.

I just wanted to be in my bed, where I would be relaxed and be able to control my panic attack.

But that was hard considering I was dizzy after my jump from the car and tears were streaming down my cheeks.

Footsteps approached and I felt two hands being placed on my shoulders.

I blinked away my tears and turned to see Ken and Big standing at both my sides.

Nothing but concern in their eyes.

"Liam, what the hell is wrong with you? Why would you jump out of the car when I was still fucking driving?" Ken asked.

I bit my bottom lip and opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.

I can't find myself to say anything at the moment.

Not when I'm trying to control my panic attack, trying to get rid of it so nothing else happens.

"Liam, what's wrong?" Big asked.

I shook my head and pulled away from him and Ken and took a few steps forward.

Breathe in...

Breathe out...

That's what I've been doing years back when this started and it always worked.

But why isn't it working now? What's going on?

"Liam, say something! Are you alright?" Ken worriedly asked.

I turned to him and tried to say something but couldn't.

I turned around and started walking, reaching the compound, but I never got the chance to head inside.

Because I ended up tripping on my own feet which caused me to fall.

"LIAM!" my two friends shouted in unison.

I fell to the ground on my knees and groaned at the slight pain I felt before trying to stand up.

Big and Ken grabbed my arms and helped me off the ground.

I wanted to thank them but I couldn't, not when my mind was beginning to get fuzzy and I could barely say anything.

My jaw clenched tightly and I brought my hands up to clutch my head.

Groans of pain escaped my lips as I started breathing heavily.

Big, clearly worried and unsure of what to do, turned to his best friend.

"Ken, go get Porsche! I think he's having a panic attack!" Big yelled.

He just realized that now?

He should've guessed what was going on when I said 'panic' to him and Ken.

Speaking of Ken, he nodded his head and hurriedly ran inside the compound.

I tried to tell Big that there was no need to get Porsche, I tried to tell him that I was fine and that I just needed to go to bed and lie down, but I couldn't.

I could barely say anything, nothing but gibberish came out of my mouth.

"Liam, calm down. Porsche is gonna be here soon" Big reassured me.

I clutched my head tighter and began to pace back and forth.

Calm down, Liam. Calm down, Liam.

You've been through this before but you've always managed to control it.

Just breathe in and breath out.

I tried doing that but I began to panic more because it wasn't working.

My breathing began to fasten and more tears were beginning to gather in my eyes.

I started to feel lightheaded and unclutched my head so I could place a hand on my forehead.

I started to sway side to side and I could vaguely hear Big asking if I was alright or if I needed some water.

I didn't get the chance to do or say anything as my eyes rolled to the back of my head.

The last thing I heard was Big shouting my name before I lost consciousness.

Nobody's Pov

"LIAM!" Big shouted, his eyes widening.

He lunged forward and caught his friend as he fell backward and sunk down to the ground.

Big knelt at the ground while holding Liam in his arms, shaking him to get him to wake up but it was no use.

The doors of the compound burst open and tons of other bodyguards came out to see what was going on.

Chan made his way to the front and his eyes widened when he saw Big on the ground holding an unconscious Liam.

He quickly rushed towards them and knelt at Big's side.

"Big, what's going on? What happened?" Chan asked.

Big didn't say anything, he didn't even look at him, he kept his eyes on Liam and continued to shake him to get him to wake up.

Chan looked at Liam and frowned, worried and unsure of what to do.

Just before he could yell for someone to get the doctor he heard a familiar voice shouting nearby.

"OUT OF MY WAY! OUT OF MY WAY YOU FUCKERS!"

Chan, along with the other bodyguards, turned around in time to see Porsche sprinting towards them.

Kinn, along with Ken, were following right behind him.

Chan was confused as to why Kinn and Porsche's clothes looked ruined and why their hairs looked messed up.

But he decided to worry about that later.

Considering Liam was still unconscious and showing no signs of waking up.

Porsche shoved his way to the front and looked around before his eyes landed on his brother.

"LIAM!" Porsche shouted, his eyes widening at what he was seeing.

Porsche rushed forward and threw himself to the ground.

When he was close he took Liam out of Big's arms and into his.

He positioned Liam on his lap and brought his hand up to his brothers cheek and rested it there.

"Liam, wake up! Nong, wake up!" Porsche yelled.

He shook his nong to get him to wake up but it was no use, he wasn't waking up.

Porsche's eyes were full of concern, confusion and fear.

Kinn and Ken made their way to the front with Ken moving to stand near Chan and Big.

Kinn's eyes widened at the state Liam was in.

He didn't say anything and just made his way to stand behind Porsche.

Porsche looked up and met Kinn's eyes and Kinn felt his heart clench at seeing the emotions in his eyes.

Concern. Confusion. Fear.

Kinn wished he could hug Porsche, he wished he could hold his hand and reassure him that his brother was going to be fine.

But, sadly, he couldn't.

Not when everyone else is here and their relationship is meant to be a secret.

Porsche looked around before his eyes landed on Big who was still kneeling and looking at Liam.

"What happened?! Tell me, what happened?!" Porsche yelled, looking at Big.

Big looked at Porsche and opened his mouth to explain but nothing came out.

He didn't know what to say or where to even start, everything had just happened so fast.

Chan, sensing the state Big was in, scooted closer to his side and gently wrapped his arm around his shoulders.

Big didn't say anything and simply leaned into the mans touch.

Porsche, growing irritated at not getting an answer, slammed his palm onto the concrete ground.

He pushed aside the slight pain he felt because of what he did and glared at Big.

"Answer me! What the fuck happened to my brother?!" Porsche yelled.

But before Big could say anything Ken stepped in.

"We don't fucking know! We were just in the car heading back when some idiot almost crashed into us. All of a sudden Liam tells us he's having trouble breathing and we see tears in his eyes and before we can even calm him down he's jumping out of the car" Ken explained.

Porsche frowned, feeling even more confused and concerned.

Did his brother have a panic attack?

His brother never had those before.

Or maybe he did and wasn't aware because his brother never said anything to him.

Porsche wanted to ask more questions but he felt a hand on his shoulder.

He looked up and saw Kinn staring at down at him.

"Porsche, I know you want to ask more questions but lets save it for later. Right now we need to get Liam to the infirmary" Kinn said.

Porsche sighed but he knew that Kinn had a point.

He had questions, tons of them, but he decided to save it for later and focus on his brother.

Porsche nodded his head and stood up from the ground while carrying his brother bridal style.

Without saying anything he turned around and made his way back into the compound with Kinn following behind him.

Ken followed after them and soon Big did once he got up from the ground.

Chan got up from the ground and ordered the rest of the bodyguards to get back to work.

The bodyguards obeyed and quickly bowed before heading back inside to resume what they had been doing.

Chan sighed before heading inside himself and closed the doors to the compound.