"For the last freakin't time nothing happened between us!" I shouted angrily at Spitfire.

Soarin got discharged yesterday and now me, Spits, Rarity and Pinkie are at the park sitting on a bench. Yesterday after Soarin got discharged from the hospital, he begged me to never spill the beans to anyone about his fears about hospitals.

Of course, being a loyal person I am, I promised him. He seemes suspicious at first but after giving him my puppy dog eyes, he just chuckled at me and ruffled my hair before......kissing my hand. Yuck! He actualy has the nerve to do that!

"Please tell us!" Pinkie pleaded but I just shook my head. "I told you all I did was watch over him! We just talked a little and then he snoozed on" I said firmly.

"Thats all?" Spitfire asked.

I nodded then drank my coffee.

"Dash I am gonna ask you something and you better not lie or change the topic" she went on seriously.

I faced her lifting a brow.

"Ok what?"

"Do you like my brother?" my eyes widenned so much they nearly fell out of their sockets!

"What are you on about?" I snapped. Rarity and Pinkie leaned towards us in earnest.

"I am asking if you like Soarin, my brother, or atleast feel some sort of affection or respect towards him" Spitfire went on and then smirked. "Well? Remember Dashie I trust you not to lie"

"I...I...."

"Tell us!" Rarity squeeled.

"My Pinkie senses are tingling" Pinkie smirked.

I.....whoa wait. Whats happening? Why do I feel like my heart it racing?

Du dug, Du dug! Du dug!

Whats happening to me? Snap out of it!

"Dashie?" Spitfire waved a hand i front of me.

"Wha-what?" I shook my head to snap back to reality.

"Come on you can tell us! I mean we're your friends and its ok to have a crush on someone" She assured.

No. Its not ok. Not for me. They won't understand. Its not that I don't think love or crushes are cool, and are so sappy for my taste. Its because I don't think I'm ready to fall inlove again. Of atleast crush. I'm still waiting for....him. Yoy know who I'm talking about.

Whenever I think about that kid from my past, my heart would race.

But whenver I think about Soarin, might heart would race too. But it just feels wrong.

Who was he? Where is he? I don't know why I'm still trying to figure out who that boy I met years ago. I can't even remember his face or name. And Soarin reminds me so much of him. Does he still remember his promise? As sappy as it sounds yea, I am secretly hoping to....se him again.

I want Soarin too. But there has to be one. Just one.

Who should I choose? The boy from my past? Or the boy at my present?

Daydreaming about bumping into Greengrass(Whatever his real name is) again is dumb.

And thinking about Soarin as your love interest is stupid.

If only him and Greengrass are the same person. Now that would be something!

But they aren't. Or atleast......no! No thats impossible.

"I....don't know" I finnaly said. They groaned in dissapointment. "You're ine tough nut to crack you know that?" Spitfire grumbled. Then my pupils shrank.

********Flashback

"Your one tough nut to crack!" Fire teased.

"No I'm not, I can't even defend myself. Just because I manged to tame a wolf doesn't prove I'm--"

I was cut short by Greengrass.

"Yes you are! You are the bravest girl I've ever met Tears! And we're only six years old! Keep it up ok?" He asked and I blushed.

Then something coughy his eyes. Across the road was a new bake shop. And the baker just put out a newly baked pie.

"Pie! Last one back is a rotten egg!" He teased.

"Your on!" I said and ran after him

******

Buwahahahahahah!!!! He and Soarin both love pies! And what does that mean? Norhing! They can't be the same person.

Just thinking about it is giving me a head ache.

And my heart won't stop beating rapidly.

Du dug! Du dug! Du dug!

"You don't have a crush on Soarin! You don't have a crush on Soarin! You don't have a crush on Soarin!" I mutttered mulitple times.

"Yes you do! Yes you do!" Pinks, Rares and Spitfire chanted and high fived as I glared at them.

No I don't.

But why the hell does my heart sahs the other way around?

I am not falling inlove on Soarin Skies!

And even if I did, I still will try to forget it!

I can't have him and he can't have ME! But....what if it still happen? I mean this has happened befire and now its happening all over again. I am loosing my tough touch because of some guy. Last time that happenned it was a year ago.

Can't let that happen again.

Gosh where is Greengrass when I need Him?

And where is Soarin when I want him?!

A/N: I realy miss writting here! Sorry I just have been busy lately! But I still hope you loved this! And I am even more hoping you'll like the next chapter wink wink!