Naina's Pov :

Days passed away and now nearly a month is gone but shlok never spoke to me about that matter again. Every night he comes to home and throws some accusations on my face without knowing how much they hurt me. Many times I tried defending him for keeping up my self-respect but that only brought his animalistic behavior out and trust me those nights were like hell to me. He made sure that I am ripped out of my dignity, respect, and conscience in this four-walled space called our sweet bedroom.

One thing that never changed from the beginning of our marriage to till date, that is our sex life, He never forgets to fuck me every night, sometimes I willingly gives myself to him and some other times he forcefully takes me but finally at the end of the day he gets what he wants from me.

I was thrown out of my job as well and when papa asked him about it he simply answered him that "she is too tired these days and need more rest"......seriously..... I think I need to rest from him first. On more thing that is bothering me a lot from the past three weeks is that Anjali, she had been behaving soo differently with me as if I am some kind of villain in her life. she had stopped being social and locked herself in her room. Only when papa or shlok comes she'll be coming out of her room and acts normally as if everything is good between us. Today she didn't have anything from morning and after a lot of thinking and inner battle I decided myself to go and give her some food instead of sending it with some maid so that I can expect some conversation with her which can resolve the misconceptions between us, with that I took the food tray and went towards her room. To my surprise, the door isn't locked so I slowly got inside the room and there she is....sitting in the balcony on the couch and staring at nowhere.

I made my way towards her and gently placed the food tray on the side table. There is no movement in her body and it hurts to know that she wantedly is avoiding me. With a sweet gesture, I placed my hand on her head trying to make her feel my presence to get her attention. "So what is my Anjali doing? you know what, today I made your favorite sambar rice.....come taste it" with that I took the plate from the side table to feed her with my own hands. I placed a spoon full of rice near her mouth only to be thrown it to the ground and the next instant she took the plate from my hand and threw it down with a cracking sound causing the food to be scattered on the floor.

"Why can't you just leave me for some time?". "Anju, u didn't have anything from the morning that's why.." my sentence was cut short by her "look, I don't need your care and concern. Don't you dare to act as if you are a mother, and one more thing please try not showing me your face it is really soo irritating." Her words stuck deep inside my heart, I couldn't understand what she is talking about and why all of a sudden she is feeling soo irritated of me. "Anju...please tell me what wrong I did to you.....you know right that we can speak about it and can also resolve whatsoever the problem is"."Will you please leave now" came an instant reply from her as if my words are burning her skin "Anju, dear... look at me.....please speak to me about it and I promise I'll resolve all the misunderstandings between us ...please". "Are you going leave or else I'll leave his home right now and I'll not show up myself ever again" with that she walk past me "Anjali wait, please you stay here I'll leave" with a heavy feeling I made my way out of her room and ordered maid to clean the broken glass plate pieces back in her room.

My tears have no boundaries now....they are flowing continuously from eyes the minute I stepped out of her room, I didn't even care that the maid is looking at my vulnerable self-cause this hurtful feeling is something which I cannot hide. What are these Agnihotri siblings up to, do they even recognize me as a human. They are repeatedly hurting me as if I am a person who is born as their toy to release their frustrations and anger. Do shlok know about this behavior of Anjali, I guess now its high time, I have to inform this to him, I know he'll definitely make her understand somehow at least I think he'll help me in it cause it's something about his loving sister.

From past two hours I am waiting for shlok in the hallway, usually, he comes back home by 7 in the night but today he didn't show up still. Scrolling down my gallery I found some of his photos in which he is incredibly hot. See the irony who the hell in this world will ever think that this well successful, incredibly hot...on whom every girl can die on and a perfect gentleman is my abusive husband in reality. Even sometimes I myself cannot believe that this brute of my husband who acts all sophisticated in front of the world is behind all my nightmares, to be precise he is my biggest nightmare.

A familiar harsh voice resonated in my ears indicating the arrival of my devil of a husband. I quickly ran towards him to take his bag from his hands as I am very well aware of the punishments which he will implement on me it will be late or failed in any of my tasks. "No need of that Mr. Rathore, everything is set now" after a little pause he started replying to the person on the other line of his phone "OK then we will meet tomorrow...thankq....good night" with that he cut the call and turned towards me and immediately I gave him glass of water which he gulped instantly showing me how thirsty he was. Calmly I took the glass back and placed it on the common table beside us.

"You look exhausted, is the workload that high." "Yeah, it's just that the new P. A which I appointed is not at all helping me in my work." with that he pulled me closer to him and snuggled his face in the crook of my neck sucking on my sweet spot. The next words he spoke made me think is he in his right mind today.

"I miss u in the office" he pulled himself from the hug only to crash his lips on mine. It is rough as always but in this kiss, I can sense his frustration and exhaustion, suddenly he pulled himself from me and said "kiss me back Naina....i want to feel you" and once again his lips attacked mine. This time I kissed him back showing my concern and sincerity towards him that I would always be with him at the end of the day to remove his frustrations, his exhaustion, his fury, his worries, etc, etc....

His hands literally roamed all over my body, he pulled my sari aside wrapping his hand on my bare waist... he took his own time kissing my breath out of me and once he is finally done he pulled himself apart from me and said: "I am hungry".

"Everything is ready, get yourself fresh and come down meanwhile I'll set the table" with a nod he went upstairs without saying anything for which I am thankful.

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"shlok, can I have a minute" I stopped him before he gets up from the dining table after he is done with his meal. With his eyebrows narrowed he asked me what it is. "I guess something is bothering Anjali a lot these days". "And what is making you think like that". "Come on shlok... I am the one stays 24/7 in this house and these days she is acting weirdly with me and on top of it, she is not eating anything on time. I am scared for her shlok, please do something."

"Are you sure you didn't do anything to her" expected....that is the only thing I can say now. This man is anything but nice. How can he even blame this on me, this is something which I don't want to answer so I simply picked myself up from my chair and walked towards my room ignoring his questions. "you better come back here or else I guess you properly know the consequences of ignoring me" I didn't let any of his words affect me because his words are stabbing my character and dignity. "this girl will never learn" I heard him cursing under his breath.

"What the fuck you did back in the dining hall..." I didn't let him complete his sentence "I am very well aware of what I did back in the hallway and you very well know that you deserve it" I spelled each and every word properly so that he can register them in his thick head and with that I placed myself on the side of my bed avoiding his piercing gaze on me.

"Why is my slut acting all heroic today? Does she wants me to show what bad girls get when they forget their position" here he is back to his original self - a cruel, non-regretting, abusive person. I always feel that life with him is nothing but a roller coaster ride.

"You are so pathetic, At least try being serious when it comes to your sister. I know I don't hold any value in your eyes and I don't expect anything from you when I am already well aware that I won't get anything that a normal wife gets from her husband. But please don't disrespect me in front of your family too and in return, I would never question anything you do to me in private, I promise I'll take everything and anything you do to me."

"Don't you think you are speaking too much today, I think it's time to show you your place." with that he hovered over me making it difficult for me to breath. "Shlok please, we need to talk....." I didn't get any chance to complete my sentence as his lips were crashed on mine making it impossible for me to speak. He pulled himself out and told "I very well know what is happening in my sister's life and I would like to warn you to not to interfere in her life cause I can take care of it" I sensed him pulling my blouse down, his words clearly said me to stay out of this issue. With having nothing to do I slowly accepted the defeat and became a mold in his hands.

To be continued........