CHAPTER 12
Naina's Pov :
It's been a hectic day with bundles and bundles of work and my husband being the monster he is didn't even cared to allow me to have some rest but I didn't mind his rudeness as I already expected this to happen. But I got little relief after a long time by meeting my friends and they all decided to plan a get together which I instantly denied as I am not in that status of a wife where one could manage to get acceptance for anything she wishes.
I completed my work and have to just get a few signatures from him and that means that I need to face him now, but using some intelligence which had always made me to fall in trouble, I have sent all the files which had to be signed with the clerk to his cabin but guess what I got an immediate call from him saying that I need to be in his cabin in 1 minute and I know that I am going to be punished for using my stupid brain.
"so Mrs. Naina Agnihotri, I guess you know what's your duty over here" when these words came out of his mouth I instantly turned my head in three sixty degrees angle in order to confirm that there is no one in his cabin except me as he casually called me as his wife "don't worry there is no one here" I just gave a slight nod to him "actually I was ha..having a... a bit aa.. hea...headache so I sent him with these fi..files" as soon these words left my mouth I found him nearing me and every cell in my body became alert of upcoming danger. He was so near to me that I couldn't even concentrate on my own breathing, he slowly slid one of his hand onto my waist and pulled me closer to him where I felt that my heart would skip a beat.
"you know what?... You stammer whenever you lye" oh really even I didn't notice that "go...go and get me a cup of coffee" with that he released me from his grip and before I found myself out of his cabin, he roughly pulled me back by my wrist and crashed his lips on mine. He didn't give me a second to adjust with his upcoming attempts and before protesting him I felt myself lost in his kiss but safe in his arms, he was biting my lower lip as a gesture of permission to enter but I am in no mood to give it cause he is completely insulting me by using me whenever he felt needed in order calm down his inner beast and to fulfill his illicit desires but guess what.... I am his one and only prey where he uses me until his inner beast fall asleep
He was so frustrated that I am being soo stubborn to him today without being a submissive which I always was from the day one of marriage. He yanked me back by my hair and his nails dug into my waist where I felt myself crying with his assaults on my body which he took as an opportunity to enter. He kissed me until I tasted iron and I couldn't hold my question back which I always wanted to ask "why? Why you are doing this to me? Why Mr, Agnihotri?.....you know what whenever you do something to me I always feel some kind of love in it but it will be immediately replaced by your hatred towards me. Stupid me right what am I even expecting... I guess I am some kind of idiotic person on this earth to even expect some sort of softness from a beast like you....a monster. You are Mons.... " without me completing my sentence he caught me by hair again and pulled towards him, I felt my back being touched to the wall and his another hand tightly gripped my cheeks "whatever I do with you is none of your business because you are my property and let me remind you...that you are in no state of questioning me as you are leaving under my mercy, your family is being safe under my shade.... My one order can bring your family on to the streets, So you bitch without questioning me...try to be a bit thankful to your pathi parmeshwar."
"thankful....that too,to you....my foot. And Mr. Agnihotri never ever call yourself as pathi parmeshwar, you are not even comparable to that Raavan as you are worse than him." without even seeing his reaction I pushed him back with all my strength in order escape from his grip and came out of his cabin and went directly into the kitchen to make coffee for him. Firstly I wiped my face with a tissue as the kajal under my eyes had smudged because of my crying session earlier and I don't want anyone witnessing me in this condition of all broken.
It took nearly 15 mins to prepare his coffee as the kettle was not working and I had to rush for a new one to the other section and on top of that I failed my first attempt where I couldn't get the exact taste which he liked and I have to redo it again as I'm in no state to bear his insults again and that too just because of a coffee. Now I felt a little bit tensed as I was too late on my track of fulfilling his command. As soon as I poured the coffee in his mug I rushed to his cabin to complete his order and when I entered his cabin without knocking it I felt as if the ground under me has collapsed and I couldn't digest the sight in front of me. I felt betrayed, I felt ashamed, I felt like crying and right now I just wanted to rush to my room and cry my heart out.
My husband who forced me to marry him was kissing the other girl, they were soo deep in their romance that they didn't even notice me being in front of them and I found his one hand sliding under her mini skirt and that's it I couldn't take any more of it and rushed out of his cabin and then out of his office
I was running upstairs to my room while weeping and a familiar voice pulled me out of my emotional trauma and as a reflex action my hands immediately traveled to my cheeks and wiped my precious tears which had been flowing continuously from the time when I saw my husband's romantic moment with the other girl in his cabin. With a small forced smile on my face I turned my head to only find Anjali coming near to me and within a second I was engulfed into a deep hug by my sister in law.
"so how was ur trip anju...hv u enjoyed" I asked her for which she pulled me out of her hug and started saying all the moments she had spent with her friends in San Francisco. "it was wonderful bhabi...after a long time I felt peace" I narrowed my eyes at her confession, If someone snapped her out of her trance she immediately corrected her statement as "I mean I en...enjoyed a lot. Oh, come on bhabi I want to have some homemade food and that to should be prepared by your own hands... I feel like some cats are running in my stomach bhabi"
We came to the kitchen and I started preparing aloo poori for her while she sat on kitchen counter rambling all the incidents happened back on her trip which I found myself not concentrating as my mind was already busy on thinking about today's incident in the office. She shooked me to get my attention back.
"bhabi, where are u lost...u, are not listening to what am I saying. Is everything alright? Did bhai said anything to you? Oh god look at you, you are crying bhabi" with that she touched my cheeks then it struck me that I was crying again. Now, what should I answer her, that her brother was making out with some unknown women in his cabin and how would she react on it but first of all would she believe what I said after all even her veins contains same blood like that of that monster.
"Anju just leave all that...ok, you said you are hungry right... Come now have your food" I said avoiding her questions and she being soo stubborn didn't budge herself from our previous topic of me crying. But right now I am in no mood of answering her questions so I excused myself from her to have some rest and headed towards my bedroom but instantly I came to a halt when I heard Anju saying that"bhaabi you know right that you can share everything with me then why are you stressing yourself by keeping everything within you" I can sense that she got hurt from me avoiding her but what am I suppose to do? I can't enlighten her with the miraculous truth about her brother... I just can't.
"Anju, I know that I can share everything with you, but you know... sometimes life will show us it's worst phase where it's better to lock those worst pictures in the cage of your heart without letting it know to another person. Even for sharing our griefs there is a certain boundary, it will be good for us to not to exceed those boundaries." I immediately averted my eyes from her as I couldn't hold on my tears anymore.
"bhaabi I only understood one thing that you are bothered about something and that thing is hurting you very badly. If you really don't want to share that with me then it's ok... I can understand but remember one thing that I am always there for you.....even it might be against my brother... I will be always there for you" her confession made me stumble on my foot cause I could never imagine his cute little innocent sister to be against him and that would eventually break him and in the first place I don't want to became a reason in between their clashes so I just gave a small hug to her as a gesture that I am OK and resumed my way to my bedroom.
I came into my senses from a deep slumber with my phone ringing but guess what... it's not my phone ringtone it's his, in order to check that is he there inside the room I turned my head to come into a view of him sleeping beside me peacefully where one of his hand was wrapped around my waist which I didn't even felt until I saw. He was moving on his place as a sign that he is going to wake up cause of the unexpected disturbance of his phone and me being not able to face him acted as if I am still sleeping.
I heard him speaking to someone regarding the Mark international project and about after 5 mins he again came back to his earlier position of sleeping beside but this time he pulled me even closer to him by his hand around naked waist than earlier and placed his head in crook of my neck which sent shivers down my spine. He inhaled my sent into his nostrils and bite me on my sweet spot for which I had moaned a little. What's wrong with me I should be angry with him and I guess anger is a small word I must me furious on him for making me to undergo a hell today and look at me....here I am responding sweetly to his actions. Oh god please put some sense into my mind. His rough voice pulled me out of my trance "I know you aren't sleep....so you better don't act and yeah you have a lot to answer for your deeds today" seriously....he is asking me to explain for my so-called unknown deeds without him answering his romance session with some sort of slut in his cabin.
"where is Mark international file" what the hell is he speaking about "what r u speaking shlok I had already submitted that to you in the morning right"
"Oh come on don't act as some kind of innocent baby because you and me very well know that it's not the original file and right now I am asking you nicely and I can't promise you that me to be this nice to you after I get pissed off by your stupid answers, So come on speak up the truth before the monster in me surfaces."
"shlok what you are talking about? I worked on the same file which you gave me and submitted that to you before returning to home"
"Naina you know right...this is my dream project and I really am warning you to not to mess with me in this, cause the consequences would never be good to you. It's better you to hand over the file without any messing session with me as I would get the file anyhow from you but trust me you won't like that face of mine" with that he pulled me out of my bed and pushed me onto the wall tying my hand's backside with god knows what..... That's it, I don't know what's going to happen to me tonight. The history is again going to repeat....i am going to be punished by my own husband of the deeds which I never attempted... this is the real me, a helpless woman at a mercy of a man who is no less than an abusive husband.
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