Nicky's is annoying. She doesn't care about anything we do. My eyes water and a few tears slip down my cheeks. Most of the few people I have loved have been taken from my life. I will not let Jason be taken too. I wish this could all be over. I mean, what's so bad about being free? Freedom is not a bad thing. I want to join Angel, but I don't want to fight my friends or kill good people. In fact, if it wasn't evil people fighting for freedom I would have been on their side long before.