Lisa

"I did it for you... For us."

What does he even mean by that? Hurting me and replacing me was a big benefit for me? For us? Well, it was a benefit for me since I did became a better person. But I don't understand why he did it for us.

Why would a break up do good to people? Why would two people sincerely loving each other and then the other one suddenly break you apart be a benefit to people?

Is he hiding something? Or am I overthinking things again?

I shouldn't be like this. Thinking about him is the least thing that I want to do now. I'm Lisa of Blackpink. Not Lisa, Jungkook's ex girlfriend anymore.

Step up your game, Lisa.

"Hey." Jisoo unnie nudged me while she's getting her lapel ready by some staff.

"We're shooting soon. Focus." Jisoo unnie smiled at me. And I felt at ease when she squeezed my hand.

We're going to see blinks again and I have to nail this tour. I have to focus. I have to make sure blinks will enjoy the show. It's the least we could do since we couldn't give them proper comebacks and albums. It's the least thing we could do to make them happy atleast and stay with us until the end.

Hopefully, there'll be no end.

2:04 pm...

The concert is done and I managed to end it with a smile on my face. Surely, I would want to see blinks again. I miss them already.

I was busy imagining blinks here in the plane back to Korea, when my phone rang. I took it and checked the caller ID.

Annoying Hoe
calling...

"The fuck you want now, Bam?" I answered the call. But all I could hear are his chuckles.

"What's so funny?" I furrowed my brows.

"Yo! I didn't knew you guys were THAT famous!" He said in between his laughs.

My brows furrowed even more. Is he talking about the Coachella performance?

"I don't understand you, hoe. Speak properly or I'm ending this call." I threatened.

He stopped laughing, "Don't mess with me Lisa. You guys are all over the internet." He spat.

"Internet? You mean... the Coachella?" She asked, unsure.

Then she heard Bambam sigh, "You ignorant pussy. You haven't seen it yet, did you?"

"No. What the hell are you even talking about? What am I suppose to see now?" I asked him.

"I'm so done with you, Pokpak. Open your instagram or whatever social media you have. I'm sure you'll see it right away." And then he ended the call just like that without even saying goodbye.

What a rude imbecile.

I just sighed and did as he said. I'm actually not that interested on whatever Bambam was saying. It's probably another prank but I'll just do it anyway since he sounded so serious.

I opened my instagram.

And right at that moment, my eyes went to the notifications. I was receiving so many tags. But what caught my attention is when multiple accounts with a check on the side tagged me on a picture.

I clicked on it.

My mouth dropped open when I saw what I got tagged in...

"Jungkook and Lisa nominated for the Best Ship of 2019 for Nickelodeon Mexico."

"Oh my fucking Gosh..." I held the temple of my head as I stared at the picture where me and Jungkook got edited.

We sure had a lot of real photos together...

But that's not the case here! What the hell is this? Who planned this? Why— What the hell is happening?

I glanced behind me to see my members if they are checking their phones but thankfully, they're all sleeping.

I stared back at my phone again.

"Fuck." I cussed.

Did Jungkook already see this? I bet he already did. With all his hyungs active on Twitter, he must've heard it already.

But shit, what about Eunha? What would the poor girl feel?

This needs to stop. I'm not liking this... maybe I am. But, no. I can't. It's already over between me and him. It's too late for shits like this.

But what if we won? No shit. My company will kick me out for sure!

Jungkook

"Your mouth is about to tear apart, Jungkook." Taehyung hyung teased me as we were on our way to LA for our tour.

"He's been smiling for an hour straight. Help the kid." Suga hyung nudged Namjoon hyung as we all settled on our seats inside the first class plane.

I just ignored them. I couldn't care less as long as me and Lisa are viral on the internet for getting nominated on Nickelodeon.

I don't know how we got found in that country but I'm thanking the heavens for answering my prayers.

This is such a history for me.

"You shameless brat. Stop staring at your phone. Break up with Eunha and get her back if you look that whipped." JHope hyung threw his cap at me.

If only it was that easy...

I just ignored their presence as I stared at the articles about me and Lisa. A lot were disagreeing and few are supporting. They often say that it makes me and Lisa uncomfortable and demands the show to remove us as nominees.

But I would kill to be shipped and nominted with Lisa like this. And it isn't uncomfortable. It's a fucking dream come true.

If only I was free to post that...

As I stared at our picture, another picture popped up, interrupting the view. I groaned when I saw the caller ID.

Double B 💩
calling...

"Now what to do you want?" I answered the call.

"Wow. I'm your fucking cupid and you both treat me like trash." Bambam let out a disbelief laugh on the other line.

"Why did you call, Bam?" I asked, sighing.

"Taehyung hyung just texted me you were smiling from ear to ear for the last hour. Dude, you fucking coward." Bambam chuckled at me.

I rolled my eyes and turned to my side, who is Taehyung sitting beside me. I threw him my candy wrapper trash.

"If you called just to laugh at me, I'm cutting you off." I threatened.

Bambam chuckled, "I'm having goosebumps. You and Lisa really act and speak a like."

I smirked at his sentence. I shrugged my shoulders proudly even though Bambam couldn't see it, "Well, what can I say? We're made for each other."

"Okay, you sound disgusting now. Anyways, I called because after I called Lisa, she actually didn't know about the news yet. And I told her to open her instagram. She could've found out about it now." Bambam said.

And by the mere mention of her name, I straightened up from my seat and I could feel blood rushing through my veins because of excitement.

"Really? I-Is she happy about it?" I stuttered, excited to hear the news.

"I don't know. I called you immediately when I ended the call with her. By the way, I'm ending the call now. She must have seen the article by now. She'll surely call you soon. So man the fuck up and don't be a coward." He said.

My eyes widened, "She'll call me? Why?"

"I don't know why. But I know she will." Bambam answered.

"But—"

"Bye, loser. Remember, don't mess up or I'm not gonna help you anymore!" And he ended the call like that.

Rude imbecile.

But getting upset at Bambam was the least thing I should be worried about right now. Lisa is going to call me any second! What the fuck am I going to say. Wait... I have to sound good.

I cleared my throat, "Hello... H-Hello— Fuck, I sound nervous." I cleared my throat again, practicing to master the proper 'Hello'.

"Hello, good evening... No. That's too formal. Hi!—Too excited. Hello—" I was cut off and almost jump off my seat when my phone vibrated.

I immediately took it, guessing it was her. And I was right. Her face is plastered on my screen, so perfect and ethereal. And the caller ID added more to it.

MY WIFE 💛
calling...

I cleared my thoat before answering the call, "Hello?"

Nice, that one soynded neutral.

"H-Hello?" She stuttered with her tiny cute voice. I even got butterflies on my stomach.

"Hmm? What's wrong, Lis?" I innocently ask.

But I'm actually screaming internally. My feet is continuously tapping the floor while my palms are sweating as well as the temple of my head.

I'm so fucking whipped. I won't even deny it.

"D-Did you... saw the article?" She asked like a lost girl.

I could imagine her blushing right now because she often does when she stutters like this.

And just the mere fact that she's blushing while talking to me makes me want to dance Idol until morning comes.

"What article?" I asked innocently.

I heard her sigh in frustration. I pursed my lips, holding back my chuckle. I just like teasing her like this. She looks so cute even when I can't see her now.

"A-About the Nickelodeon... A-About us...??" She stuttered, unsure.

I didn't held back my smile because I was too overwhelmed to hold it back and she couldn't see me anyways.

"Oh, that... Yeah, I saw it." I answered.

"So...??" She asked, prolonging the word.

"So?" I asked back, giving her the same tune.

I heard her sigh again, I chuckled silently for her not to hear.

"Forget it. Anyway, thanks for answering the call. Bye— She said and was about to end the call.

"Wait!" I cut her off.

"Yes?" She spat back.

I bit my lips, hesitating.

"About the article... yeah, I was shocked too. But, don't worry. I'll talk to BangPD about it and get rid of it for you—"

"Jungkook." She cut me off by calling my name.

My name really sounded the most beautiful when it's her voice. It makes me feel like it's christmas.

"Hmm?" I hummed in response.

"It's not about that... I don't want you to get rid of the article." Lisa continued.

Wait what?

"I just wondered if... you're okay with it? I mean, you already have a girlfriend and it would be rude to—"

"I'm fine with it, Lisa." I cut her off.

I just hate hearing her say that I already have a girlfriend when all I want is her as my girl.

"But Eun—"

"Lisa. I'm fine with it. Eunha's cool with it." I assured her.

Silence, then a long sigh came from her, "Okay then. I was just worried I might upset your relationship with her."

I internally face palmed myself but I just closed my eyes and heaved a deep sigh, "She's not. We're not. Just... can you please stop mentioning Eunha when we're talking?" I begged.

"Why? She's your girlfriend." She asked.

YOU'RE THE ONE I WANT! My subconsciousness wanted to yell at her.

"Can we just not? Please?" I begged again.

"Fine." She sighed.

"Thank you." I smiled despite not getting seen.

"Yeah sure. Well, I'm gonna go now before I wake my unnies up." She bid.

But I wanted to talk more :<

"Okay." I muttered.

"Bye." She spat. Please, don't.

"Umm, Lisa?" I called.

She hummed in response. Her cold cute voice vibrated on my ears that I nearly fell to sleep.

"Bye. I missed you."

There. I finally said it.

Okay, that wasn't a coward move. But her silence after I said it, I feel like I want to jump off the plane and die in a ditch, leaving no trace of how shameful I am.

"Sorry, I—"

"I missed you too, Jungkook."

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Yeah. I finally updated. Yay!
- satanya000

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