Jungkook

It took me to the edge to contain myself from digging someone's grave and burying a guy named, Kim Mingyu.

He just can't even let a space between him and Lisa without touching her or holding her like he owns her or something.

If it wasn't for Bambam calming me, I would've been in jail for a murder case.

"Oh shoot, it's nearly 4." Lisa suddenly stood up from her seat. We all turned to her.

"What's wrong?" Bambam asked.

"I need to be home. Our flight will be at 4 am." She answered while wearing her jacket and fixing herself.

I was about to stand up, "I'll dr—"

"Let me drive you home." Mingyu cut me off.

I felt Bambam's hands on my shoulders, "Jungkook's saying something."

All of their attention went to me. My eyes widened at what Bambam just said. I looked behind him and mouthed a cuss.

Lisa tilted her head at me, waiting for me to say what I wanted to say.

I cleared my throat and stood up, "L-Let me drive you home, instead. I mean... for some closure." I reasoned out.

They all went silent. I saw Mingyu clenching his fist and avoided my gaze.

Why is he acting like he's her boyfriend? It's pissing me off.

"But Mingyu asked me first." She said an apologetic tone.

"Mingyu's gonna drive me home. I wanna go home too." Eunha suddenly got up.

I glanced at her and she gave me a wink. Finally, she got the signal and became useful at this moment.

"Excuse me?" Mingyu raised an eye at her.

"Yes, you are excused. Now, let's go." Eunha was about to grab Mingyu's wrist but the guy took a step back.

"You should ask your boyfriend. I think it's inappropriate to drive you while your boyfriend is driving another girl." Mingyu defended.

Why can't he just fall for it? Can't he see I'm trying to get to talk to Lisa privately? I thought we were friends.

"He's gonna drive Lisa home. And Lisa's my friend. I trust her." Eunha turned to Lisa and smiled at her. Lisa smiled back.

"But I want to drive Lisa home." Mingyu pushed.

He's starting to get in my nerves now. I want to fucking break this plate on his head until he bleeds.

Bambam sighed, "I'll drive her home." Our eyes turned to Bambam.

I glared at him. This fucking traitor. I thought he's gonna help me here.

Lisa brightly smiled at Bambam, "Thanks Bam! Let's go!" She said.

"Let me atleast walk you out?" I tried again.

She looked back at me and her smile slowly faded. I felt a pang in my chest knowing that the reason her smiles are disappearing is because of me. My fucking existence.

"I'm walking you out too." Mingyu stepped forward again.

I had to clench my fist to stop myself from completely destroying his face with my hands.

"No. You are not. You promised to treat us! Now stay here and pay the bill!" Eunha stepped up.

I reminded myself to thank her later for that.

Mingyu bit his lips and just sighed in defeat, slumping back to his seat and faced our friends.

"Let's go?" Bambam gave me the look and turned to Lisa. She nodded at him and we all walked out the café.

It was as if I was in heaven when we arrived at the parking lot...

and saw no sign of Bambam's car.

"Oh shit. I forgot my car." Bambam acted as if he lost a game and turned to Lisa with an apologetic face.

"Are you kidding me?" Lisa rolled her eyes in irritation.

"Tell it to my face that I'm kidding if you fucking see my car right now." Bambam snapped back at her.

"Forget it. I'm just gonna take a cab—"

"Jungkook can drive you." And Bamban suddenly pushed me forward to her.

Lisa avoided my gaze as soon as our eyes met, "N-No thanks."

"I insist." I said, making her look up to me.

Oh Lalisa...

Those hypnotizing eyes never fail to amaze me. I still fall for her and see her, always having heart eyes.

Bambam stepped up, "Just consider his offer! I'm hungry and it's getting cold out here already! Bye bitches!" And Bambam left us just like that.

Not the best strategy, but still. I'll forever thank Bambam.

"So?" I raised an eyebrow at Lisa, waiting for an answer.

She bit her lips and she just slowly nodded. I internally did my victory smirk and yelled like a girl inside my head.

I led her the way to my car and opened the passenger's seat for her.

It's been so long since she sat there, by my side, holding my hand as I drive her back to her dorm after having a long date night.

I started driving as soon as we were settled on our seats and our seatbelts ready.

Nobody dared to talk. The car is completely silent and not to mention, I was merely breathing. I'm in a closed area with Lisa, the love of my life. I couldn't find the courage to speak.

"So... How's the tour?" I started.

"Fun." She answered with a sincere smile on her face. Blinks sure are her happy pill. I shouldn't be jealous.

"It's your first time having a tour, right?" I asked her.

She nodded, "Yeah. It still feels surreal. I can't believe its actually happening."

I smiled back at her. I guess I made the right decision. YG's really treating them well now. Giving them the comeback and more screen time for Lisa. She did as she promised me.

"That's nice to hear. Your comeback was dope." I commented.

She smirked, "Thanks."

She's fully aware that they wrote that break up song for me. And Hope Not did not help my state either.

I didn't engage speaking to her after I started remembering the fucking lowkey revenge she's doing to me. She's giving me Karma.

"Jungkook..." She called.

It's been so long since I last heard her call out my name like that. I almost closed my eyes from the tears forming but I managed to stay focused and put my poker face on.

I responded with a hum.

"Why?" I heard her voice cracked up.

I glanced at her and saw her pursing her lips. That thing she always does when she's trying hard not to cry.

I couldn't speak. My tongue is frozen. I felt like I'm jailed and my tongue got cut off.

I didn't answer and just continued driving until we arrived at their dorm.

"We're here." I spat.

She didn't respond and suddenly faced me after unbuckling her seatbelt, "I'm not gonna ask you for an explanation since you can't give it to me. But I really hope you're happy with what you've decided." I saw her eyes slowly producing tears.

I wanted to hug her, kiss her, hold her. But all I can do is watch her as I too, try my best not to cry in front of her.

She was about to walk out my car when I couldn't help myself anymore and grabbed her wrist.

She jolted at my touch but she looked back at me with furrowed brows.

"This is the only explanation I can give you..." I held her wrist harder, not wanting to let her go and prolonging the feeling of her skin on mine.

"I did it for you. For us."

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Yeah. Still heartbreaking.
- satanya000

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