CHOOSE YOUR FIGHTER:

Jungkook

I want to fucking rip someone's smile off. And that's Kim Mingyu's face.

I can't help myself stare at Lisa and him acting like they're the only humans left in the universe. Like... Where the fuck did he took his confidence to place his hands on Lisa's wrists and her shoulders?!

I glanced at Eunha and the traitor seemed like she's enjoying herself with Mina and the others.

"Jungkook." Eunwoo called my attention. I turned to him and responded with a hum.

"You look like you just massacred Mingyu in your head." Eunwoo chuckled at me.

I just sighed and took a sip on my drink.

"Lisa, let's take a selca!" I heard Mingyu.

I glanced at them again. Mingyu took out his phone like he had seen a celebrity while Lisa is smiling at him. Lovingly.

I need to breath. Breath, motherfucker.

"Selca? We take selca all the time! What's so special today?" Lisa chuckled at him.

All the time? So they meet in different days too? Just the two of them? Without telling me?

"Of course without telling you. You ain't Lisa's boyfriend anymore, idiot." My subconsciousness whispered to me.

They took a selca with their cheeks rubbing on each other like a fucking sponge. If only I'm not two seats away from them, I could've snapped Mingyu's neck.

"Eunha." I called. She turned to me from talkng to Mina.

"What?" Her tone seemed to be annoyed since I interrupted her conversation with Mina and Jihyo.

Eunha, you traitor. She should act like my girlfriend here! But she's seated from across me and is three seats away. I'm gonna take that 10 thousand bucks from her.

"Babe, here. Eat more cookies." I gave Eunha a tight lip smile and handed her a platter of cookies.

But deep inside, I wanna go home.

Eunha just gave me a weird look but took the plate anyways and managed to act like a good girlfriend by smiling back at me and giving me a flying kiss.

Disgusting. Not Eunha. The acting is disgusting.

I felt eyes watching us as we exchange 'loving' smiles. Lisa's big doe eyes didn't escape my peripheral vision as she watch me and Eunha.

But I clenched my fist when I saw how Mingyu soothed her by giving Lisa's back a slight pat.

Hands off, bulldog. Or you won't have any if I bite those off.

"Jungkook." Bambam's voice rang through my ears when he called my name.

I immediately turned to face him. It's been hard me too, risking me and Bambam's friendship. I knew he'll get mad at me but he's basically the one I need right now.

"Follow me." His voice was cold as he stood up and walked outside the café.

He's probably gonna beat me up and put my corpes in her car trunk.

I stood up and followed him anyways. He was already standing outside the café with his hands resting on both his waist while clenching his jaw.

He looks pissed.

And I know exactly why.

As soon as I arrived, I stood in front of him. We shared an eye contact for what felt like a year. He suddenly grabbed my collar.

"Listen to me, you fucking moron. Get your girlfriend and your filthy presence out of this café while I can still hold my hand back." He threatened through greeted teeth.

I squatted his hands from my collar and was able to breath and stand properly.

"You're the one who needs to listen, Bambam." I said to him.

He shook his head, "I already heard enough. I've had enough hearing my bestfriend cry just because a coward lunatic left her for no reason. And the saddest part is when I'm the person who introduced him to her."

I could see his eyes on the verge of crying and I knew exactly where he's coming from.

"I understand your feelings. But please believe me when I say I feel the worst." I said, holding my tears back.

"Then why did you do it?! Why did you hurt her?! Replaced her?! I fucking trusted you, Kook!" Bambam let his tears roll from his eyes and grabbed my collar again, forcing me to face him.

"Because I love her! I love her so much, Bam! I'd do anything for her but this time... I got myself imprisoned. They got me. They got us, Bam. I can't just stay with her while both of us, especially her, will suffer!" I finally spilled.

He let go of my collar and squinted his eyes in confusion, "What do you mean? Who got you?"

I heaved a deep sigh and wiped my tears away before facing Bambam, "Listen to me, Bam. I'm telling you this because I trust you and I know you won't tell Lisa about this."

"What the fuck are you saying, Jungkook?" He furrowed his brows.

"I broke up with her because... I was left with no choice." I bit my lips, holding back my tears.

Bambam just stood there, giving me the look to continue talking.

"Yang sajangnim was okay with our relationship before since Lisa's pre-debut that's why we lasted for 3 years. Until Hwang came. The new CEO of YG. You know that BangPD doesn't approve us dating, right?" I asked Bambam.

"Yeah." He answered. Finally, I got his attention.

"Hwang forced me to break up with Lisa. Hwang told me she's gonna cut off Blackpink from her agency and will tell BangPD everything. And BangPD made us choose from 'Dating or Disbanding'." I continued.

I felt warm tears flowing down my cheeks, "I had no choice, Bam. I love my job. I love Lisa. I love my group. I love Blackpink as much as I love you guys."

"Explain Eunha." Bambam's voice remained stern.

"We aren't dating. You know that. BangPD knows Eunha and I are just friends, which makes her an easy ally. She's been just a friend to me. I asked for a favor to do this act with her because I know Lisa will come crawling back to me, beg me to stay with her and fight for our hopeless relationship. I know how stubborn she is so I had to create another reason for her to stay away from me. It's all for her benefit, Bam." I explained as I look at him, hoping he'll believe me.

He suddenly avoided my gaze and bit his lips as he walk forwards and backswards. He held the temple of his head as he did so.

I just stood there, watching him walking back and forth. I patiently waited for his reply as I gulp from time to time.

"Fuck you, Jungkook. You could've said sooner!" He suddenly held both my shoulders.

"Bro..." He muttered.

I know it sounds unmanly but hearing him call me that again makes me want to burst into tears. It's been fucking months. And all I need right now is another ally. Another person who believes me. But I held it in.

"Did you tell your hyungs?" He asked in a serious tone.

"Only you and Eunha knows." I answered.

"That makes up the three of us." He said, tilting his head like he's thinking of something again.

"What are you thinking? You're not telling Lisa, are you?" I squinted my eyes at him.

"Of course not! She's a hard headed stubborn little brat." He answered, making me let out a sigh of relief.

"It's hopeless, Bam. I'll forever be Lisa's ex boyfriend." I said to him.

"Bro, you already gave up on her once. If you do it again, I'm not gonna be here and talk to you like this anymore. So just stick with me and let's think of a way." He held both my shoulders and made me face him.

"There's no way, Bambam. I'm gonna end both our careers once I get back to her." I spat.

"There's always a way. Trust me." Bambam patted my back and dragged me back inside the café.

"Let's just hope that Lisa won't allow Mingyu to be her next." He spat.

My eyes shot wide and looked at him, "What?!" I whisper-shouted.

I'm not letting anyone be her next. I'm her last. Only Jeon Jungkook is her last!

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I guess your curiosities have been answered. And I'm going back to school tomorrow so expect the slow updates 💔
- satanya000

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