Lisa

Why is he calling me? Should I answer? Wait... He already has a girlfriend right? So why is he calling me?

Don't jump into conclusions, Lisa. Maybe he's just gonna ask how you're doing after he dumped you and ended your 3 year relationship with him just like that.

I was about to answer the call when it suddenly ended. Did I made him wait too long?

I just heaved a deep sigh and puts my phone back in my pocket. Why is he calling anyway? We're done.

I suddenly remember those times when he'd always call me whenever we release a comeback. Though, he calls me on daily basis but it's just different when he calls me after our comeback. He would always scold me or praise me when I dye my hair with different colors or puts highlights.

Wait...

What am I doing?

I guess, I only miss the memories, not the person. So... there's nothing wrong with it.

Just as I was contemplating, my phone vibrated again. It was as if I'm excited and got my phone from my pocket almost immediately.

Annoying Hoe
calling...

"What do you want?!" I answered in a groan.

I felt a little disappointed when I saw a different caller ID. I was expecting him.

"Whoa, you on period or something?" I heard Bambam chuckle on the other line.

I sighed, "No. Why are you calling anyway?" I asked him.

"I was just gonna congratulate my bestfriend for their comeback! Bitch, you snapped! And how much did those wigs cost you? And you're hair!" He sounded surprised now.

"I didn't know you cut your hair short! What's with girls and scissors when they get heart broken?" He continued, making me chuckle.

Him and Jennie unnie said the same thing.

"I just wanna feel confident about myself, Bam. And thanks." I answered.

"But Damn, I didn't know you and Mingyu have something going on! Way to go, Pokpak!" He chuckled.

My brows furrowed, "What do you mean? There's nothing going on between us."

"Whatever. Deny all you want. I'm glad you're finally opening your heart up to someone." He said.

"I don't know what you mean but Mingyu is a good friend of mine." I assured him.

"That's why you named your other cat Mingu, right? You whipped, girl?" Bambam continued.

"You are so annoyingly nosy." I chuckled at him.

"Your mom told me. By the way, I gotta go. We have a photoshoot going on." He bid farewell.

"Finally. Bye, annoying bitch. And don't call me again." I said and ended the call before we start another argument.

My unnie and I decided to go home after a long promotion of our comeback. We all went to do our individual tasks inside our rooms.

I slumped on my bed after taking a refreshing shower.

I stared at the ceiling again, the same question kept rumaging inside my head.

Even though it's been five months, the pain I felt was just like an hour ago. It's still here. It still hurts like hell.

How could he?

Just as a tear fell from my left eye, my phone suddenly rang. I took it from my bedside table and answered the call without checking the caller ID because I know exactly who's calling me at this hour.

"What?! I told you not to call me again!" I shouted at Bam out of annoyance but of course, it's pure joke.

Silence. Only silence was heard on the other line.

"I guess this wasn't the right time. Sorry for calling. I won't call you again."

His voice vibrated through my ear drums like a song. My eyes widened at the familiarity of his voice and I shouldn't be mistaken at my guess now.

It's certainly him.

"Bye—"

"Wait! I..." I sat up immediately on my bed when he was about to end the call.

Why is he calling anyway?

"I-I thought it was Bam... Sorry, I didn't check the caller ID." I said.

I heard him slightly chuckling on the other line, "It's been so long. How are you?" He asked.

I'm not okay, Jungkook. It still hurts. Why would you do that? How dare you? You promised me...

"I've been good." I answered in a calm voice.

"Good to hear..." He said. And the next thing was awkward silence.

Nobody muttered a word after that. The silence is making me deaf so I decided to speak again.

"How about you? How are you?" I asked him.

He sighed, "Doing good too. Thanks for asking." I could hear the sincerity in his words that it almost sounded like a lie.

"How about Eunha?" I couldn't hold back my tongue that I spilled the question to him.

He didn't respond. I could only hear pure silence on the other line. He must be feeling uncomfortable at the question.

He must think I'm nosy.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to—"

"We're okay..."

I felt like my lungs left my body as I couldn't breath properly. My heart hurts. It felt heavy.

I didn't even realized my eyes were getting blurry as tears started forming.

"Oh... T-That's nice." I spat.

"Yeah... Thanks." He said.

"I have to go now. We still got work to do tomorrow." I said to him as I sniff my tears away.

"Right. Goodluck, Lisa. Thanks for answering the call." He bid.

"Thanks, Bye." I said.

"Bye... I—"

I cut him off by ending the call. I couldn't hold back the tears any longer so I pulled my pillow and cried like an idiot.

Jungkook

"Bye... I—" she suddenly ended the call.

"miss you." my subconsciousness continued.

I put my phone back inside my pocket and laid back on our hotel room to rest.

It's been so long since I last heard her voice. I felt so ecstatic when she answered the call. I barely needed rest because happiness is overflowing inside of me.

Though I knew she was crying in the middle of our conversation when she mentioned Eunha.

It hurts too. It hurts so bad being able to not tell her how much I love her. How much I wished she's the one being entitled as Jungkook's girlfriend and not Eunha.

How much I wanted to tell her the truth.

"Jungkook! Jungkook!" Eunha suddenly barged inside my room and I saw Jin hyung and Jimin hyung behind her.

I sat up and saw them by my door step, "What?" I glared at her.

"I'm sorry Jungkook, we tried to stop her." Jin hyung said. I just nodded at them and motioned them to leave us behind.

My hyungs left and I nodded at Eunha to enter my room and lock the door.

She stomped her feet asfter locking the door, "I'm sick of this."

"You think I'm not?" I spat back at her.

She glared at me, "You can't keep on doing this, Jungkook."

"I know."

"Yet you're not doing anything!" She shouted at me.

I groaned, "You're voice is so irritating."

"You're complaining about my voice being irritating. Did I ever complained about your existence kinda irritates me all the time? No! So you better do something about this relationship!" She pointed at me.

"I need you." I told her.

She rolled her eyes, "You should atleast pay me, then!"

"How much?"

"100 dollars." She proposed.

My eyes widened, "What?! You cheater! Am I not a good bestfriend to you?"

"No. And if you don't pay me, I'm gonna tell Lisa everything." She threatened.

"You're not telling her anything! Fine! I'm gonna pay you 100 dollars!" I agreed.

She smirked, "Now we're talking."

I just sighed in disappointment and got my wallet to hand her the money.

"Jungkook..." She called after getting the money from my hand.

I faced her.

"You can't keep hurting her like this. I don't like hurting Lisa. She's a nice person. And I look like a bitch who stole you from her." She spat.

I just stayed quiet because I feel guilty for dragging Eunha into this. I had no choice. She's the closest female friend I have.

"Don't worry. She won't think of you as one. Even though you are one." I smirked at her which earned me a smack at the back of my head.

"Ouch!" I caressed the part where she hit me.

"I'll become one when you keep on doing this!" She glared at me and finally left.

Oh Lalisa... how can I ever forget you?

Just as I turned to go back to my bed, my phone buzzed. I took it out to check the messages and it's from the groupchat again.

97LINER HOT DUDES
you and 6 others are online...

Bammie
Mingyuuuu

MingCute
What

EunwoopsYoAss
Now, its Mingyu

JaeJae
What did u do
@MingCute?

MingCute
I didn't do anything.

THE8
you did.

YugYummy
What did he do?

MingCute
What did I do?

THE8
playing innocent ICY

YugYummy
ICY? ARE YOU DATING
MY HOOBAES?!

MingCute
What?!

EunwoopsYoAss
I'm calling the cops.

LISA'S BUNNY
oops. Guess Mingyu
had a thing for kids.

YugYummy
Oh look, he's alive.

JaeJae
And his nickname sends.

Bammie set your nickname to
Juancock.

Bammie
That's more like it.

Juancock
Thanks, Bam.
It's been so long
since I last sent a
message. So...

Bammie
It would've been nice
if you didn't send any
at all.

EunwoopsYoAss
Little harsh there, Bam.

YugYummy
Forget, Bam. We miss u
bro!

Juancock
Thanks!

MingCute
Just forgive him
already, Bam. It's
been months.

Bammie
I will if you tell us
what's happening
between you and
Lisa

EunwoopsYoAss
What?!

JaeJae (sent a photo.)

Juancock
Excuse me, what?

YugYummy (sent a photo.)

THE8 (sent a photo.)

MingCute
Fuck y'all

Bammie
Come on brother-in-law
Spill the beans 😍

YugYummy
Brother in WHAT?!

EunwoopsYoAss (sent a photo.)

EunwoopsYoAss
Oops wrong meme.

Bammie
Y do u have that?
@EunwoopsYoAss

EunwoopsYoAss
Got it from the internet.
I mean, she looks so
unreal. Like a fantasy.

MingCute
She is. And y'all back the
fuck off.

JaeJae
He claiming his girl!

YugYummy
That's too much tea right
there I—

Bammie
Told ya 😉

EunwoopsYoAss
@Juancock

Juancock
What

EunwoopsYoAss
You okay, bro? U've
been quiet.

MingCute
Jungkook. You're okay
with this, man? I mean
if you're not then, I'll back
out.

Bammie
Why are you asking
permission? He didn't
even asked me when he
courted Lisa. But you
have my blessing, Mingyu
😊

MingCute
He's her ex, Bam.

Bammie
Oh really? Wow.
Didn't know that.

EunwoopsYoAss
Bam, you're crossing
the line a little

YugYummy
Jungkook, just ignore
him.

Bammie
Yeah, go ignore me like
what you did to her after
you promised shit and broke
everything up.

Juancock
Bam, you know I
didn't do it on purpose.
I love Lisa.

Bammie
Re-phrase that to
'loved'. And whatever
your reason is, it's not me
who should hear it.

THE8
That's enough. We all
shouldn't fight.

MingCute
Is this my fault?

EunwoopsYoAss
No. Just a little but...

JaeJae
Just shut up Eunwoo.
And Mingyu, just do
your thing. I'm sure
Jungkook approves
since he has Eunha now.
Right Jungkook?

You went offline.

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I threw my phone on the floor, causing it to scatter.

Fuck.

I can't do anything! I hate this! I hate it when I couldn't do anything. When I'm powerless. When I couldn't claim what's actually mine. When I couldn't declare to the world that Lalisa Manoban is mine.

She is mine.

Only mine.

If only Bambam knows then I could have another hand to hold onto.

But he's also angry at me. Of course, he trusted me. He trusted his bestfriend to me but I ended up betraying both of them.

Because I'm fucking useless. I'm a coward.

I suddenly felt arms wrapping around me and that's when I realized I was already crying on Taehyung's chest.

He was hugging me tight as if he knew what I needed.

"Whatever it is, you'll get through it." He whispered. I could only sob as a reply.

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This book is actually a Taekook au... Lmao just kidding. Btw, thank you for waiting so patiently, my luvs 💓
- satanya000

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