taylor wished she could just get away from it all. the hate, the comments, and the fake people. she stopped letting people in because she was used to being let down. she didn't trust anybody. she couldn't. it's like the whole world turned on her after a certain amount of time.

everyone got tired of you.

the thoughts wound up in her mind as she went down the stairs.

no one likes you.

she walked down the street in a hoodie not wanting any unwanted attention.

everyone would be better off without you.

taylor was on the brink of crying. she lost so much. every time something good happened to her it just seemed like a joke because everything would take a turn for the worst.

walking through the streets of sunset and vine with her head down and earbuds plugged in. she always wondered how she would be if none of this ever happened. if she wasn't always in the spotlight of the world. she even wrote a song about it. that's all she apparently does date, break up, and write songs. "don't mess with taylor or you'll be her next single" the words written on every magazine.

taylor spent hours and days wondering why she deserved all this. she always thought there had to be a reason, right?

with all these thoughts she didn't realize she bumped into a blonde haired and blue eyed boy. immediately she recognized him.

"joe alwyn, right?" her voice sounded different. but that's what crying all night does to you. she wondered if he noticed, and he did. they both avoided the topic but his eyes looked like he felt, sorry?

she remembered seeing him in a movie he starred in. "yeah" joe was surprised that taylor could possibly even know of him.

"i watched your movie this week," taylor said thinking about how she sat on her couch, alone.

even though she learned and got reminded to not let everyone in so easily she did it countlessly.

"did you like it?" taylor heard his accent and thought about him in general. she nodded and he smiled.