I couldn't wait, we were just moving so slowly into each other, I couldn't wait. I grabbed his shirt and slammed his lip into mine.

I quickly pulled away and straightened my voice as i returned to my serious and mature self. Only due to the fact that im originally not a very sensitive person. "um so the plan is to capture the Joker and put him in jail and um-"

"Awe are you flustered?" Jon looked at me in awe and I stood up with redness covering my face as i stood as straight as a pencil "No, ninjas do not get flustered- what just happened has to be confiscated into a very secret part in our hearts until the time is right to continue"

"yeah, no. I understand... I guess we should probably go down, I should probably get back.." Jon stood up too and started to walk away, I can tell that he was disappointed that he had to leave and we have to post pone our relationship.

"Wait!- how about we sneak out, you know go on patrol like old times..." I tried to seem badass about my words and crossed my arms, Jon's eyes and lit up with excitement and he quickly rushed to my side.

"Yay! what should we do stop a bunch of gang banger, or how about we continue this little investigation by our self?" He lifted one eyebrow as he jumped off the roof with my arm wrapped around his shoulder. Once our feet landed on the ground I sighed.

"We dont have any leads on where the Joker is plus he is way too dangerous apparently" I stopped in my tracks while we started to discuss what we were gonna do.

Jon had his mouth wide open while he gasped and placed his hand on his mouth sarcastically "Oh my! Did I just hear wonder boy over here say it was too dangerous, I have never heard him say that, ever!" I was gonna come put with more reasons my Jon put up a stop sign in my face using his hand "-Plus! I found a lead, secretly so dont go tell my dad please" I then started to imitate Jon and placed my hand over my mouth and gasped.

"Oh god save it" Jon spoke, I then repeated my gasp.

"Jon! how dare you curse the lords name in vain!" I said in a highly pitched voice impersonating his mom cause of how she yells at him for saying the stupidest things. Jon rolled his eyes while I had my fair share of laughter "So what was this lead you found that you didn't show any of your parents which will probably make you get send to juvenile, oh but dont worry cause I wont tell"

"I'm already worried enough, but I have my suspicion that Red Hood has been missing for about a week now, due to fact there has been no activity nor sighting of him, I mean why would he just disappear? last time I remember he did everything to get himself noticed in order for Bruce to notice him so he can go through with the idea of killing him. And with you mentioning Jokers return with the serum implanted on Barbra I think the Joker killed him" 

I was wide eyes I mean there's a lot of evidence there's only a 30 percent chance this could actually be accurate "Don't get ahead of yourself Jon okay, I person who just climbed out of a grave isn't just gonna come back then only to end up being killed by a clown, and you shouldn't just go around blurting stuff like that, its too risky"

"Well in my opinion I am a great detective so I may be right, so if you think I am wrong whats your plan then?" Jon huffed cause it probably seemed like I insulted his skills.

"Maybe we can start off interrogating J.D also known for being the jokers daughter (Shes from robin wars) or we can start off beating every criminal in this town till one has the answers"

"Damian, how about J.D, I would rather do something less violent"

Dick Grayson's P.O.V

"We should probably just go out and start off by look at the asylum where the Joker took over Bruce" I crossed my hands over while i huffed. All he is doing is just looking at his computer database thing for clues while Tim and I just sat around.

"You think I would if there was something there, I have police forces in every inch of that place" He continued to bury his face in his screen while Tim looked concerned at the most.

"We already know Joker has knowledge of Jason, we cant just waste time like this!" Tim sat up from his chair his his hands in air from frustration. Bruce just kept silent as he continued

Tim shot a glare at Bruce "If we dont do something the poison may go into more people! even you, even us! ugh!" Tim started to walk away from the batcave and headed towards the exit.

"Where to you think you are going" I said taking a view steps behind Tim.

"I am not gonna stay in this cave while innocent people are at risk, are you gonna come?" Tim looked me up at down.

"I guess" I started to walk side by side with him while Bruce just ignored us.

I can tell he is in a mess, after the Barbra thing, it sure shook us all but it might turn out not to be her but we aren't very sure yet. He fell apart mentally, Bruce. He refused comfort from me or anyone, all he did was go on patrols every night he had a whole 24 hour system down. 

Tim was only 10 during the whole emotion breakdown thing, so it was really just me, Tim and Bads, He always looked up to Jason for the last month of him being well and alive. Jason wanted him to become the next robin in a sort of way but guessing by it deep down Jason just wanted to return to how things were that everything would be the same.

The last view nights of Jason being alive he wasn't himself. Jason acted so happy during the day but at night he was just a sad kid under the mask and the role he had to play. Sometimes he was so happy making Bruce smile with his jokes or he would just be so straight forward with the mission. He was a kid at heart but braver then a man. Three days before his death he wanted to talk to me about stress, and it was the very last thing we spoke about. 

"It might be a unpopular thought, but not everyone wants to be alive" 

I just thought he was speaking of the perspective of other people, but looking back it makes my gut flip upside down just knowing he wasn't happy at his last days.

A/N Please read

i wanna do flashbackkskskks like when jason was robin or when dick was or when everything went to shit to get a insight of  the past that i created opposite to the other ones

it will also encourage me to write more if you let me know some of the feedback or just voting for the chapter:}