The laughing stopped into ten minutes into the silent car ride. I cant think properly, every thought I have is more insane, the peek into my mind is the most darkest thing ever, all I can think about is killing people, innocent people and how much I would enjoy skipping in the blood of my enemies, my family. If it makes any more sense I felt smarter cause in some type of way I can see reality better then some people, so much I take this world as a joke.

I heard a big thud one top of the car which made me jump up a bit. It left two dents into the top of car and kept leaving a trail of dents every time it took a step. Then I heard the glass chattering and the driver screaming while the tires screeched on the road.

"..." I replied that to the events accruing, someone is saving me. Then the side door ripped right off, I couldn't tell who it was, the sun was blinding enough. It took five seconds for me to focus my vision.

And there he was, Jon. He was breathing heavily and his face was wet with tears. I should've seen him as a hero, but everything in vision felt glitchy, as if the everything around us was a different color and every breath he took echoed down my neck. "Damian!" He ran right up to me while my eyes were in shock from his appearance.

He kneed down to me and dont get me wrong, this is just so sentimental but I couldn't help but laugh, "My night in shining armor pffmf" I tried to hold in my laugh while saying that. Jon shot me a unpleasing look of heartbreak.

"What do you mean Damian! I just came and rescued you and you laugh! do you know how much bullets shot me.." Jon was just freaking out at me.

"Look im sorry but I only wish you came earlier..." I stood up and lumped towards the car exit door with still a smile creeped on my lips. Jon followed right behind me with a confused look.

"Why?" He crossed his arms waiting for the answer. Standing right behind he was still their, but more still and closer, just inches away from my shoulder.

"I was thrown in the back of a van, just wish that didnt happen, so where did the joker go anyways?" I was trying to change the topic. Yes I lied but I still feel empathy towards people.

"He ran away like a coward.. Look im sorry for last time.. I didnt mean to upset you okay? I dont know if I was actually in love with you or in love with the image of you"  Jon spoke that slowly but i was there in a daze, I actually have no idea what hes talking about.. 

"You loved me? wait what..-"

"-, Oh and the begging to the rotting will start in your brain and you will see wonders! or forget wonders!"

"Jon,- I never knew that. What happened last time?" My hand was gripped on my hair while I looked off into the distance while the whole forgetting thing kinda freaked me out. But deep down it kinda hurt a bit, him telling me that he didn't think he loved me.

Jon came around to face me "What- how do you not remember.. at the charity ball. like two weeks ago?.." Jon felt kinda of hurt.. I didn't mean it too though. I bit my lip and shook my head in response.

"I dont know what happened, I dont remember a charity ball.. I cant do this right now, I dont feel right.." I was lost in a daze of Jon's face when I quickly stepped away from him and started to walk away.