Ch.10/ Tim Had The Gun, Not Me
Jason eventually started to break down and cry. He never cried. Or showed any sign of emotion. It hurt me to see him broken than to be beaten up by him. I slowly inched my way towards him while he cried on my ground. I wrapped my arms around him.
It took him a moment to realize what I was doing, he flinched at being so surprised then accepted my hug. "I am gonna let you go Richard and I am not coming with you. And I won't bother you or any of the Wayne's again. Also if you get to Barbara give her a week for the poison I used on her to make her crazy wear off" Jason moved my body while he placed his hand on my shoulder.
"Jason, you are coming with me. I am not leaving without you!" I stayed in my place while Jason took out a knife to cut my ropes around my hands.
"I am a hopeless cause, you cant help me. But I am not gonna stop trying to get revenge on Bruce Wayne for being too late!"
Tim's P.O.V
I clenched my fist as I eavesdropped on Jason and Richard, Richard was just gonna let him go! I am not gonna let this happen. I finally found the location of where they are and I planned on being the hero this time, not Bruce. I clenched my fist as my gun in my other handshakes. All my researching to just find Jason saying a sob story, he put me in pain from taking my big brother away and throwing away the other one.
I decided to come out of the shadows with my gun directed at Jason. Immediately Jason looked my way and placed his hands in the air. "You didn't think you could get away with this without a scratch right! cause I am not gonna hesitate to shoot you!" I still kept my gun pointed at his head while Richard looked at me with fear in his eyes. He looked more scared than Jason did, Jason just looked depressed.
"Do it"
"what?" My eyes shot wide, I would've thought that he was gonna fight me or do something! why isn't he doing anything?
"Just do it! If you are gonna kill me do it!" He had a snarl look on my face while he took two steps closer to me in rage.
"Why! you aren't even gonna fight!"
Jason pressed his hand against his eye "I am done the fighting!"
" I am not gonna shoot you if you aren't hostile" I placed my gun down. This was so hard to do since I had to build up the courage to actually threaten to kill someone since I grew up with the voice repeating in my head Justice no vengeance.
"I hate you the most Tim." He said randomly. my eyes narrowed while his eyes stayed soft.
"I woke up in my coffin confused and scared. I remember trying to break away from the coffin with my fingers until I felt the blood come out due to all the splinters from me trying to break free. remembering me lying on top of the wet soil dirt while rain just hit my face" Jason paused and looked up at me and made eye contact.
"I went homeless! after all that shit I went broke... I didn't want Bruce's help cause I just wanted to hurt him, I had to beg for money, fuck for money, rob for money, kill for money!
I wasn't me, I knew I wasn't me but I will be alive. I will be wrecked. I will be no one.
When I was thinking of that on the side of the road where I begged for money when a glimpse of a yellow, green and red boy caught the corner of my eye. He was just on the edge of this building laughing! smiling! I just wanted to vomit! I felt my heart break and my sweat break. My hands started to shake and my heart slowed down. I saw a dark figure, a looming menacing figure, somewhere far off, somewhere far away.
I wanted nothing to run, run to him, run to you guys, run away, run off, run back to where lights never existed! He didn't look at me because he didn't notice me! he has never noticed me so why would he do it then! and maybe I didn't come back to find peace! I came back to haunt the son of a bitch who never came to help me! who never rescued me! he will not even notice that I wasn't there anymore! Because you took my spot! you replaced me! You are the reason why he moved on so quickly! Even if I did help you train I never knew you were gonna take my place!
I hate you, Tim Drake! because you took the one thing that made me who I am! who made me Jason Todd! I never asked to quit because I loved everyone who surrounded me! even you at one point Tim! I loved Bruce, Dick, Barbara but all of that went away! my family once again left me! so shoot me because I wanted to get revenge on Batman by twisting up his perfect family to make him feel what it's like to lose it! Kill ME!" Jason just kept repeating kill me. I should feel mad but I feel guilty. I then pulled my trigger as a result of me being frustrated.
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