3D person POV

It's been a few months since Remy and Deceit started dating.  And things have been going good.

It's was the middle of the day and Dee was laying on his bed staring at his ceiling. It's been about 7 months since he stop cutting. It took some time to get use to but in time he got use to it. As he was laying there some tempting thoughts came to mind.

Why would you STOP?
For HIM?
Really?

'N-No I won't do it.' Dee said sitting up trying to force my self to stop thinking these thing but it only got worse.

Oh cone on!
Just look at your wrist
It already has so many scars on it!
What's a few more going to do?

Eventually, He finally caved and gave in. Dee remembered that they never found the knife. It took him awhile to find it. Since then He cleaned up my room and organized
His entire room. When He found it He ran to my bathroom sink and prepared himself to hold back the pain and started digging in to the skin on the top of his wrist.

He looked down at my wrist one I was done and tears started rolling down his face. He washed his wrist and started to rap it up with some bandages. He only cut a little. Not enough that the blood would feel wet through the bandages. But no madder what he did the thoughts wouldn't go away.

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He tried so hard to block them out. He ran out of his room trying to find Remy. After searching everywhere he went to health's room and asked where he was. "He said he was going out." "Do you know were?" "No I asked and he just said out." "Alright thanks anyway." "No problem.". Went to Rem's room waiting for him to come home hoping he wouldn't be out long. He sat on Remys hammock as the thoughts ran through his head.

Really?
Your going back to him?
He hates you!
Why would he care
Stop trying
Your worthless
Everyone else hates you
Why would he be different
If you don't fit in they'll kill you!

That... that last one.

It sounded familiar to him.

Like his heard it before.

Then it hit him.

That's exactly what he was trying to teach Thomas. That he didn't have to fit in. That just because he was different that, that doesn't mean he's a "bad Person". That no one is a good or bad person. That he needs to stop lying to himself before he makes a decision on if he was a "bad" person.

But at the time Dee was in to much pain to even notice that he was going against his on lesson. He wanted to be perfect. He didn't go be different. He wanted to fit in.
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Like I said. I changed it A LOT. I just didn't like where it was going at all. I hope you enjoyed it so far and will enjoy the new take on the ending. Thank you - Raccoon Mom
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