Relinquish have been another emotional writing journey for me, that's why I want to thank you all for reading from beginning until the end!

Beta at Walter's love story is truly... different.

Habang nagko-conceptualize ako kung ano ang gagawing story all my research landed me to cuckolding. It intrigued me. It was a strange case. What's more strange is this only affects men.

I read a lot of articles regarding the issue. Some are fine with it. Some do it for the whim or sexual pleasure. Others do it in order to cope from traumatic experiences. Iba-iba ang triggers at causes ng ganitong uri ng fetish. Iba-iba rin ang dahilan ng mga kalalakihan kaya pumapayag o nagpupumilit sila sa ganitong set-up.

Not all of these men's girlfriends or wives agree or thought of the set-up first. It was usually the men themselves who initiate. I am not here to promote na opinyon ko lang dapat regarding sa isyu ang dapat panigan. Like what I said, this is a case to case basis, but this bothers me because this fetish targets a man's self-esteem, self of reality and self-respect.

I know, nakakawindang. Parang wala sa hulog iyong mga may ganitong kaso. When I told my boyfriend about it, he even said something, "Is he crazy? Why would he even want to watch some other guy fuck the woman he loves?"

And yes, it is crazy. It is crazy but it happens in real life.

Walter is one of those men, but I tell you, may nabasa akong mga cases na mas malala pa sa dinanas ni Walter. I just don't have the heart to write to make his experience that so... yeah hahaha XD <3

I am glad that my lady readers love this story. I love it too, with all my heart.

What I love about my stories aside from the plot and characters is the heart I put into it while writing. Kasama niyo ako na parang baliw na naiiyak habang nagtitipa.

Kahit na love ko ang female readers ko, I intended and I still dedicate "Relinquish" for the men all over the world.

You are not a sexual object for us. You don't have to be a sex symbol to be loved. You don't have to be a billionaire. You don't have to change your face. You don't have to change the best things about you just to conform to someone's dream or ideal person. Don't let the persuasion of the social media put down your self-esteem.

We admire you in every way. Maybe not all, but there will always be that one girl who does. And when you find a girl who loves you, don't be afraid to be who you are. Because if a woman loves you, she would love and appreciate everything about you. She would see other guys better than you, but that would never stop them and would never, ever replace the love they feel for you.

So be confident and feel free to love with all your heart.

It is a painful process sometimes. Relationships can go wrong, but it is only because you have not yet found the woman for you.

Cheers to the guys. You deserve some love too. You deserve to be appreciated. You deserve respect. You deserve to be cared for too.

Not because you give the same for us women, but because like us, you are humans too who also deserve love, acceptance and appreciation.

And to my lady readers, cherish the special men in your lives. Love them truly and fully. Accept him as much as how he accepts you with no judgments. Ditch the bad men. If you know he is deserving and for real, show him your love, acceptance and appreciation all the time! 

LOVE,

ANAxoxo