You may not know that this book was based on true events. This is a letter from her (she actually wrote this for me) to him. The names have stayed the same as in the book for personal reasons.

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Calum, Calum, Calum
When I say your name, I don't even know who you are...
Let's just say, you're definitely not who you used to be.

When I first met you I honestly thought you were different to other boys, you were so kind, funny, caring and to be honest you were special...
But now I'm starting to see that that was just a lie, you're just a lie.

Ever since you rejected me I haven't felt the same. I used to be a girl who never used to care what people said or thought about me, I would just ignore it and get on with my life but now even when someone just looks at me I instantly think they have called me the most disgusting word, where they probably weren't judging me at all.

Lets get straight to the point Calum, you've destroyed me! I look at myself in the mirror and I'm definitely not the same girl I was 6 months ago.
The thing that hurts me the most is that when I see you walking around school, you act as though this hasn't affected you. It probably hasn't and I wish I felt the same. If I walk past you, you always look HAPPY, you're happy with life and this one LITTLE thing to you hasn't knocked you down but to me this MASSIVE thing has destroyed me.

You're all I think about, you, you, you, no one but YOU!
Sometimes I believe I'm just your little distraction. You look at me and all the attention is on me but as soon as another girl walks in, goodbye Lila...
I'm slowly starting to feel better about myself. I think I'm finally coming to realisation that I shouldn't care what you think and that maybe this was supposed to happen because there is someone out there who's better than you, so thank you Calum...I guess...

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Give the girl some love, guys. She deserves all she gets. (Though she may probably never read this since she don't got Wattpad.) ❤💋

Plant love, peace, grow.