Calum,

So my uncle came over today. It was pretty fun. All my cousins came over too. We had a huge barbeque and my dad made the best food ever.

I was having such a good time, but then when we were all talking my uncle asked me if I had a boyfriend.

I said no.

He then asked me if I 'had my eye on someone.'

I said no.

Then I excused myself to go to the toilet, and ran inside my bedroom and locked the door behind me.

Then I cried.

I cried and cried and cried. Until I couldn't cry anymore.

I felt worthless. I felt unwanted.

I felt like I wasn't good enough.

I'm probably not.

from the girl who's currently going through a large box of tissues as she writes this.

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Draft saved.

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Dedicated to Lee. She's epic. ❤❤💋