Calum,

So I was wrong.

Very very wrong.

Nothing was ok.

I walked into form today and I could feel your penetrating gaze burning a hole in my back. The way you looked at me, it felt as though you were taunting me.

Mocking me.

If I knew that liking someone was such a terrible thing to do, I never would have met myself fall for you.

But then, it's not like that could've been stopped.

I'm sorry.

from The girl who felt so self conscious that she just wanted to hide away in some kind of hole.

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Draft saved.

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Dedicated to Cai, because she's so bae. ❤❤💋