Calum Richardson had crushed my soul.

And no, that isn't an exageration.

Ever since he had oh-so-bluntly rejected me, I'd been an emotional mess.

I don't even think you can call it rejection, it was merely an acknowledgement of my feelings with underlying tones of rejection.

I was broken. Never before had I fallen for someone as hard as I fell for him, and he just destroyed everything.

I mean, he could've ateast said, 'I'm sorry, I don't feel the same way', or I'm sorry, I don't like you', anything would have sufficed.

But no.

All he had to say, was 'Ok.'

I didn't have a clue how I was going to even face him in school on Monday, my mind was all over the place, and a confrontation with my heartbreaker was certainly not what I needed right now.

There was a tight knot in my stomach at the mere thought of him; replacing the feeling of euphoria I previously felt.

I didn't know what I was going to do. How I would get over this heartbreak.

But the thing that scared me the most, was that despite everything that went down, I was still utterly and hopelessly in love with Calum Richardson.

And I hated myself for it.

My brain was about to explode into a million different pieces. I needed to let it all out. I had to vent out my anger and hurt towards him.

I just had to.

And then it came to me.

Scrambling quickly off of my bed, I stand up and walk over to my bedside table where my laptop is situated. Hurriedly grabbing it; I run back over towards my bed, and speedily switch it on.

I would vent it all out the same way I let my feelings out.

Where it all began.

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Hi! So this is the last chapter before the mesages begin! I hope you liked it!

Much love.

Matchy ☺☺☺