Three years ago
10th September, 20xx

I just came out of the shower wearing a cute fluffy pajamas and was ruffling my wet hair with a towel. I am too tired.

My head is throbbing as I was studying, I tried to understand every single concept of physics. From Newton's law of physics to
Archimedes' principle of buoyancy. Why it is so hard for me?

I laid down on bed as it was past my sleep time. I decided to stay up all night and study physics as internals are coming soon. I started to massage my forehead. I seriously need some painkillers.
I was about to go to fetch a medical box my phone beeps indicating that I got a message. I sigh, I am not in the mood to talk with my father. Is it morning where he is?

I open it, but I become confused as I saw the one who message me is none other than secretive
Mr. D, or you can say pervert.

Mr. D
Hello,

Me:
It is 11:56 am and
you just message
me to say hello.

Are you stable or?
high again?

Mr. D:
You didn't let me
complete my message,
it was initially like this.

'Hello, hello.
What!
Hello, hello.
What!
I'mma give it to you
girl right now.'

I was suppose to
spam you, but you're
awake.

Why?

Me:
That's been none of
your concern.

Mr. D:
Oh, darling, I don't
like when my future
wife stays up late.

My head was really throbbing and this pervert is again here to disturb me. Why didn't leave me alone, pervert stalker.

I really need to concentrate on my studies, I don't need any distraction like him, right now. I need to snap him right now otherwise he will not leave.

I know this kind if people. Have a crush on a girl, talk to them and when they got bored, they leave them. I know, I need to cut him right now.

Me:
I-

Stop it! I don't like
all this.

Stop being a creep.

Mr. D:
Why are you saying
like this?

You don't like what I
did for you?

Me:
What did you do?

Write a poem for me?
Got my number of hearing
my conversion? Stalking me
and texting me?

Mr. D:

I give my full effort to
write a poem for you,

I heard your conversation
so I got your number. It
was merely coincident.

I stalked you just to get
near to you.

And I am texting you
because I love you. I
wanted to propose you,
but I am not really sure
that you'll like me when
you will see my face.

I am not confident about
myself. I am a bit
overweight and fat.

I was right, this is some obsessed
fat nerd who is behind me. God, my life had so many problems. I was trying and praying that it can lessen a bit, but you gave another one.

Me:
Then work for it.

I was right, you are
nothing but an ugly fat
the nerd who is behind me.

I understand what kind
of people you are, first
stalk the girl. If you want
what you want, then leave,
if not, then haunt the girl
by stalking and messages.

Mr. D:
Yejin, please. You're
really hurting me.

I'm not that kind of
person. You're the the first
person I'm doing this for.

And don't worry, I'll
never do anything like
that to you.

Believe me, I'll
try to be more handsome,
just for you.

You meant so much to
me. You are my life,
my heart, my everything.

Just believe me and give
me a chance.

Please.

Me:
Look Mr. D, I'm not
interested in dating,
definitely not now.

So I would suggest
you should move on.

Mr. D:
Why not give me?
a chance when you're
single.

Ugh, we so persistent? Why can't he understand in simple language? I am feeling much guilty of doing this it, I'm feeling very bad, but I have to do this. I can't afford any distraction. If my score will go any more down from now, father will be giving me more cruel mental punishment. Like no food for days, locking me inside the dark bathroom until I scream and black out or not allowing me doing a painting.

Me:
Look, I have a crush
already, I might
propose him later.

I know I was lying completely, but this was the only reason I can give him after all this debate. I also know this totally contradicts my statements, but this my last card.

Mr. D:
You're lying.
Right?

Me:
That's why I am
telling you, leave
alone.

Mr. D:
Please don't break
my heart like this.

Bae Yejin, I love
you. Give me a chance.

Me:
I said no!

I am are telling
you to stop your
fake drama.

Wait, why I'm pleading?
I'm blocking you right
now!

Mr. D:
NO!

DON'T! I won't disturb
you anymore.

I just have two
conditions.

Me:
And why should I
listen to you when I
can block you in one
click?

Mr. D:
Please.

I can sense his pleading in his message, even though I never heard his voice, it was singing in my head, all his messages and pleading. My heart was feeling too much heavy as I am harshly cutting him out.

I bit my lips harshly as I was still thinking should I hear him or block him.

My fingers were ghostly gliding on the block button. My mind was saying to block him, but my heart was screaming to hear his condition out. I sigh and the best one control me.

Me:
What conditions?

Mr. D:
Thank you for
considering and not
blocking me.

I'm very grateful
for that.

Me:
Yeah, now what are
the conditions?

Mr. D:
First, you won't block
me.

Me:
So that you can stalk
me again?

Mr. D:
I won't disturb you
again, promise.

Me:
Next?

Mr. D:
Can you call me?

Me:
What?

Seen ✔ 1:09 am

Me:
Are you there?

Seen ✔ 1:11 am

Mr.D:
Yeah, can I call you?

I just wanna listen your
voice.

Me:
I am not comfortable
with that.

Mr.D:
Please, I won't ever
disturb you.

Me:
Only if you are keeping
your promise.

Are you calling me or...?

Seen✔ 1:26 am

-Mr.D wanted to call you-

Accept |Decline

I took a long a breath and release it. I sight again and finally accept his call.

"Hello?" I ask

No reply

"Hello Mr.D? You're there?" I again ask.

Still no reply.

Did he fall asleep or he's pranking me. I don't think so, he would be pranking after what happen between us.

"Okay, so I am hanging up, alright?" I inform him

Suddenly low sobs broke down at the other side of the line, whimpers and sobs was the only thing I can hear.

"Mr. D stop crying." I said while biting my lips. To be honest his cries were very painful and agonizing although they were so low and small.

"Don't make me feel like a bad guy here, please try to understand." I said as he was still sobbing and whimpering meekly.

Suddenly he stop and the line went off. I look at the screen, confused.

I am not a bad guy here, there are so many reasons to reject him. I don't want any distraction for now, my life will be living hell, more than it is father would torture me that much that I will not able to handle any more.

Again, my phone beeps indicating someone, which I am sure is Mr. D, messages me.

Mr. D:
So today I proposed
a girl for first time,
and got a rejection.

Isn't it funny?

Ha-ha!

#Rejection

Me:
Mr. D stops blaming me,
we could have been
friends.

Mr. D:
Now you're fucking
friend zoning me?

Yejin, how much you
have planned to hurt me.

Your words are hurting
deeper than knife.

I was a bit shocked, he didn't cuss on me, but his words hurt, what am I thinking, of course he is an obsessive and ugly fat nerd. He didn't get what he wants so he is angry with me.

Me:
Mr. D you promised
me to leave me alone.

Message not send.
The user has blocked you.

What the hell? Did he really block me after pleading me to not to block him? Is he serious?

Did I really break his heart or hurt his manly ego? Anyways, I switch my phone off and finally sleep not so comfortable, because my heart was aching and beating very fast.

Did I do a right thing to reject him?

***

Three years ago
12th September, 20xx

Mr. D:
Feeling so broken
From inside,

I still miss you,
I still need you,

You were the reason,
I am so sad and broken.

But you're the only
The thing I carved for.

Come to me again,
Cause I'll still want you.

Only you, and I'll
Still love only you.

Anonymous.

Me:
Not again!

Message not send.
The user has blocked you.

***

Three years ago
15th September, 20xx

Took you like a shot,
thought that I could
chase you with a cold
evening.

Let a couple years water
down how I'm feeling
about you.
(Feeling about you)

And every time we talk,
every single word builds
up to this moment.
And I gotta convince
myself I don't want it
Even though I do
(even though I do)

You could break my
heart in two.
But when it heals,
it beats for you
I know it's forward,
but it's true

I wanna hold you
when I'm not
supposed to.
When I'm lying close
to someone else
You're stuck in my
head and I can't get
you out of it.

If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you

[Didn't this song describe
us so perfectly.]

Me:
There was no us.

Message not sent
The user has blocked you.

***

Three years ago
13th January, 20xx

"Are you excited?" Yoora scream beside me.

"For what?" I ask her.

"Yejin your dumb, there is a news spreading like fire, some student have seen an amazing hot boy on campus, they are saying he is the new student." Yoora replied.

As Yoora was blabbering about that new guy which I was least interested, suddenly a guy entered in the hallway causally. He was the most handsome boy I have ever seen.

Fluffy and bouncy red hair, black square sunglasses which were too sexy on him, he was a bit short but his jaw and facial features were amazing. His visible collarbones weren't helping me too much.

He remove his sunglasses and boom! His eyes, which were the most beautiful part of his face after his plum lips and squishy cheek along with sharp jawline.

Just by seeing him, my mouth went dry and heart started to beat fast, extremely fast. It never happen to me just by looking a stranger. For a moment I thought all the people around us disappeared and we, that boy and I are the only person here.

This was the moment I know my all resolutions, my all rules of not having any distraction and high school has mixed with sand.

"Who is he Yoora?" I whisper to her.

"He is the new student they all say, his name... yeah. His name is Park Jimin." She whispers back.

"Park Jimin." I repeat.

This was the moment 'I fell for him just by looking at him.'

***

A/N

So, I am really speechless from what I have written.

Last chapter was a bit fluff but this chapter is whole angst. I really do have a mood.

Hope you like the chapter, I really took long but yeah, I am satisfy with the chapters.

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(Enjoy, this is a low version which is available right now. His shoulder *gulp* are so sexy. His earrings and his eyes and his lips, wait-

He is all very sexy.)