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61. Fault

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My heart stated to beat wild as memories flashed in my mind. There is is no way Jimin's cheating on me, it doesn't seem like it. But what if something happened before, anything can happened in thirty minutes.

"Yah! Why did you changed the song. I was vibing." Jimin irritatedly ask her.

"Yeah, sure to Judas. You're music taste is weird, makes me thing you're gonna be a villain in future."

"A vampire, I have plan to rule the world. Now change it back."

"Sure, then I will be your... give me a role."

"Ghoul, you'll be a ghoul who'll be my side when I will conquer the world." He announced with enthusiasm.

"Meh, you're boring I wanna be grim reaper."

"I'll be changing the sing by myself since you aren't listening me." He took out his phone, and I saw his eyes widening a little.

"Yo! You have to go back to class." He informed her.

"Why?"

"Umm..."

"Let me guess, your girlfriend is coming?"

"Yeah." Her eyes which were gleaming a moment ago was now again dull, as if she hates mere mention of me. I scooted behind the door in order to hide myself from them. I peeped from the slight space which was cause by attachment between the wall and door.

"Sometime I wonder Jimin"

"What?"

"Who is biggest motherfucker, you or me?"

"Of course it's me. The motherfuckest."

"I think it's me."

"And how come it's you?"

"Like first, three years ago. I called you here to visit me here in this school; just because I was visiting my aunt and was feeling lazy to go at your home. Only if I had visited your home, things would have been different."

"Hana—" Jimin groaned but Hana cut him.

"Wait lemme prove my point that I'm the biggest motherfucker.

Second, I supported you, your crush and encouraged you to write poems and shitty letter to her, even after I had secret crush on you. I shouldn't have hide my crush just because I was afraid to ruin our friendship. I shouldn't have waited and should have confess my feelings instead of encouraging you in name of 'his happiness is my happiness'." She spoke while marking in air.

"I accept the fact that I was the only one who added gasoline in the fire she lit. I encouraged you for taking revenge but I didn't knew you'll take that shit that much in your ass that you would change schools after she rejected for second time. I thought you would just show her what she missed but no, you planned a different fuckery which I wasn't aware of." She slammed the table making Jimin, who was now standing in front of her flinch.

"But more over— I shouldn't have present myself as a rebound—"

"You need to stop Hana. I made that clear. No feeling attach, you were the one who took casual fucking into serious shit. Believe if I had slightest idea about your crush on me, I swear to god I wouldn't have fuck you. I thought you'll never fall for me because you knew me since childhood. It wasn't my mistake that you cheated on Jihoon with me. I didn't even know you were dating until the night he found we slept okay.

About the fact, the only revenge I had in plan was to tell her what she was missing, but my ass couldn't face her. Till now I get insecurity whenever I'm near her, and you were expecting three years ago Jimin to tell her 'yeah I was the dude you assume fat nerd, look at me now. Boo your loss.' It wasn't revenge to start with. My impulsive ass took admission here but all I did was to stare her and look her from afar. I was doing alright, no need for any revenge, my life was good.

It all started when she proposed me. The asshole inside woke up knowing how situation had been reverse. Till that day, my revenge ended by paying someone to viral that video. But no, next day she came and asked to date her once. That again tempted my asshole devil and rest is history. I ended up hurting bad. I literally fucked her up, emotionally and mentality." Jimin huffed.

"Wow Jimin, so you're sad and guilty because you hurt her but don't give two fucks about me?" Hana asked in surprise.

"And why would I? Didn't we made clear? No feeling, just sex. That was it. It was your mistake, you lied to me saying you don't have feeling for me—"

His sentence got cut as loud sound of slap filled the air. Jimin faced turned towards left. I covered my mouth, I badly wanna stop them but I know, I will just only complicate the scene.

"Did you just slap—" Hana slapped her again, on same cheek.

"Yes, I slapped you because you deserve it Park Jimin, not two but three." She again slapped him at same cheek. "Maybe four or more but I have no energy to slap you

Yes, I agree I lied about my feelings. I agree I was the one who took casual fucking seriously. But I had hope, the same hope you had when she rejected you first. The same hope she had when she asked for you to date him even after you rejected him brutally. A hope than somehow, you'll get over her and will fall for him. Not today, but someday. But that someday never came, not me but you started to fuck random girls. There was no chance for you to love me whom I fell for was long gone.

Three years, still I didn't understand what makes you fall for her that hard that you changed yourself completely. In six months, you went on extreme diet and became what she wanted for a girl you not even met once. But never once you consider me a girl who was with you since you were toddler, who was with you at your high and low. I was the one whose shoulder you use to cry when she rejected you. I was the one whom you used for to try to get over her. I was the one who loved you, no matter how you look.

Yet, you choose her. Yet you care abiut her. How she was broken, how you broke her. You broke me too Jimin. What about me? You call me one nightstand and whore. My best friend Jee and Jinae hates me because I cheated on their brother. That poor guy, I used him as rebound, hoping I will fall out of you but no, I end up cheating on him. My best friends call me a whore, when the truth was I never ever slept with any guy, except you. What about me Jimin? Tell me?

I hated her, Yejin, for taking you away from me. I tried my best to scare her so she give up but guess she was as stubborn as you. Look, you guys are the most popular couples in the school whereas I'm the bitchy whore of the school. Just because I was selfish? What's wrong in being selfish for love? Just because I wanted you to love me, I became villain of your love story." Tears streamed from her eyes and she wiped them from back of her hand. Jimin on the other hand was looking down on his feet. He slowly look up at sky, and I saw his tears streaming.

"But as I said I'm the biggest motherfucker, I didn't realised it. That you were no longer the Jimin I fell in love with. You changed drastically, and I accept people do change when shit happened with them. But it was my fault to chase you, even after I realise you can't be mine. I neglected it and continue do anything for your love.

The day, my heart shattered when you told me you're dating her. How you forgive her and all shit. You had audacity to tell me to be good with her and in return we will return like we use to be, friends. I never knew you can be that shameless." She again slapped him.

"And today I announce that I, Kim Hana is completely out of love for you Park Jimin. It was my mistake to fall for wrong person who don't even value my love, nor me." She wiped her tears.

"Hana—"

"No don't worry, you still get what you want. We will still be friends, just like what we used to be. You're aren't losing anything, so don't worry. Hope you have good love life, unlike me. Now, excuse me because I have to apologize to Jihoon, I broke that poor boy's heart." She bitterly chuckle.

"I'm—"

"You don't need to apology either Jimin, it wasn't your fault right? You didn't do anything, it was me. I was the one who messed up everything so please don't apologize. I'll go, you're girlfriend might be coming anytime. Don't want her to see me with you right? She might misunderstood by judging our past." She secured her hair and wiped her tears again. She drop the cigarette and crush it under her shoe.

"Good bye, don't forget to come at Kim Mansion tonight." She spoke and walked out of the roof top. I remained at my place and watch her climbing down the stairs. I again peeped, and saw Jimin standing against the bench while covering his face. Soft whimpers and sniffs filled the air he continued to cry.

He removed his hand and wiped his tears, his eyes were red and cheek was now light purplish red and his lip was bleeding. He took out his phone, and not after a minute my phone vibrate. I slowly took out my phone and checked, it was his message.

Squishy:
Yejin, don't comr
at rooftop

Or yoi already on
your way?

come* you*

I looked at him who was looking at his screen blankly. I somehow typed him back.

Me:
No...

I'm at class, Mrs.Yang didn't
allowed me to so can't come

I'm sorry Jimin.

Squishy:
It's okay, study well

I'm feeling kinda sick
so I'll be heading back at
home early. Have to cancel
today's tutoring as well as I
can't drop you today. Sorry

Me:
Oh, get well soon

Squishy:
Hmm

Bye.

I watched him putting the bench at its place and he walked out of the roof top while holding his headphones and mobile. I watched him slowly walked  down the stair, he looked like he's completely defeated.

I sighed as he disappear from my sight, with shaky figure I came out from the space between door and wall. This is my fault, everything is my fault.

My eyed teared, as I climbed down the stairs, unaware of someone who was hiding in the storeroom since the beginning.

"Well that was something spicy."

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A/N

Now, I announce the final season of Rejection.

I still dunno if 16 chapter are left or 26. I prefer crossing 16 chapter.

Enjoy thee fluff till now, shit a boy to go down. Because now all you see is pure angst.

:) ain't I the sweetest author

And didn't i told you, you'll hate hating Hana. I proved it, Hana is just a misunderstood character, just like other.

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