( Double update! )

I stumbled out of school, with puffy eyes, dry tears marks and god knows how much beaten and broken heart. It wasn't the first time he said something like this, but I don't know why it hurts so much.

I finally exit the school, thank god there is not school for a week. It is a small holiday after exam. I don't have to face Jimin, I don't think I can ever face Jimin again, I don't think so I can again bare his humiliation. I am so done with this.

I looked up as I wiped fresh tears, I saw Jinae and Yoongi, she was grabbing his collar and he was holding her jaw, both were glaring each other like they will kill each other, but why?

There attention soon darted towards me and there eyes widen. They both pushed each and stumbled but Jinae fall on her butt.

"You bloody motherfucking cat."

"Sorry, bitch." He smirked.

I immediately ran to her and helped her to stood up, she dusted her skirt and kicked Yoongi on his crotch making my eyes wide. He immediately fell on his knees holding his private part.

"Opps, sorry."

"B-bitch, that hurts."

"You deserve it." She snickered and diverted her attention on me.

"Thank you- wait were you crying?" Her expression changed as she cupped my cheek.

"Nothing happened." I lied.

"Jimin did anything?" Yoongi asked after he regained his posture.

'Yes'

"No, he didn't."

"Then why are you cry baby?"

"Nothing, actually my exam didn't went too good Jinae."

"Aww, baby you think too much. You obviously gonna marry hella rich guy. Ever heard 'me no study, me no care. Me go marry
billionaire, if he died me no cry. Me go marry another guy'." I looked at her in utter confusion while Yoongi looked at her in amusement and disgust.

"You go, you will turn crazy if you lived with her." Yoongi pulled Jinae towards him.

"Thank you, I would get going." I started to walk faster. As if it was nothing, I saw Jimin driving away in front of me. As soon as I saw him all his words rang in my head.

'You said you love me right? When people love someone, they care about other's feeling more then their. If their someone don't like them back, they let them go. So stop bothering my peaceful life.'

He is right, I am really pushing myself on him.

'A materialistic whore like her deserve it.'

My heart clenched again and heartbeat started to increased. I can't anymore. A bitter chuckle escape from my mouth, I used to thought I would last long with him until he will say he loves me too, but I was wrong. I can no longer bare him and his humiliation. I, I am so done with him.

'Besides I hate her.'

He never said me that, until today. My crush don't like me back, he hates me. But why? What have I ever done to deserve all this things?

Now what's the point of being his errand girl? Now what's the point to be with him, hoping one day he will say he love me.

This, this has to be end now. What a shame my love story ended before it started.

I opened the door and remove my shocks and shoes. After freshening up and changing in suitable clothes I flopped on my bed. I opened messenger app, since I don't have his number I have to reach out him through this only.

Your message history with @Chimmy encrypt from here

Yejin-nie:
I need to tell you
something.
Message didn't send.
User has block you.

My eyes went wide in disbelief and amusement, he blocked me? He must have blocked me after leaving from school or perhaps before.

I sighed as I tossed my phone and buried my face in pillow. I wanted to scream, so badly but I can't. The walls are not soundproof.

An idea came in my mind, buy will that be a good idea?

Just talked to him face to face and end up all. But...what if didn't listen to me? He have to listen, I no longer wanna be his errand girl nor his anything.

Just thinking about this made my heart beat fast. Will I he able to face it, and talk to him?

That's it, I stood up from my bed and took out a suitable pair of jeans, T-shirt, sweater and jacket. My eyes notice that small bag, in which his beanie and muffler was. I took it along with me, let's end all this.

He want me to let him go, then I will.

I immediately changed and started to walked out after Turing off lights and locking door on my way out.

I was waiting for elevator, it came with ding and opened showing Sungo. We are still on not good terms. He looked at, confused.

"Where are you going? It is freezing outside." He asked, almost emotionless.

"I have some unfinished business to do."

His eyes darted on the small red bag I was holding and he gave me a smirk, a taunting one.

"I see, good luck."

I entered in elevator as he walked to his house.

"Hey, handsome pig. Wanna go out to drink hot chocolate?"

He turned around, he form small fake pout, which made him look like a monkey.

"Yes, but you'll pay."

"Okay after I am done with this."

After I started to walk to his apartment, I hugged my body, as it was more cold then afternoon. I again regret my decision. The sky was pitch black, I checked my phone, it was already 7:56 pm. Should I turn around?

No.

After few minutes, I reached at his apartment. I looked at the tall and gorgeous building. The light of his penthouse was on, he is there. I really don't know why I am feeling do nervous, didn't even feel nervous when I proposed him.

I really don't know why I am having a feeling I will regret this decision. I entered in his apartment just to stop by one of the guards.

"Madam, where are going?"

"Uh, I wanna meet Park Jimin."

"Are one of his fan? Ma'am please get o-"

"Hey, he is probably of his friend. I have seen her with him, once." Another guard spoke making the first one back away.

"Ah, sorry ma'am." I entered in elevator and click on top most floor. My heart was beating so loud, I am sure that any person near me would be able to listen it.

Finally the door opened and with a heavy heart I walked to his door, my fingers ghosted on the doorbell before finally ringing it.

I waited for a minute or two before ringing it again. My eyebrow creased as five minutes passed he didn't opened the door. I was about to ring it again but this timed he opened the door.

My mouth hung opened as I saw his condition. Damp black hair sticking on his forehead; he dyed his again, red cheeks and nose, puppy eyes as if he was crying before, big innocent eyes which wasn't suiting because he was looking so handsome and sexy. My eyes traveled from top to bottom.

I gulped as I saw his attire. He was wearing a white deep v neck shirt which was showing his collar bones, did I mentioned it was almost see through along with black jeans.

I was bring back to earth by his squeaking laughter, which I heard for the first time.

"Fuck, did you bring 3 more Yejin to beat me up?"

"Huh?" My eyebrow creased but soon I realized, he reeked of alcohol. He is drunk and wasted.

"Ah, nothing. I am your hallucination. You will forget about me in morning."

"Liar," he slurred as he pulled me inside while slamming the door closed.

"Why are you here Yejin-nie?" He snickered and I don't know what he found so funny.

"I-I wa-wanna talk." I blurted out and cringed on my shuttering.

"You wa-wanna talk a-about what?"

"I wanna talk about us."

"Nice joke, and I wanna tall about dinosaurs- wait they existed. I wanna talk about alien- no Taehyung exists too-"

"I am not in mood of joke, and sincerely expecting you talk about this. Please hurry up, I have more important works to do." His smile disappeared as he backed away, he motioned me sit on sofa and I sat on it. I looked down to see cans of beer, an expensive vine was on table able with half drink glass of it.

A normal person must have wasted and unconscious after drink that much, he must have high alcohol tolerance.

"Here," I looked up at him who was offering me a glass of water. Wow, must be my lucky day.

I think drunk Jimin is better then sober Jimin.

"No thanks, I am in hurry." He raised on eyebrow and then gulped it all. He stumbled a bit and then sat in front of me.

"What you wanna talk about?"

"Let's end this. I mean I don't wanna be you errand girl anymore."

He chuckled at my statement.

"And why?"

"Weren't you were the only one saying let you go? I am doing that."

His smile suddenly disappeared and he swifted in  seat.

"But I don't wanna let you go. You're my errand girl, and you will until-"

"Until I break apart? Until I fed up with you? Until I cant bare you anymore? Until I stop loving you like I used to do?" My voice raised as I spoke.

"Just letting you know, all those things have surpassed."

My eyes, looking in mine. Looking at me so innocently.

"You mean you don't love me anymore?"

His question caught me off guard.

'I do love you, I love you so much that I can measure it. I just know I love you, so much. I know that you are sun, moon and my stars. I don't even know why I love you so much, even after. But I can't no more. I can't bare your humiliation, that clip broke my resolution.'

"No, I don't love you anymore. Why would I love you even after you treat me like tissue? You hurt me everyday, humiliated me everyday, broke me everyday. But do you know what? Even after doing all this, you gave me hope. Hope of you will like me, love me one day. Hope you will change, but no. It was fake hope."

"Now just do me one favour master, stay out of my life so do I will. I will promise I won't even look in your direction. Will cut friendship with your friends, it will be hard since I got attached with them but I will try my best. So do you, find another errand girl whom you humiliate and can treat as tissue. I can assure there are plenty of girls out there."

It will be a big lie if I said it didn't hurt me while saying all this. How can I say I don't love him anymore? How can I leave him? How can live without him? How I can't look at his direction?

"That was it, I just wanna day that. Hope you remember all this when you are sober and have a happily ever after with your Hana." I stood up, I don't want him to see my tears.

"Thank you, for everything." I put that bag on the middle table and started to walk away from him. I opened the door, took a deep breath. Finally I did what I supposed to do way before.

But suddenly the door slammed and I got pinned against wall. I winced due to harsh impact of my back colliding with door. I opened my eyes just to an extremely angry Jimin.

I gulped, this was utterly a bad idea.

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A/N

I am really simping on black Jimin from few days...so I changed his hair.

And, gosh he looked so Sexy in that white V neck.

Buckle up your seat belt, it is gonna be a long bumpy ride.

Another surprise is cuming.

( So sexy yet so cute )