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I entered pass code, I finally sighed as entered in my house and flopped on the sofa. I put right hand on my face, covering it completely. It didn't take me more then couple of seconds to broke in sobs, ugly but low sobs.

Why he always do this me? Am I asking too much? Just a chance to date to me? A chance to let me love him? Instead he is breaking me apart, little by little everyday.

I rarely smile these day, my despair increased, my sleep vanished, my dignity dances on brink whenever I am with him, now it's just hanging. Now I am started to think was loving him worth it? Was asking him to let me love him worth?

I know I was foolish in love, who doesn't. I know it was making clown out of yourself but I thought if I won't try, I will regret my whole life. Now I am regretting asking him.

Every time I heard his harsh word, it crumbled my inside. One more shove of hammer hit my heart every time. His words, his actions, his attitude, its fucking hurt so much.

He treats me like a tissue paper, use it and throw it away and when in need again, pick it up, use it and again throw it away?

"Why? I wished I loved him from afar but then it would hurt me more seeing him with someone else." I mumble while crying. Suddenly my door opened revealing an extremely angry Sungo.

His eyes landed on me and all his anger swapped with pity and worried.

He dropped his bag and walked towards me just to engulf me in a bear hug. I choked on sobs as more tears left from my eyes, I need a shoulder to cry, for letting out all bottle emotion which I was hiding deep inside me for nearly one and half month.

"Shush, its gonna be alright." He said as caressed my hair but my cries didn't stop. After calming down a little I parted away from him. My eyes were itching, my throat was dry.

"Eww, you have runny nose and you look like Rudolf." He mocked making me laughed immediately. I wiped semi dried years from my cheeks and turn away from him sitting straight. Now it was awkward silence in the room.

"Would you like to talk? I mean I do need an explanation but tell me when you are comfortable."

"I...I lov-I like him."

"You, like that arrogant jerk? I thought you had high standards."

"No, I used to thought he was a  less spoken and quite person, charming, kind hearted and intelligent. But I was wrong, he proved me wring after I purposed him." My voice broke but I continued.

"H-He rejected me, harshly in front of w-whole cafeteria-"

"He did what!?"

"Yet I asked for a chance, a chance to date me instead he said he will test me, that am I his perfect type. And now he testing how much I can take and bare his humiliation, testing what will take me to break."

"You are such a stupid foolish person, move one Yejin! I bet you will find a better person than him!"

"I-I can't."

"Why? You like when he humiliate you? I'm having a feeling this wasn't the worst humiliation."

"It wasn't."

"Then fucking leave him! I will beat shit out him. Tell me where he lives!" Something snapped inside Sungo. He stood up and rolled his sleeves and started to walked to door.

"Sungo! Wait-"

He was about to open the door, I panicked and immediately went to him and hold his hand to stop me.

"Sungo! I swear to god, if you even touched him causing him even a little bit harm, I am not going go talk to you and will forget you are my best friend!"

This made him stopped in his track, he looked me in disbelief.

"You are still defending that jerk? Are you sane?"

"Sungo, I-"

"Fuck you, if he will ever hurt you I am going to beat him that's it."

With he stormed off, banging the door on his way out. My heart stung seeing him behaving with me like that. We rarely fights, and whenever we fights, it is almost childish.

I sighed and walked into my room. After changing into my pajamas I started revise science, since we have test tomorrow.

I never knew when I fell asleep.

***

"I am happy today, I bet I am going to top in the test."

"Huh? Did you even prepared for test?" Yoora asked him shock.

"Of course, why need to prepare when I have done it in practical." Jungkook said while giving his bunny smile but it was cocky?

All shocked from Yoora's face replaced with 'disappointed but not surprised' look.

"Seriously Jungkook?"

"Wasn't the topic was human repro-"

"Okay, okay we know. You will make it more awkward." Yoora hushed me up.

"Now come on, my stomach is grumbling." Jinae whined as we were strolling to cafeteria. We all entered at sat at table along with rest of BTS and Jihoon.

My fake smiled disappeared when I looked at Jihoon, he was playing with his food, clearly lost in his own world. Red eyes and nose, he cried but why?

"Jihoon, are alright?" Yoora asked him, unexpectedly as she took seat in between me and Jihoon.

"Yeah, I am alright. What would happen to me?" He said as he look up with a smile as fake as mine.

"You don't worry about me,"

"I hate food here," I heard Sungo, he is not talking with me. The ride from home to here was awkwardly silent, he is angry because of yesterday.

"Same," both Jungkook and Jin said together.

"If you would taste food made by me, I can assure I would be your new favourite chef."

"You know how to cook?" I asked Jin with shock.

"Yeah, I love cooking."

"Wow, and here I don't know anything about it."

"Don't worry, I will teach you. Me and Suga right?"

"Yoongi? He knows cooking too?" This time Jinae asked.

"Yeah, after me Yoongi is the best cook in BTS."

"And I thought he knows nothing except sleeping." Jinae said making everyone laugh, awkwardly. I know they all are scared of Yoongi, I don't know why though.

"Don't me slap you through words bratty barbie."

"Try me bitch, wait, try me lil meow meow."

"Don't start crying when I-"

"Does your pale skin knows something other than sarcasm?"

They both started bickering, to my surprise Yoongi too. I thought he was most mature in Bangtan.

"Aish, you both started fighting again?" Namjoon said as he shook his head in disappointment.

"Now, hush. Eat your lunch. Somebody is already giving me headache."

Namjoon is all cute and baby but sometimes he really seriously.

"Where is that jamless again?" Taehyung asked as he sipped his apple juice.

"Wait, jamless who?" I asked in pure confusion.

"Namjoon, would you like to do your favourite thing?" Hoseok motioned.

"Jimin got no jams so he is jamless." He said, almost stopping himself from laughing.

While table erupted in laughter, except Jihoon.

"Probably with his so called best friend." Jee sassed, while laughing.

I could hear Jihoon taking a deep breath, did he gain witness them together doing something? My heart fell, thinking about all possible scenarios.

As if it was nothing Jimin suddenly came out from nowhere and sat besides me. I felt shivers running through my skin giving me goosebumps. I don't know why he affect me too much.

"Bring me food." He simply said to me, with no emotions.

"It hurts me knowing that you're disable dude." Sungo piped in making Taehyung choked on his apple juice.

"Since when does clowns started to sit with us?" Jimin asked with a sexy eye raised. Did he called Sungo a clown?

"I don't know? Since when did you joined Bangtan?" This time I spoke, Jimin snapped his head at me. I can felt his deadly stares in me, killing me multiple times but I was looking down at my food, purposely.

The table went quite, and to be honest I regret what I said. I must have not said that. Now I am regretting it till core. I really don't know when this much courage came in me.

"Mic drop."

"Shut up Namjoon hyung, and you. How dare you to speak with me like this? I thought of sitting with my friends today and you and your so called best friend already ruined it." He hissed.

I was about to say something but Yoora beat me.

"Is that so? Then where did your friends gone when you where avoiding us?"

"For fuck sake, I was not avoiding you all. I was just with Hana these da-" he stopped in mid sentence, he knew he shouldn't have said it.

"Oh, so you were with Hana?" This time Jihoon snapped, anger evident in his eyes.

"Jihoon I can explain-"

"Can you explain me that why were you fucking again making out with Hana this morning?" Jimin eyes widen clearly not expecting. My eyes darted on him, again? His mouth opened and closed like a fish, fishing for an appropriate answer.

"What's wrong with both of you!? She is not my girlfriend nor you are her boyfriend. We both can do anything we want."

"Then why your insides churns and burns when ever I am near to any boy?" I suddenly asked him, not able to control my anger and sadness.

"Forget your own words, you said no dating but wait- you're hoeing around with your best friend, aren't you? Hurting both of us."

"St-Stop fucking attacking me both of you. Can't I have peace of mind?" With this he stormed out.

"Hey, Yejin. Don't take him seriously. Just..." Hoseok stopped in mid sentence, they all are probably confused.

"He, he wasn't like this before." Suga said after a long awkward silence.

"He was used to be a whole different person until he enrolled in this school. A person who would never harm anyone, psychically or mentally. His nickname used to Angel Di-"

"But now he is a cold, jerk and evil, hurting us."

"We really don't know what happened with him."

***

Three years ago
1st March, 20xx

Mr.D:
I was the rose,
Whose petals
you tore apart,
Now left nothing
but thorns,
Waiting to pierce
your heart.

Never yours,
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