I stumble on the stairs of my apartment, my eyes were blurry and teary. School ended in a jiff because I was not concentrating at all. My mind was wandering and reciting every single thing he said to me. The way he said he hated me, the way he yelled at me, the way he screamed at me.

The way I am feeling right now is horrible. I wish I just disappear  from this world or move to Nepal and become a monk.

What have I ever done so, he hates me that much? No matter how many times I try to forget what happen on the terrace, I can't. His this behavior is haunting me.

It seems like years, but finally I reach in front of my door. I search for keys in my bag. I was about to unlock my door, but I hear our neighbor's voice.

"Yejinie dear, your late today. I came to give to your dinner, but you were not here yet." She said.

"Oh, I had to stay back for some extra class." I lied. I was crying in the way back home and walking small steps.

"Oh, but why your eyes and nose are all red?" She asks as she cup my cheek and till my face to see whether  I am hurt or not.

"No, I saw a cat dying while coming back home. It makes me cry." I again lie. I think I am either suck at lying or I am about to achieve a masters degree in it.

"Oh, that's horrible." She said and put her hand on her chest.

"Yes." I sigh while averting my gaze.

"Then I shall send Sungo to give you your dinner. Eat and sleep well Yejinie." She said and leave.

I wish my mother to be alive. At least I can cry while hugging her, sharing all my problems with her and she would give me advises. She would love me, make food for me and save me from my father.

If she would be alive, I bet she would always stand for me, like a shield.

I open my flat's door and enter in. I put my bag and remove my shoes and tie and throw it carelessly. I flop myself on the worn out couch.

I sigh, what an amazing day I had?

"Yejin," I heard Sungo's voice and I look at him. He was standing at the door. As soon as he saw me he yells on top of his lungs, not kinda but he yelled.

"Shit! Yejin I was about to pee in my pants. You look horrible." He said as he removes his slippers and enter in my house.

"Thanks for the compliment. You too, look like a beggar who haven't had his meal." I taunt him.

"Yeah, mother didn't give me dinner as she caught  me watching something I wasn't  supposed to watch." He said and sit beside me. I let out a dry chuckle.

"I wonder what was aunty caught you watching TV." I laugh a bit and he gasps.

"Bold of you to assume I was watching TV. I was watching porn. Wow, the was she was ri-"

"Get out from my house right now! You need Namjesus!" I cut him by placing my hand on his mouth and push him off from my couch.

"Yah! Yah! I am sorry for your innocent ears. But why you look like a woman who just lost her  child in exorcism?"

"Stop watching those horror movies, now get out. I wanna sleep. I have school unlike you."

"You're not that much luckier that your school caught on fire."

"Sungo, do I tell your mother you were the only one who set the school on fire."

"I am going... I am going."

"By the way, thanks for telling me the meaning of fuck buddy and one night stand.

"No problem Yejin. Ever need help regarding fucking, ask me." He said while flashing a huge grin.

"Get out!" I pretend to yell and with this he left. I smile as he left.

"At last, tomorrow is Friday. After this I will have a nice weekend." I said and get up.

I eat my dinner, take a quick and change in my favorite pajamas. I finally went to bed and tried  to sleep. But I didn't, again Jimin words haunt me. Half of the things weren't making sense to me. Tears start to flow from my eye.

"All I want is to be loved by you? Why don't you love me? I wish Jimin loves me the way I love him."And I never I felt asleep.

***

Mr. D's Point of view

"The tears which flows
from your eyes.

It stung me every
time in my heart.

But what about the
pain I got from you?

What about my heart
which is a stone now?

Just because of you
and your words.

The pain you have given
me, can't be measured.

But look at me, still
my night is occupied.

By you and your thoughts,
and you're probably sleeping."

I sigh, why I am still like this.

Here I am still thinking about you while you probably forget me.

"All I wanted is to be loved by you? Why didn't you loved me? All I wished Yejin to love me the way I loved her." I closed as a tear rolled out from my eye.

Again, I am crying. Again, you're controlling me, my heart, my brain, my emotion, my body and my everything.

Why I am so weak against you. Why? Why love makes us weak, why love us a... a puppet?  How can anyone can able to control us?

How could they do that in name of love. But whatever she did with me I still love her. I love her too much. I am not ready to lose her.

But again, she never loves me for the one I was.

Ugly fat nerd, she called me. A stalker and obsessive lover. It has been three years still every word  she told me is engrave on my heart.

I always try to forget it and accept her. But when ever I see her face her words came in my mind and I lose it, I lose my patient.

Now I just hope her to experience what she make me. I just wish for her suffering. Let's  see how much she can go. But at same time, I want to kiss her, I want to hold her, I want to cuddle  her. I want to hear 'I love you" from her mouth, million and billion times and tell her the same. I want her to smile and laugh because of me.

"I seriously need to see a psychiatrist. I am turning mad." I mutter as I realized how my statement contradict with each other.

I wipe my tears and set my alarm."Lets sleep." I said and  close my eyes. Hopefully falling  into deep slumber.

***

Yejin's point of view.

Again I have to run to school. I woke up late, again. My eyes are red, eye bags under. Songu weren't  lying when he told I look horrible. I look like a legit ghost.

I reach to school on time, just to see Jimin again, waiting for me at the gate. How am I supposed to face him after what happen yesterday. Also, today is their car race.

"Are you gonna stand there for whole day?" Jimin said as he saw me standing there.

"No, sorry. I just zone out." I reply him and start walking. He was about to give me his bag but someone grab me by my waist and drag me away from Jimin.

As I expected this person is Jihoon. He is literally dragging me inside of school by holding me near him by my waist. All eyes are on us. Really this is not necessary.

"Jihoon, what the hell do you think you are doing?" We heard Jimin yelling but he didn't give a damn. Instead he start to walk remove faster towards my class.

"Jihoon, what are you doing? Are you out of your mind?" I whisper yell on him bit he kinda ignore it.

We reach to my locker and he left my waist but still stand beside me.

"I'm not but you are out of your mind. You make it very easy for Jimin, so insult and humiliates you. You need to make him understand your value." He said.

He is right though. Every time time Jimin do this kind of thing, either humiliating me or yelling on me, at last I am again whipped for him.

Why I am like this? Why I am so weak against him. He can do anything to me, like he can break my heart in two and when it heals it beats for him only.

"Done zoning out?" Jihoon startled me.

"No, two more minutes." I sass him and took my books and starting to pad towards my class, Jihoon trailing behind me.

"Why are you trailing behind me like a lost child Jihoon?"

"As being gentleman I need you drop you by your class first." He speed up and start to walk beside me. Although I feel uncomfortable walking beside him I have no choice either.

He just see me as a sister, but I what Jimin to behaves like this with me. How beautiful it would be if he walk beside me in school campus, on terrace sitting beside each other, watching movies, studying, laughing and loving each other.

But look at the reality, now I think reality really hates me, a lot.

"Here, see you at launch break. Also I will try my best to win the race. And who knows my mind might change I will kiss you, might do French one." He mumbles, making me a deep shade of red.

"You said you love someone else."
"I know I told I love Hana, still one kiss won't change anything."

"But I won't kiss you." I don't even know to kiss properly.

"I am joking. You look like you're suffering from sun burn. Take chill pill." He wink at me and then leave.

"But if I will win Yejin. I will make sure to do more then a French kiss. Not now, not yet but in future, sure."

I heard Jimin's deep voice, deep yet three octave low indicating how angry he is. By hearing him talking about this gives me chill. Goosebumps form on my whole body.

"And keep that in your mind, I won't try my best to win this race. I will do excellent, will surely give my hundred percent to win this race."

He just give me a quick look and walk pass me. Leaving me all... I can't describe it properly. Sort of all mix emotion.

"Now what havoc has remain in my life? What will happen if Jimin will win the race." I mumble.

"You just need a psychiatrist. You're turning mad." Yoora said as she look me talking to my self.

"I-"

"Let's go inside, if Mrs. Yang will see us. She surly give us detention." She didn't even give a chance to explain all the situation and pull me inside our class.

Let's just wait, watch and pray.

***

A/N

So Mr. D have made an appearance.

Just drop hints in his point of view. Also did someone catches the reference?

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(Daddy, do more than French kiss, I want Australian kiss!!)