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Oh my god guys I AM SO FRICKING SORRY FOR NOT POSTING!!!! Its been so long and I haven't even thought about you guys!!! I feel so bad. I hope you guys can forgive me. I thought I would post a chapter tonight but I can't make it very long for tomorrow is my first day at work and I'm very excited so I have to sleep. So here is an update FINALLY! And I hope you enjoy! I love you all!!!

Chapter 7:

    Why do I always end up in a hospital? Especially waking up to yelling? It's probably Mason again. I don't understand why he gets so upset. Why can't he just stop caring about me and be happy for once? I know that that's the opposite of what I really want, but I need him to be happy. He needs to get rid of his stress, and that stress is me.

    "Why the hell couldn't you at least act like you care for her?!" Mason yelled at who I am assuming is my mother.

    "Mason, I do care for her. Why do you think I came back?" She said so disgustedly. I can't believe she just said that.

    "Yeah, clearly you care so much. Why do you think you left in the first place?" he replied just as I would if I could even get up.

    "Are you serious? I left because I was being abused!" She yelled pathetic excuses as Mason's face, from what I can see, changed from anger to shock, and I guess mine did as well. How could she even think that that would be okay?

    "Are you kidding me? So you just abandoned your kid who, may I remind you, was also being abused?! You are so pathetic! You don't deserve her. You are the one that led her to do this. You did this to that beautiful, kind, perfect girl in there. How could someone just do that to their own daughter?" Mason said angrily. Why is he talking so highly of me? I did this to myself. I did. How can I be perfect? How are these damn scars beautiful? How am I so kind when I hurt him so badly? Why is he lying? Why is he doing this?

    I'm quickly pulled out of my thoughts when Mason marched into the room looking into my teary eyes. Was he really lying or does he actually believe all of those things that he had said? He slowly sits down on the bed, taking my injured wrists into his warm hands.

    "Em, why do you do this? You are so beautiful. You are perfect babe. Please don't do this to yourself. You are so damn perfect." He said as if he had convinced himself that those words were actually true.

    "Do you really believe that? How could you possibly think that all of these damn scars are beautiful? How is this," I motioned towards myself "perfect?" I asked, tears running down my cheeks.

    "It shows that you are a fighter. It shows how far you've made it. You are beautiful no matter what, okay? You will never be flawed to me. Your so-called 'flaws' are signs of your perfection and uniqueness. Don't ever think otherwise. Baby, if I just let you leave, just let you die, I wouldn't be able to stand it. I wouldn't ever be able to forgive myself. I love you Em, more than you could ever possibly imagine." He began to whisper through the tears towards the end.

    "Mason, please don't cry. Please don't cry for me. You don't deserve to go through this pain because of me." I said so pathetically.

    "Baby, I'd gladly be in pain every day if it meant that you're going to be okay. I don't care what it takes, as long as you're here and I'm loving you." He whispered as the tears fell from my eyes.

    "I love you so much Mason. Why are you always so kind to me? Why you out of all people?" I ask him with kind, teary blue eyes.

    "That's a story for another time baby, but for now, just focus on getting better."

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*2 Weeks Later*

    "Wake up!" someone loudly said in my ear as I was nearly shaken to death. I groaned rolling around in my bed.

    "Ughhhhhhh. Why!!!" I begged to be drowned in sleep once again, refusing to open my eyes and look at the person above me.

    "Get the hell up!!!! I know you can hear me Em!" the person yelled. I opened my eyes for a split second to see who it was but as soon as I did they pulled open the blinds. It was Mason.

    "MASONNNNN!!!!! HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET IN HERE!?" I yelled as I threw my blanket over my head, cuddling into the comfort of the softness.

    "Your mom let me in. Now get up! We're gonna be late!" He said, ripping my blanket from my body. The cold air quickly reached my warm self. Shivers ran down my body as goosebumps rose on my skin. I quickly jumped up to my feet, punching Mason in the arm. I looked up into his non-sympathetic eyes and whined "Why'd you do that? I like sleep."

    "Because we have to get to school. And I wanted to look into those mesmerizing eyes of yours." He said, trying to get me not to kill him.

    "Don't think by saying that you're earning any brownie points... BECAUSE YOU'RE SOOO NOT!" I punched his arm again.

    "Hey! I don't appreciate this. This is assault!" He joked.

    "How's this for assault?" I said as I hit him again, before running to the bathroom and closing the door, laughing for the first time in a long time.

    Before I could get the door shut all the way Mason grabbed the handle and pulled it open with his big manly muscles. I squealed as he grabbed my waist, pulling me out of the bathroom and started tickling me until I was on the floor.

    "Mason... St-stop before I kill you... I swear... To... God... If you don't stop-" I yelled in between laughs before getting cut off by the Satan himself.

    "If I don't stop you'll what?" A smirk grew on his face as he continued. "Actually, I feel like being nice today. So I'll show you some mercy." He said, stopping and putting his lips on mine. I think I can actually say I'm happy for once.

    "God I love you so much Mason Flyn." I whispered softly, looking into his eyes with a big smile before wrapping my arms tightly around his waist, refusing to let go.

    "I love you more than you can imagine Emberlynn Jacobson. More than you could ever possibly imagine." He whispered the last part, hugging me tightly.

    "... I should get ready... We are sooooo gonna be late." I laughed before grabbing some clothes and changing right there in front of him, not thinking twice before doing it.

    "Ummmmm... I think maybe I should just... Go." He said awkwardly, like he wasn't expecting me to do that. Wellllll... I mean, I guess he wasn't. I thought to myself as I giggled aloud.

    "Hey! What's so funny?" He asked as he turned around looking at me smile. Awe. He's blushing! Do I really have the power to make him blush? For once in my life, I actually feel a bit special. I swear I love him more than anything the world could ever offer me.

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