One month later.

Y/N P.O.V:
A lot has happened this past month.. but I can assure you I've cherished every moment of it. From spending Christmas and New Year's with my friends, Eomma and Jimin's family to Jimin asking me out on my first date yesterday, it's been a rollercoaster ride.

I've improved with my horse riding even with my head injury, and I try not to get myself worked up over silly things - after passing out a couple of times.

I haven't spoken to Taemin yet, because he keeps avoiding me after the incident at the hospital and it keeps surfacing in the back of my head, reminding me with a prick every day.

I've moved out of beginner's level and gone to Stage II. Well, let's just say I'm hanging out with a bunch of 12 year olds for now, aight?

My rank starts to count only when I reach stage III, so I'm trying my best to learn as quickly as possible. Things are going great with Crystal and I. I thought things would be harder after the incident that caused my head injury, but it's only brought us closer than ever.

My memories have come back to me slowly yet painfully, and I clearly remember the blondie now. Her name is Chloe. She's tried approaching me several times but I always cut her off. From what I hear, she's seriously obsessed with Jimin.. and I found out she's slept with him too.

But after he explained everything to me, he apologized too and I knew that was a remnant from a past that no longer belongs to him, so I've forgiven him as long as he stays true to his process of change, and doesn't go back to his old ways.

I've experienced girls like Chloe in my school days and I've hated it. So I sure as hell don't want the same shit happening to me now. She's said stuff that has really got to me, but Jimin was always there to talk it out with me, assuring me that I was nothing close to the names she would call me.

And so, he's started attending my training classes now. He watches the way I learn and offers tips here and there. To be honest, it does feel weird to have him watching me from the stands as other girls and boys walk by, eyeing the both of us.

Jimin was having trouble with focusing on his training because of his Uncle's death anniversary, but there's nothing a little love and reasoning can't solve.. so he's doing usually well. He's having a big race a few months from now that qualifies him to the state championship. If he wins the state championship, he moves on into the national championship and that's all his eyes are set on.. just like his Uncle was.

Now, you're probably wondering when my first race will be and I'll be glad to tell you that there's a race this weekend in my division ; that's two days from now. Of course, I'm nervous but if I know I'm good at what I do, I'll be fine.

Now.. for the big news.
One in a relationship knows that there is a time to take things to the next level.. right?
Well.. let's just say that Jimin is becoming more and more sexually active towards me and he's tried to get me on certain nights.

But I'm not sure if I'm ready for that just yet, because of my vow to myself to lose my virginity only after marriage to my husband. It's something that's a little sensitive to me because I don't want to lose a moment so valuable at a time of uncertainty.. who knows what fate has in store for us?

What if we weren't meant for each other after all? What if there is someone out there that is destined to be with each of us, but we just don't know about it yet? As much as I hate questioning our relationship, I can't help but doubt when it comes to things like this.

So here I am, done with the day's training and heading out to Jimin's car. Eomma has let me stay with him for sometime till she gets back on her feet, so I'm still living with the Parks.

I step out of the dressing room with my bag of clothes and stop by Crystal's shed before leaving.

"Hey bae.. I'm leaving now. I'll be back tomorrow alright?"
I walk to her, placing a kiss on the side of her head. I've found out horrible news about Crystal from Jimin and it has confirmed my suspicions.

She was an abused horse.

And she had gotten badly hurt by her 'trainer' on the front of her head and he would hurt her multiple times there.. so I put two and two together, and that's when I realized why she was so agitated when it came to that part of her body.

I haven't developed that close a bond with her to touch her forehead yet.. only time can heal her wounds and bring us together, that's all.

I give her a bunch of sugar cubes before walking out towards the parking lot. I smile and whistle (like a missile- sorry I HAVE TO AIGHT) when I see Jimin leaning against his white Porsche with one hand shoved into his pocket as he scrolls through his phone with the other.

He looks up and smiles, disregarding his phone almost immediately when his eyes land on me. He whistles back to me in a flirty tone and I chuckle as he pecks my lips.

"So, how was today?" He asks
"Same as everyday" I say with a sigh and open the car door. Before I could step in, I feel a warm sensation on my ass followed by a slapping sound.

"Yah! You don't have the right to smack my ass, Park Jimin!"
He bites his lower lip and smiles, jogging to the other side of the car and gets in, strapping the seatbelt around him.

"What can I say? You have a cute butt" He says with a playful smirk as he roars the car engine to life.

If only I wasn't wearing these extra-short shorts!

As I was trying to get comfortable, I could feel the shorts ride further up my thighs, now leaving my legs exposed completely. You could say my shorts looked like underwear right now..

Goddamn it.

As he pulls out of the parking lot, he places a hand on my thigh and my skin tingles with goosebumps at the feeling of his warm hand on my bare skin.

I glance at his hand and his face fixed on the road before looking out the window as I clasp my lower lip between my teeth.

That's just a gesture of love between couples, right? Yeah. I'm pretty sure it is, no need to worry.....

Oh, who am I fooling?! This feeling is making my mind go crazy.. this bubbling sensation in my stomach and the immediate racing of my heart.. I haven't felt these things since high school over my first crush!

My thoughts are interrupted when Jimin starts stroking his hand up and down my thigh, his fingers gliding against my skin up till my V-line and back down.

Holy shit.

The sexual tension in the atmosphere was so thick, you could cut it with a knife and I began to feel suffocated with all this tension lingering around us.

Don't even talk about my fucking underwear right now.

Jimin has seen every inch of me but this is different.. it feels different.

Relief washes over me when the large mansion pans into view and the car pulls into the driveway. I see Jimin glance at me after turning the engine off and slowly pull his hand back with his eyes fixed to the floor.

As much as I want to have this with him, the last thing I want to do is put him down. I move over and adjust myself so I'm straddling him on his lap and he wraps his arms around my waist.

I play with his hair, running my fingers through them as he closes his eyes and leans his head back, exposing his bare neck. I bend down, placing kisses up his neck and on his lips before laying my head sideways on his shoulder.

"I don't want to force you.." he says softly, tracing his fingers down my back and now caressing my thighs.

"I would love to have this moment with you Jimin, but you know about my vow.. and I'm not the type of person to break them."

I feel him nod and I sigh, opening his door and I shiver as the cold air flows into the car. I step out and he does too and soon after, we're in my room.

I frown as my eyes follow his movements.

He seems... deep in thought. I wonder what he's thinking about.

He lays down on my bed as his eyes stare mindlessly at the hovering tree. I grab my towel and say,
"I'm heading in for a shower."

But the only response I receive is silence as he continues to frown at the ceiling, the expressions on his face changing with every thought that I assume enters his head.

*Time skip*

I step out of the toilet with my towel wrapped around me. I peek around the room to see if Jimin was around and when I noticed he wasn't, I scurried to the door and locked it.

Wouldn't want him in here when I'm like this, pfft. His testosterone would burst through the roof.

After changing, I open the door with a frown, peeking my head out the door and scanning the hallways.

Where is he? He's usually waiting for a cuddle when I finish my bath.

I shrug and make my way to the kitchen to find all 3 members of the family there, while Mrs. Minhyo was cooking.

I sit down next to Jimin, who had his cheek resting on his palm as he continued to stare with the same serious face. It's like he was in another world of his own.

"So, how was practice today, Jimin?" Mr. Park asks, lowering his newspaper.

No response.

Mr. Park snaps his fingers in front of his face, and like a spell being lifted off someone, Jimin snapped back into reality.

"Huh?" He looks at Mr. Park with wide eyes. Mr. Park shakes his head and goes back to reading his newspaper as Jimin frowns at him and then turns to me with a questioning look.

"Idiot" I say, flicking his forehead as he smacks my hand away, going back to his previous position and returning to his Wonderland.

As we were eating, a moment came where he seemed like he had figured out something important and one would expect him to yell 'Eureka', but he just stayed that way for a few seconds before going back to his silent eating.

After dinner was over, we walked up to my room and I plopped down onto my bed with a sigh, and he does the same. I turn on my side and tap his shoulder.

"What's going on in that head of yours?" I ask as he chuckles.

"Is it that obvious?" He says, turning on his side as his face is now an inch away from mine.

I nod and he sits up with a sigh, his demeanor now taking on a more serious note as he says,

"Remember what you said in the car?"

I groan as I place my palm on my forehead now that I know where this conversation was going.

"Jimin, we already talked about this."
"But-"
"I don't want to talk about it anymore, please."
"Baby just listen-"
"I'm not going back on my vows Jimin, and unless I'm married, I will never-"

And the next thing he says, knocks the air out of my lungs...

"Then marry me."

A/N: Pfffttt, what a way to return from hiatus, eh?