My body froze when Jimin placed his lips on mine. My eyes were wide open and I didn't know what to do.
Knowing I wasn't kissing him back, he pulled back in confusion.
When he saw my shocked face, he laughed.

What....just.....happened?!
Did Jimin just k-KISS ME?!
Oh.my.gosh. Park Jimin kissed me.
Pinch me.
SOMEONE PINCH ME PLEASE.

I was dragged out of my thoughts by someone shaking my shoulders.
" Y/N ! " Jimin said between laughs.
I was speechless. I was opening and closing my mouth like a goldfish, trying to say something but nothing was leaving my mouth.
Jimin leaned forward and gave me a peck on the lips again.
This time, I managed to say something.
" Ok you have got to stop doing that. "
He laughed and said,
" I know you like it. "
I blushed and hid my face in my hands.
Jimin slowly removed my hands from my face, and got down on one knee.

Tf?

" Y/N, I've loved you from the moment I laid my eyes on you and it was pretty hard to get them off you too.. I believe that you are the one meant for me, my soulmate and I love you with all my heart. I just hope that you feel the same way towards me. I promise to care and love you because I know that it's something that you are deprived of. So, Kim Y/N, will you be my girlfriend? "

I didn't even notice the waterfall of tears pouring down my face as I nod my head.
" Yes... Yes I will!! "
A wide smile spreads across Jimin's face as he carries me and twirls me around in the air.
" I can't believe you actually accepted."
" Why not? "
" Oh well, because I thought that I wouldn't deserve someone like you for me. "
I cupped his face with my hands and said,
" I thought the exact same thing about you for me.. and yes, you've made me feel things that I couldn't explain and I knew that they were the symptoms of only one emotion... "
" Love " we say in unison.

We hugged each other and stayed there like that for a few seconds. I realized that there was no crazy shouting from the next compartment.
I turned and saw them crying their eyes out. I burst out laughing so hard.
" Y/N what is it? "
I couldn't speak so I just pointed to their compartment and he burst out laughing too..

The Ferris Wheel came to a stop and we got out of our compartment to see an annoyed Jungkook standing there.
" You guys are so- wait... Why are you crying? "
Their noses and faces were red from the crying and they pointed to us.
Jungkook's eyes traced down to our hands and his eyes widened.
" O. M. G. "
I blushed and jimin only smiled wider.

He's enjoying this

"Y-y-you should have seen t-them !!! "
Gigi said, wiping away her tears.
" T-they're ADORABLE!!! "
Megs and Lisa say, fanning themselves.
Suddenly, a thought ran through my head and I smirked and turned to jimin. He looked at me with a questioning face and I glanced between Jungkook and Tae.

He gets the message and so does the others. Taehyung notices the smirk on our faces.
" Why are you guys....."
His eyes widen in realization. He turns to run away but we pounce on him and Jungkook and drag them both to a compartment.
" Y/N I WILL KILL YOU FOR THIS!!!! "
Taehyung tells as we close the compartment door and the Ferris Wheel starts to move.

We laugh and leave them to their 'privacy'..
We play lots of games and when I couldn't win the shooting game, Jimin won it and gave me the prize - a giant fluffy cloud.
I hugged onto the cloud the entire time and Jimin said,
" That should be me. "
I stuck my tongue out at him and he started to tickle me.
Then we noticed two familiar figures walking towards us.
" Hello you two... " I say with a smirk.
And that's when I realized,
They were holding hands.

" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! " Lisa, Megs, Gigi and I screamed in unison and jumped around. Jimin closed his ears while taehyung and Jungkook stood there blushing.
" This is TOO MUCH LOVE in one day " Megs shouted.
" Ok I think it's time to go home. It's quite dark. " Gigi says and everyone groans.
" I never want to leave this place! " I say with a pout.
Jimin laughs and pinches my cheeks and says,
" Come on babe.. we have to go "

Babe...

We walked home and Jimin and I walked behind the others.
" Jimin... "
" Hmm? "
" How's Night? "
" He's a strong horse... Don't worry, all the horses that we get are treated with a lot of care. "
" I miss him... "
Jimin looked at me and slung his hand around my waist.
" Babe, why don't you come visit him tomorrow? "
I gasp and my eyes widen in shock.
" Omg! Really?! "
He smiles and nods.
I jump and hug him tightly.
" Thank you thank you thank you !!!! "
He kisses my forehead and says,
" Anything for you. "

( I swear I'm dying writing this )

We reach my house and I wave to Jimin. He pulls me close to him and kisses me gently.
" You like doing that don't you? "
" So do you " he says with a smirk
" Aish! " I smack him and walk up to the door.
I look back and Jimin blows me a kiss.

He's so cheesy !!!!

I facepalm myself and shoot him a finger heart. He holds his heart as though I shot him and I cringe and open my front door.
I see my mom watching the TV and she doesn't notice me walk in until I keep my purse on the table.

" Oh hi Y/N! " She says with a smile.
" Hey Eomma.. " I say and turn to walk up to my room.
" Y-Y/N wait! "
" Yes? "
After that night, everything has changed between us. Our conversations have become shorter but that's because I cut her off. I really don't like talking to her anymore.
"Can we please talk? "
I sigh and say,
" I don't see why not.. "
I walk over to the couch and sit opposite her and cross my legs.

" Y/N.. what I said that night.. I-I I didn't mean it.. I said it out of anger and now I regret every word that left my mouth.. But please don't hate your father for this... "
I sigh in frustration and say,
" Eomma, I don't know WHAT you see in Dad that makes you want to go back to him, and support him. He has done nothing but ruin our lives. I believe that what you said that night was your true feelings that you have been hiding from me. "

"Y/N, you are not a burden to me. Yes, your father and I had many problems in our lives, but it was not your fault... And it was NOT your father's-"

At that moment, her phone rang and she answered it.
" H-hello? "
I know that when she speaks like that, it's Dad. I run my hands through my hair as I listen to her words.
" Ok.. yes.. I'll be there tomorrow.. "

I bet she's going to see him.. what else could I expect?

I could see her chest heave and fall, like she was trying to control what she's feeling inside.
She cut the call and turned to me.
I scoffed and say,
" Now you're going to see him? You'll never change.. "
I could see that my words only worsened her condition.
" I-I'm not meeting him.. I'm supposed to go to court tomorrow.. to sign the divorce papers.. "
I was taken aback but tried not to show it. Instead I scoffed and said,
" See? He doesn't care about you. He wants you away from him as soon as possible. I really don't know what you see in him. "

And at that moment, everything came crumbling down.
Like a tap that had just been opened, tears flowed down Eomma's face and she fell to her knees.
" BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW Y/N!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE SOMEONE YOU LOVE, HATE YOU FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU'VE DONE EVEN WHEN YOU COULD HAVE PREVENTED IT FROM HAPPENING! YOU DONT KNOW THE PAIN I GO THROUGH EVERYDAY TO WAKE UP AND SEE YOU BECAUSE WHEN I SEE YOU, ALL I THINK OF IS YOUR FATHER!!!! "

What have I done...

I immediately rush to her and embrace her in my arms.
" I-I'm sorry Eomma!! I've been so inconsiderate towards you and your feelings.. I-I'm so sorry. Please forgive me Eomma ! "
Tears began to drip down my cheeks as I hold her trembling body in my arms.

How could I have done something like this to the woman that has loved and taken care of me all these years? She could have easily left me with my dad and moved on.. but no.. she stayed there for me.. and carried all the pain on herself..

I couldn't hear any sounds from her and I panicked as I pulled back to look at her face. Her skin was cold, her face was pale and drained of all color.
" Eomma?! "
I shook her and she wasn't moving.
I put my finger under her neck to feel her pulse.

There was nothing.

A/N : I'm sorry for uploading so late today! I had a project to complete and submit. I have a lot of homework too. I will try to update as often as possible!!

Lots of love,
Kimmy 😘💖