Part 10
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Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.
That was the case for both Jimin and Yoona.
Jimin was never the same after that day. His members worry for him everyday, he always smiled as if everthing is fine. He would put up the act infront of everyone, he even tried to convince himself that he's ok. He would always stay behind after a dance rehersal and kept dancing until he almost passes out.
Jimin sees women differently now. He use to think women where a blessing to this cursed world. But he was wrong, just like he was wrong into thinking love is real. He tries to convince himself everyday that he was not affected by what happend. But his heart would never fake on how it feels.
Now Yoona was a different reaction.
Yoona didn't feel anything after that day.
She felt nothing.
She always had a blank expression, she wouldn't eat much and she wouldn't talk much.
She only spoke when she thinks the question being asked is important.
Yoona's friend Nisha worried about her alot. She was angered by her cousins stupidity, she stop talking to him because if she didn't she would've killed him. A part of her is happy that her cousin is out of her best friends life. She always thought he was the toxic chemical that ruins her everyday.
But that feeling didn't rule out the fact that her friend is now a walking statue.
Yoona build a wall around herself, she even distanced herself from Nisha. She just worked and worked till she would pass out because of hunger and lack of sleep.
She gave up on herself and just didn't care about life anymore.
But Nisha cares for Yoona.
The BTS members cares for Jimin.
But both people didn't see that people cared about them. They were both too blind by the pain. Everyday, just living and waking up is a struggle for the two. The unanswered questions that plays through their minds repeatedly.
The strongest feeling other than pain is regret.
The regret to love and be loved.
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Jimin walked along the streets of South Korea in a black hoodie, black mask, shaded glasses and a black hat.
He just walked not knowing where he would go. A few hours back he planned to go out and find a place to eat. But once he stepped outside all he wanted to do is walk around.
He walked and walked until he saw the café he tried out a few weeks back. They had really good coffee and desserts. He decided to go in and get something.
Not to far from the café Yoona walked the streets of South Korea as well. She also went out to go buy food. She walked up to the same café Jimin just walked into a few minuets ago.
She waited for the waitress to take her order. She sat at a booth at the back of the café wanting to be alone and away from everyone.
Jimin sat in the booth just behind her. They were faced the opposite ways from each other, back to back but not knowing each others presence.
"I wish there was someone out there who knows how i feel. Who can comffort me and love me."
Both whispered at the same time.
.......TBC.........
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