(SHOUT OUT TO OUR PRODUCER SUGA OF BTS... Enjoy..)

A/N P.O.V

Sometimes you feel like you lost everything.. You have nothing in this life to rely on.. Or maybe something, or someone is forcing you to stay alive another day.. You just need a reason, and you're living on that reason..
Sometimes you feel like what if life wasn't like this.. What if you could do something else which could turn your life to a good lead.. Where you were about to lose everything, but maybe found something which might give you a hope to live a happy life after all..

Jimin is feeling exactly like that when he sees her.. The one and only person that keeps him alive till now.. The fear of losing her, the fear of someone may hurt her.. He wasn't living for himself but for Suzy.. How could he do that to her own sister, when their parents already died when Suzy was only 3 years old.. Their uncle gave her up for adoption, when Jimin faced something like Taehyung did.. But the difference is Taehyung couldn't help himself...

Where Jimin literally killed his uncle who abused him mentally, also physically as far as he can remember..

He was searching for his sister for so long, but couldn't find her until he met her in the asylum.. Nothing.. Just nothing.. Just a simple scar on her leg, right above the ankle was the proof he gave her by himself, that she was the one..

Universe was always against them.. Jimin could do everything and anything to get her sister back.. He was a psycho for sure, but for his sister he could be a human again..

Jimin forgets everything.. Whatever is around him.. He forgets where he is.. He sees the face he dreamt to touch for a split of seconds... To hold her for a moment.. To feel what family is.. is in front of her..

" Oppaa..." She smiles like she tries to keep her happiness locked in a jar just for this moment when she'll be able to see her brother again.. The way her eyes start to sparkle due to happiness, and all sorts of emotion.. Anybody can fall for it..

Jimin runs to her, pushing Seokjin out of his way, just to hold her tightly.. He stops in front of her.. Taking some seconds to see if this is one of his dreams he used to see since they parted ways.. A shaky hand of his slowly goes upward on her cheek..The moment he feels the warmth of her, he closes his eyes, exhales sharply, when Suzy hugs her, wrapping him so close to him..

Suzy hugged her tightly.. Never gonna let him go.. Jimin wraps her by his arm.. He basically forgets what she actually felt like.. Her face was known to him for sure, but it's been more than a decade since he held her this close.. Jimin holds her face to see if it is real or not.. " Suzy..." He whispers, where she just nods while crying like a baby.. Jimin again holds her like she's a fragile thing, which is about to fade away, and he's giving his everything to keep it safe..

He doesn't give a fuck what people may think... He doesn't care that his ankle is bleeding and making a pool of blood.. He bursts into tears.. The fear he was having for past years, finally faded away..

Suddenly he remembers the person who is behind all of it all the time.. He pulls away from Suzy, his eyes roam in each inch of her just to see any scratches, or something.. " S-Suzy you okay? S-uzy did he hurt you? Tell me did he do something to you?? I'll kill him, you just tell me, don't hide anything from me!" He doesn't let her reply when he looks at Seokjin who has a devilish grin on his lips..

He's about to grab him, when he feels the unbearable pain on his ankle, he stops for a little while to look down.. " Oppaa!!" Suzy screams, and kneels down to see his ankle is badly wounded...

( I just realized the only word Suzy told after she came is Oppa -.-)

He stops her, and runs to Seokjin to grab his collar.. " What did you do to her? I was listening to you, whatever you told me I did.. What did you do to her ha?!" He looks at Suzy.. " Did he hurt you? Di-did he do something to you.. Tell me the truth Suzy.. Don't fear Oppa will save you.."

Suzy comes to hold Jimin.. "Oppa stop it, what are you doing Oppa!!"

He doesn't listen to her.. " I became a fucking slave to you for what?! Just to see my sister is okay? Why did you bring her here? What the fuck do you want from me Seokjin? What did I ever do to you that you're doing to me? To us?" Jimin's bloodshot eyes, also by his voice is enough to show he's slowly losing it.. Seeing him like this makes Seokjin chuckle..

Jimin lose it.. He fists his hand and is about to punch Seokjin when Suzy stops him.. " Oppa have you gone crazy!? Why're you trying to hit him? He did nothing, Oppa leave him.." Jimin throws her hand from her..

" YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT!!!! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON HE IS BEHIND THIS INNOCENT FACE!!!"

"But he's the one who brought me to you.. Who promised me that he'll take care of you.. What are you saying Oppa??"

" Of course he took care of me.. I don't want to even mention what kind of it is.. Answer me Seokjin.. What is she doing here?? What did you do to her? Tell me.." Jimin growls..

" Me? I did nothing.. What are you even saying Jimin? Do you really want to ruin your image in front of your sister whom you meet after so long??" Seokjin smiles..

" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER IN BETWEEN? WHAT DID SHE HAS TO FACE FOR ME??" Jimin screams..

" FOR FUCK SAKE STOP IT OPPAAA!!! HE DID NOTHING TO ME.. WHY'RE YOU BEHAVING LIKE THIS? I SHOULD ASK HIM WHAT HE DID TO YOU NOT THE OPPOSITE!!!"

Jimin looks at Suzy confusedly.." What?"

Suzy sighs " What are you saying Oppa? I should ask Seokjin Sir about you.. He told me you're getting better a lot.. and all credit goes to him, Oppa.. He kept his promise.."

" Suzy you're not making any sense.. What are you talking about?"

" Oppa.. I literally begged him to discharge you.. But he gave me a condition that he would do anything to you, and I can't complain about it.. and I can't even request him to meet you.. I can only meet you only when he will let me.. This is the reason I'm here today.. I came here to meet with you.. I missed you a lot Oppa.." Suzy cries..

" He-he di-din't touch... you? he-he didn't try to ra..." Jimin stops in the middle..

" What? Why would he touch me? Oppa are you even hearing yourself?"

" He didn't force you to do something? Anything?" Jimin narrows his eyes..

" No... " Suzy shakes her head

" He didn't even..... hurt you?"

Suzy sighs again.. " Why would he hurt me? He didn't even contact me until I did.. to take news about you.. I requested him a lot, and then he agreed with me and I'm here.. Look he even bought me a new dress, as I'm meeting you for the 1st time in a while.." She spins around a little to show her floral baby pink dress which covers her upper body, along below of her knees..

Jimin looks at Seokjin who is looking at Areum signaling her something.. She nods..

" Suzy!!" Areum comes and hugs her tightly.. " It's been so long bitch.. Come with me I've so many things to tell you.."

" But Oppa.." Suzy looks at Jimin whose face is filled with bruises, and cuts..

" I told you na I've many things to tell you? Come with me.. Jimin will meet us after a while, okay?" Areum drags Suzy from the living room, where Seokjin, and Jimin are left all alone..

Jimin waits until their silhouette vanishes behind the wall, along with their voices, their laughs.. " Why?"

" What why? " Seokjin replies..

" Why did you lie to me? What did I ever do to deserve all of this?" Jimin looks at him..

" Poison cuts Poison Jimin.. " Seokjin smirks..

" But why her? You'd still hurt me without involving her.. Do you even realize what I was feeling when you threatened me with something like.. something.." Jimin closes his eyes, his Adam apple bobs..

" If I don't cut you, hurt you.. How would I heal you Jimin? I promised her Jimin.. I promised her I'll let her meet you only when I accept that you've changed.."

" But I didn't.. I didn't Sir.. I attacked you again.. I-"

" But you didn't try to kill me.. Giving threats is not your nature.. You'd act before saying anything.. But you didn't.. You had the chance to cut my throat just by using that knife laying on the fruit basket near you.. But you didn't.. "

" What if I'm acting? In front of her.. To be a good hyung.. What If I pretended all these years in front of you just to make you believe that I've changed? What if I want to hurt your precious thing once again the moment you prove that you're losing some leases from my neck? What if I.." He stops and looks at the same fruit basket, at the same knife..

" If it is, then I wouldn't be standing here spitting sense to you.. You'd do that the moment she left the room.." Seokjin walks past him near the basket, and digs the knife inside an apple with an instant move..

When he looks back, Jimin kneels down in front of him doing a full bow where his forehead touches the ground, his hands are above it.. He bursts into tears... He doesn't say anything else.. He just cries his heart out..

Seokjin comes to him, and bends down.. He holds it with his arm.. " Get up Jimin.."

But he doesn't.. He sticks to his ground, even when Seokjin is trying to get him up.. " Jimin enough is enough to get up!!"

When he looks up at Seokjin his eyes become even more puffy than before.. His face is red.. He's a crying mess right now..

" Hyung.. I- I" He fails to even say anything..

" Pull yourself up Jimin!"

" Hyung I'm sorry.." He folds his hand as an apology and starts crying again..

" Why are you sorry?"

" I-I thought I thought.."

" You think so low of me.. But not your fault.. I hope you learned your lesson.." Seokjin says, and looks into his eyes..

" Make her cry, I'll stab you.. Hurt her, I'll poison you slowly.. and try to touch her again I'll fucking rip off your soul while you'll be breathing fine.." Seokjin grits..

Jimin scoffs a little.. " I'll repay you hyung... I'll definitely repay you even with my life.." Jimin wipes off his tears..

" We'll see..." Seokjin smirked

---------------------------------------------------

Areum's P.O.V

" So yeah now we're together.. " I told her how me and Seokjin Oppa got along at last.. I contacted Suzy years ago when I got to know why Jungkook left her.. I still can't forgive him for that.. Why did he meddle with Suzy in this.. He freaking loved her, and he left her for what? Because she's Jimin's sister? Fuck this shit!!

" Really I still can't believe that I'm here.. You don't know I literally begged Sir to let me at least have a facetime with Oppa.. But he didn't let me..."

" Yeah so you make me as a troop to give you info about his well being.. You're a brat you realize that? Imagine Seokjin Oppa finding out about this?.."

" Areum.. I trust you at least.. You wouldn't get caught so easily.. At least in this type of issue.."

" Of course.. but it was risky though.. I don't know but he's kinda.. extra possessive to me.. Like he doesn't like that much if I talk to other people except if it's work related.."

" That's not possessiveness. That's one kind of care.. He doesn't want to lose you at any cost.."

" I'm not leaving him Suzy... or he would let me.."

" What about your soulmate then hu?" Suzy cocks her head to look at me

" Soul what?"

" Taehyung.."

" He's not my soulmate Suzy.. He's no one to me.. I finished his case, I heard he's doing fine.. He found his way, and I let him go as I should.. He's a dead chapter of my life.."

" I just took his name.. Why're you reacting like that? Or should I say your feelings are forcing you to behave like this?"

" It's not like that.. Besides, I'm bound with Seokjin Oppa now.. I don't want to think about anything, or anyone else.. He did so much for me.. I just can't think about anyone.. Nor even I want to.."

" Why? You love Sir this much? You love him right??.." She smiles

I look at her, her eyes are seeking a smile, and three words from me which will make her statement true.. On the other hand I'm still thinking about what she has just said.. I've never thought about it that much..
He actually never told me to reply about this.. Of course everyday he'll say those three words a million times.. When I'll just smile, or he does some childish things just to gather my attention to him..

Oppa never even tried to do something that I don't like, but the way he cares for me.. The way he looked at me.. The way he helped me to overcome my hidden fears.. He has always told me to believe in yourself..
No matter what happens, always keep in mind that you can do it, and you'll do it.. He told me he brought Jimin to face my fear.. But I know already that he has other plans for Jimin.. Otherwise why would he waste his time on him? Nor Suzy is someone close to him, nor Jimin.. He's preparing Jimin for something.. Something important..

But before Suzy asked me this, I didn't think about it that much because he never asked me about this... But why? Does he already know the answer which I don't know? Or I don't want to accept??

Do I really love Seokjin Oppa? Or it's a new feeling to me that I still couldn't get familiar with??

" Areum!!" Suzy shakes my shoulder, and drags me to reality..

" Ha?"

" What are you even thinking? You didn't even reply to me!!"

" I-I think I-I lo-lov-"

" Areum look what I found in the mall.. You'll love it ju-" Someone starts barking from the doorway snitching our attention towards it..

Jungkook's smiley face starts consuming with darkness the moment he sees Suzy..

I can practically see his eyes become even darker than they are.. When Suzy gets a shock seeing him here, Didn't she know he'll be here?

Jungkook starts fuming slowly, while clenching his jaw.." Kookie.." I go to him..

" What is this? What did you buy for me.. Lemme see!" I try to take the bag from him..

" What.. is... she doing here?" He grits under his breath, while looking at Suzy

" Who? Suzy? She came here after you went to the mall. She's here to meet Jim-"

" Don't even take his name!" He growls lowly, looking down..

He again looks at Suzy.." What are you doing here?"

" I-I'm-"

" WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE???" Jungkook shouts, and Suzy flinches..

" Why are you here? Didn't I tell you not to show your disgusting face to me? How dare you?"

" Jungkook what is this.. She doesn-"

" SHUT UP!!!" Jungkook screams at me, and goes close to Suzy, just to hold her arm harshly..

" Ahh Jungkook you're hurting me.." Suzy hisses in pain..

" What part of I don't even want to see your fucking face did you not understand?? Why did you even dare to come in front of me ha?" He tightens his grip..

" I came here to meet with my Oppa.. I didn't know you'd be here.." Suzy tries to get away from him..

" Shut up!!!.. Stop it with your innocent drama.. I know you very well Suzy.. Stop lying.."

" I'm telling the truth Jungkook, please believe me I swear I didn't know you'll be here.."

" Shu the fuck-" Jungkook raises his hand to slap her, but too late..

I grab his forearm, make him face me, and slap him real hard.. He lets go of Suzy's arm, and holds his face..

" ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! " I shouts.. "I'm FUCKING ASHAMED OF YOU!! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU ARE TO EVEN THINK ABOUT HITTING SUZY?!" Suzy whimpers, and falls to the ground on her knees.. Covering her face with her palms, she cries silently..

He looks at me with so much anger.." What's your problem Jungkook? Why don't you listen to everything at 1st? And how dare you do something so low that also in front of me??"

" Of course.." Jungkook scoffs, and snitches his arm away from me.. " Now you're taking the side of those people who not only tried to hurt you, but are the reason you're here.. When Seokjin hyung said you've changed I didn't believe, but now I've even prove in front me.. "

I sigh... " You're misunderstanding everything Kookie.. This is not like the way you're thinking.."

" I'm exactly thinking the way it is... You're taking care of Jimin, you're taking his stand where you didn't give a fuck about how all of us were feeling that all these years you had to live with the person who basically want a single chance to ruin you, and now you're having friendly time with his sister too ha?
Have you ever cared about what we were dealing with? How will we find a way to keep you safe and sound with us? Have you ever thought how Hobi, Yoongi hyung, Namjoon hyung were making their day and night together just to make sure that you can come with us this time?
But NO.!! You're here having a beautiful family time with those people who will not give a fuck about you the minute they'll get bored of you.." Jungkook spits his anger at me and I let him.. He needs to calm down before listening to me..

" Suzy didn't know you'll be here Kookie.. I didn't even know she'll be here until this morning.. If I knew, I'd have told her not to come until you'll be here.." I try to calm him down..

" It's not Suzy's fault that she had to come in front of you. She'd never even if I told her.. But I don't think she made any mistake by coming here to meet her hyung.. Don't portray other people's life by your own view, Kookie.. I understand you don't like Jimin, but she's not responsible for what he has done.."

" She's responsible.. I told you fucking many times that-"

" She let him go right? So what? If I was at her place, I'd do the same for you.. I know what it feels when you see your loved ones are hurting.. your loved ones are leaving the world in front of your eyes, and you can do nothing.. Just nothing Jungkook.. '' My brother's face flashed in my vision.. And because of this I know why Suzy did this..

" And about taking sides.. I won't take a stand for the wrong side, I'll always stick with my dignity, and I won't even care if you'll accept it or not.. I'm not telling you to accept Jimin right now, but just give him a chance maybe??" I look at Suzy.. I bend down in front of her, taking her palms away from her face, just to see the red eyes and sniffy nose..

" Suzy has nothing to do with it.. She did what every sister out there would do.. She tried to protect her brother.. That's it Kookie.. You don't know the whole story.. Why're you making assumptions? Please Kookie think about it.. Why would she hurt you when she loves you so much!"

" STOP IT!!!! Why am I even here when you already made it clear that all of the time you'll brag that you're right, but let me tell you.. YOU'RE NOT!!!" Jungkook shouts..

" Jungkook please.." I look up at him..

" I'm outta here.." He turns around to leave the room.. I get up holding Suzy by her shoulder, helping her to stand up.. But he again looks back at me..
" I came here to take you with me.. To celebrate your birthday after so long.. To feel the warmth of you again, but it seems like you already have all of these, so you don't need anything else.. Got the idea.. I'll leave the day after your birthday and let me tell you..." He stops for a while..

" This is my last meeting with both of you..." With that he leaves the room

I sigh heavily and look at Suzy who is literally begging me to stop him.. I hug her tightly.." Shhh.. Don't worry.. He didn't mean that.. I'll talk to him... and always remember one thing.." I hold her face

" Poison cut poison " And I smiled

============================