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Areum's P.O.V
I took the whole week off as hyungs came all of a sudden, but I'm doing home office though.. I get too focused on my laptop, and am listening to some favorite tracks.. I just found something that may come helpful for my upcoming lectures.. That I don't realize someone comes into my room..
" Like seriously, how could they think students can solve this problem? This is literally an upper level task.. How can I make it easy for them?" I talk to myself..
I don't even realize someone opens my room door, and locks it.. I start jamming with music, while working, when I feel my bed sink a little down behind me.. I stop moving.. Panic starts boiling inside me.. I start to feel goosebumps.. Inhaling, I looked behind me and boom..
" BOOOOOOO!!!!" Namjoon Oppa suddenly shouts, and I scream my lungs out.. He holds my mouth..
" Shhhhh... Are you crazy or what?" I bite on his palms, and he hisses in pain..
" I'm crazy or you? What is it.. I literally got scared of my life.." I say while placing one hand on my chest to calm down. He haunches on the bed, laughing a little
" I called you many times, and you didn't listen.. That's not my fault.."
" You're becoming Jungkook day by day, Oppa.. Don't forget you're in your early 30s''
" So what? I'm still handsome. Anyone could believe I'm still in my early 20s..." He smirks
" Yeah yeah.. Keep telling it to yourself.." I roll my eyes, and shut down my laptop..
I look back to see Oppa wide spread his hands with his signature dimple smile.. I just shake my head to see his silliness after a long time.. I go to him, and he holds me with all of his living beings..
" Ahhhh I've missed you a lot, Areum.." He wraps his arms around me
" I missed you too Oppa.." I hug him back
" You've changed a lot.."
" As like?"
" Earlier those days I could hug you and still could wrap my fingers together, but right now I can't even touch my other hand from your back.. You've gained so much weight Baby.. Hyung's cooking is something else I must say.." He chuckled..
" OPPAA!!" I whine loudly, while getting away from him, and he hugs me even tighter, and yes he can wrap his finger too..
We stay there for a while.. Taking the familiar scent of him, the sounds of his heartbeats.. Thinking about our old memories.. How he used to wrap me up like a ball, when Yoongi Oppa was in the military.. He would sing some songs for me, and I'll sleep like a baby..
Sometimes when I miss Oppa too much.. Namjoon Oppa would hold me like this, not even saying a word, just let me flow through all the emotion I was holding.. He might scold me more than Yoongi Oppa..
Yoongi Oppa couldn't get mad at me that much, cause I was, I'm his weak point, where Namjoon Oppa would scold me like a teacher.. And when I couldn't take it anymore, and burst into tears.. he would take me for a walk, and would buy me ice cream, or chocolates.. I will never forget those memories.. Those are so vivid to me..
He lets go of me, and holds me by my shoulder.. He kisses my forehead.." How are you?"
" I'm doing fine, Oppa.. You think too much actually..."
" I had to.. I don't have anyone to worry about, okay?"
" How about Heejin?.." I raise a brow, and he smiles a little..
" You're more important, Areum.."
" So is she okay? She's a part of your life.. Don't give your everything to me.. I'm more than enough for myself Oppa.."
" You won't understand Baby.."
" I understand everything okay.. And BTW why didn't you bring her here with you? What is she doing in Seoul alone?"
" How could I? She's expecting already.. It's been three months.." My eyes widen
" WHAT THE FUCK??!! HEEJIN IS PREGNANT??!!"
" Aish language Areum.."
" Fuck language.. What the fuck is this? Why didn't you tell me that- Oh my god it's yours right? You're going to be a dad?? I'm going to be an aunt?? Oppaa!!" My eyes sparkle in excitement..
" Calm down will ya??"
" You didn't tell me anything about this Oppa.. You just told me Heejin is moving in with you, and that's it.. I understand that something is going on between you.. But never have I ever assumed this.. Oppa I want details, right now.. DETAILS!!!" I start jumping on the bed, while shaking him.. It's too much for me..
" Ah Areum.. Stay still.." He knits his brows..
" Then tell me everything.." I sigh..
" There's nothing to say about anything Baby.."
" Okay I'll ask Yoongi Oppa.." I try to get up when he holds my arm..
" Are you crazy or what? How could he know any of this? "
" You know right?? Then tell me.. Please please please pleaseeee Oppa!!"
" Aish.. You're too stubborn.."
" I'm taking this as a compliment.. " I wink, and he chuckles..
He sighs.. " I just... I just couldn't Areum.. She faced a lot that night... I don't know how Jimin found her, and did something like that with her.. She was too scared when she woke up.. She didn't even let the doctor touch her.. She was totally mentally traumatized.." I sigh.. Heejin faced a lot for me..
He continues.. " Hyung, and Jungkook were too busy to find out about you, to get the idea if Jonathan was there.. Only I was left for her.. I didn't even want to meet her everyday.. I was too tense for you..
But one of us must visit her once, the doctor strictly told us to make her feel like everything was normal.. Her family was in the other town.. I didn't know why her family didn't visit her once.. I tried to talk with her so many times, but she didn't even reply.. She just hummed, and that's it..
One day I was in her room, doing some work when she suddenly woke up from her sleep and started screaming.. I went to her and she hugged me as if, if she left me, she might die.. I tried to calm her down, and that was the 1st time she opened up to me..
A month has passed since she got discharged from the hospital.. I took her to her house only to see her belongings were on the roadside.. I talked with her landlord to find she had 3 months rent left to pay.. I offered him, I'm paying for her, but he already gave the place to someone else who gave him advance.. I still remember when I looked back at her, her head was down, she was on the edge of a mental breakdown.. When I called her, she looked at me.." Oppa pauses for a second.. As if he's reviving that moment..
"That was it.. You know something like.. like that look like.." He struggles to say it..
" Make you fall in for it, by captivating you for your whole life? Making you feel that spark all of a sudden which you were missing from your life?" I say looking at space, thinking about something specific, or someone..
" That's exactly what I wanted to say.. She didn't tell me anything. I didn't let her actually.. I held her hand and dragged her to my car.. When we reached my house, I asked her that asylum gives her more than she expected.. Still why she couldn't pay the rent.. Then she told me her mother was fighting with cancer, and she sent most of her money to her.." I close my eyes.. We just think we're having the hardest time, but we don't look for others..
" A week later, she was packing her stuff saying she's moving in with one of her friends, who lives far away from the asylum.. I requested her too many times not to go, because I couldn't.. I was feeling like I needed her. Felt like she had become something much more important in my life.. She didn't listen to me, she was about to leave when..." He suddenly stops and starts blushing..
" When?"
" um.. n-nothing actually.. I- I'm aaa..."
" You do the naughty hu??" I give him a cheeky smile, and wiggle my brows..
" Areum aish stop it, you still don't know what to say... What I'm gonna do with you!!" He's blushing real hard and I start laughing..
" My Oppa becomes DADDY wah!!"
" Areum I'll kill you I swear.." He acts like slapping me, but I hold my cheeky smile, and he buries his face in his palm out of embarrassment..
" Ah now Daddy got shy ha?"
" Areum stop it will ya? I'm leaving.." He's getting up..
" Ah I was joking.." I hold his hand.. and let him stay..
" 1st of all a big congratulations to you, and Heejin.. I'll call her today.." I hold his face in my palm.. He's smiling brightly.. He must be so happy..
My eyes become teary.." I'm so happy for you Oppa.. You deserve all of this and much more.. You deserve every happiness in this world.. I can't describe how happy I'm for you and Heejin.. I know you will give her everything she wants.. You'll love her so much that she'll forget everything else, but you.. I'm so happy Oppa.. I-" I hug him tightly, and start sobbing.. I can hear his sniff.. Those are the tears of happiness..
" how the fuck are you here? I'll fucking kill you today!!!" Our sweet moment get distracted by someone's scream from the hall room.. I wipe my tears and look at Oppa who is confused like me.. We can clearly hear some ruffling sounds.. Something breaking.. Our eyes widen, and we rush to the living room..
Only to see...
Jungkook hovering over Jimin and punching him mercilessly..
I gasp harshly.. " JUNGKOOK!!!!!"
I go to them, to stop them, but Jungkook has lost it, and doesn't even listen to me..
" I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU TODAY YOU BASTARD!!!!! I LOST EVERY FUCKING THINGS FOR YOU.. YOU'RE THE FUCKING REASON AREUM IS FACING THESE SHITS ALL OVER AGAIN..HOW DARE YOU??" He literally becomes an animal right now..
" Jungkook stop it, Jungkook look at me, JUNGKOOK!!!!" I try to hold him, but he throws my hands..
" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" He screams at me..
He holds Jimin's throat, putting so much pressure that Jimin rolls his eyes back..
" JUNGKOOK!!!! Oppa!!" I call Namjoon Oppa to help me, he hesitates a little.. He's angry at Jimin too, but we need to stop Jungkook..
Me and Oppa both try to separate them, and after trying so hard we succeed.. Jungkook is still throwing his hands and legs to get away from me.. " LET ME GO.. I'LL KILL HIM TODAY FUCKING LET ME GO!!!" I hold him tightly and hug him, not letting him go..
" Jungkook calm down.. Calm down Kookie.. It's okay he won't do anything.. Please stop, he has changed Kookie calm down.." He's hitting on my back.. I winch in pain but I don't let him go.. He's not in his senses.. He completely has lost it...
After it feels like minutes I feel he's calming down a little.. Namjoon Oppa doesn't help Jimin. He's struggling to get up, so I leave Jungkook and go to him. He holds me and stands up.. I let him sit on the sofa.. " Do you need something?"
"Wa-w-water please" He whispers, gasping for air.. He can't even speak.. I take the glass of water from the table, and let him drink...
" How could you??? How could you taking care of someone who literally about to rape you? Who is the reason Heejin can't be normal again??!!!" Namjoon Oppa asks..
" Now he's more important than us ha? He's close to you, not us.. I'm ashamed of you, Areum.." Jungkook says Taking a deep breath..
I don't reply to them, and go to my room to take the first aid kit with me.. I start to clean the wounds on Jimin's face..
" Yeah of course.. Take care of him who won't even once think to kill you with the scissor you're holding right now.." Jungkook says, and I look at him..
" Did you forget what I can do with this? " He gulps a little, when I glare..
" He has changed.. He's been here with us since we came here.. He's not like someone you met before.." I apply alcohol on the cotton..
" Say it to yourself.. A psycho will always be a psycho.. No matter what it is.." I look at Jimin who squeezes his eyes, and gulps harshly
I sigh, and go to his feet.. I fold up his pants.. " Areum what're you doing??" Jimin tries to stop me, but I hold his hand..
I fold up his pants just to let them see the marks, the wounds which are still fresh on his ankle..
I look at them.. " You see this? These are not something he did by himself.. This is someone who is giving him each and every day.."
" Deserves it" Jungkook chuckles..
" Which is the reason he's having this Kookie.." I again look at Jimin and smile a little.. His eyes grow bigger realizing what I'm gonna do.. He signs me as a no, and I hold his shirt and rip it off in a go..
When they look at him, both of their eyes widen.. There are too many syringe scars, scratches all over his upper body..
" Areum please..." Jimin says..
"Shut up.." I tell Jimin and look at Oppa.. "These are the signs that he's been tortured here for the past few years which we labeled as "treatment or therapy" by none other than.." I look at the doorway to see that face...
" Kim Seokjin "
He smiles, and signals me to continue..
" You've too many questions on your mind right now.. You can't believe out of everyone I'm taking care of someone who I myself left to the edge of his last breath? Yes I was the one who mercilessly stabbed him that night. I was the one who hit him so many times that he can't even fight back.. I'm that much stronger back then and just to tell you..
" You don't have any fucking idea what I've become right now.."
Yoongi Oppa, and Hobi come too.. They don't see Jimin 1st, but when they do, Namjoon Oppa stops them from hitting him..
" Jimin is the one who changed me.." I say
" Areum stop spitting bullshits, and come to the point.." Jungkook growls.. With that I told them the whole story of why Jimin is actually here.. That he's one kind of my fear, and I'm overcoming it.. Where he's taking therapies from Seokjin Oppa, which I really don't want to mention.. I still don't know why Oppa hurt Jimin so much..
All of them start to think about what I've just said.. " How could you trust him again, Areum? He might be acting with you.." Hobi says..
" Who told you I trust him? I don't even care about him.. Don't you get that?? We're using him as a puppet.." I look at Jimin.. His lips lift up a little that gets noticed by none but me.. He knows very well that I'm lying.. My hyungs will rip his head off if I don't get along with them..
" Why is he here?" Yoongi Oppa asks..
" To be our servant.." Seokjin Oppa suddenly says.. Well this is too much..
" Not servant.. And I don't understand why you guys can't treat him like the human being he is? I heard everything from him.. You literally tortured the shit out of him, labeled it again as a treatment for what? Because he tried to rape me? Lord, most of you're doctors here. You guys know more than me that hitting, or abusing a person will never be a solution.." I go to Seokjin Oppa..
" Even you.. You told me the moment I'll forgive him, you'll let him go.. Which is not possible, don't you get that? I can't forgive him.. So why are you still treating him like this.. I told you that day that hitting him, giving him painful medicine, giving him drugs nothing will work on him.. And my assumption was real when he tried to attack me.."
" WHAT THE FUCK!!!" Namjoon Oppa suddenly shouts..
" I didn't finish.." I reply to him without looking at him, then again look at Seokjin Oppa who looks at me, smiling sweetly..
" Oppa I told you that day that you won't even scratch him.. Then what are these??" I point at Jimin.. He's still trying to breathe normally.. His eyes become a river that flows tears nonstop.. His naked chest is shining with sweat, making his wounds even more woundy.." Why are you doing this to him?? " I look at all of them..
" Why can't you treat him like a human being from the start?? What he did to you, can you tell me? Whatever he did, I've faced it.. He did those with me, not you.. Then when I'm telling you he's changing, why can't you accept that? If you can't accept him even as a human, how would you think I did? You Jungkook.." I sit beside him..
"I know you love me so much that.. whatever decision you made that day.. I'll never accept that.. Anyway.. I understand you care for me, but don't you think you should listen 1st, and then act? When you saw him here today, there must be some reason in it.. Why can't you keep your cool here?"
" Do you realize you're protecting a psycho who is a rapist, also a killer??" Jungkook says..
" This is the reason he did those.. Because you could never treat him as a human being, and let me tell you.." I stand up..
" The more you'll treat him as anything but a human.. He'll be a rebel, and let me tell you one thing.. I'll be his 1st prey, because you know what?? He knows very well that I trusted him, and you didn't.. So to make you scared he'll hurt me, do anything with me just to give you a message that when he can do those to a person that trusted him.. What he can do to those who didn't.."
I go to Jimin to see tears rolling from his eyes. He looks at me, and mumbles sorry.. " When you're done, come to my room.. I've a project to cover, and I need you there.." With that I leave all of them there.. I don't even care if they even kill Jimin today.. Either way they're waiting for a chance to kill him, so why not now right?
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Jimin's P.O.V
Back there all of them look at me, don't say anything and leave.. I'm still struggling to speak when Jungkook comes to me.. " I hope you die, Jimin! " He says and leaves the room..
" I wish that too.." I whisper and close my eyes.. I try to get up by myself, but can't, so Hoseok comes and helps me.. He doesn't even look at me.. He lets me sit on my bed, and leaves the room..
I try to clean my wounds by myself, and take a shower.. I really need to clear my mind.. After that I put medicine on my wounds.. I look at the mirror and chuckle a little.. Jungkook literally smashed my face.. My lips are swollen, and my eyes are puffy. Some bumps I can see, also cuts.. I wish I could kill myself but I can't..
I really can't..
I go to Areum's room, to see she's working on something..
" Areum.."
" Take a seat beside me.." she says, showing me her back.. I sigh, and go to sit beside her..
She passes a plate full of chocolates.." Eat it.. It'll help with your mood.."
" It's okay I-" She glares at me.. She really can kill me with her gaze.., I gulp a little, and pick one of them..
" Why are these questions here? Those are students, not robots that whatever we'll give them they'll solve it.. We didn't even teach this to them.."
" Maybe Mr. Han put them.. He taught these to his students.."
" How could he teach something outside of the syllabus.. Didn't he inform you?"
" I'll talk to him tomorrow.. Anything else?" I take another piece of chocolate..
" Nah.. You can go.." I nod, and get up, when I hit my ankle on the table's leg..
" Aah fuck!!.." I hiss, and she looks at me..
" For fuck sake are you blind or what??" She holds my arms, and lets me sit on her bed.. She's about to remove my shoe when I stop her..
" Please Areum.. You did a lot for me back there.. Please stop it!"
" I did what a human should do for a human.." She removes the shoe..
" Why did you do that when your family doesn't even treat me like you do.." She stops and looks at me..
" Because I know how it feels when people treat you as an animal.."
She's cleaning the blood with tissue when I start to admire her.. I feel ashamed for what I did to her.. That asylum was sure as hell because every fucking person was just making me insane.. And when Seokjin Sir brought me here, I started to see life in a different way..
The days I saw Areum here I wanted to bury myself in her, punish her for what she had caused me.. Just because of here I had to get treated like an animal just like she said hours ago..
But now when I spend years with her.. I found her she's a sweet girl trapped in dirt.. The dirt that is making her life dirty, making her sick.. I don't know what she has faced but I do know she survived that.. And because of that she's still bleeding, but she's hiding it..
As she wraps a gauge on my wound, she senses I'm staring at her when she looks up at me.. " Wanna fuck?"
The eyes that are staring at her with appreciation, suddenly widen, and I gasp.. " Areum! The fuck you're saying?!" She doesn't change the blank stare..
" You're looking at me like after I finish this, I will give you a blowjob.." I choke..
" It's.. I- You're assuming.. I was just thinking about-"
" How did we come here?" She stops me..
" I'm so sorry, Areum.. Because of me your hyungs are upset with you.."
" Not your fault.. They are grown ass men, they know pretty well how to treat people like you.." Ouch! " Still they treated you like you didn't deserve.. That's not your fault.." She exhales..
" You're rig-"
" Oppaaa " We hear someone shout.. It's a girl's voice.. But Areum is here, and without her no other maid uses this word in this house? Who is screaming like that? Areum looks at me confusedly..
" You wait here, let me check.."
" I'll go too.." I say and get up with so much effort..
" You can't even walk Jimin.."
" Opppaaaa" We hear another scream..
" Watch me.." I try to walk, and by lord I start walking fine..
We rush to the living room to see Seokjin Sir is in front of someone who seems to be bowing to him.. Huh?
" Oppa.." Areum calls him, and he looks back.. and for the 1st time we can see her face..
My face widen...
" Suzy???!!!!!"
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