(43) Yours 💜💜
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My eyelashes battle to hold the tears forming in my eyes.. I don't know why but it all seems like a dream to me.. Like Aurora will shake me now, and I'll wake up from sleep.. The room is still dark, but there's a small portion of light coming from the window, that makes the structure so known to me..
Slowly the feature takes steps forward.. With each step my heart races faster.. At one point, the feature is in front of me.. The face is so known to me.. Even after a decade I won't forget this face.. These eyes, this lip which form as a smile right now.. That tiny nose I used to pinch whenever it tries to tickle me.. The cheeks that Aurora gets from her father.. My eyes roam to every inch of his face, and in my unconscious, I raise my hand..
Slowly my hand touches his left cheek, his eyes that make me lost, closes after feeling the warmth of my hand.. I can feel his face.. I can feel his soft warm skin against my palm.. Is it real?
My hand shakes, I shake my head when I pull out my hand from his face, but he holds it, and places it again on his cheek.. My breath fastens when he notices confusion written all over my face.. He sighs, and slides one of his hands behind my neck, making my eyes widen..
He tilts his head, moving forward slowly he touches my soft lips with his one.. My breath gets stuck.. I take a sharp breath when he starts kissing me.. His lips perfectly matches with mine.. His kiss is so delicate, so soft.. I can taste his lips as my eyes filled with tears, slid down on my cheeks..
Not me responding, he lightly bite my bottom lips, that makes me hiss, when he slides his tongue in my mouth.. I close my eyes feeling his warmth once again.. I whimper, try to part, but he hold my neck, and deepen the kiss..
I hold his face with both of my hands, and kiss him delicately.. I cry, my words become mumble when he doesn't let me talk.. The taste of our tears match with the kiss, making us have a euphoric feeling..
" Areum.." Touching my forehead with his one, he calls my name.. I still can't believe he's here.. I whimper, and cry.. I hug him, when he hugs me back..
" I hate you.. I fucking hate you!!" I punch his chest, but he doesn't budge..
" I missed you too, Areum.. I fucking love you so much.. I love you too, Areum.. I love you so much.." He says kissing my temple..
I can feel his heartbeat.. He's here.. My Taehyung is here.. He came back to me.. My Taehyung is here.. I raise my head to meet his eyes.. Same as it used to be.. Just adds love and affection, that is only for me, and only for me..
Suddenly I tiptoe myself, and hold his face, and start kissing him.. His forehead, his eyes, his lips, his nose, his cheeks.. I shower him with my kisses.. I need to feel him.. I need to feel his warmth.. I need him.. More than anything in this fucking world.. I need him..
" Are- Areum... Areum stop!!" He laughs, but I don't listen to him.. " Shut up!!"
He holds my neck when I kiss his lips, and he takes the lead.. Kissing each other again we both get out of breath.. I hug him again, closing my eyes, when the pair shot open..
" But.. But how?" I look up at him with confusion.. " I saw you're drowning.." He smiles, and tilts his head..
And I widen my eyes..
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Flashback
Back in Italy
A/N P.O.V
BANGGGGG!!!!
" TAEHYUUUNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!"
His whole body felt numb at that time.. The last view he saw was Areum screaming, and then everything went blank..
The water around him started taking color from his blood.. Due to falling deep down into the sea, he got cut by oxygen that was why he couldn't even breath, and lost his consciousness..
Before closing his eyes, all he could see was her face, the image of her screaming, shocking eyes came into his vision.. He tried to fight to stay awake, but his eyes felt heavy and closed them.. This was the end he thought.. This was the end of his story, but he was happy.. Even before taking his last breath, he could see her.. The love of his life.. He'd leave this world like this he thought.. His life is complete now.. He got everything from his life.. He thanked the Lord, and let the pain consume him..
But the Lord had other plans..
" Please stay alive.."
" Please stay alive, I beg you!!"
" Please.." Someone was praying to the Lord, and pulled him out of the water, and swam to the shore.. After dragging him out of the water, he got out of breath and lay down beside him, panting..
He looked up to see people started running towards the woods, he just saw the silhouette and guessed who it could be..
He got up, and looked at him.. " Fuck!" he cursed, and got on top of him..
" Taehyung!!" He shook him, lightly slapped his face.. " Taehyung wake up!!"
He put his ear over his heart, touched his neck to see he was lightly breathing.. " Asshole is still breathing!.. Should I kill you? You're already dead to them.. I should kill you!! Yes I should.." He smiled..
But suddenly something came into his mind..
" When I fail to see the real you, who is much more worse than anyone I've ever seen.. That I couldn't even recognize your two faces.. It really makes me wonder, Mr. Kim.. Did me and Taehyung really have bipolar stage 4, or was it you all the time, who made the measure for us, and you're the one who crossed all of it long ago, hiding it from us?"
He sighed.. " FUCK IT!!! AND FUCK YOU TOO!!" He started giving CPR to Taehyung, and after a while he started choking, and let out lots of water that went into his lungs.. " Taehyung!! Taehyung ya fucking piece of shit can you hear me!! Fucking open your eyes WTF!! Taehyung!! UGH FUCK YOU WAKE UP!!" He slapped him harshly, but he didn't respond.. He had no other option but to call for help..
In Hospital
Tapping his foot voraciously the sound echoed through the corridor, when the doctor came outside..
" Who came with patient Kim Taehyung?" The doctor asked, and Seokjin looked up at his voice..
" It's me.. Is he dead?" He got up, and the doctor blinked.. " I-I'm sorry but no he's still there, and we're trying to do our best.."
He nodded.. " oh so when he dies do tell me okay now I'm leaving.." He turned, but stopped.. " or perhaps there's a chance to survive?" His brow raised..
The doctor sighed.. " May I know who you're related to him? Are you a friend or relative?"
" His worst nightmare, how does that sound?" He mocked, and the doctor had his enough..
" Okay I'm calling the police.."
" Why?"
" Why should I tell you? You're not his acquaintance right? Thank you for bringing him here, you may leave.." The doctor turned back..
" Brother.." The doctor stopped, and looked at Seokjin.. " Your patient is.." He gulped.. " He's my brother.. I'm his hyung.." He left a big sigh, like he was feeling relieved..
" That's what I thought.. You guys have the same facial structure.. You can stay or leave, but we'll have to call the police anyway.." Seokjin knit his brows..
" Why? I said I'm his brother, isn't that enough?"
" Dear big one.. Your brother got shot a little lower where his heart is. His rib cage is brutally wounded, and his heart is not working properly.. We can't do anything until we get a police warranty, because it counts as our community guidelines.. We need to have a police warranty that we can treat your brother, other than that I'm sorry we've nothing to do here.."
" You won't call the police.."
" And why is that?"
" Because I told you so".. His stare was sending goosebumps behind the doctor's neck, but he didn't show..
" I'm sorry but you can be his brother, but this is a crime case, and I can't listen to you.. I'm sorry.." The doctor started walking but Seokjin stopped him again..
" Kim Seokjin" The doctor slowly looked at him..
" Do you know Kim Seokjin?" He gulped a little.. " You mean the Kim Seokjin, who is running one of the most reputed psychological institutions in this world?"
" You've done a good homework I see.." He slid his hand inside his pant's pocket, and came close to the doctor.. " Do you know how many people I'm connected with from your so-called police department? Also you do realize the authority of this hospital is working under me?" He poked his cheek inside.. The doctor gulped harshly.. "I-I do Sir.."
" Hmm good.. So do I need to repeat myself again or would you-"
" I'm starting your brother's treatment as soon as possible.." He bowed, and hurried inside the OT room.. Seokjin just scoffed, and sat on the chair..
After Two Hours
The doctor came, and saw he was sleeping.. " Mr. Kim.." He called him, but no response.. He shook him a little.. " Mr. Kim.." He shrugged, and looked up at him.. " Yes?"
" I've some news on your brother.." He yawned, and cracked his neck bones a little.. " You need a coffin or what?"
" Mr. Kim, your brother lost so much blood, and we found water from his lungs.. we tried our best and we already did what we had in our hands.."
" What are you proposing?"
" Mr. Kim I'm sorry but your brother has gone into a deep stage coma, and right now his brain is not working properly.. We can't say anything at this moment, other than observe his condition.."
" So he's not dead.."
" It would be better if he lost his life, rather than coming into this state.. Please sign these papers so we can move to other treatments.."
" Discharge him.." He said..
" I'm sorry?"
" You heard me.. Discharge him.. I'm taking him to my guest house.."
" But Sir he needs-"
" He'll get his treatment from my house.. Prepare everything, and whatever the fuck you need for the procedure.. I don't care.. I want him in my house tonight.. You get it?" He tilted his head..
" Y-Yes sir.. I may take my leave.."
" Wait.." Seokjin took his mouth close to his ear, and whispered.. " Not even a single person, even who's dying or rotting here would know about his existence.. Got it? Move him to my house right fucking now.." He gritted, and the doctor nodded fast..
At Seokjin's House
The nurse changed the saline, and left the room, where Seokjin was looking at him leaning over the door.. He was staring at him like he wanna kill him.. But he couldn't.. He came, and sat beside him..
He looked closely if he moved or not.. he shook his hand a little, no response.. He raised his hand, but fell down the minute he released it.. " You're really in a coma.. Why didn't you just die there? Curse to me.. Why did I even save you.. A burden.. That's what you're to me Taehyung.." He huffed, and left the room..
Days were passing but Taehyung's condition was getting worse.. He wasn't responding, nor trying to wake up.. Doctor came everyday, and told Seokjin the same thing..
" No progress.. Sorry Mr. Kim.." He rolled his eyes.. Such a waste of time and money..
At one point Seokjin even stopped coming to his guest house.. He kept a nurse and doctor 24/7 for Taehyung, and went to his parents' house.. He would come after a month or two just to pay the bills.. And to check if anything got stolen or not..
8 months passed like this..
But one day he got a call.. Which made him rush to his guest house..
He ran to his room, to see Nurse was pumping his chest repeatedly.. " What's going on?!"
" Sir we're losing him!!"
" Really??! Finally!!" He laughed, and looked at him, who was still like a dead body..
" Sir please do something, he can still hear you.. Please I need your help.. His body gave up, but his mind isn't, please Sir!!" She pleaded..
" Why Me??!" He groaned, and came to him.. " Just fucking wake up, and leave me alone!!"
" Taehyung it's been so long I'm wasting my time on you.. Stop this drama and get up!!" No response..
" Sir, try to tell him something about his favorite things.. Or even memories.. Anything would help!!" She started rubbing his hand..
Favorite thing.. He only knew him for some months. How could he- Then he remembered..
After battling with his mind, he sat beside him.. " Please wake up.. If it's not for me.. Then for her.. Please.." He sighed..
" Please wake up for Areum, Taehyung.. She might be still waiting for you.." Seokjin tried to contact her, but Yoongi made sure not to leave any way to find him about her sister..
" Sir it's working!! Look at his pulse!!" He shot looked at the monitor and saw the zigzag lines indicating his breath moving faster..
" Taehyung.." Something changed in Seokjin.. Suddenly he felt it was all his ego that he's hurting his own brother.. That if it's not for him, Taehyung needed to come back for Areum..
" Can you hear me? Areum... is waiting for you.. She wants you to go back to her.. She's suffering a lot for you.. Wake up.. Wake up.." He held Taehyung's hand..
" Brother.." Suddenly he felt a grip on his hand, and he looked at him to see he knitted his brows.. " Sir It's happening.. He's listening to you!!" She smiled, and rubbed his other hand fast..
Seokjin looked at him, and his eyes softened.. " You never lived for yourself.. But for her right? So wake up.. She's waiting for you.. She's looking for you, brother.." Another time he felt that grip.. Seokjin looked at him, and smiled..
" Wake up brother.. Let's give us another chance.. Wake up my little brother please!! Wake up! Your family, your brother is waiting for you here.. Just open your eyes Taehyung.." Taehyung's pupil shook
" Your hyung is waiting for you to wake up.."
Taehyung shot open his eyes, and gasping for air, when the nurse wore him the oxygen mask.. " Calm down.. Take it slow.. Slow deep breaths.. Slow breaths" The Nurse looked at Seokjin and nodded..
Seokjin didn't move a little.. He saw how Taehyung closed his eyes again, and started taking normal breaths.. " Wait, is he?"
" No he just passed out.. Don't worry let him take some rest, he'll wake up again.." Seokjin sighed, and tried to get up, when he felt the strong grip on his hand.. Taehyung didn't leave his hand, and when Seokjin looked at him..
" Hyung.." was all he said, before passing out again..
A Week Later
" I understand you hate me.. I'll leave the next morning.. I need to go to her.." Taehyung said while struggling to move.. Seokjin, on the other hand, was playing a game on his mobile, when he looked at him.. " Trying to be the bigger person?" He chuckled..
" No.." He sighed.. " I almost died, but you saved me, even though you still want to kill me.. " Taehyung looked at him who just clenched his jaw..
" Listen you piece-"
" My brain might not be working, but my ear did.. I heard all the things you said to me during the past months.. Or else I wouldn't be here laying in your bed.." Taehyung tried so hard to get up, but groaned instead..
" 1st try to move a finger.." He scoffed, and got up. He helped him to sit on the bed.. Tearing up some medicines, he came to him.. " Gulp it up.."
" How would I trust you? How would I believe these are not poison, but pills" Taehyung raised his brow..
" Do or don't I don't care.."
" Then you should let me go right?"
Seokjin sighed.. " I need you to get better.. I've something to do with you.. Not something but lots of things.."
" Mean?"
Seokjin slowly gulped, and moved the glass of water in front of his mouth.. Taehyung opened his mouth a little, and he took some of the water, when Seokjin dropped the pills in his mouth.. Seokjin gave him an intense look, like he's observing his movements..
" Are you gonna strangle me now?" Taehyung scoffed..
" I want to but it would be a waste of time.."
" So is taking care of me.." Seokjin groaned..
" I don't want to waste my words on you.. You're not going anywhere until you fully recover"
" But why?!"
" BECAUSE I SAID SO!! I'm your elder brother right? I saved you right? I'm your hyung that also by blood do you need any other fucking reasons to obey me??!!!" Seokjin groaned, and huffed..
" So you finally admit you're my brother.." Taehyung smirked..
" FUCK YOU!!" Taehyung scoffed when he felt a sharp pain in his chest..
" Careful.. Your wounds still don't fill properly.." Seokjin helped him to lay down.. " Just recover fast.. We've got so many things to catch.."
Can I at least talk with Areum?" Taehyung clenched his jaw seeing an evil smirk appear on his brother's lips.. " Where's the fun then?"
" Hyung..
" Get well soon little brother.." He said, and left.. Ignoring Taehyung's screams..
Days were passing like this, but without giving any reasons Seokjin prohibited Taehyung from the outside world.. It was like he was making him feel as helpless as he used to feel.. But what was the reason?
After 3 months, one night he was taking medicines when Seokjin came into his room..
" Taehyung.."
" I'm leaving tomorrow.."
" I've somethi-"
" I've had enough!" He turned back.. " You took care of me, you gave me a new life, I owe my life to you.. You're my brother, you're one kind of family.."
" So do Areum.. She's waiting for me.. Give me my passport, and everything.. I'm leaving for Korea the 1st thing tomorrow.."
" You're not going anywhere"
" I FUCKIN-"
" You need to know something.." Seokjin gulped, and slowly Taehyung's eyes widened when Seokjin started talking..
After an Hour
" I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!!" Taehyung punched his face.. He became insane the minute Seokjin said he met Areum at the brothel.. He couldn't even tell him what he did afterwards..
" Taehyung listen-"
" How fucking dare you that you uttered that place.. You said you met her there right? Then WHY DIDN'T YOU FCUKING SAVED HER!!! WHY SEOKJIN, FUCKING WHY!!??" He punched him again, but this time Seokjin became furious and punched him too..
" STOP REACTING BEFORE LISTENING!!" He said, and hovered over him.. " You're a pain in the ass, you know that Taehyung!! I fucking want to kill you!!" He started beating him, totally forgetting the part he just recovered from his wounds.. But suddenly he stopped..
Seokjin gritted his teeth looking at him.. He hated him with his life but he still couldn't kill him or hurt him.. He punched the wall, and his knuckles started to bleed.. He didn't care.. He grabbed his collar, and pulled him up.. He let him sit on the bed.. His lips got busted, and swollen.. He grabbed cotton, and tried to soak the blood, but Taehyung stopped him..
" Stop with this drama, and finish your business with me.. Either kill me, or let me go.. I don't give a fuck.. I won't stay a minute longer without her.. I would never-"
" I raped Areum.." Seokjin said his voice shook of course.. His eyes met Taehyung's that just became blank.. His face became dark, and mouth hung open.. Never in his worst nightmare did he think Seokjin would say something like this..
" Taehyung.." He tried to hold him, but he jerked his hand off.. " Taehyung I-"
" Why?"
" I really don-"
" JUST WHY??!! WHY??!! WHY??!!" He screamed, and looked at him.. " Do you hate me so much that you had to hurt her to hurt me? You'd kill me.. You'd fucking hurt me, ripped me, stabbed me, burried me alive.. WHY DID YOU TOUCH HER??!! WHY DID YOU HURT HER!!! WHY HYUNG WHY??!!"
" I didn't know.. I really didn't know Taehyung please try to believe me.. I really didn't know it was her.." He sat beside him.. " When I went to the brothel, I told them to blindfold the girl I'm gonna.." He looked at Seokjin, and he stopped..
" I really didn't know it was her.. If I knew I would help her back then.."
" Well you knew when she came to the asylum.. You had the chance.. Then why?"
" Because I fell for her.. I was falling for her in a different way.." Taehyung knit his brows..
He looked at him.." I fell for her in an insane way.. I was falling for her in an abnormal way you could ever imagine.. I was becoming obsessed with her.. It was true she once fell for my aura, but it faded away when you came into her life.." Seokjin nodded..
" All I ever did was to separate you because I wanted her to be mine.. And only mine.. I-"
" So you tried to captivate her here in Italy, far away from her family.. You wanted her so bad that you dedicate a whole fucking room to exhibit her nudity just for yourself.. You were so mad about her that you didn't think twice that falling from the staircase might risk her life.. You didn't think about her before you contacted Jonathan, and kidnapped her from us.. Just one question.. Why?" By any unknown reason Taehyung was very calm about everything..
" Because I didn't want to lose her.. At least to you.. I wanted her.. So bad.. I would give the world if she would stay with me.."
" Still she ran to me the minute she got the chance.. Still she craved for me when you were the one giving her everything.. Still she chose to stay with me, but you.. Because you know what Mr. Kim.." Taehyung got up..
" You've to win love by love.. What you did was just feeding your ego that she's yours when in reality.." He looked back..
" She was always mine.. She is mine.. From the day she named me Wind Prince.. I became her, and she became mine.. I'm already dead to her.. But look at you.. You're alive to her, still she treats you like you're dead.."
" But still I don't get it. Why did you stop me going back to her? To fill me up with the regrets that I wasn't there for her, when you were, still you ignored the fact that she's in danger?"
" No.. I stopped you for some reason.."
" Reasons?"
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Flashback Ends
Present Time
Areum's P.O.V
" Yes reasons.." Suddenly someone says, and we look at the doorway..
" Mr. Kim.." He smiles.. I'm so confused..
" Because I wanted to come clean to my brother.. Because I wanted to apologize for the wrong I did to him.. because I wanted to give us a chance.. because I wanted to repay my sins.. Because I wanted to give him something I should have done a long time ago.." With each reason he comes forward to me..
" His family.. Because before everything, he's my brother.. He's my family.. He's my blood, my sweat, and my tears.." He looks at Taehyung, and to my surprise Taehyung smiles back, and hugs him all of a sudden..
Okay I'm missing something big..
They look at each other and give a big smile, when both of them look directly at me.. " Sorry Areum.. Before he's your.." He stops, and looks at Taehyung who wanders his eyes..
After this long we still don't know what we're to each other.. Taehyung never asked me to be his girlfriend, let alone becoming his wife.. I lower my head, but look up with a smile.. " I get it.. Before he's my-"
" Her soon to be husband.." Taehyung suddenly says.. I look at him with a wide mouth.. In return he tilts his head, and smiles..
" Did I say something wrong?" He asks.. He comes close to me.. " Areum.."
He holds my hand.. " I've never given you any name, you should say someone if they ask who am I to you.. Because I never thought you needed any name when you can only say I'm yours.. Only yours.. That I'm your Wind Prince.." I chuckle..
" I'm serious!" He says with his husky voice..
" Sorry.." I laugh, but he doesn't laugh back, so I stop..
" I want to give you something in that case.." He reaches his hand to Seokjin, when he hands him a velvet box.. My eyes widen when he kneels down, and opens the box..
I take two steps back, my eyes really deceiving me..
" Areum.. My one and only.. In this world I don't have anyone if I don't have you.. I'm a stupid idiot that I took this much time to do this.. I'll accept any kind of punishment you give me, but before that I don't want to miss any second.. So Miss Lee Un Areum.." I gasped..
" Will you marry me, and give me this honor to be your husband?"
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