(Play the song above, and turned on the loop, please)

A/N P.O.V

"Beep"

"Beep"

"Beep"

That's what she was hearing when her senses started to come.. When she woke up.. All she would see a white room with lights.. There's curtain in plain blue hanging on the railing.. She can hear some mixed voices echoing in her ear.. Gulping a little her lips parted, when she looked in front of her..

Hoseok was talking with someone wearing a white apron.. There was Yoongi, also Jungkook was with them.. They all were feeling a little bit tense, when she tried to move a little.. That caught Yoongi's eye, and he ran to her.. " Kuzi!!"

Slowly he helped her to lay a little on the bed.. " Were we too loud?" He asked in concern..

" Umm no, but.. what happened? Why we're.." She looked around.. " In a hospital?"

" Because you're-"

" Areum baby~" Hoseok came, and caressed her hair.. " How are you feeling? " With a smile he asked..

" I've been better.. But care to tell me why we're here? Why did-"

" 1st tell me why you were at the rooftop that also in the middle of the night ha?" Yoongi asked..

" Wha-" Suddenly it hit her like a truck.. About last night.. Her eyes widened thinking what she had done last night.. " I was sure I jumped off the cliff.. Then why I'm.. " She said in her mind..

" Kuzi!! Why were you on the rooftop last night? Did you realize what might happen if Jungkook didn't find you?? What were you even doing there?" She felt a lump in her throat, and slowly looked at Jungkook who turned his face from her..

" Kookie.. I-"

" Hello Mrs. Lee.. I see you woke up.. How're you feeling though?" A doctor came and asked..

" I'm feeling alright.. And it's Miss Lee.."

" Oh I'm sorry for my mistake.. I hope you all the best for your upcoming life.. I know you can handle your baby as like you took care of yourself.." He smiled, she gasped..

" WHAT!!"

" Please Ma'am don't panic.. You need to be extra careful at this time!!" He said, and a nurse came to hold her down.. " The fuck are you talking about?!! Are you even aware of what you're spitting??!!" She snapped..

" He's telling the truth, Areum.. You're three weeks pregnant.." Hoseok said, with his head low..

" And by the state they brought you here, we're assuming you went to the rooftop but ended up passing out there.. One of your brothers found you early in the morning and brought you here.."

Her brows frowned.. " Was it all.. Was it all into my mind then? " She thought.. " Was I hallucinating at that time?" She closed her eyes, but Yoongi shook her a little..

" Kuzi.. I'm so happy for you!! I can't believe you grew up so much that.. That you're taking the biggest step of your life.." He smiled eye to eye..

" You wouldn't name this, if you actually got to know what kind of biggest step I was about to take last night.." She murmured..

" Huh?"

" Nothing.." Her pupil shook.. She had to keep her act till now.. " But Areum.." Yoongi called..

" Hmm?"

" I.."

" What is it Oppa?" She got confused.. He pressed his lips, before slightly opening them again.. " We don't know anything of what happened to you, when you were.." He gulped.. " When you were captivated by him.. All we know is he tortured you.. So.."

" So? " She asked.. He looked at her, observed her face, before speaking again..

" Is there any way.. Jonathan might.. do.. something with you? Because we really don't know how.." He looked at her belly, when Areum squeezed herself holding her tummy..

" Are you trying to say this is Jonathan's child I'm bearing?" Her voice shook with a tear falling from her eyes..

" Kuzi I don't mean, I-"

" This is not his child.." She whimpered.. " It can't be.. I would destroy it by myself if it turned out to be his heir.. No.. I can't give birth to someone who's carrying a demon's blood in it.." She looked at him.. " I would rather kill it before it even formed to anything.." She whispered..

" Kuzi I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you.. It doesn't matter who's the father.. I'm sorry I asked, I'm really sorry.." He got up, and tried to hug her, but she stopped him, raising her hand a little.. " No.." She gulped.. " You've every right to know who this child belongs to.. Who is the father.. Who did this to your sister.." She cried, but her lips formed a smile in between..

" Areum please calm-"

" It belongs to him.. I'm carrying his child.. He left me, but gave me something which I can't deny.. He gave me the most brutal memory which I've to carry my whole life.. Why.. Just why??" She started crying..

" Who is it Kuzi?" She looked up at him, and sniffed a little..

Flashback

Areum's P.O.V

I was sitting on the ground, spacing out in the dark, when a fire flashed in front of my eyes.. Taehyung found something to put fire on, along with my heart.. He started to spread the fire more and more, so that it would light up longer..

His face was brightening each time the flame became bigger.. That yellow orange shade on his face made him no less than a prince in real life.. My Wind Prince he is.. I was hypnotized by his sight that I didn't notice he looked back at me.. " Have a phone?"

I was startled.. " huh?"

" If you've a phone, then take a picture.. It'll last longer I guess.." He gritted, and got up, to find something to keep the fire burning.. I sighed, and got up as well.. " Tae.."

" Are you cold?"

" Yes.." I replied..

" Sit close to the fire, it'll keep you-" I went to him, and turned him to face me.. He looked down at me, when I lost in his eyes..

Placing his hand over my chest I gulped.. " I'm feeling cold here.." I meant my heart..

" Why though? Wasn't it supposed to be outburst in flame after you get to know that your so-called love of the life is cheating on you with someone, whom I can't even think of?" He burst out..

" Tae please-"

" Save it, Areum.. I've other things to take care of besides giving you justifications each and every time that I came back to you for real.." I sighed.. He continued..

" You know what Areum? Sometimes I feel like I'm just a toy to you guys.. That you're passing me to each other, giving this fucking excuse that it'll be best for me to be with the other one.. But Areum.." He breathed, and came close to me..

" I'm not a fucking toy.. Nor I'm a child that you guys will choose what'll be best for me!!" I closed my eyes, and hitched..

" I came back to you thinking you might feel the same that I belong to you, as much as you belong to me.. You're caring my fucking name on you!! I fucking marked you, that you're mine, you're only mine!! Then why does this fucking piece of shit thinking in other ways? Or are you giving this other thoughts about me??!" He put pressure on the hand that I put over my chest..

" If you asked me anything.. If you ever doubted me, did I ever cheated on you.. I might accept that.. But this was too much.. Maya is the 1st person with whom I shared the bond of love.. But you're the last, and only one.. Me and Maya were never meant to be together.. She took care of me, she loved me, adored me.. So did you.. Why didn't you think I chose you over her when she can give me everything, except..."

" Except?" I asked.. He sighed.. " Leave it.." By that time I wrapped his hands, and he moved it from mine.. He showed my back, and that time I realized I hurt him in the most wounded place.. I doubted him that also with the one who herself wanted us to be together..

I back hugged him.. Feeling his body warmth, his scent, he tensed muscles that are calming my heart down.. " Please finish what you're saying.."

" There's no use of it, Areum.. We can't move from here at night.. We should hide here, and we're gonna leave the place tomorrow.. I don't-"

I turned him, tiptoed myself, and kissed him delicately.. To my surprise he kissed me back.. He wrapped his strong arms over my waist, and pulled me closer.. " Please.." I said in between the heat moments..

He looked at me, and cupped my face.. His eyes are enough for me to see the world.. I can look at them till I die.. The pair of eyes that caught me in the 1st place, never left me.. He didn't blink, drowning in my eyes when he spoke.. " Except I had to lose you to love you.."

My eyes widened.. " What??!!"

" Maya was there for me all the time.. I never felt her absence in my life, and when I was about to.. She was long gone.. I still don't know how she's alive, when I saw her corpse getting rotten in front of my eyes-"

" That was Katherine.." I said and he gasped.. " Jack went that far??" I nodded.. " He wanted to kill you, and he failed.. He wanted to make your life a living hell.."

"He succeeded in a way.. " he laughed lightly, and looked at me.. " But thanks to him that I found you because of him.. Although I don't know if I really found the Areum who kissed me in the jungle for the 1st time, who tore my heart apart, and made it in her name.. I really don't know if you're the same Areum I love.." My eyes teared up, and I hugged him..

" Please stop it!! This is too much!! I don't deserve you.. I fucking love you so much that I get scared every fucking time someone came between us.. I'm sorry Taehyung.. I-"

He hugged me with his broad hands, making me feel safe as always.. " But still you have me like I've you.. You know it pretty well that nothing can break us apart except death.. Still you chose some useless human to bring problems in our relationship.. Still you thought I would fake it all with someone who knows me more than I do.." I looked up at him, and pecked his lips.. " I'm so dumb.."

" But you're mine.." He wandered in my eyes, and pecked me back.. One after another that turned into a kiss.. His rolling his tongue inside my mouth was enough to make my legs wobble.. He was keeping me steady, but we fell over the haystack.. He looked at me.. " I missed you.."

" I missed you more.." His wide hand wrapped the nape of my neck, before smashing his lips on mine.. He filled me up with love and lust like he used to do.. His touch was burning my skin, craving for his touch more and more..

Slowly we drifted into sleep in each other's arms.. Having the warmth of each other.. The oath I took that I would never even take myself to a position where I'll doubt anything about us.. He gave me the feeling that he's mine only, he'll be mine for the rest of my life..

Only to wake up with seeing someone's face that took my love away from me.. Jonathan..

Flashback Ends

A/N P.O.V

" So you're telling me.."

" It's Taehyung's.." She sniffed..

" I'm so happy for you, Areum!! You're going to be a mother soon.. My Areum having a baby?! I just can't believe it!!" Hoseok said, and hugged her closely.. Yoongi smiled, and came to her.. Cupping her face he placed a soft kiss on her temple.. " I'm so happy for you.. My Kuzi grew up.. I'm so proud of you.."

Areum cried holding his hand, when Yoongi looked at her tummy.. " I'm proud of you, too little one.. I just can't wait to have you in my arms.."

" Mr. Min.." The doctor called Yoongi, and he looked back..

" Mr. Kim told me he wants to talk to you about the other patient.. So please come with me.."

" Oppa.." She called him..

" Namjoon will come to you after Heejin's daily checkup, okay? She's passing a crucial time.. Anytime her water may break, so he can't leave her alone even for a moment.." She hummed in response..

" Take some rest okay? Jungkook will be here with you.." Hoseok said, and both of them left with the doctor..

After they left, Jungkook sat on the other side of the room.. Placing the feet over the table he sat on the sofa.. He took his phone and started playing games as if he's alone in that room..

Areum couldn't get this properly.. The silence was killing her.. " Where's Suzy?"

" Where she's supposed to be.." He said with a heavy voice..

" Care to tell me why you're giving me this silent treatment?" For the 1st time he looked at him..

" Oh really? My apologies.. How about I leave the room, then you can rest as well as you want.." He smiled bitterly..

" Kookie the fuck are you talking about?!" She got confused

" Calm your ass down, it'll hurt your fetus baby.."

" Oh now you're concerned about my baby, but not about me.."

" Of course I'm concerned about you.."

" How so? Did you ever ask if I need something? Or am I hungry or not?" She breathed..

" Do I look like your maid? Or do you find me a dumbass to think I'll take the risk to feed you!" She really wasn't getting why he's behaving like this..

" Get the fuck out of here!! I don't want to see your face!!" She raised her voice, and turned her face.. Laying down the bed she started thinking why the fuck she's still breathing.. It wouldn't hurt anyone if she wouldn't be here..

She was still cursing herself, when she felt the warmth of a hand on her shoulder.. She looked back to see he came to her with a tray with food..

" You need to eat more often.. As now your baby is on your way, you've to take care of yourself for its sake.."

" Why do you care? Just leave the trey.." She looked otherwise.. Jungkook sighed and sat beside her.. 

He took the glass of juice and moved upfront her.. " Drink it up.. And don't worry.. I didn't mix any pills like you did with our meals.. At least we care about you, unlike you.."

It took her nanosecond to realize what he was saying.. She shot looked at him, who just gave her a blank stare.. " What're you talking-"

" Don't even try to deny it, Areum.. " He gritted..

" But how-"

" What made you think out of everyone, I would believe you that you won't hurt yourself? Did you really think I fall for your stupid act?!" He asked..

Areum's eyes wandered when Jungkook looked at her directly.. " Just to let you know.. We were already expecting you to do something like this.. But doing something low like using drugs in our meal just to accomplish your plans.. We expect you to be a better Areum.. Why? Why did you do this to us?" He held her shoulder..

" Kookie.."

" Why Areum? Why did you give false hope to those people who trusted you.. Why did you break our trust just why Areum?" She could feel his voice became uneven..

" What would happen if you did something to yourself.. The life that's just started growing inside of you.. You were about to murder two people Areum.. Why? WHY AREUM WHY??!!!" Jungkook started shaking her by her shoulder..

" Can you blame me?? She cried.. " Can you blame me, Jungkook? I've nothing that can keep me going.."

" So we mean nothing to you?"

" I'm becoming an insane Kookie!! I can't close my eyes nor open them.. Wherever I look at, I can see him.. he's calling me Kookie!! He's calling me to come to him, to find him.. Whenever I close my eyes, his face would lit up.. His smile.. His voice echoing in my ear.. I-I'm getting paranoid Kookie.." She held her head..

" Even last night.. I saw him.. He was so vivid to me, that if I would I could touch him.. He was calling me to chase him.. To catch him.. But-" She whimpered.. " He's nowhere to be found, Kookie.. He's gone.. My Tae is gone.. He's gone for real this time.." Jungkook hugged her close, and let her cry her heart out..

" He's here.. He's here with you love.. You need to feel this.." He said caressing her hair..

" He never left actually.. He's with you wherever you go.. This is why you're seeing him.. Wherever he is.. He's looking at you.. he wants the best for you.. How did you think he wants you to hurt yourself? Did he ever let you? How're forgetting this Areum he's your shining armor.. He'll be there for you.." He cupped her face.. Gently wiping he tears..

" If he's really gone.. Then how come a part of him is growing inside you? hm?" He hold her tummy.. Brush the fingertip slowly.. Areum's breath became uneven.. He slowly smiled as sniffed.. " If he really wants you to find him.. Why did he left this in you?"

" What am I gonna do now Kookie? How am I supposed to live.. I can't even think of killing myself anymore.. I can't, I just can't.. What I'm gonna do now Kookie? It hurts.. It hurts so much Kookie.. You don't know how much effort I've to give to breathe you don't know.." he voice broke, and she started crying again..

" Stop being selfish, Areum.." She looked at him.. " Am I being selfish?"

" Yes you're.. You're talking, and thinking about yourself.. What you're gonna do, how you're gonna live.. Areum, think about the baby for once!!"

" From now on.. You're gonna live for the baby.. Not for him, not for you.. But for the last thing he gave you.. Trust me.. He wants it as well.."

" How do you know about this? What he wants or not.. How do you know about it?" She narrowed her eyes..

" Because I hate to admit it, but he was one of my closest friends.. He used to tell me how much he loves you, cares for you.. That how much he wants to raise a family with you.."

" He said that to you?" She whispered..

" Not only that but he once told me he wants you to be his wife.. He can't lose you again.. That much he loves you, Areum.." He whispered..

" Except it's him who left me.. And.." She hitched.." And gave me something that I can't even think of getting rid of.."

" Maybe that's what he wanted all the time.. To be with you for the rest of your life.. Maybe just like this.." He smiled in his tears.. Areum couldn't finish the conversation, and cried in his embrace.. Jungkook hugged her tightly.. Even he hated her for taking the step, but he knew how much she's enduring..

It's too much for her, but she's a warrior.. She has always been..

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After finishing her meal, Jungkook left her to take some rest.. After he left, she looked down at her belly.. Gently caressing, she smiled a little.. " I'll try to be good like your father would.. I'll try to give his side of love as well.." She sniffed a little..

" I promise.." She shed tears between her smiles..

She looked to her right to see a window was open, and the wind was blowing the curtain a little.. It won't be too much to take some fresh breath will it?

Slowly she got up from the bed, and walked to the window.. Turned out it was a balcony.. She opened the glass door, and placed her feet outside.. Took her some time to adjust to the bright sight in front of her.. Holding the railing she gulped a little remembering how she used the railing to take her life away..

She left a big sigh, and looked outside, taking a deep breath and she got mesmerized by nature.. Nature soothes her.. She smiled, and looked far away.. Trees after trees, some small houses can be seen.. A road beside the field.. Just looking like an art, but so realistic..

Her eyes caught a sight, she thought she knew.. She looked closely, narrowing her eyes.. Maybe not the same, but still looked so familiar

She gasped seeing this place.. Her eyes locked, and memories started flashing in front of her eyes.. His memories..

https://youtu.be/qWi7DF49eog

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Her breath shook when reality hit her like a wave.. Everything was a dream to her.. He was so vivid in her memory.. She could still hear his smiles, how he used to play around her, like a little boy, still made her feel safe around him.. Protecting her from every danger..

" Tae.." She whispered.. She scrunched her belly closely, just to have this feeling that she has now something to rely on.. She cried her hearts out thinking the last part of him is the only thing to keep her alive..

Kneeling down she broke apart.. " I'll be good just for you baby.. I'll protect you.. That's what you want right?" She looked up at the sky.. Her throat felt dry to her..

She hugged her knees, and buried her face in her lap.. " I'll protect you.. I'll take care of you.. I'll love you so much baby.. I'll give my whole world to you.. The whole world.."

Her head was feeling lightheaded that she didn't realize she fell back, leaning back over the wall, she closed her eyes..

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Hey lovelies. How have you been?

Sorry to keep you waiting too long.. I'm sorry for not giving the best version of the book but I'm trying so please support me..

And it's crystal clear the book is soon to end.. I'll try my best to give it a good end.. Till then please stick to me.. I love you all so much..