Jimin's P.O.V

I totally ignored Maya the whole day.. She was startled a bit when I suddenly asked her for a date.. Yes it's a date to me.. Although I didn't even give her a dress code or anything.. So I don't know what she's gonna think about all of these..

" Ding.." Here she comes.. I'm seriously gonna give my everything to impress her.. It's a do or die situation for me..

Opening the door the moment my eyes fell on her, I got hypnotized.. She didn't even dress herself, still she's looking like a queen.. Well soon to be my queen.. But I gulped all the things I was feeling for her, and looked at her with a straight face.. " You're 20 minutes late.."

She scrunched her nose.. " Is there any show going on that I've to be on time? Also be glad that I actually came in 1st place.." She didn't lose her savage side till now I see..

" Use this mouth where it's needed.. Go to your left, and go to the room.. I'll wait for you here.." I said with deadly eyes.. Without letting her say anything I started walking inside..

I saw how she pressed her lips together, and went to the place I told her to be.. I smiled a little.. I would express my feelings of course, but before that I want her to face something ..

The minute she's gonna step in that room, she'll get confused thinking is this a room or a closet, because I arranged a full room with beautiful dresses that are just made for her, and all are branded.. I want to pamper her.. I want to make her feel like the queen she is..

After nearly 30 minutes, I heard the door open.. I was placing something on the table, then I looked back to see... Her..

She wore a beautiful blue dress.. Her hair was in a loosen braid.. The collar of her dress was designed with white stone.. The neckline of the dress just stops before revealing anything intimating.. The dress hugged her waist firmly.. The lower part of her dress was a little wavy.. With all the sum up made my mouth hung open.. 

And by my surprise, she chose the exact same dress I've imagined her.. But she defeat my imagination..   She's taking my breath away without even doing any effort.. I need this woman.. I need to feel that I need to breathe everytime I see her.. She's the one who can make me feel that I need to survive this hell to achieve a future with her which sounds like heaven to me..

And when my eyes fall on her face.. I encountered deadly eyes.. " The fuck all this is for Jimin?" She asked with an annoying voice

" Last time I checked you're not supposed to speak but do what I'll tell you to.. Now be a good girl, and go to the other room"

Fisting her hands, she threw glares at me.. " I guess you forgot I'm your boss here.. How dare you order me like this? I think I need to talk with Seokjin about you.."

" Of course you'll talk with him.. But before that I guess you forgot you promised me not to ask any question, and do as you will be told.. Why're you breaking your promise now?" I said folding my hands over my chest

" I didn't know you'd treat me like I'm your puppy.. This is humiliating!!" She said, raising her voice..

" Hmm.. So this is humiliating to you ha?" Sliding my hand in my pocket, I started taking steps towards her.. " I understand you're becoming frustrated that I'm ordering you the moment you place your feet here.. But don't you think the moment you said you'll come to dinner with me.." I stopped right in front of her.. Towering over her I leaned my face a little to meet her eyes..

" That you're gonna have some time alone.. with a person who used to be.." I chuckled darkly..

" A psychopath who never showed mercy to anyone no matter even when killing his own uncle??" Her pupil shook a little for the way I was staring at her soul..

" Are you perhaps threatening me that I-"

" Darling if that was my intention I'd make you feel on cloud 9, and carefully slice your throat.." I said caressing her cheek a little.. She was startled by my touch.. " Now that I got your attention, why don't you just listen to me, and do as I was told?" Focusing her lips, I made them tremble a little when she tried to speak again..

She gulped a little, and rushed out to the room.. I smirked and followed her when she closed the room..

The 1st thing she'll see when she's gonna enter the room is a room with a mirror, and other things a girl wants to get ready.. There'll be makeup, hair products, heels, ornaments etc.. She'd be confused about what actually is going on, and what's going on in my mind.. She'll start to check the products I've left just for her.. At that right moment I entered the room.. I was right.. I saw she was checking all of these with her wide eyes, and suddenly she turned back to see me smiling at her sweetly..

" Jimin??"

" Yes Baby?"

" Cut to the chase please.. What's all of this? Why are you doing this with me?" With a frown face she asked..

" I'm treating you as I want to.. Any problem??"

She clenched her jaw.. " I'm done here.. I'm leaving.." She tried to pass me but I held her wrist..

" Jimin please I don't want to see your face anymore.. Just let me go!!" She said, not even looking back at me..

" I know.. You didn't even want to see my face when I proposed to you for the 1st time remember.." She looked at me to see the same smiley face..

" But still we're here.. "

" Well that was a mistake.. Now leave my hand.." She glared at me

" I'll.. But before that, why don't you try to understand what's actually going on?"

" I don't fucking care Jimin!! Leave my hand.." She tried to jerk off my hand, but I pulled her close to me.. Looking at her eyes, I removed some strands of hair from her face.. " Last chance.. Please.. I beg you.." My eyes beamed of course, and I realized she noticed it when she stopped moving, and looked in my eyes.. Maybe at least now she can see what I actually feel for her.. She thought for a little, and slowly nodded.. I smiled brightly.. Took her hand, and let her sit in front of the mirror..

" Let me doll you up, just like I wanted.." I said taking the brush from the table..

" I'm sorry what?" She stopped me.. I looked at her and smiled.. " No talking.. You'll ruin everything.." I didn't let her talk anymore, and started applying my magic on her face.. " You have so many questions in your mind I guess.. But what I'm trying to do here is treating you like I wanted.. But there's some catch.." I said while using shades on her eyes..

" Before processing anything.. I want you to know that I'm not the person you saw last time.. My life turned upside down, and you were not there.. You heard everything from me, but never witnessed it.. Which is why I wanted to see how you'd react if I ever behave like I used to.." She opened her eyes in confusion.. " Jimin you're not making any sense.."

I chuckled.. " I know.. Look Maya.. I don't think I need to tell you already that I'm trying my best to have you once again.. You're smart.. You already guessed it when I asked you that day.. So when you placed your steps here, that was the moment I knew you're thinking about taking the risk just like I do.." I applied powder on her face.. " Besides.." I stopped and looked at her.. " I'm not like anyone you spent your time with.. Nor that I've any interest in it.."

I took her hair, and started detangling.. " Still I need to clear my position.. On top of that I want you to feel what you actually are.."

" Mean?"

Curling her hair, giving it a wavy shape, I started matching with the makeover I gave on her face.. " Nothing Baby.. Just wanting to treat you like you deserve.."

" Like the queen you're in my eyes.." Turning the chair, I hold her shoulder.. " The queen bee whom I was looking for my whole life.. The queen who got nothing but pain in life.. All I just want is to show my queen that all she had in her past life was nothing in front of how I'm gonna treat my queen.." Applying blush on her cheeks, I made them even more red that it was right now..

The pair of earrings were waving on her ear.. With everything matched I took a simple necklace.. Sliding my hands behind her neck, I clasped the lock.. She flinched by my touch.. " All I want is a chance.. A chance to give you the whole world.. To show you that I'm much more than anything than you've sacrificed.. I want you to keep only this in mind that you've done enough for others.. Now it's time for others to do something for you.."

I took her hand, and stood her up.. What a goddess she's looking right now.. Curse to those who hurt this soul.. Who threw her away from their life the minute they picked interest in someone else..

" Am I asking too much Maya? "

" I don't know.. Whatever you just said.. I don't know if there's still something like those that exist in this world.. I-" I cupped her face, and placed a soft yet long kiss on her forehead.. " Let me prove you wrong then.." I took her hand, and left the room..

The table I prepared for her was still like before.. She just needs to touch everything to make it more lively.. I moved a chair for her, and she sat on it.. I poured Champagne on her glass, before sitting in front of her..

" Let's get this straight.. You gave me a dress, and transformed me like you wanted.. And now you asked me for dinner?"

" I hope you didn't take it as lightly as you've just said..'' I said, while pouring Champagne on my glass..

" A boy who never felt what it feels to have someone in his life.. To him these things are so meaningful.. What you feel nearly everyday, I feel them in a decade.. Anyway.. Did you like the dress?"

" Yeah it's pretty decent.. I don't know but in that room, all the dresses matched my taste.. I basically don't like too much gorgeous things, but the collar of this dress really caught my eye.. Why are you asking?" She said, taking a sip from her drink..

" Well it feels great to hear something valuable from a queen who liked the dress I've made all by myself.." I smiled eye to eye..

She suddenly choked, and started coughing.. " I- Hey Maya you okay?" I got up, and started slapping lightly on her back.. I gave her a glass of water, and she drank a little.. After that she looked at me, calming herself a little.. " Were you serious?"

" About what?"

" Did you really.."

" When I said I want to give my everything to show you I want you in my life.. I didn't realize you won't take that seriously.." I bitterly smiled, and sat on my chair..

She stopped talking and looked at me, when I was serving the dishes.. She held my hand, and I looked at her.. " Let me help.." Smiling at me she said.. My eyes never left her lips, and when she smiled.. I swear I was betting my life on not getting up from my seat, and took her lips in mine, and kissed her deeply... But brushing those ideas from my mind, I smiled and gave her the bowl..

After dinner, I took her to the balcony.. The weather was a little bit chilly today.. To warm up the atmosphere I offered her wine, and she took it.. I stood beside her, resting my forearm over the railing.. Looking at the sky thinking how fortunate I'm that I at least got a chance to spend some time with her..

Drinking a little She looked at me.. " So Mr. Romeo.. Care to tell me what's going on in your mind?" I sighed.. " You know the answer.."

" But I don't know anything about that.. Jimin, why are you chasing me like I'm the only one in your eyes? There's millions of girls who can die to be with such a gentleman like you.."

I started laughing.. " If I look for those girls, then how can I become a gentleman, Maya?" I looked at her with full of affection.. " A gentleman only has eyes for one girl.. In front of her not even the world's most beautiful girl matters.."

She startled, and looked down, gulping her wine. She was about to leave the place, but I held her hand.. " Is it really hard for you to move on?"

" Jimin, you know the answer so please.."

" But why don't you give me a chance? All I want is-"

" I'M FUCKING TIRED JIMIN!!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.. I don't trust anyone.. I've nothing left in my heart that I'll give you or anyone a second chance!! All I had in my heart I poured all of it, and IT ALL WENT IN VAIN JIMIN!!! This world is full of selfish people who don't think about anyone.. Not even about them who saved their life.. I can't do this Jimin.. I can't... I can't feel those things again which stabbed me but there was not one to cure them Jimin.. NO ONE!!!" She dropped on the ground, and started crying covering her face..

I was just standing there seeing the strongest girl in my eyes breaking like this.. Drops of tears fell on my cheeks, and snatched me back to reality.. I gulped harshly, and sat down in front of her.. Removing her hands from her face, I slowly wiped tears from her eyes.. " Did I ever say I want to make love to you? No right? How dare you to mix me with all the other people you've encountered in your life??!!"

" All I ever asked you is I want to treat you the way you deserve.. That's it.. Because I love you so much Maya.. I love you so freaking much that no matter what I do for you, it's still not enough for me.." She looked at me, wandering at my eyes..

" You're telling me you're tired.. You're tired of everything. That you can't take this anymore.. Ever put yourself in my place, and thought how I'm still alive? No.."

" I'm dead from the inside Maya.. Just like you I lost my everything.. But unlike you I'm taking the risk once again.. My 1st try was my sister.. And now it's you.. I don't want to even win you.. I want to feel that I'm alive, and that's the biggest miracle in my life.. That's it.." She took some breaths, when I finally revealed my deepest thoughts about her..

" I don't even want to take anyone's place, nor I want to make you feel what you've felt before.. What I all want is to adore you, care for you, praise you, pamper you, that's it Maya.." I cupped her face..

" Please Maya.. You and I are on the same boat, and there's no one to save us, if we can't save ourselves.. Please Maya.. All I am asking is a chance from you.. Give a chance to yourself as well.. I don't want your love.. I don't need anything from you.. Just.. Please let me be by your side, that's it.. Please Maya I beg you-"

" Stop it!!" She said lowly, and hugged me all of a sudden.. I hugged her back, and let all the pain I had flown by my tears.. Maybe from now on winning my queen bee will be a lot easier than before.. Maybe I'll make Maya back to her usual self one again..

Maybe one day we both will become normal again.. Maybe one day Maya will let myself in in her life.. Maybe one day I'll finally accept that I should survive this world to be with her..

Maybe one day finally I'll have Maya in my arms, saying all she want is me, and let me to have her in my arms for the rest of our lives..

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(Play the song above)

A month later

Areum's P.O.V

" Why don't you check it out yourself?"

" Yeah but you know this better than me.."

" You're going to buy shirts for you, 

and here I don't even know how to 

dress up when I'm a girl.."

" Still you can suggest me right? "

" Just tell me you want to see me.."

" You know me too well.. 

I'll wait for you in front of the entrance ok?"

" But I didn't said yes-"

" I love you too mwah bye!!"

It's been a month already since that night, and my life can't get any better than this.. My cheeks sometimes hurt for the amount of time I laughed the whole day.. Yoongi Oppa at 1st was hesitating a lot to accept that I'm seeing Taehyung and thinking about our future.. But he always kept my happiness at his top priority which is why he's waiting for me and Taehyung to wrap up everything from here, and move to Korea for the lifetime..

But sometimes we can't wrap everything because of some loop of strangles.. I can't easily leave this place because so many things are wrapped up with me, which is pulling me back from going forward.. Tae already completed his contract with the institute.. I didn't ask him anything about it.. When I resigned, I didn't even ask a soul about what was going on.. Except him.. Who tried his level best to take me back there where I was humiliated like shit.. Except the one who basically stopped even living his own life at this point.. 

I can't leave him like that.. It's too complicated for me to explain what I feel for him.. We had a thing for sure, but it was getting weirder time by time after I said I'll go back to Korea.. Seokjin is that person in my life, who never thought about anyone else but me.. Who brought me here to let me live once again, even though it wasn't the proper way, still he tried..

I can still remember how he proposed to me, how he beat that one of his friends just because he insulted me.. How he helped me to cool down when I was on a barge of a breakdown.. But again it should be me who was supposed to take care of myself.. As I did with Taehyung..

Taehyung..

My Taehyung..

My Tae..

Who left me in a broken state, and now came back to see the broken pieces are yet to recover.. Well he never left actually.. I was the one who was mourning silently.. Hoping what would happen if he had never left.. What if he turned back that day.. Neither would I get hurt for these years.. Neither Maya started to hate me..

Yes she hates me.. Totally.. After Tae told me everything I tried to contact her so many times, but she didn't pick the call.. Even I tried to call her with Tae's number, but the minute she heard my voice, she made excuses and cut the call.. Why did she have to hate me when I've nothing to do in this.. How come I've gotten into this? It was their mutual decision.. Why did she hate me when she was the one who pushed Tae on my way..

But no matter what.. I'm not letting Tae away from me anymore.. I love him.. I want him.. I did everything to let him choose what he wants, and when he wants me.. I'm not letting him go anywhere..

Taehyung is the existence of my life.. I might be wrong but the same goes to him.. If I'm the torn page of a book, then he's the one who stuck the torn parts once again..

And Seokjin is the one who kept it safe close to his heart.. Dare to let anyone tear it once again.. Protecting the torn pages even the pages were sliding from his hands..

I've had so many men in my life, but no one stayed in my life, or hurt me in any way.. These two brothers are not less than them.. But these two are the one who was the light of my dark days.. Who was stuck by my side when I couldn't be myself.. It's been so many years still I can imagine all the moments I shared with them..

If Taehyung is my reason to live, then Seokjin showed me how to live in this hell called world.. And now when I'm bound to be with Tae no matter what.. How would I leave Seokjin all of a sudden, when all he wanted from me is my affection for him..

I need to talk to Seokjin.. No matter what it is, we shared something once.. I just can't leave him like that.. I need to have a heart to heart talk with him... I got up from the bed, and went to his room, which I ignored nearly everyday, still I had to face him.. Yeah I'm still at his house.. I wanted to move to Tae's house but Yoongi Oppa strictly refused, saying that I have to stay with him, to one of his friend's house, where Seokjin requested us to stay here until we leave for Korea..

My footsteps were echoing the empty hall, when I turned left to his room.. The maids already cleared the area, as he likes it to be neat and clean.. Also he doesn't like sounds when he studies, or does work from home, which is why he always chose the quietest place of a house.. I took a sharp breath, when my feet touched the front floor of his room..

Making my knuckles hurt a little, I knocked at his door.. " Oppa.."

I got no response, so I called him again.. " Seokjin, can we talk for a mint?" Even after everything, it was my habit to run to him when I needed someone to hold me in his arms, and try to calm me down..

Even after the 2nd time when I didn't get the response, I twisted the door knob lightly, to see it was unlocked.. I opened the door, and looked in front to see no sign of him.. " Seokjin?" I called him again..

" I know it's late, but may we have a talk for a mint please? ".... No response.. I went to the washroom to see the tiles were still dumped by water.. The air was clouded by his cologne.. Which meant he just took a shower..

" Seokjin? Where are you?" I looked everywhere in his room but nothing.. Where did he go at this hour?

" Seokjin where are-" Suddenly my eyes fall on something.. Something red...

I looked at the direction of that red light once again.. I saw this light last time when Seokjin was drunk, but I totally forgot about it.. But now as I'm seeing this once again.. My subconscious mind tells me to find out what the red light actually is..

Frowning my brows I slowly took steps towards that light.. Again the color faded away with the heavy thick curtain.. With my cold hand, I pushed the curtain aside, and looked at the light once again.. I took a long breath, before passing the curtain, and moving to that room..

The room was quite dark, and the red color made it even darker.. It took me time to adjust my eyesight with the lights.. There was a table, with a chair.. On the left of it, there was a basin with a sink covered with some kind of liquid.. The place was covered with papers, some were hanging on the wall.. Which made me sure, the room was used for flashing camera photos, or Fujifilm cameras.. But I've never seen Seokjin having any interest in taking photos, or camera obsession.. Then why all of these?

I looked at my right to see the table, with a book on it.. I took it, and it was a tutorial book on cameras, and how it works.. I assume Seokjin is taking this seriously.. I sighed, and blamed myself for mending his private property.. I turned back, when by mistake the book fell on the ground..

I huffed, and bent down to pick the book.. " I should keep you to the usual place.. Or he must get angry.." I said to myself, when something caught me..

Another curtain...

It was hidden, and was at the back of the room, so that anyone won't find it in the 1st place like me.. I got up with the book.. Curse to my curious mind, that I took steps to that curtain, and pushed them in one swift.. What the fuck is in this room? What Mystery this room contains that it kept hidden from all of us??..

And I got my answer..

I took some steps inside, and the more I'm looking around the more my eyes widen, the more I'm feeling suffocated to breathe..

All of the photos contain only one face... My face.. My hands started shaking when I saw all the photos of me not looking at the camera.. Some photos were framed on the wall, and when I looked closely at it..

The photos were taken when I was alone.. When I was doing something, and I didn't have any idea someone really took pictures like this.. Like I was working, or eating, or talking over the phone.. I tried to touch one of the photos with my sweaty palms.. The photos were a little bit old, but there was no trace of dust.. Does that mean someone cleans them everyday??

I gulped harshly.. For the 1st time I was feeling scared of being watched.. It's not new to me that someone is keeping an eye on me, and attacking me all of a sudden.. But this was something far more than that.. Someone literally came to my room, and took photos of me while I was busy with something.. And how could I didn't sense any of these..

But I never thought there's something more than these are waiting for me..

I looked to my right to see a hall.. By this time I can clearly see the whole room... The walls were filled with my photos of random times.. Either I'm watching TV with Seokjin, or eating, or cooking in the kitchen.. I need to inform Seokjin as soon as possible that someone placed hidden cam-

Then it hit me.. If anyone is taking our photos, or my photos like this, then he would keep them to himself.. Why would they display them like this that also in Seokjin's hidden room?? Does that mean...

My eyes widened.. No it can't be.. No, out of anyone he won't do this.. I can't suspect him.. I dragged my feet to walk forward, trying not to see the photos of the wall.. When the hall ended, it showed me another room.. I'm really feeling like I'm in a puzzle game, and I just let myself into this, and the further I go, the more I'm trapped into the puzzle..

I took a long breath pushing the door, to see it was locked.. Of course.. But there must be something in it.. On the side of the door, there was a device, asking for a code.. What is really in this room that needs this much security?

I went to it and tapped 1234 as a passcode, as people use the easiest one to lock the most secret things in this world, to trick others.. But my luck didn't support me this time.. It came wrong, with the warning that I've left 2 times to try, or it'll be locked forever..

" Think Areum.." I thought for a while, and tried to put his name, but it only taking numbers.. Hmm.. How about 12041992?? Seokjin's birthdate??

Still the device showed me a red light.. I've only one chance, and if I didn't track it correctly.. I've to give up, and the owner of the room will catch me in a second.. What could it be? What number should I put.. I only have one try left..

I looked around the room, and suddenly I got a hint of it.. How about..

"11852113" My hand shook before tapping the button again.. This is it.. It's a do or die situation.. My breath became normal when I heard the peep sound with a green light, indicating the door was unlocked.. Of course the whole room was themed about me, so the passcode will be on my name as well..

I don't know why my heart was beating so fast that I could hear it myself.. I twisted the knob slowly, hearing the click sound made my heart cold.. My heart sank down in fear of what actually have in this room that it's hidden, that also from a hidden room..

" What the-" My mouth hung open.. My whole body started to shake just by seeing the glimpse of the room.. Goosebumps can be felt behind my neck, to my whole body.. I gulped harshly because my mouth was feeling so dry to me.. I can't even gulp by what I'm seeing in front of me..

What I've see back at the hall was nothing compare to this.. The room was way too dark that I had to use my mobile flash When I stepped in the room, my feet crashed something that felt like worn paper to me.. I looked down to see some paper halfway to be burned.. I bent down and took the paper.. It's a photo, I turn it over and gulped harshly..

A photo where my face could be completely seen.. It was when one night I was in my room, having my own time with someone.. where I was kissing someone, and judging by the state of the photo, someone intentionally burned his face... And all I ever kissed that also being this much happy was none other than...

My Taehyung...

The photo was taken from my window that was attached to the balcony in my room.. So we've a stalker who loves to take photos I see.. But why did he burn Tae's face? By this time I already got a wild idea why, and who could do this.. But if this is what I'm witnessing just by passing the door.. I raised my head and looked at the room...

God knows what else I've left to witness when I'll actually enter the room..

I took a deep breath, and got up.. Taking slow steps I tried to find switches of lights.. After a lot of struggle when I found them, I turned them on.. I turned back just to see.. The whole room was filled with my photos, only all of them-

Are me, but without any clothes, or in my undergarments..

My head was spinning a little seeing me like this.. My eyesight was feeling blurred to me just by seeing them.. None of them were like where I'm looking at the camera.. It's either I'm taking a shower, or changing my dresses, or when I am asleep.. The photos were attached up to the ceiling.. It was like an exhibition of my and only my photos.. But why?

Why does someone break my privacy like this? And why does that person have to be the one I share a room with? Each photo attached a note with them.. If I look closely at it.. I can't even look at them.. The more I look at them the more I feel vomited.. The more I feel disgusted that someone watched me, captured me like this, and I had no idea about it.. My scars could be seen clearly in these photos which I'm trying so hard to hide till now..

I took one of the photos to see what was written in it.. With a red pen..

" Your nails need to be trimmed.." That's the only line written on the photo, and when I looked closely, I was applying cream with my hands, and my nails could be seen in the photo.. I remembered how Seokjin used to cut my nails, and manicure them.. That made me think, if he really found this very small detail that he pointed it out like he needed to remember it.. I wonder if he basically knows my whole body more than I do..

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And the other photos proved me right.. The more I look at the pictures one by one.. Each one is indicating my single detail.. With a note in it..

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤.." me while drying my hair, showing my back to the door..

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧, 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧.. " when I was sleeping.. Time 3.12 AM

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐲.." when I was taking a shower

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝟐𝟔"𝟐.𝟓'.." while I was wearing my underwear

" 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲.." when I was changing my cloths

The more I'm looking at the photos.. The more my heart was breaking in pieces.. I closed my eyes and teardrops fell on the ground on top of my feet.. Then I wondered.. If this is all about me.. How come none of the photos include anyone except me? Except the one at the entrance with Seokjin.. Does that mean?

Someone else is doing this, and trying to blame it on Seokjin??

I opened my eyes, and looked at my left to see a table, with a diary , and some other things.. I went to the table, and took a box.. Opening it I got a stick like something.. At 1st it just felt like a metal rod to me, but when I looked closely, it had a button..

The moment I pressed it, my whole body started shaking with the extreme jolt of electric shock that I threw it away.. This is the same thing I saw that day on Seokjin's bed.. Why does he use it? Why-

My eyes fall on the diary.. With a trembling state, I tried so hard to stand up, and took some breath.. Thanks to my rubber slippers, that I didn't get the whole shock.. With my shaky hands I opened the diary.. That welcomed me with a photo where me, and Seokjin were laughing sweetly.. I touched the photo to consume the moment but it became a disaster when I looked up in front of me.. No matter wherever I looked, all in that room were my naked pictures.. I teared my gaze from those disturbing photos, and turned the page.. Again another photo of me hugging him, while he's smiling looking at the camera..

After 10 to 15 pages I found a journal..

𝟔:𝟐𝟐𝐩𝐦: 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞
𝟔:𝟐𝟒𝐩𝐦: 𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐀𝐫𝐞𝐮𝐦'𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦
𝟔:𝟐𝟓𝐩𝐦: 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬.. 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫
𝟔:𝟐𝟕𝐩𝐦: 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲
𝟔:𝟑𝟎𝐩𝐦: 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐩, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞..
𝟔:𝟑𝟏𝐩𝐦: 𝐈 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐝..
𝟔:𝟑𝟏:𝟒𝟗𝐩𝐦: 𝐈 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 " 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮", 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞..

What the hell is this? Why did he write everything in detail like this? What happened to you Seokjin? I was looking at the photos of us.. How happy we were together.. What a beautiful relationship we're going through.. When did that relationship become this game of stalking? I was with Seokjin... Why did he stalk me like this? Why did he do all this? Why? Just-

Suddenly a piece of paper fell down from that diary.. Bending down I took the paper.. Why was it torn apart from the diary? Unfolding the paper I started reading it..

𝗜'𝗺 𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆..

𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗔𝗿𝗲𝘂𝗺 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁.. 𝗜'𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗽𝘂𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲.. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗱𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴.. 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁?

𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗶𝗴𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗶𝗲𝗰𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗳 𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗲.. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗽𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗵𝗶𝗺.. 𝗛𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂.. 𝗜'𝗺 𝗴𝗹𝗮𝗱 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺..

𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗔𝗿𝗲𝘂𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆.. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.. 𝗦𝗲𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿? 𝗜'𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴.. 𝗜'𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿.. 𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲 𝗻𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁.. 𝗜'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆.. 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗜 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜'𝗺 𝗱𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂..

𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱.. 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲.. 𝗕𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲.. 𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲.. 𝗠𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲.. 𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲.. 𝗜𝗳 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲.. 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗲..

𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘂𝘀, 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘁𝘄𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲.. 𝗡𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘁..

𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀..

𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗞𝗶𝗺 𝗧𝗮𝗲𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝟭𝘀𝘁 𝘃𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗺..

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗔𝗿𝗲𝘂𝗺.. 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲.. 𝗛𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻.. 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆.. 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁?

𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗺𝗲.. 𝗡𝗢... 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿.. 𝗜𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗜𝗳 𝗜 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁? 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘄𝗶𝗽𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘅𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱.. 𝗠𝘆 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺, 𝘀𝗼 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗵 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗶𝗺..

𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗶𝗺.. 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗧𝗮𝗲𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻..

My breath got stuck reading all of it.. I can't take it anymore.. I need to get out of here.. I feel like my whole world is spinning.. I need to get out of here.. I turned back but before that

THUDDD!!!!!

I felt a sudden huge pain behind my head, that made me flinch.. I slowly moved my head to the place to see it was wet.. Someone hit my head with something hard that made me bleed.. I was drowning in all of these that I didn't realize someone was behind me..

I slowly turned back to see who it was, but before that that person applied something under my nose.. And in my absent mind I sniffed it, and suddenly some memory flashed in front of my vision..

My eyes wide open when I see the same smirk I despise the most.. The face that was widely laughing looking at me.. " Gotcha!!!" He said..

Before I could even say anything, my vision got blank and I passed out..

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