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Jimin's P.O.V

It's been a month since I came here, and I can't wait to go back to Italy to meet my sister already.. I'm fucking missing her a lot lately.. I don't know how would I will stay here for the upcoming years.. What would happen if she came with me here? I would keep her safe here with me.. Jungkook would come either if he wanted.. Why did she have to stay back.. Just why?

On top of that Seokjin is monitoring me 24/7.. If he sees me doing something he doesn't like, he won't think twice before bursting my head off.. I'm really tired.. Seriously I'm tired of being everyone's puppet.. I don't even know my life's meaning anymore.. I would be better dead than living like this.. But in my life there's only one person for whom I'm still surviving.. Because without me Suzy doesn't have anyone.. And without her, I don't have anyone in my life..

" Jimin.. Did you check the mail I sent you?" I was looking at the laptop, spacing out, where I've loads of work on my shoulder.. I looked up to see the owner of the voice... My lips parted a little when I saw her.. She was saying something that I didn't even listen to.. I was looking at her, admiring each and every inch of her face.. Her eyes, her nose, her forehead, her cheeks, her lips that distract me every fucking time she says something..

If anyone warmed my heart in my whole life, it would be Maya.. If I ever felt something for anyone.. It would be Maya.. Because of her I could be the devil, when I could be the angel.. And after knowing what happened in the past years.. My feelings for her grew even more stronger.. She's a tough girl who sacrificed her love just to make him happy..

And by what I'm seeing.. Maya is bleeding from the inside for her decision.. But she won't reveal it.. She would be strong in front of everyone, but I know her better.. Her dark circles that are becoming darker each day is enough for me to realize how much she's suffering from this.. No matter how much she hides it with her thick makeup.. I can see her actual self, when everyone can be delusional seeing her beautiful smile..

She didn't suffer any less than me.. I know at least how it feels to lose something that you were about to catch, about to hold for a lifetime.. But still at least I can say this right now..

That I've got another reason to survive.. I smiled a little, when she suddenly stopped talking.. Knitting her brows she waved her hands over my eyes..

" Jimin.." I smiled widely just by seeing her like this..

" JIMIN!!!!" Suddenly I heard her raising her voice.. I blinked sometimes and looked at her.. " Huh?"

" Where were you? I was calling by your name for so many times.. What are you even thinking?"

" I- Well I actually was.."

" If you really missing Suzy this much you should talk to Mr. Kim.. He might understand, and let you go for a few days.." She cut me, and said in concern.. I looked at her knitting my brows.. I've never told her in between that I'm thinking about Suzy..

" I know how it feels, okay? You found her after so long.. and you didn't get the chance to spend a good time with her.. I know when this heart aches more than it feels.." She smiled sweetly patting my shoulder.. I stood up from my seat..

" It's not like that.. I was thinking about the old days.. How we used to have a great time together.. Not like I'm missing her way too much.." I said, standing beside her..

" High school was a great time, seriously.. You, me, Johnny, Leo, Brittney, Lucas, Mike, Will, Max, Taehy.." She stopped suddenly, and sighed.. I feel bad for this girl here.. Hurting herself, that also for someone who just left her all alone.. And here she's mourning over her, killing herself internally..

" Maya.." I called her.. " Hmm?"

" Do you still miss Taehyung? Do you still think it would be better if he stayed with you.." She sharply gulped, and looked at me.. " Why're you asking?"

" It's like I still can't believe you let him go when all you wanted was him.. "

" But that made him happy, and when you love someone from the deepest core of your heart.. You want him/her to be happy, even if they don't want to be with you.. " She bitterly smiled..

Something happened to me at that right moment.. My world started fading away slowly.. I could only see her, and only her.. The whole world stopped moving, when I saw a person who said something deep so casually that it took me aback a little.. At that right moment I took the decision.. I've nothing to lose.. I've nothing to gain.. But I've to take the risk.. I want to be happy.. I want her to be happy.. Because as she said..

" When you love someone from the deepest core of your heart.. You want him/her to be happy, even if they don't want to be with you.. " I want this girl for me.. I can't stay like a coward bitch like this forever.. If I don't take the risk now, I might lose this chance forever.. The chance to be happy, by making the love of my life happy.. I took a deep breath..

" Maya.."

" Now what?" She raised her brow..

" Tonight sharp at 7.. I want you to be somewhere.. Don't ask me anything.. I'll send you the address.." I said, making her stop talking, while started talking about work stuffs

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Jungkook's P.O.V

The weather was a little gloomy tonight.. I was outside with Suzy.. Just for some casual walk.. Last night was so good for us.. We enjoyed it all by ourselves after a long time.. Yuri and Dasom went home early, but we stayed for the late night party.. And when we were done, we were already wasted like shit..

The bar owner by chance was one of a kind known to Seokjin hyung who offered us to share a room in the club.. I saw him early in the evening, but he didn't introduce us at that time.. But he was looking at us the whole evening, and by knowing he is known to Seokjin hyung.. Is it possible he's by any chance kept an eye on Areum?

If it is, then it's good for three of them.. He needs to know what actually Areum wants.. She's not someone who can easily be taken off like Taehyung did last night.. Obviously she wanted to go with him, but she couldn't say it directly.. I know my ex girlfriend pretty well..

Talking about girlfriend, I'm thinking about proposing to Suzy once again.. I never had a chance to officially ask her to be my girlfriend.. All the time things happened all of a sudden that it was obvious for both of us that we're in a relationship.

Even better if I directly propose to her to be my wife.. What if I ask her hand for marriage.. To hell with being my girlfriend.. I want her to be my wife.. And after our marriage I'll literally put our wedding photos on a billboard, showing the whole world that I've got her.. Now she's my wife.. Not a colleague, not a fellow friend, nor any girlfriend, or ex but my wife.. She'll be my girl..

Just by thinking like this I was smiling to myself.. I started to imagine how her face will be widened when I'll ask her hand for marriage.. How she would lov-

" Ah WHAT THE FUCK who's it-" I was walking, looking at the ground, that I didn't see someone in front of me.. And I bumped with him.. " Hey are you okay? Sorry I didn't see-"

" I'm okay thank you.. Please keep your eyes open while walking.." He said not showing his face.. But the voice.. I can't be mistaken.. It's him.. My mood changed into 360 and all I could think was how I should beat the hell out of him.. He walked past me, when I stopped him..

" I guess my eyes were always open which is why I can see those things that normally can't be seen.." I said in a mocky tone, forcing him to stop in his way..

I turned back.. " Am I right or am I right??"

" Becky.."

He took off the hood from his head, and looked back at me with a slander smirk.. " If it was so, then we wouldn't be here like this."

" What if I did this on purpose? To get a catch from you.. As you're running from everything.." I mocked..

" I'm not running.. But chasing someone who is soon going to find out what the shit is going on.." He huffed..

" I feel pity for you actually you know.. Whatever you're trying to catch, either leave you, or you lose it.. And what Lord's work of plan see? All of these things revolve around me, but I was out of the picture the whole time.."

" What's your point Jungkook?"

I chuckled.. " Nothing.. Just giving you a reminder that whatever you're trying to do, stop it.. You can't succeed.."

" As if you can do anything?" He clicked his tongue..

" How could you do this?? That also to someone who did nothing but suffered the whole life, and is still suffering.. And now when she's getting better, out of everyone, you're backstabbing her.. How could you, Baekhyun? Don't you've any humanity in you? She turned back to see if you were okay or not, where she would just give a fuck to you when she passed that door!!" I said..

" I don't know what you're talking about.." I pressed my lips, and got close to him.. Fisting my hand, trying not to break his nose right now.. " You're a fucking asshole Baekhyun.. You don't deserve anything but pain in life.. Because you know what? You shook hands with someone who meant nothing but ruined our lives, that's it.."

" Jungkook.."

" WHAT??!! How could you do this? How could you still show your filthy face to Areum knowing you're the reason she's gonna face all of these once again?"

" Anything else?" He rolled his eyes, and I grabbed his collar.. " I'm this much closer to catching you.. I swear the day I'm gonna reveal your true face to Areum.. I'll pull the trigger by myself.. And don't think I'm sparing you.. I'm letting you live the last few days of your life while you can.." I glared..

" How's Suzy?"

" DON'T EVEN TAKE HER NAME YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!" I shouted, and he chuckled..

" Why? Why can't I take his name.. It was you who left her blaming her for something she didn't do.. And now when she showed pity to you, you're being so protective lol.."

" A fucking piece of shit like you won't understand this.. I know you tried to brainwash her, but she's my Suzy.. She doesn't fall for tricks.. She loves me more than herself.. She knew I would come back.. She knew I won't let her go.. "

He said nothing, and smirked.. " if you say so.." This motherfucker really got on my nerves.. I pressed my lips and pushed him harder, so that he stumbled to stand.. " You're so pathetic you know that Baekhyun?"

" I know that buddy.. But why are you getting on my nerves.. You got me, good for you.. Now what? Are you gonna bark like this, or do you've any other plans for me?"

" Oh I sure do.." I said, and punched his face real hard.. When I said I've a high tolerance I really have.. Or I would kick his ball the minute he revealed himself.. He held his nose to see it started bleeding.. Seeing this he laughed darkly.. " You sure have other plans with me.." He wiped the blood and looked at me.. " Aurora was right when she told that you only believe things the way you want to.."

" Stop calling her Aurora.. She has a name.."

" Well I would call her Aurora.. She's my Aurora.. And about backstabbing her.. I backstabbed the moment I went to her room.. I would easily let her escape, but where's the fun ha?" I narrowed my eyes..

" What? You really thought I needed your help to escape.. How much dumbass you could be Jungkook?" He laughed and my eyes widened.. " What?" I whispered..

" I could easily destroy that necklace, but I wanted to play some game with her.. And guess what because of me she escaped, and now she believes it was me who is his shining armor.. But in reality.."

" I was just using her as a puppet.." He smirked.. Did I hear it clearly, or am I dreaming?? " You.."

" Also I thought I would have Suzy like I had Aurora.. But she was mourning that you left her, and bla bla and shits.. I tried to make her believe you left her real time, but she was blind bitch, and guess what now you got her again, and flexing like she was so hard to catch, when she was just in front of you begging on your feet to take her back.." He laughed..

" BAEKHYUN!!!!!!" I grabbed his collar, and pushed him on the ground.. Hovering over him, I started beating the shit out of him.. All the time we thought he helped her, but because of her, she suffered even more.. How shameless he could be that he's saying everything without feeling a little bit of guilt.. How could people fake themselves like this!!

I lost my patience like I lost with Taehyung last time.. All of the boys just hurt my Areum.. Where she deserves to be loved.. All she got is just pain, and sorrow.. Nothing else.. I was about to punch his throat, but I stopped.. My phone rang off suddenly.. I took the phone to see Yoongi hyung called me.. I looked at him to see he slowly closed his eyes, and stopped moving..

On Call

" Hyung.."

" Just heading home.."

" I was running.."

" She came?"

" What do you mean by you've found it?"

" Okay I'm coming.. Don't tell Areum anything right now.. We've got so many things to catch.."

" Got it.."

I got off of him, and breathed a little.. " Areum.. You're so blind.. " I said, and started walking.. But something really felt off to me..

Why does it feel like Baekhyun provoked me on purpose? Why does it feel like he did this to prevent me from something more dangerous? Or is it just my mind playing with me?

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Seokjin's P.O.V

" Can I take it off now?"

" Wait a minute.." There she was laying on the couch, covering herself with her long coat, where I stood up, and wore my pant.. Buckling my belt, I took my shirt.. " Take it off.."

(Expensive girl playing in everyone's mind lmao)

She hurriedly took it off, and looked at me to see I was buttoning my shirt.. " What's with this blindfold? Is this your kink or what?" Taking the tie from her hand that I used to blindfold her, she looked at me weirdly..

I laughed a little.. " You can say like that.. It's like I don't want to see any pair of eyes, but her ones when I'm doing some intercourses.." I looked at her.. " Sorry to hurt you but whatever I did with you for the past 2 hours.. I imagined her face on my mind instead of yours.. Let's just say your eyes could be a distraction to my imagination so I covered them.."

She blinked for some time, and sighed.. Of course it would hurt her.. As a girl she must have felt that I used her body, and when I'm done, I'm insulting her saying there was someone else in my mind.. But it was somewhere true though..

" So you're telling me I was nowhere in your mind? And you just used my body, nothing else?" Covering her private parts with her undergarments she said..

" That's what I meant, maybe.." She tried to stand up, but fell on the couch again.. Guess provoking me wasn't a good choice.. I went to her, took her dress by the way, and handed it to her.. She smiled a little at me, and I helped her to stand.. " I hope you learnt a lesson.." I smirked..

" I think I need some more classes to learn properly.." She said wandering to my face, when I slid her hands in the sleeves.. " Hmm I see.." I said, making her sit on the couch, I went to my table..

" I understand you need to cool down yourself after that party where you've seen me.. You may have understood that the feeling was mutual too.. But don't you think you're crossing the limit now?"

" Why though? I'm wanting something from you that you're willing to give.."

" Whatever I'm willing to give is to Areum, not to you Y/N.." I said, taking the first aid box in my hand..

" Still you used me accepting the fact that Areum doesn't need you.." I clenched my jaw.. This bitch really needs to learn her lesson..

" Hmm you're right.. But you know.. It's normal for girls to throw themselves at me.. Because girls like you know it very well I can give pleasure with pain which they love the most.." Hearing this she clasped her legs.. " I got a wild idea today Mr. Kim.." She smirked..

I sat beside her with the box, brushing her hair a little. I looked at her.. " No problem.. You can pull off the mask already.." She got confused.. "I'm sorry?"

" Yes.. You can take down the mask.. I know you're a slut dressed like a tough girl who can get any man over her, but not with me baby.. I don't use what others use, but sometimes it's exceptional.." I smirked, seeing her pale face.. She never realized I would say her like this..

" Mr. Kim you-"

" What? Tell me I'm wrong.. A woman like you who just threw herself to any random just because she can't cool herself down, is called a slut right?" She got up, but I held her wrist, and sat her down.. Glaring at her I breathed a little.. " Did I tell you to stand up?"

" I don't need your permission, leave my hand.." She tried to jerk my hand off, but I held it even tighter.. " Looks like we've got some attitude huh? Where was it when I was fucking you so hard, that you even stopped talking at one point? And now your filthy mouth is talking over me?"

" Don't cross your limit Seokjin.." She threatened..

" Oh I already did, and as per history you gave me the permission.. So now sit back and listen to me.." I gritted the last part, pushing her back on the couch..

Grabbing her chin I observed her flustered yet frightening face.. I tilted my head.. " You know, once I marked Areum's neck in her sleep... I gave her strong medicine that she didn't realize how I touched her.. Well not all of her, but as much was enough to cool myself down.. Because on top of everything, I'm a gentleman.. I can't rape my Areum you know.." I smiled, and her eyes widened a little..

" You know, once I made her fall from the staircase just because I didn't want her anywhere close to that motherf-" I pressed my lips.. " To Taehyung.." I tightened my grip on her chin..

" Anyway.." I breathed, and smiled.. " What I'm trying to say is that I can have anything I want.. One way or another.. So for your kind information.." I looked at her lips, making her feel that I'm gonna kiss her.. She closed her eyes..

" I'll have my Areum back once again.." I said against her lips, and she opened her eyes.. To meet my dark eyes, which were trying to strangle her then and there for saying something that I didn't like.. " So before you even think of seducing me all over again, because that's what you were trying to do.. Areum is my only priority.. No matter who comes into my life no one is gonna take her place.. But of course I've other positions up for candidates like you.." She narrowed her eyes..

" What about being my side whore? You'll fit for that position perfectly don't you think.." I smirked, when she slowly held my hand, and removed it from her face.. Instead of slapping me, cursing me... She pecked my cheeks.. I didn't react because I don't know after insulting a girl so much, how could she still behave like this..

Cupping my face she admired my face features.. " Why do you want her so much? What's the reason?" She asked..

I scoffed.. " I knew you were dumb, but I didn't know you would cross the limit.. Ever fall in love with someone? Ever felt what love is? I hope not.. Then you wouldn't ask something like this.."

She smirked, and looked softly at me.. " Of course you could say something like this.. But sorry to disappoint you.. Love once came into my life as well, and from my own experience.. Let me break things to you.. Whatever you're feeling for your Areum.. It's anything but love.. Love is not something like this.. Love is something more than that.. You've to fight to keep your love in your life.. You need to change yourself to have that heavenly feeling called love.. But what you're doing is just thinking about yourself.. You're not thinking about what Areum wants.. What will make her happy is not in your mind.. Your mind is clouded by yourself, and only about yourself.. And this is not love baby.. This is something I would name as..

" Obsession.. Desire.. Ego.. and every other thing that ruin a beautiful relationship.." I gulped a little, but she continued.." I know you're thinking a slut like me how would know these things.. But believe me or not.. Once I also fell in love.. he loved me as you want to love Areum.. But the ultimate end didn't turn out like I thought it would be.. Like you're thinking it would be.. He loved me of course.. But he also took this feeling away from my life as well.. So if you tell me do I feel what love is.. I actually don't feel love anymore.. I feel numb from the inside.. This heart feels like a cold stone.. This shit is here just to pump blood, nothing else.. " For the 1st time I saw her eyes glistening, and teardrops met her cheeks, and fell on me.. My eyes, which I was using to scare her, became soft for a while..

" But you were exceptional, I must say.. You caught my eyes, and I really couldn't keep my mind off from you.. So I took the risk and came here and you know the rest.. So if this makes me your slut then maybe I am.." She smiled, and took her hands from my face.. Slowly she got up.. Taking the pill from the box, she drank them.. Where I was thinking.. Looking at the ground my mind was clouded by her words.. That I didn't realize she was already dressed and about to leave..

I looked up to see she wore that long coat, still stumbling to walk, but she managed when I called her.. " Y/N.." She stopped, and looked at me..

" What if Areum loves me back? What if I prove you wrong?" She smiled sweetly before speaking.. " Then I would be the 1st one sending flower bouquets to your house.. I would be the one who would throw the Champagne cork, celebrating your success.."

" But, if you ask me.. She won't gonna come back to you anymore.. Because she found the love of her life already, which is definitely not you, still you can try your best.." Instead of clasping her throat with my bare hand, I clenched my jaw and closed my eyes..

" And by that time if you need company.. Areum has my number.." She turned back to leave, but I stopped her again...

" Why would I ask her, when you can give it to me?" She turned back with a widened face.. " Oh you're interested I see.. I guess already tha-" She stopped seeing my glare at her.. And she smirked..

" It's just like, I want Areum to realize what she had just lost to me.." She smirked and left the room, echoing her heel's sounds..

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