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After a long time, finally the scene which I love to write the most..

WARNING: The upcoming scene contains mature contents such as abusive brutal behavior, explicit mature themes.. If you're not okay with this please skip this scene.."

A/N P.O.V

The man runs to her and is about to hit her, but she moves back.. Each and every time he's trying to attack her, she moves back.. " Are we playing hide and seek dickhead?" She mocks..

" I'm giving you chances to surrender bitch! You can't beat me.."

" Is that so?" She chuckles, and throws a fist to him, which he dodges skillfully.. " You've got moves I see.." He clicks his tongue..

" You've no idea.." With that she leans forward to him, and tries to throw a punch at him, but he's fast. Which causes Areum a hard punch directly on her face.. She jerks back a little, and holds her nose to see blood..
" Give up already.. You're just a fragile piece of shit, and accepting it is the best way for you to feel less pain when I'll strangle you.." Little does that man know pain gives her strength.. She becomes unstoppable when she feels pain.. That's what she becomes right now..

She starts giggling and looks at her fingers, covered with her blood.. " This shit is so priceless, still so costly don't you think?" She looks at his confused state..

" Blood.. Looks red, but brings out the darkest blackest color people could hold like you.."

" I understand.. People become insane when they see death in front of them.. Don't worry I'll tell your closed once that I fondly used your blood to create a masterpiece.." He starts touching the knife..

" And by killing you I'll let the world be free from a trash like you.." She smirks..

" Game on then.." He runs to her, and about to attack again, but Areum is fast this time, and holds his forearm, and twists it.. Hearing the cracking sound, ignoring the screams from the man, she laughs.. " Saying something asshole?"
Little later she screams, when he punches her abdomen with his free hand.. She lets him go, and holds her abdomen.. The man takes the chance, and kicks her from the back, and she falls on the ground..

Kicking directly on her face, he puts pressure on her face.. " Any last words?" She's trying to move, but the man knows what she's doing, so he knows how to prevent the opponent from attacking..

" Y-yes.." She says, whimpering..

" What is it, love?" He cooes..

" FUCK YOU!!!" She uses her free hands and holds his legs, and dodges him on the ground, and hovers over him.. Panting a little, she throws punches at his face smashing his face structure..

Gripping his collar she looks at him with dead eyes.. " The one who sent you here.. Believe me, he is a stupid dumb shit that he didn't tell you who I fucking am.. I'm Areum.. Lee fucking Un AREUM.. There's no one in this WORLD WHO CAN BEAT ME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE GET THAT TO YOUR DICKHEAD!!!"
The man has great stamina, so he tries to push her which triggers her even more.. She chuckles.. " You won't listen will you?" She gives her a headshot, making him whimper in pain a little, and then she looks at it..

The place is dark, but it's shining.. Brightly like a diamond, laying in the ground lifelessly, she takes it.. Waving it in front of his face he catches his attention..
" I was thinking about going easy on you.. But then I thought.. I need to do some practice before meeting him.." She makes a pouty face.. " So.. Why not use you?" She smiles sweetly seeing the fear in his eyes..

" You can't do anything.. You don't even know who sent me.. Even if you kill me today I would never reveal his name.. " Hearing this she cackles loudly.. Even her laughs send shivers down his spine.. He gulps a little fearing the upcoming danger..
" You think like that? But it's okay.. People become insane when they see death in front of them.. You said it a while ago.. I understand bro.."

With that she lifts up the knife, and buries it directly on his chest.. He screams which excites her.. She starts stabbing him, penetrates him like crazy, and she stops when he's about to leave the earth.. Holding the nape of his neck, she makes him face her..
" And about the name.. I already know pretty well which douchebag sent you here.. Only he can be such a dumbass like this. Don't worry you'll meet Jonathan in hell in a very few days.. Because that's where I'm sending you."
His eyes widens, and he tries to scream seeing her lifting the knife again but she stops..

" On a second thought.. I need to give him an invitation.. Hmm... How should I do it.." She snaps her fingers. " Got it!!" She gets off from him, and folds up the sleeves of his hand.. " Aish, why don't you boys use lotions, or moisturizers? Look how dry your skin is.. Now how would I use this?"

" wh-what a.. what are yo- you trying.. to do?" He asks

She chuckles, and moves to his face, to look at his eyes.. " Nothing big.. Maybe I'm gonna create a masterpiece.." She winks, and he starts shaking in fear, guessing already what she's gonna do..

He tries to move a little, when she stabs his legs a few times to stop him.. " Stay still bitch, you're gonna ruin my artwork.."

She takes the tip of the knife, and lacerates it on his skin hearing some whimpers, using the remaining life he has to fight.. Sliding the knife right and left, ups and downs on his skin she stops when slashes his skin for the last time.. By the end of it she looks up at him, who has stopped moving already..

She goes to his face, and looks fondly at him.. " As I've already said.. You should've studied about me 1st.. Poor fella died even before getting graduated.. " She clicks her tongue.. and lifts the knife once again and directly buries it on his throat..

Standing up, she winces in pain in her abdomen.. Taking her clothes from the grass, she smiles, and smells the clothes which are still clouded by Taehyung's smell.. Wearing them, she shoots the last look at the lifeless body laying on the ground.. " Have a good night bro.." She looks at her surroundings, smiles and starts walking..

Losing her silhouette from his sight, he takes some steps forward to the dead body.. Bending down he smirks a little.. " He should choose someone more stronger.." His phone suddenly rings.. Looking at the caller ID, he smirks once again..

On Call

" Boss "

" Where are you!!??"

" I'm here."

" Updates.."

" He's dead.."
  He hears some laughs from the other side

" I chose the perfect one.."

" Of course.. He was one of

your toughest competitor I guess.."

" You know me very well..

Show me the creation she made.."

" On my way..

And she left some messages for you..

" Really? Such an Areum thing to do..

Send me.. Don't make me wait.."

He cuts the call, and opens the camera.. Clicking some instant photos, and videos, he moves to his arm.. Taking a ultra HD photo of it, he sends all of them..

" Aurora.. My Aurora.." Looking at the photos of that dead person's arm where "FEAR AURORA" is curved he says, and smiles..

Sighing heavily he gets up, and puts some chewing gum in his mouth, and starts walking..

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Areum's P.O.V

" Knock"

" Knock "

" Who's there?"

" Oppa.." I say, and he opens the door.. A disappointing sight welcomes me.. He sighs.. " You still remember me?"

" Same goes to you.." I say with a poker face..

" At least you knew where you could find me.. And what are you wearing? Whose dress is this?"

" Kookie calls you a grumpy cat for a reason.. Can we sit down at least? Or you're gonna interrogate me here in front of your door?" He rolls his eyes, and goes to sit on the bed..

Taking a book in his hand, he totally blocks his face from my sight.. " Oh hi dear book nice to meet you.. I'm here to have a talk with my brother, but it's okay.. As you and my brother have so much in common which is you guys don't react!!" I grit, and I am definitely right because he doesn't even budge..

" Oppaaa!!" I whine, shoving the book from his face, meeting his eyes..

" What is it?"

" Why are you ignoring me?"

" I'm not.. I'm busy.."

" Busy my ass!!" I take the book from him, and throw it beside him.. He knits his brows and I hold his hand.. " I'm sorry, okay? I should've talked to you sooner.."

" Is it true that you were with him?" He says, eyeing me..

I sigh, and nod.. " He dropped me here.. Also he wanted to-" He suddenly holds my chin, and looks at my face closely.. " What are these marks on your face... also your neck?" I've come here directly, and haven't even thought that Oppa may see the scars I've got just before coming here..

" Well.."

" What did he do to you, Areum?" Hearing my name from him makes me gulp a little..

" Some.. Someone.. tried to... Someone tried to rob me and I beat his ass which is why you're seeing these scars on my face.. See, even my dresses are clean.." He's already too much tensed about my safety.. I can't give him more of it by telling someone had attacked me, and I literally killed him before coming here..

" These are not your dresses.. What happened to you? wha-"

" Oppa.. I'm here to answer each and every question of yours.. But promise me you won't react until I finish.." I hold his hands, and plead.. He thinks for a while and nods a little..

And I tell him each and everything from the beginning.. How Seokjin proposed to me, how I ran away from there, how I broke up with him after knowing I can't build up feelings for him.. How Taehyung found out about what Jonathan did to Maya, and how he met me at the foster home even before all of these things.. How he came back to me, and we both expressed our feelings to each other.. And now we're here.. I didn't tell him about Taehyung being a sibling to Seokjin.. That will reveal to everyone by itself..

Listening to everything he doesn't say anything for a while.. " Just a single question.."

" Yes.."

" As now Maya is not in the picture.. and you both reveal your feelings to each other.. Who are you to Taehyung now??" I blink sometimes to process what he just asked..

" i-I.."

" What is it, Kuzi? You love him, he loves you I understand.. But what is he to you? What are you to him? Did you really take Maya's place in his life.."

" I'm not taking anyone's place Oppa.. I just shared my feelings with him.. If it's really bothering you, who am I to Taehyung.." I take a deep breath..

" I'm Areum.. I'm Taehyung's Areum.. I belong to him.. I don't need any label to show who I am because I'm carrying his name on me.. That's enough for me to show this world who I'm to him.." I say boldly, and his mouth widens a little..

" I'm sorry but what did you mean by his name?" He asks. I gulp a little, and stand up.. I pull out my jacket, and turn back.. Revealing what we did last night.. He gets on his feet, with a knitted brow. Trying to process is it real or not. I feel a slight touch of fingertip, which makes me flinch a little. He won't like it for sure but I don't care any less.. He needs to know as he's my brother.. But I still don't regret what I let Taehyung do with my body..

" THE FUCK IS THIS!!!??" He shouts and turns me over.. " WHAT THE FUCK HE DID TO YOU!!??"

" Mhmm.. He didn't do it.. I made him do it.."

" BUT WHY??!!"

" Oppa I've hundreds of these on my body already.. The only difference is I marked this by my own will, and others aren't.. Please don't ask me why but I just did it.. My heart, my mind wanted his name on me, and I made him do this.. You're my brother, and I didn't want to hide it from you, so I shared this with you.."

" So you've already started taking your life decisions on your own.. Fine I guess.. So what am I doing here talking with you?" He moves..

" Oppa please just-"

" NO!!!" He holds my shoulder.. " Do you think this is funny? That you can do anything with your body, and I'll let you? What do you think of yourself huh? That you can do anything and I won't say anything!!"

" It's not like that Oppa please.." I try to calm him down, but he won't listen to me..

" Then what is it? Why did you do this to you? Just why? Are you insane or what?"

" I love him Oppa.. I've loved him since the very 1st day he came into my life.. I have wanted him since the beginning.. I want him, that's it.. He didn't like this idea either but I forced him.. I want something permanent for him, and this is it!!" My eyes fill with water..

" You're behaving like a teenage brat who falls in love for the 1st time which is gonna ruin her whole life.."

" My life is already ruined.." I smile, shedding tears.. " You people were just putting some lights on it to keep me warm.. And now that Taehyung is here with me, no matter what happens.. If it's making me a teenage brat then I'm a brat.. But don't scold me for what I did.. I did it because I love him.. and I want him for my whole life.."

His eyes soften, and he hugs me.. " Oppa I know you love me.. I could hide this from you, but I didn't.. Because whatever happens I know it's only you who won't judge me, and will support me no matter what.."

" I raised a spoiled brat then I guess.." I chuckle, and hug him tightly.. " And sleeping with another brat who dragged me to last night's party.." I add

" Whom are you talking about?"

" Oh don't behave like you can hide this from me.." I peer up at him.. " I already know what you did behind my eyes." I narrow my eyes..

"I- I don't know.. I don't know what you're talking about.."

" LMAO then explain me how Yuri told me how you fucked her so hard, that she stayed in bed for a day?" I say blankly, and he gasps..

" LEE FUCKING AREUM CONTROL YOUR DAMN MOUTH!!!!" He shouts, and I laugh..

" I knew you're grumpy, but I didn't know you're so.. Hmmm.. yeah I didn't know you've hidden a beast in you.." I wiggle my brows..

" I swear I'll hit you so hard you'll start crying.."

" Oh really.. Hit me then.. It's been so long getting scolded by you.. Hit me.. Oppa!!" I say jumping while making him jump with me..

" Yah get off me.." He tries to get away from me, but I hold his waist too tightly, and after a while I hug him, and he slaps my back a little, and starts laughing seeing what I'm doing..

" Oppa.."

" Now what?" I hear him grunting

" Are you upset? About.. You know.."

I feel his grip on me tightens.. " Not upset, but it hurt me, Kuzi.. I can't bear even a scratch on you, and this is too much.. I was on a barge to take my gun, and go to his place to shoot-"

" Oppa please!!" My voice shakes

" Calm down, I won't do such things. But you need to know I wouldn't give permission about this if I knew earlier.. But.."

" But?"

He takes my face in his palm.. " I can see you've grown up enough to take your decision, and stick with it.. Even if those are bratty ones.."

" Even if those are bratty ones.." I mimic him, and he chuckles..

" All I can say is, be careful what you're doing.. I don't want something to happen to you.. You do know that I only have you in this world.."

" To love?" I ask innocently

" To worry about" He laughs..

" Oppa!!" I whine like a kid, and he hugs me again.. " You're still a kid to me.. And will always be. So know that whatever you do, I might not accept it even if it looks normal to you. Got it?"

" Yes, Oppa.. I'll keep it in mind.."

" That's like my Kuzi.. Who said she's a brat?" I peer up at him again with a raised brow, and this time he mimics me, and we both start laughing..

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Seokjin's P.O.V

" She came home.."

" You can leave.." I close my eyes, gripping the glass too harshly in my fist, which has broken just before my assistant came to my room informing me Areum came back home..

The glass pieces are buried in my flesh easily.. Blame it to my soft palm that I once wanted to use on Areum for showing her how much I love her.. But she has rejected me.. The moment she left my room I wanted to kill each and every fucking person in her life.. Making her all alone so she would crawl come back to me, begging me to let her in in my life once again.. And that time I would have her just like I wanted.. As my wife
As my mistress..
As my submissive...

But I can't hurt her.. No matter how much I try I can't see pain in her eyes.. I may protect her from everything even if she hurts me like hell as she's doing right now..

One of my colleagues saw her last night wearing a revealing dress with some other girls.. I tried to call her, but her phone was off.. I wanted to make her wear something like those party dresses, but she denied it on my face saying she's not comfortable.. But what happened now as she was wearing that tight blue dress and seeing her in it all I could think of how I would rip that off from her, and rip her on the way, and make her mine forever..

She has started to change in recent weeks.. Should I blame it to that fucking piece of shit, or should I blame it to me that I couldn't take proper care of her..

I arched back a little, seeing the bloody hands, some pieces of glass can be seen on my hand.. All I ever wanted was her.. All I ever craved was her. And she betrayed me.. How could she? I literally saved her life, she should have worshiped me, but she ran back to that coward who left her like a trash..

I would be lying to myself if I say I don't know where she was last night.. I would make myself a dumbass which I'm not.. I wonder what that asshole has that I don't have..

"Areum you've so many answers to give me.. You can't leave me like that.. I won't let you.. You were mine.. You were always mine.. No one can have you because I own you.." Seeing photos of last night of her, I start mumbling by myself, when the door opens..

" Sir there's someone who wants to meet you.." I smirk a little.. " Let her in.." The door closes..

" About time Areum ha? You came back here for what? Saying it was a mistake.. Well just let me have you here once.. You don't have any fucking idea what I'm gonna do to you.. How dare you to leave me?" I grit the last part, when I hear the click sound from the entrance..

" I wonder what excuse you've this time.." I say without looking at the door.. Playing with a pen in between my fingers..

" I guess can't keep you off from my mind would be a good excuse I think.." I stop because this is not her.. She would never say something like this.. I spin my rolling chair to see a person I've never imagined to see.. I get up seeing her in front of me..


" Y/N??!"

" I thought I needed to introduce myself, but you already know me I guess.." She smirks a little..

" You're the one... You're the one who helped Areum right?"

" One and only.." She winks..

' Please have a seat.. Do you need-"

" What happened to your hand?" She says, raising her brows..

" Oh.. Oh it's nothing I just.."

" Hey you're bleeding like shit!!" She says, and runs to me.. Taking my hand in her palm she looks at me.. " Did you break something?" Her eyes are showing genuine concern that I've seen only a few times on Areum's eyes..

" If breaking myself counts then yes I guess.." I chuckle..

" Umm.. Sorry I didn't get it, but where is the first-aid box?"

" It's okay I can do it.. You came here for something?" I try to move my hand, but she holds my wrist tightly..
" Where is the box?" She commands.. I look at her for a moment processing how much courage she has talking to me in this tone..
" It's in the bottom drawer.." I say..

She opens the drawer, taking the box in her hand.. " Sit.." She saya

" Miss Y/N it's okay I-"

" I said.. Sit.." She's really testing my patience like this.. But my hand needs to have a dressing, so I don't argue, and sit on the sofa.. She kneels down in front of me, taking my hand carefully she starts wiping the blood with cotton.. " Sometimes life doesn't go as you want.. That doesn't mean you should stop trying, or start a new.."

" May I know why you're saying this?"

" I think I have a fair idea how this happened so.."

" Is it possible to start again, or move on from something that became your life?"

" It's your life.. You can ruin it, you can build it.. Depends on what you want.. Sometimes your thoughts keep you blind which is why you can't see what you really want.." She looks at me and smiles..

" I still don't know why you're here.." I say, eyeing her..

" I heard there was a new vacancy.. And I've not been doing any missions in the past few months, so why not use this chance, and I've got a belly to fill.." She takes the band aid..

" Vacancy?"

" I heard you're short for some teachers I guess. So.."

" Who gave you this fake news?" I say tilting my head a little.. She looks at me blankly, and then I get it..

" Sorry I guess it's a piece of cake for you to find out which company is short for employees.. But why are you here? Do you've any experience in the teaching profession?"

" Sweetheart you don't need experience, when you're professional in each profession.. I can even be the boss of you, the employee under you, or anything you want me to be.. All you need to do is ask.." She says, biting her lips a little.. Why does her behavior seem so weird to me?

" But your behavior is very unprofessional here.. You're disqualified.." I say, jerking my hand from her..

She smirks.. " If you can't keep your cool, you might lose everyone like this saying they're unprofessional.."

I narrow my eyes.. " Mean?"

" Cool down a little.. How long you'll keep it to yourself by giving you electric shocks, or breaking glasses, and making you bleed like this.. Where you need something else to let go.."
She puts her hand on my thigh, and sits in my position..

" You know I can throw you out from here for talking with me like that?"

" What would happen? I'll leave, but you'll miss something you're literally begging from someone who doesn't give a fuck about you.. Who is keeping someone else's bed warm instead of yours.."

I grab her chin harshly, and glare at her.. " Choose your words carefully.. I won't think twice of breaking you here, and making you so much in pain that you would never dare to come in front of me.." I growl

" Do it then.." I blink.. " You want to break me, then break me.. Give me pain, just give me.. Because that's what I want.. And that's what I love.." She looks at my lips..

" Also.. Judging by your appearance.. Your face is saying something, and your body is saying something else.." Her hands start going upwards to my crotch.. I breathe a little, and loosen my grip..

" Give up.. Let it go.. That's what we both want.. And the more you'll deny it.. The more you're gonna give yourself the pain.. Because either way I've nothing to lose.." She says lowly..

I close my eyes, and clench my jaw.. Leaving her, moving back, resting my hand on the upper edge of the sofa, I open my eyes and look at her.. " Stand up.."

" Huh?"

" Are you fucking deaf? I said stand up." I growl..
She stands up in an instant, and I give her a slow, yet a sinister stare, making her squirm without even touching her.. I start observing her slowly. Her face, her hair, her neck, her body, her legs everything.. She has worn a long coat, maybe a dress underneath.. Her hair is in a ponytail, with a brown lipstick coloring her soft lips.. Surely she's pretty.. But why has she chosen me, knowing I've someone else in my life..

But it's sure she knows what she's doing, so the blame is on her.. " Last time asking you.. Are you serious about it?"

Tilting her head a little, she smirks.. " If I said no, would you still tell me to go?"

I look up at her.. " This is my office.."

" I locked the door before coming here.." Seriously, she's something else.. She's determined what she's gonna do..

" Strip.." I breathe a little seeing her unbuttoning her coat buttons slowly, with an evil smirk plastered on her lips..

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READ BELOW!!

Okay 1st of all if you feel using this Y/N character, I'm disrespecting you, then let me clear my position. I'm not using the actual you, rather giving a character from my book borrowing your name..

2nd of all

I'm really sorry for not updating sooner.. because guess what..

Yeass you're right my exams have started, also some of you know I've started a job recently, on top of that I've a thesis to complete hehe...

Yeah life is going too good, life is butiful like a bitch!!!

I'm fucked up..
I'm black and blue~~

Bitch pull yourself up!!!

Ok ok hehe ignore my emotional outbursts lmao

But just to let you know there's something I wanna inform you is that...

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!

Come'on stand in a line and wish me butiful comments.. I can ask this at least please (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)

Advanced thank you to all my lovelies here.. it's okay even if you don't wish me.. I was just messing around lmao..

Pray for me.. That's all I want from you..

Thank you so much for staying with me.. I love you loads❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

And I got a birthday gift from one of my lovelies JINsSPOON_ edit for me.. It's so beautiful thank you so much apu it's too much😭😭😭😭

Anyway I'll try to update time by time, but don't hate me for slow updates..

I love you all so much

See you soon lovelies