(29) Tears 🌀🌀
(Play the video, and turn on the loop, please)
A/N P.O.V
Taking Areum out of his car, Taehyung drags her to his house.. Areum jerks off her hand, looking at him like she wants to kill him.. " Enough is enough Taehyung!!"
Taehyung already has realized she won't listen.. He groans, and takes her in bridal style, and Areum screams.. " TAEHYUNG FUCKING KIM PUT ME DOWN!!!" But he doesn't listen.. Opening the house door with his leg, he enters with her.. Taehyung really can't calm himself down.. All he can think now is to clear everything with her, and have her like he wants..
Placing Areum on the bed, he goes to lock the room, when Areum turns him back, and slaps him real hard.. " How low can you be Taehyung? What are you even trying to do? 1st you took me away from everyone out there, and now you're locking me in a room FOR WHAT?? TO RAPE ME??"
She grabs his collar.. " So that's what you wanted all the time ha? You wanted me like this where I would be helpless, and you can have me the way you want, right?"
Areum takes off her heels, and throws her clutch.. " I knew it.. You're no one different from anyone. Each and every person I've put a little bit faith.. They broke me, shattered me.. Why would you be different ha?" Areum's eyes glisten with tears, where Taehyung doesn't even react a little..
" All the time you tried to find me all alone, because of this right? The masquerade party, that night in the classroom.. Each, and everytime you tried to touch me, to have me, because you wanted me like this right? There, now you have it.. Come'on.. You won't find this opportunity again Taehyung.. Utilize it.." Areum pushes Taehyung, and Taehyung's jaw clenches..
"What? Why don't you start already? Why don't you start ripping my dress off just like Jonathan did? Why don't you stab me like Jimin did because I was not letting him do whatever he wanted to do!! " She pushed him again..
"Why don't you push me to the wall just like Seokjin did to me?" Hearing this, Taehyung's eyes widen.. "Why don't you tie me on the bed, and bite me till I bleed like the last time Taehyung? WHY?!!" She tries to push him even further, when Taehyung turns her over, and back hugs her..
" TAEHYUNG LEAVE ME!! JUST ACCEPT IT YOU'RE LIKE ALL OF THEM JUST LEA-"
" Once I found you, I'm not gonna leave you anymore.. " For the 1st time Taehyung speaks in a while.. Taking his mouth to her ears he says something that makes Areum stop struggling in his arms..
" Areum.. Once I found you, I'm not gonna leave you anymore.. " Areum's get confused by his act, but when he says the phrase again, and again.. Something starts to come into her mind.. She can't even picture it.. Her eyes widen, when she starts thinking about it.. Something is trying to come into her mind, but still she can't catch it..
"I'm not letting you go.. You can run away from this world, but not from me.. The more you'll try, the more I'll chase you until I can have you in my arms, Areum.." He speaks again.. " Don't you remember anything, Areum? Anything?" Areum narrows her eyes.. Her chest rises and falls repeatedly..
What was it?
" Areum.. Don't you remember these words? Even till now? How could you forget? How could you forget me, Areum? The way I'm holding you.." Placing his forearms over her chest, he nuzzles his nose on her neck..
"Doesn't this remind you of anything, or anyone, Areum?? Anything? Why did you forget me?" Areum closes her eyes, by what she's feeling by his touch, and then suddenly something comes into her mind, and she opens her eyes..
Turning her over, facing her, he cups her face.. Lookin at her eyes, she wipes her tears.. " Why don't you accept that you want me as much as I want you.. Your eyes, your body, your behavior, everything shows me you want me.. Then when I want you as well why're you pushing me away?"
" It's all a lie.. You're assuming.." She sniffs..
" Is that so? Then what is this?" Taehyung lifts up her dress revealing the bands embracing her ankles, which once belonged to Taehyung himself.. He doesn't move his eyes from her, when she hurriedly pulls down her dress.. He scoffs, and takes her clutch.. Taking her phone from it, he removes the phone case only to reveal a piece of paper where some simple words are written, which means a life to Areum..
" I'm waiting for you in the backyard.."
He lifts up the paper in front of her.. " Still you have the audacity to lie to me about your feelings?"
" It's none of your business.. Give it back to me.." She tries to take back the phone case from him, but instead of giving her back, he tosses the phone on the bed, and holds her shoulders..
" Why don't you accept that your feelings didn't form when you saw me in the asylum.. Why don't you accept that you met me long before you even remembered.. Areum, why did you forget about me!!" He shakes her a little..
" WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN SAYING!!" She jerks his hands from her.. Taehyung breathes a little..
" Lilies.." He says
" What?" Areum knits her brows..
" Lilies.."
" Field.."
" Flower.."
" Run.."
" Fairy.."
" Prince.."
" Stop.."
" Faded.."
" Lilies.."
" Field.." Areum's head starts to hurt a little.. She holds her head.. Each and every time Taehyung uses a word, her head beats faster.. He comes, and cups her face again..
" Once I'm gone.. I'm never gonna come to you.. Once I'll leave you'll lose me forever.." Taehyung smiles a little.. " Remember something?" Areum gasps when suddenly she remembers a memory..
" Wind Prince.." He smiles.. " A silly nickname, you gave someone.. Remember?"
" Taehyung.." She whispers.. He holds her hand, and kisses it.. " I forgot this long ago as well, but I was bound to remember it."
" Wha-"
" Foster home.." He said, and Areum started to explore the hidden truth that was totally washed from her memory..
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Flashbacks
Taehyung's P.O.V
" It's getting worse Doctor please.."
" Care to tell me what's going on?"
" It's like she totally stopped reacting.. She was very excited about all of these things, but when you told her about her pregnancy, she was totally behaving normally.. Which is not going to be good I'm telling you Doctor.." I was feeling helpless.. Maya was behaving so normally which was so strange.. She didn't even shed any tears when we got back home.. Her strange acts forced me to run to the Doctor once again..
" Look, it's called the post depression stage.. She got a huge shock from her reports.. Which is the reason she's not behaving like she used to be.."
" Doctor, I can't see her like that where she's dying from inside, and I can't even do anything.." I pleaded..
She thought a little, and looked at me.. " I can't do anything here.. All is up to you Mr. Kim.."
I got confused.. " Mean?"
" You should start loving her in a different way.. You already know what she loves, or wants.. You don't need her to repeat them again.. Why don't you try to do those by yourself.." She said..
" And showing her you still love her is the best medicine for her, don't you think?" She smiled, and I sighed..
" I'll see you soon Doctor.." I said, and went to my house..
After some days I took her to the café where we used to meet by accident.. It was true we always stalked each other, trying the other one not to notice, but eventually we always caught each other.. I started saying how we used to behave just to make the other one notice.. She started giggling, and revealed that she used to come here just because of me, because she couldn't ask me directly.. We had a very good time there after a long time..
We went to her old home, where I shared my feelings with her, where I said the painful goodbye to her.. Where I kissed her.. I took her to every place where we shared moments, which are not that much noticeable, but we found those tiny moments much more vivid than the present life..
So we wanted to make an extensive memory which we would carry with us forever..
Foster Home..
After a month or two when I saw she started behaving normally.. She started opening up to me little by little.. I took her somewhere hoping she would love it..
" Umm do you think it'll be a good idea?" She hesitated to enter the place..
" You love babies a lot right? For you this is the perfect place for you.." I held her waist, and she smiled bitterly..
Cupping her face, I kissed her forehead.. " No matter what, I loved you, I love you, and will love you.." I smiled..
She said nothing, just looked at me like she wasn't not believing me.. I could see hints of hesitation in her face.. What was she hiding from me.. She held my hand, and started walking forward..
Taking some steps we saw a house beside a big field, where kids were playing.. Laughing with each other, making another heaven in this world in them.. we didn't realize when we started admiring them.. Holding each other's hand finally we found what our hearts wanted to feel, what our eyes wanted to see..
These kids here didn't know who they were, where their parents were.. Some were dead, some might have left them here forever.. Still their smiles could hypnotize us thinking they were the happiest persons in this world.. That's what they believed as well.. Nobody knew what would happen with them.. Nobody didn't even cared about it.. They were living in the moment and that was it..
" Excuse me.." An old lady came to us, and interrupted our show.. We looked at her, looking at me confusedly.. " Are you here for the adoption?" She asked with a smile.. Even the wrinkles couldn't fade away her beauty..
" We actually-"
" If you're here for this, then please come to the office.. Follow me.." She was about to turn back when I stopped her..
" Sorry ma'am but we just came here to see the kids roaming here.. If that's not a problem.." She looked at me.. " Oh.. Yeah sure, please meet me in the office before leaving.. You've to sign the visitor list.." She said, and we nodded..
We went to the kids, and offered them toys, and chocolates we brought with us.. That old lady was watching us far from her office.. I would be mistaken with us, but me..
She was only looking at me, like trying to think something about me, which I really didn't get..
Playing with the kids, we went to her office, and sat down.. " Your home is filled with very good, and happy kids.. I already started loving them.. Will it be okay if we come here often just to play with them?" I asked while signing the paper..
" Not every flower you see should be real.. Some could be artificial too.." Her words made me look at her who was smiling at me, like she meant the word for me..
" You've a beautiful lady with you.. But why aren't you blooming my child?" She asked her..
" Maybe the seeds didn't harvest properly.." Maya bitterly smiled, and I held her hand..
" Everything will be okay Maya please don't feel so low.. You see why don-" I looked past her suddenly, and saw the field from the window once again.. The curtains were waving lightly with the breeze.. A very calm sight to see, that could calm your running heart a little..
But this time... This time the field made me wander in my memory.. Had I seen the field before? If it was, why didn't I recognize it in the 1st place?
I stopped talking, and stood up.. Slowly I started walking towards the window.. My head started aching a little.. Why did I feel like I had seen this before? Why it was feeling so known to me.. I closed my eyes and tried to remember if I knew this place, when someone touched my shoulder, and I looked at her..
That old lady came close to me, and with shaky hands she held my face.. Wandering her eyes on my face she gasped.. " I can't be mistaken.. I knew it was you.. These eyes can't betray me.. It's you.." I got confused..
" Ma'am I-"
" It's rare to see these eyes, my child.. Your eyes.. I still remember when I 1st saw you.. Your eyes.. The monolid, with double eyelids on the other one.. Your face matches exactly with that little boy.." She was staring at my eyes with amusement..
" I think you're mistaken ma'am.. It's not that rare to have different eyes.."
" If I'm mistaken then why did you come here in front of the window thinking you might know this place?" Maya stood up, and came to me..
" I'm sorry but how did you know? It's like I've seen something like this in my dream once or twice, which is why I came here.." I asked and she chuckled..
" I spent a decade holding babies in my hand, and observing their behavior.. People grow up, but something doesn't change.. Even the moles.." She touched my nose a little where I had a visible mole.
" My child, do you know this field once used to be filled with lilies? Did you see lilies in your dream too" I widened my eyes, and looked at the field once again..
Suddenly I remembered the field with its old scenery.. With that I remembered someone else as well..
A little girl.. Running in the filled, making the lilies shuffle in them.. My head started to hurt a lot.. I held my head, and closed my eyes. My head started to hurt a lot.. Maya held me by my shoulder, where I grabbed my hair to stop the pain, and let the image form in my head..
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I was standing in front of the field seeing how far the field went.. With my little hand, I shadowed my eyes from the sun.. I saw I was running in a field full of flowers.. They were moving their heads in the wind, and I was admiring their view.. I was following the wind when I saw someone pass behind me..
A girl.. A beautiful, mysterious girl..
I tried to find her but couldn't.. And suddenly I saw her where she started running from me.. She was looking like a little fairy.. Somehow she seemed known to me.. She was looking back at me, giving me a hint to follow her, and I did... But she ran away.. I looked for her here and there but couldn't find her.. It's been the 3rd time in the month I saw her..
She looked so beautiful when she smiled, which made me blush instantly.. Her silky hair, her cheeks blushing on the ray of sun, her eyes were like someone put a universe in them.. I admired her far away from her, but when she saw me.. She waved her hand, and told me to follow her, which I did again..
This time she tried to run away from me again, and started giggling.. She said something that I couldn't remember instantly.. it took me time but I finally arranged the words..
"Once I'm gone.. I'm never gonna come to you.. Once I'll leave you'll lose me forever.." She started laughing, and tried to run away, but I held her from behind.. Panting a little I said something to her as well..
" Once I found you, I'm not gonna leave you anymore.. " I said, and she laughed.. Which made me laugh as well.. She turned back, and squeezed my cheeks.. " You're so cute.. I was playing hide and seek with you, but you got me.. You're just like that character I read from a book.. Umm what was it.. Umm.. Oh yeah!! His name was Wind Prince.. You're just like him.. But you're more handsome than him.." She giggled
" Umm.. was he?" I said looking down..
" Are you blushing? You know boys don't blush.." She started teasing me..
" I'm leaving.." I turned back, but she held my hand..
" Hey.. I was messing with you.. You know I've no one to talk to here.. I just came here.." Her face sulked..
" What happened? Where are your parents?" She looked at me while rubbing her eyes..
Lifting up her hand above her head she pointed at the sky.. " When it'll be night.. I'll show you where my Mamma, Papa, my Oppa are.. That lady told me that my parents are so valuable, and rare, that they only could be seen at night, with other valuable things.. I'll show you tonight.." I looked at her.. Tried to hold my tears, where she wiped her tears, and smiled at me..
" Where are your parents?" She asked..
" They told me they'll come back from a basness trap.. So they told me to stay here.." Suddenly she started laughing..
" it's not basness trap.. It's business trip.. My Papa once took me with him.. He bought me sooo many gifts.." She spread her hands to show how many gifts, and I chuckled..
" Aish I'm so dumb.. Anyway.. Who are you.. What's your name??" She asked fondly..
" I'm Taehyung.. Kim Taehyung.. You?"
" Teahong?"
" Noooooo!! Taehyung.."
" Ugh why did you choose so much tough name that I can't even pronounce.. Umm okay I'll call you.... Tae.. Okay?" She moved her head..
" Okay.. What's your name?" I asked..
" I am Areum.." She smiled ear to ear, and spread her hand to me, which I gladly took, and shook it..
" I love you already Tae.. Friends?" She said with widened eyes, and I nodded..
" Friends.."
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I opened my eyes.. " Areum.." That's the only word I could speak when I looked at the old lady.. She nodded lightly.. " You both looked like angels, who fall from the sky when you were together.. That girl was really something. When she came here for the 1st time, she was covered with blood, and dirt.. Her face had dried tears, her dress was torn.. Looked like she ran away from the other side of the world.."
She moved to her table.. " She was so scared of everyone.. It was hard to communicate with her.. Everytime I tried to feed her, she used to cry for a long time, and I had to hug her to give her comfort.."
" She witnessed her whole family getting murdered.. What could we even expect from her?" Hearing this Maya widened her eyes, and looked at me..
" All the time she was here, I had seen only a few times her eyes were smiling, her face was less gloomy.. Turns out it was that time when you guys spent time together.. I still remember how she laughed that night telling me she'd show you starts.."
I walked to the memory lane, and suddenly came back to the moment.. " Where is she? I couldn't find her after that night.. She was like vanished from here.. Where is she?"
"Someone adopted her when you were outside with other kids.. She searched for you, but you were nowhere to be found.." She replied
" Yoongi hyung.."
" Taehyung, what's going on? Please tell me what's going on?" Maya sat beside me..
" My child.." The old lady called Maya, and she looked at her.. " Taehyung was born in the hospital from where all these kids came from.. When he was born we all were in love with him.. He was looking so sweet, like a bear, that we all adored a lot.." She stopped..
" But one night the nurse fell asleep in her duty time.. That night.." She sniffed.. " That night someone stole 5 of the newborn babies from the newborn nursery.. He was one of them.." I shot looked at her..
" We found all the 4 babies near a dustbin, but we couldn't find him.. We looked for the whole town, but he was nowhere to be found.. If it is possible I would let you see how your parents were screaming in pain that they lost you.. I could show you how your Mom nearly broke the hospital down because we couldn't find you.." She shed tears, and I facepalmed myself..
" We found out your father loved you so much that he put a gold chain with diamond work on it on your neck to show how much you mean to him, which led those people to steal you then and there, because they couldn't remove it from you.."
" If I was stolen when I was a baby, how could I have been here in my childhood?" I asked..
" We don't know Tae.. One day you yourself came here saying you got lost, because your parents told you they would come back.. That's what you said to us.. We still didn't know you're the one who was lost from years ago.. When we already got your identity we called your parents who moved to Italy, because they couldn't control the depression they were facing.. They even said they would come to get you, but before even that... Someone took you away again in your sleep.." She said, and cried..
I closed my eyes.. For my whole life, whom I thought my real parents, who treated me like shit.. They're not even my real parents.. Who tortured me like hell, and instead of killing them then and there, I pleaded to them for my freedom.. Thinking this made me scream, but I swallowed all the things I was feeling.. Maya held me wiping my tears off.. Hugging me like I'll break down right now, and she won't let me do that..
" Granma.. " She looked at me..
" Who are my real parents?" I asked..
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We left the Foster Home with a heavy heart.. I was silent the whole ride.. Maya didn't talk as well.. I was thinking about all of the things I've faced today.. Maya didn't let me drive thinking I might be not in the right mind which I actually wasn't..
I met Areum long before she came into my life.. She was the one who I was trying to catch, and still I couldn't.. The world revolves round and round.. How could I not realize she was the one whom I saw in that field.. Whose smile made my heart flutter.. Which smile I tried to remember but faded away with all the dark that consumed my life..
My parents who treated me like shit.. They're not even my real parents.. How could I become so dumb? Why didn't I think of it till now that no parents would treat their own child like they did to me!!
I went straight to my room.. Me and Maya both were in shock.. We thought we'd have a good time, but all we got was the past that I forgot long ago.. And knowing what Areum had faced.. Her parents getting killed in front of her, Jonathan making her life hell.. All she got from her life is pain.. That's it..
After that day I looked for her everywhere.. I called Jungkook who told me he didn't know where she was, but I was stubborn.. I collected his mobile data, and found they talked with a number frequently for sometimes.. I tracked the number, which told me it was from Italy..
I searched for my parents who by coincidence were from Italy too.. Whatever the information that old lady gave me, I worked with all of them, and it was so hard to find out who my actual parents are.. It's true the world is so big, but not for me.. And eventually one day I found them.. I was totally ready to meet them once again..
But Areum? How could I find her? Even if I did, how would I make her believe that we know each other long before we actually think..
I was so busy finding Areum that I forgot that Maya was suffering from something too.. But she didn't let me feel that she needed me.. Instead she said something that made me the most guilty person in this world..
" Food is getting cold babe, will you come already?"
" Just a minute babe.." Maya was calling me for dinner, but here I was looking for some info I found from the internet..
" Why don't you finish the dinner, and then continue?"
" Areum please baby just give me fiv-" My mind was literally jammed with work, my parents, and about her.. Areum.. That I just realized I called Maya with Areum's name.. I looked at her, who just lowered her head, and about to leave but I held her hand..
" I'm sorry baby I just.. "
" It's been the 3rd time in this week that you mistook my name TaeTae.." She sniffed, and I was feeling like the worst person in this world..
" Maya please I'm sorry you know how much stressed I'm.. Please it's just a mistake I-"
" Why do you want to find her? What would you do when you meet her? That you're her long lost friend, and you want her to remember that you knew each other since childhood?"
" Y-yeah maybe.." I had never thought about it.. Why was I looking for her, when I had nothing to say to her except that we knew each other.. Or did I really have other things to say that I couldn't even find by myself?
" Then? Then what, Taehyung? Then WHAT??!!" She shook me by my shoulders..
" Maya why are you reacting like that? I just mistook your name with her, that's it.."
" That's it? Taehyung I fucking know you more that your parents.. Whether it's you biological, or fake ones.. I'm seeing the changes in you long before all of these came out.. Since the day you came home after talking with Areum's friend.. You've changed Taehyung!!!" I gasped..
" What are you-"
" DON'T EVEN DENY THE FACT PLEASE!" She suddenly screamed..
" Maya..."
" From the last few months, you were dreaming about the same shit each and every day, and you forgot about it the moment you woke up.. You know what was the dream?" I shook my head..
" You were dreaming about that fucking field each and everytime, and the girl that you were running after was none other than AREUM!"
" Is that my fault that I dreamt about her again and again?"
" YOUR fault is you think about her all the fucking time Taehyung!!"
" THAT'S A WHOLE LIE!! WHY WOULD I THINK ABOUT HER??!!"
" Because YOU FUCKING LOVE HER TAEHYNG!!" I took a sharp breath at what she was saying..
" Maya please baby it's all-" I tried to hold her..
" NO!! Don't touch me. I've enough proof that our relationship won't work anymore.."
" You're just fearing things babe.. I would never ever love anyone other than you.. You know it yourself!!" I was feeling really ashamed that she felt like this..
" Then what is this Taehyung?" She took her phone, and opened a video she took out of fun while I was sleep talking..
And whatever I was saying literally broke her heart in pieces..
" Don't go.. Come back.. Come back I wanna hold you.. No.. Noo.. Are.. Areum... AREUM!!!" I woke up from my sleep, and she asked me what happened, then I told her the exact same field thing I dreamt about..
" You went to that asylum once again, in that room where you were locked.. That you were asking other doctors about her.. You even went to that house from where she let you go, to look for her.. To ask her hyung if it's really true that she once stayed in a foster home.. And you know what else I noticed the most?" Lowering my head I listened to her, because she saw all of it but never asked me about this, or doubted me until now..
" That you've changed Taehyung.. Each time we made love I couldn't see the happiness in your eyes I used to see.. Each time I kissed you you didn't kiss me back the way you used to do.. You noticed the change in me, but why didn't you notice when it was about you?" Her voice cracked..
She took my face in her palms.. " Everytime I said I love you, you didn't respond to me instantly.. You just said it because you've to.. To you it might sound silly but for me, it's the 1st step that I'm losing you.." Her eyes glistened..
" Maya please you're just thinking like this.. I love you so much please don't ruin it.." I hold her face
" I'm not ruining it.. I'm trying to make things up.." She nodded..
" Taehyung you were busy with everything, but I wasn't.. I could see you were obsessed with finding her.. Tell me one thing.. When you think about her.. When you think what she will feel when you tell her that you knew each other from where all of this has started.. Don't your heart flutter just to think how she would react?" She cupped my face
" Don't you ever think how much she has loved you when you had no idea about it.. When that boy Jungkook told you that you were the one who showed her that maybe she could change.. Didn't you feel that to hold her in your arms and never let her go? That makes her believe that she has you, and now she can finally rely on someone? Tell me Taehyung.."
" Tell me when she let you go, didn't your heart sink even a little thinking that you're leaving her? She herself told me she loves you, Taehyung.. If you didn't make her feel something who basically feels 'nothing'.. How would she fall in love with you? And if you don't have something for her, then how did you make her feel those things?" I knitted my brows..
" Tell me don't your heart flutter when she used to smile for you.. She would make you feel special, and no one in your life did that for you.. Not even me.. I was by your side.. But she showed you who you are, Taehyung.. Who you were.. And when her task was done.. She let you go.." She lifted up my face to see my wet eyes..
" It was Areum all the time Taehyung.. Since she came into your life it was all about her.. You found me.. You had feelings for me.. But the moment your heart warmed for someone else.. I lost you.." She whispered the last part..
" Maya please we could sort things out, let's give this another try.." I wiped my tears..
" You may join the broken part, but the scars will remain Taehyung.. No matter what you do... You let someone in, in your heart without even realizing it, where I used to rule once.. Now no matter what happens.. I can't have that back.. Now this place belongs to Areum.. Not me.. Because this never lies.." She pointed at my heart.. And broke into tears..
I hugged her.. Nobody told me that I have feelings for Areum before I even realize it.. And the person has to be Maya?? Just why? Why can't my life be normal for a second.. What would I do now as I already found out about what I actually want, whom I actually want..
" All I can do now is either keep you apart, and let this guiltiness with me for the lifetime that I didn't let you find your soulmate.. Or I can sacrifice a lil bit for someone whom I love with my life.. " She looked at me..
" And I chose the second one.. I can't hurt you Taehyung.."
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Present time
A/N P.O.V
" I brought you here to tell you all of these.. Not to make you miserable, or helpless.. There's a big part of our life you were missing, and all I wanted to let you know all of it.." Taehyung sighs..
" This might sound weird but Maya is the one who made me realize something I've never realized before.." He looks at her who just falls on the bed while her eyes shades tears..
" You don't know Areum what Maya sacrificed just because of me.. You might feel she's showing you sympathy but it's actually not.. I tried my best to make her feel I still love her, but as she said.."
" Heart never lies.."
She gets up, and looks at him.. " I don't know.. I don't know what I should feel about all of this.. Why did she have to do it Taehyung? I don't believe this.. No!!"
" This is the truth, Areum.. You even know it yourself.. You love me.. You want me more than you accept it.. I was blind that I've never seen it.. I was blind when all of the time you showed me how much you love me, and when I saw them.. You were long gone.."
Areum still can't believe why Maya did it.. Also that foster home.. She remembered it just now.. She thought it was a dream, when Yoongi told her there was nothing like this she faced when she was at the foster home.. Never ever she realized her dream will be the most honest truth of her life..
" I've nothing to prove to you that how much I've fallen for you.. I'm running from here and there to find peace, but in the end, you were the only place.. You are the only person who calms my heart, also who races it up.." Suddenly he kneels down in front of her..
" I'm tired, Areum.. I'm running away from my feelings for you for so long, that my heart now aches seeing you far away from me.. I regret that I left you, where all I wanted was you.. " His heavy voice breaks, and she sees how the person who never broke down in front of anyone, not even when someone was about to kill him..
" I'm still running to catch you, still I couldn't.. I can't let you go like this.. I want you Areum.. I can't let you leave.." He closes his eyes..
" I can't.. I give up, Areum.. I can't do it anymore.. I can't keep myself away from you.. All I want in my whole goddamn life is you.. All I could think about now is you.. Just seeing your face could make my whole day brighter.. You don't know who you are to me, Areum.. You don't know what you are to me.. You don't know Areum.. You don't know that-"
" How much I love you.. I love you so fucking much that if I stay away a single day from you I'll lose it.."
She gasps.. Somewhere she knew he might have feelings for her, but right now when he just accepts this.. She can't even blink.. All she's seeing right now is how he's crying kneeling down in front of her..
But it's enough for her as well.. Taehyung is right.. She's running away from her feelings for him as well.. And now when she's seeing the true side of him.. She stops thinking about anything.. All she can think now about her, and him.. Nothing else matters now. Nothing concerns her anymore.. " Get up.." She says..
Taehyung looks at her, to see she fists her hands.. " Didn't you hear me? I said GET UP!!!" She shouts, which makes him flinch..
Slowly he gets up, with his head low.. " Come here.." She commands..
As an obedient boy he listens, and comes close to her.. " I said come here, don't you have ears?" She again asks, and now he's towering over her, making her taken aback a little..
Looking at his eyes all she can see is how much helpless he is, how much flimsy he's feeling from the inside.. Their eyes meet, and never leaves from each other.. They can see their whole world in each other's eyes.. The more they're looking at each other, the more they're drowning in them.. The gaze that they shared the 1st day they've seen each other was still there..
" Hold my face.." Without wasting a second, he holds her face, waiting for her next command.. Areum knows this was it.. After this there's no turning back.. Either she'll lose everything, or she'll have her lost things once again.. But at the end she'll get back the love of her life.. Looking at his eyes, seeing all he needs is just a sign from her, she gulps a little..
" Kiss me.." That's all she could say before Taehyung took her lips to him...
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