(26) The Truth Untold ⚜️⚜️
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Jimin's P.O.V
I thought I was hallucinating when I saw her.. The last time I saw her was when I wanted her so bad, that I made someone a bad person.. Which led her to love him even more.. And now that I'm seeing her after a decade.. She has changed a lot.. She's not someone I used to see secretly everyday.. She's not the girl who always made fun of me, then again be the only one when I needed someone the most.. Now I'm seeing the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life.. She's become a sexy woman right now.. Her face became even brighter.. Her lips, her eyes, her nose everything is like someone drawing them, taking their precious time to draw the perfect version of her..
" Maya?" I call her name, not even sure if she's the one, or I'm mistaking someone else with her..
Her eyes glisten in both shock, and amusement when she sees me.. Maybe she is feeling the same way that I may be someone else.. " JIMIN??!!" She says with widened eyes..
" So I wasn't mistaken.. Is it really you Maya?" I ask, when she comes and hugs me.. I embrace her back, having a nostalgic feeling.. " Oh my God I've missed you Jimin!! I thought I would never see you again!"
I laugh.. " The world actually revolves around I guess.." She giggles which becomes some kind of heavenly sound to my ears..
I thought maybe she shared the same fling I used to share with her.. But she proved me wrong the minute she said no to me.. She flew back here, and after that this is the 1st time I'm seeing her..
Moving away from me she laughs again.. " How come you're here??!! Weren't you supposed to be-"
" In Korea?" I chuckle.. " Long story short.. I'm here to handle the side business of my boss.. What about you? How are you here?"
" Well this is my Dad's company.. He already handed me all of it, wanting me to sit in his position, but I said I'll be glad being his manager.. Though I handle all the important stuff.."
" So you're the unofficial CEO actually.."
She laughs.." Kinda.. Anyway, have a seat.. We have so many things to catch.." I smile, and nod..
" Seriously, you remember how that math teacher was chasing us for putting glue on his chair!!" We started laughing.. Talking about the old days made us overwhelmed that we didn't realize it's been an hour already since we met..
" Seriously I still miss those days where we just were living our lives, not caring about anything, just having our time.."
She sighs and nods.. " But anyway, how's life going?" She asks, sipping her coffee..
" If you asked me a year ago, I would say it was the worst.. Or I'm in hell.. But someone came into my life who bloomed a garden full of flowers in my hell.."
She raises her brow.. " Wooo~~ Girlfriend? Or should I say wife??" She wiggles her brows..
I chuckle.. " I think my long lost little sister would be perfect.." Her face transforms from happy to shocking..
" Don't say-" I happily nod.. " Suzy came back.." I smile widely..
" OH MY GOD!!!!! HOW??"
" Let's just say I misjudged someone who proved me wrong by giving my sister back to me.. My boss.. Kim Seokjin.."
" Ah Seokjin.. I've talked with him a few times, but never actually saw him in person.. He's been working with our company for a few years.. He's a very hard working man I must say.." She praises him and I nod in agreement..
" That I must agree with you.. But one thing I'm trying so hard not to ask, but I think I can't actually.."
" Go on.. What's this formalities?" She pats my shoulder..
After a lot of struggle I put all my guts together.. " How come you're here, but... Taehyung is in... Italy, with... someone.... you may know-"
" Areum?" She smiles a little..
" You know her?"
" How come I won't know the person who made the biggest impact in my life?" She says in a sarcastic way..
" Maya, Areum is Seokjin hyung's girlfriend.. But Taehyung coming in between them using the card that she treated him.. He was supposed to be with you.. What is he doing with Areum?"
" Are you in love with Areum?" She smirks..
" I-" He sighs.. " if you ever get to know who I love the most, you might not believe it.. But why did you ask?"
" Because you're making things like that.." She puts the cup on the table..
" I'm not, but it's really confusing that the one you love the most, the one with whom you were supposed to share a whole life.. How come you guys aren't together?"
She sighs, playing with her fingertip a little.. After feels like a moment she speaks.. " Let's just say something wasn't supposed to be the way I wanted.."
" Mean?" I knit my brows, when she looks at me..
" Something meant to be since the beginning.."
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Few days later
Hoseok's P.O.V
" Passengers who are waiting for the flight for ICN, Korea please come to the 5th gate, to pass the boarding area.. The flight will take off in 30 minutes.. Thank you.."
" I'm not feeling good leaving them here?"
" We can't force Yoongi, okay? It's about her sister.. He won't come back until Areum comes with him.." Namjoon, and I are heading off to Korea.. Namjoon stayed long enough here, where Heejin is waiting for him to come back.. Also he can't leave her in this situation for so long.. On the other hand, Yoongi hyung was so pissed at what Areum had faced days ago.. He didn't even talk with her, nor did she try.. It's like hyung is blaming her for letting go of everything, and becoming a weak person in front of everyone..
Don't know what happened, but Areum was more pissed than she was supposed to be.. Her mental condition is not that stable, so I tried to stay with her as much as possible.. But now as I'm going.. I don't know who'll take care of her..
" But I think he should talk with Areum 1st.. It's obvious she's coming back, but the way these siblings are ignoring each other.. Nothing good will come from it.."
" I know.. He literally wants to kill Seokjin Sir you realize that? Also I don't think he'll listen to anyone.."
" Sometimes older people make mistakes.. " I smile, and he sighs..
" Of course.. The thing I was say-"
" Hyung, here's the thing you've asked for.." Jungkook comes, and hands me a bag..
" What's this?" Namjoon asks..
" Umm nothing important.. Some things I'll need while traveling.."
" Yeah such as some lac-"
" JUNGKOOK!!!" I shout at Jungkook, and he purses his lips instantly..
" Lac what? What is lac?" Hyung knits his brows..
" Lac means.. Aish it's some medicine I'll need back Korea.. I asked a pharmacist to arrange for me to get these medicines.. Jungkook misheard it.." I glare at him, and he clears his throat trying hard not to laugh..
Namjoon nods.. As sometimes I keep something hidden from them for my hospital purposes.. So he thought maybe I'm working with some formulas which I don't want to disclose..
My phone suddenly rings off.. I see the caller ID which automatically makes me smile.. " I'm taking this. Please wait for me in the boarding area.." I say, and run from there..
Coming far away from them I huf a little.. I call the number again, and see someone smiling just like me, just by seeing the caller ID.. I smirk..
" Hello Ah-" I spin her around, and press her over the wall.. She gets off guard but when she sees me her eyes sparkle.. She's about to say something but I take her lips in mine, and kiss her so deeply that she just whimpers.. Holding her waist firmly I kiss her like I've met her after decades, but we just went on a date last night..
We part a little later.. " Dasom.." I whisper her name, where she pecks my lips.. "What was that for? We're in a public place!!"
" As if I care?" I roll my eyes..
" Well I care.. What's this sudden meet up? You told me last night you'll come to my place saying goodbye.. And now you called me here, and doing this?"
" Actually I'm sorry I was busy with Areum.. You know.." I sigh.. Dasom told me each and everything that was going on in the institute..
" I understand.. Don't worry.. I'll take care of her.. I may not make her smile like you do.. But I'll try.." She smiles..
Her eyes crinkles a little when she gives me a genuine smile that she's giving me now. Making me falling for her even more.. I caress her cheeks that take a light shade of pink. It's cute when she blushes..
" Areum will come back to Korea in a few days.. Why don't you come with them too?" I plead..
" Hoseok.."
"I don't want to leave you here.. I want you close to me all the time.. You in my arms, no matter what happens.." She kisses my cheeks.. " That'll happen in no time.. It's just a matter of time baby.. I should tell you not to go.. Why are you stealing my dialogues?" She pouts, and I laugh..
" So you want me to leave?" I sulk my face..
" If I could I would lock you in a room with myself.. Where you can't even think of leaving me.." She holds my face..
" I love you Dasom.."
" I love you more Hoseok.. I love you so much!!" She wipes the tears that she's trying to hold, and I hug her..
I won't come back anytime soon.. I want to spend the very last minute with her, which is why I called her here.. So that the last person I'll say goodbye to will be her..
" Don't go.." She says lowly on my neck, trying to hold me with all herself.. I've been cursing myself since the day I cut my ticket, that I'm leaving her here.. She's so innocent, and so warm hearted.. Just like I wanted.. She's someone I want to keep to myself.. Nobody dares to touch her.. She's only mine.. If that makes me possessive then yes I'm.. I'm possessive of her.. I'll give her the whole world where she means a world to me..
I kiss her forehead, taking her face in my palms.. " I wish I knew telepathy.. I'm feeling like I'm ripping off something in me and leaving it behind.. You don't have any fucking idea how I'm gonna survive these days.. I can't come back in between.. I wish I could take you with me.." We kiss again, where I hear the mic turn on again saying I have to leave right now or I'll miss my flight..
" Dasom.."
" Mhmm.." She doesn't want to show her tears but I know her well.. I lift up her face, wiping her tears.." Saying me goodbye like this? And I thought you'll be something else you've shown me that night, remember?" She chuckles, and punches my chest..
" Did anyone else see that wild side of yours except me?" I say in her ear making her cheeks red as hell..
" You're the criminal.. You made me a bad girl.." She scrunches her nose, when I hold her waist all of a sudden..
" Yes because you're my bad girl.." I wink, she lowers her head.. Our faces are inches apart when I ask her something else..
" I need to see this bad girl often.. Can I?" She looks at me confusedly.. " Ha?"
I hand her the bag Jungkook has brought for me.. " I want you to wear each of these when I tell you.. I won't hear any excuses.. Got it?"
" What's thi-" She opens the bag and gasps loudly..
" I told you I'll buy you the lace I tore apart that night.. Rest are some tiny gifts from me.." She looks at me with wide eyes with a flustered face.. I close the gap.. Looking directly at her eyes I captivate her.. " I mean it, Dasom.. I've fallen in love with your bad side.. I want to see it more often.."
" How did-How did you know my sizes? Like when did you buy-"
" I called someone trustable.. She bought each of these.. Of course I chose the finest from them.." I smirk..
(Why would I suffer alone?)
" Who?"
I laugh.. " Jungkook's girlfriend.. Suzy.. I asked her for help, and she told me to give your photo, which I did, and she bought all the sizes that might fit you.. " She gets shy when I hold her..
" I've got to go.." She smiles hiding the pain she's having right now.. Kissing her for the last time I part away from her.. She's standing there whimpering in pain, wiping the tears, where I watch her until I can see even the slightest of her silhouette.. Moving in front I sharply wipe my tears to see Namjoon, and Jungkook waiting for me..
I hug Jungkook, and head to the boarding area with Namjoon.. With a heavy heart leaving my everything here, I passed the boarding area.. But my mind is saying the only phrase it can remember..
" I'll be back to you, Dasom"
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Later that night
A/N P.O.V
When Areum told Seokjin that she wanted to stay away from him she meant it.. Which is the reason she didn't talk with him for days.. He tried to talk with her on the same day, but she told him that she needed time from him.. He's clouding her mind with everything.. The shit is serious this time.. When Yoongi got to know about this he was furious.. He just glared at her, and went to his room.. Till then they both are on a rough patch.. To him, she let go of her actual self which was why people were able to hurt her.. She really needs to clear the cloud between them..
But before that she needs to talk with someone..
" Knock"
" Knock"
" WHO'S THIS!!" He shouts which makes her flinch a little..
" It's me.." She says loud enough so that he can hear her.. After a minute or two he opens the door.. It's the 1st time she has seen him after what he had done.. She looks up at him, having a sulky face in front of her.. He has changed a bit.. The face he adores the most about himself became a little bit pale.. His eyes were puffy but not noticeable.. his hair wasn't pressed like he used to keep.. He was shaking a little.. He's trying so hard to stay still, but she can see he's struggling to even stand..
It's not like she has been good lately.. She doesn't come out from her room until it's an emergency.. The maids bring her meals in her room, and she doesn't even touch those that much.. She starts medicating with Hoseok.. He listens to her, and helps her to process everything.. And now as he's going back to Korea.. It's only she who can help her.. So she thought clearing the tension between them is the best option right now..
" Can we talk?"
" How are you.." He says lowly..
" I'm doing fine.. Can we talk??"
She looks at the left to see some gadgets she has never seen before.. He's busy closing the door, when she touches the thing, and suddenly she gets a huge electric shock.. She screams, and he looks back..
" AREUM!!!" He runs to her, and throws the thing away despite it still radiating that shock.. He holds her hand, and starts massaging it.. " Are you okay? Why did you touch that?" He starts scolding her..
" What was that? I've never seen something like this, and why was it on your bed? It can lead to an accident, you realize that?"
" Ummm it's.. I.. umm.. It's something my friend sent me from Germany.. But maybe it's not working so... you got ... the...electric shock.." Something weirdly off in him right now.. He's struggling to form the whole sentence.. He's not like that.. Obviously Areum doesn't know for what that gadget is used for..
He's the most confident person about himself she has ever seen.. But now he's the one who's talking like this.. " What is this gadget actually used for?"
It's like he has gotten another shock from her question, that his eyes widenes.. " It's for..." He gulps.. " It's complicated, okay? I'm trying to fix it.. Once I'm done, I'll show you how it works.. Are you okay now? Are you feeling dizzy?" His concerned face makes her sigh a little.. His eyes fell on the ring he puts on her finger.. She slowly moves her hand from him..
" I'm okay.. Please have a seat beside me.." He nods, taking a deep breath, and sits beside her..
" I think I owe you an apology.." He says with his head low..
" No it's okay you don't have to I-"
" No Areum.. What I did back there was really something I should be ashamed of forever.. I didn't think that it might ruin your image as well as mine.. I couldn't accept how she was insulting you, which is why I thought-"
" That making me your fiancé out of a sudden will solve the issue right?" She cuts off his words, and he exhales deeply..
" I'm sorry Areum.. I wasn't thinking clearly.."
" Care to tell how all of a sudden you want to marry me? Like did I give you any hints that I'm ready for some kind of permanent relationship with you.." She says bluntly..
He looks at her like he doesn't expect she would say like that.. " What do you mean?"
" I mean did I ever tell you that I'm gonna marry someday or go into a commitment?"
" Areum you're not making sense actually.. You're my girlfriend.. Isn't it normal to think about a future with someone whom I love, and who is already mine??" He suddenly snaps..
" Yes I'm your girlfriend, and I'm happy about it.. But how did you get this idea that we'll be the happiest if we get married??"
" So what do you want with us? With me? Do you want to stay like this forever?? Just being my girlfriend where I'm willing to give the whole fucking world to you?" He gets up.. Areum gets confused as to why he's making this an issue? What has happened to him?
She gets up as well.. " Seokjin 1st of all, it was your idea to make me your girlfriend in the 1st place, so that people out there don't call me your "whore".. You're the one who wanted this relationship, and I was okay with it because you're a very important person in my life.."
" So I'm just a simple important person to you? Nothing else? There's no feelings attached to us? We share nothing is that what you want to say??" He clenches his jaw..
" What's your point Seokjin?"
He holds her shoulder.. " I want to marry you.. I want you to be mine, and let the whole world know about it.." She's really confused by the way he's talking..
" What is this rubbish thing with being yours? I'm bearing this don't know for how long.. But why do you use this term of me being yours? I'm your girlfriend.. I'm not a product that you're claiming I belong to you.. I-" She feels he put pressure on his grip on her shoulder..
" Use your words carefully with me, Areum.. You don't want to make me upset do you?" He grits..
" Or what?" She removes his hand from her shoulder.. " Seokjin I've seen how you treat me.. and believe me instead of feeling safe sometimes I feel like you're trying to keep me to yourself.. So that no one dares to even talk with me.."
" What's wrong with this? I love you so I want all of yours for me, and just for me.. Each and everything of yours are mine.. You, your past, your present, your future everything.. I want you to give it to me.. After all I've ever done for you, can't I expect this least from you?" He takes some steps close to her..
" If you didn't bring me here, then none of this would include you.. Yes I accept I was crazy for you, but that's just it.. I didn't show you anything that might make you feel that I want something serious with you.. You're the one who brought me here saying Jonathan might be looking out for me.."
" So you're saying I lied to you.."
" I've never said that.."
" Then what are you trying to say?! That I forced you to stay here with me? Is that what you want to say? After the way I've treated you. The way I make you the strongest version of you that you don't fear anyone right now.. That you can do anything you want right now.. And now you're behaving like I forced you to stay with me? How could you, Areum?" He grabs her wrist tightly..
" STOP MAKING THINGS!!!" She jerks off his hand, and glares at him..
" You're that person in my life who taught me how to fight back.. Who told me who I actually am.. You taught me how to fight with my inner demons.. Now you're being someone whom I'm fighting with. What happened to you Oppa?!!"
" WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU??!! Why are you making things so complicated? I proposed to you, and I accept that was the worst way someone should propose.. If you want I can say sorry to you as many times as you want, or do anything you'll ask me.. But why are you making me the bad guy here, when all I just want you to be my soulmate.."
" Getting married won't make me your soulmate.. It's already written who is your soulmate.. I may be your girlfriend, but how could you say that I'm your soulmate?"
" Because I want you to be my soulmate.. Don't you get it?" He grabs her waist, and pulls her to him.. Glaring at her like he means it..
She blinks sometimes.. He's serious about it.. Also she really doesn't want to accept this, but Seokjin is not caring about her feelings.. It's like he's only talking, or thinking about himself..
"I can't do this anymore.." She whispers, but Seokjin hears it clearly..
" What?" He knits his brow..
She slowly loses the grip from him, and takes some steps away.. " It's getting much more complicated than it seems.. I can't do this anymore.." She looks otherwise..
" DO what?"
She looks at him with wet eyes.. Then she points with her finger between them.. " This.. Us.. I need to think about this relationship.. About us.. I don't think it'll work out anymore.." Seokjin's mouth hangs open.. He takes a sharp breath.. " Areum.. " He whispers..
" I came here to tell you that Yoongi Oppa is angry at me.. And I know him.. He won't talk with me until.." She stops..
" Until.."
Looking at him she takes the courage and says it finally.. " Until I go back with him.. Until I go back to Korea with him.. Where I actually belong.."
Areum sees How Seokjin's eyes become dark.. How he gulps, clenching his jaw.. But she doesn't stop.. In her mind she's determined to clear everything.. And whatever the result would come, she'll accept it.. " So you're going back? You're going back to that place where the minute you put your feet, you might get killed.."
" I can take care of myself Oppa.. You made me the strongest.. On top of that Yoongi Oppa will protect me with everything.. Thank you so much for making me believe that I can face him.. You completed your responsibility over me.. Now let Yoongi Oppa complete his ones.." He says nothing, just closes his eyes, lowering his head..
Suddenly Areum holds his hand, and puts something in his palm.. He opens his eyes, and looks at it.. His eyes fall on Areum who is looking at him softly.. But he's trying so hard not to pass her out, and take her away from here where she won't even think about leaving him.. Areum has no fucking idea what she's doing, and Seokjin is controlling himself because he can't hurt her..
Looking at the ring, Areum sighs.. " I hope you find the right owner of it.. If it's me then it'll come back to me.. But I can't take the risk.. I'm sorry.." She sighs, and hands him an envelope.. " I don't think I could go back to the institute anymore.. I'm quitting.." When she thought she would clear the air, she actually meant it..
" So you're breaking up with me.." He mouths fisting his hands, but Areum hears it..
" I've told you already I need to think about us.. Consider this as a hiatus.. I just came here to inform you that I'm leaving for Korea soon.. I need to go back where I belong.. Not where I should adjust myself to mix with the place.. I'm sorry.." She walks past him, when he stops her saying something..
" One last question.." She turns back, to see how she's leaving him.. In a broken state, but still he's showing he's tough..
" Do you really not love me, Areum? Not even a little bit?" Tears finally beat him, and fall on his cheeks.. He's begging to the Lord that she says something that might make her his once again.. That she stops, and comes back to her.. But she says something that shakes his whole world..
" I'm Sorry Seokjin Oppa.." Lowering her head she swallows each and every pain she's feeling, and finally lets it out.. She can't fake it anymore.. She can't play with his feelings anymore.. The guilt is eating her like crazy. It's true she adores him, she cares for him.. But love is a big word..
Love is for the worst victims, and she's one of them who still loves the one who broke her heart in pieces..
Love hurts. It causes anger, jealousy, obsession that he's feeling right now.. Why doesn't she love him back he wonders..
She slowly turns back, and leaves the room, trying not to look back at him.. On the other hand Seokjin's stumble a little after hearing this.. His mind isn't working anymore.. He's feeling lightheaded, that he fell on his knees..
He's losing her.. She finally said it.. It was from only his side all of the time.. She didn't share the same feeling he feels about her.. He gave her everything, but she chose not to think about him for a single second.. He needs to do something.. He needs to get her back anyhow.. No matter what.. He's determined he would make her fall for him, no matter what.. He can't lose her.. He won't lose her..
He takes the phone with his shaky hand.. Dialing a number it rings a few times when the other person picks it up..
" Hello.."
" It's me.." He closes his eyes imagining how she'll crawl back to her..
" I know.. Which is the reason I called you.. Because.." Opening his eyes he clenches his jaw and breathes a little..
" It's time.."
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