I get out from the room and with an instant the guard locks the door again. I'm about to leave the corridor suddenly someone pulls my arm harshly and I bump into a hard yet soft chest. It takes me some seconds to come back in sense and when I do I wrap my arm around the owner of the body's waist.


" What were you thinking when you say you'll meet him by all yourself? You kept your eyes shut to not to see the outcome of your decision wouldn't you?" Jungkook starts scolding me while massaging my scalp with his finger to calm me down..

" I thought it was the right thing to do and I don't regret about it but I'm just not in a position of thinking anything right now." I say while burying my face on his neck..

Yeah we had a thing back in the high school days but that didn't went long because we both were immature and to be honest we basically had a fling for each other which didn't last long. It was from his side in the 1st place when we took the decision that we'll be friends like this forever because seriously we were feeling nothing for each other..

We tried to be physical once and when we realize it was way too awkward for both of us, and we decided to break up. And after that this is how our life going where our friendship become more important for us than love. Where we feel for each other just like as a best friend rather than a person with whom we can fuck whenever we want.

That doesn't mean we don't intercourse. We do but with other not with each other. I'm holding him like a lost puppy and he's calming me down. Even the guard is staring at us thinking we might have a secret relationship, but we can't care less. 

He releases me and hold my face with his hands and place a soft kiss on my forehead, " You should listen to me Areum. When I said I was worried about you It was actually I was. It's all so new to you so you shouldn't force yourself for it. I'll talk with Namjoon hyung and you don't need to continue this case" He says while showing concerns for me..

" NO. I'll work on this case. I'll make him better, most importantly, I'll show him the way"

" You're exaggerating things Areum. Okay fine don't talk about this because your mind is messed up after seeing him.. You need to clear your mind. Either way we've many more important things to discuss" He said while leaving my face

" Which is?"

" You're forgetting that you need to pay me for the sin you've created half an hour ago" He folds his arm in front of his chest while trying to be serious..
 
" What did I do this time?" I whine..

" You said a curse word back there. Now you've to pay"

" Cut the crap and spill it bitch.." I snap at him in an annoying way..

" You called me bunny which was a forbidden word. Now you've to pay.." He's really pissed of as I'm not taking him seriously..

" Well Jeon Jungkook I'm really sorry to say this to you but I've to say it which is... Fuck you" I show him my middle finger 

" Ah really? I would love to fuck you" He says in my ear with a low tone so that nobody hear about it except us...

For some minutes I forgot that I'm still in front of Taehyung's door which is locked but the glass on the door is enough to let him see the outside. Although the glass didn't feel a mop or a cleaning spray for decades.

That can't hide me from those eyes..

"Jungkook let's go. We'll talk about this later" With that I hold his forearm and leave the place without letting him say something again.

Taehyung's P.O.V

(Play the video while reading, and if it stops play it again)

" Maybe I can show you the way you should walk even alone and find the right way...."

I was shocked when she said that and didn't even let me say something back. Such a bitch. It's true I asked some of random people whom I don't remember, asking this. I was lost and I was devastated to find a way for my destination. And when you try your best but you don't succeed at the end of the day and you get nothing. Your struggles throughout the whole day become ashes in front of you. When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep and you get stuck in reverse you won't be in senses and that's what I was feeling that time. 

The day I came here they chained me here and I can't even move that much long. They tried to take care of me but I acted like I was going to attack them but I didn't. I don't harm people. If I did I wouldn't be here. 

I stayed two days without talking or responding any of their questions. They gave me food which I threw back several times but as I'm breathing fine so I had to eat something to prevent the torture my belly was doing with me.

I spent my whole day sitting here. Some nurses or doctors come to check up on me thinking maybe I died because my present neighbors are much more interactive than me. 

As other mental patients I can't harm people. I scared them and fortunately I've a pair of eyes which do the harming part. I look at a person in a way and with an instant they'll question about his living being. I get it not long ago.

To be honest I was a good boy before.. I didn't even raise my voice to someone that much..  Actually something came between which I don't remember that much which lead me here

Yesterday a ward boy came to clean me and I didn't respond as usual. He was in a bad mood I predict that he didn't take me seriously. He started forcing me to follow his order and when I didn't, he took the scissor which was for cutting my hair.. 

He used that on my thigh and stabbed me 2 times.

 I didn't even formed any sound instead I was just whimpering but the ward boy was doing screaming part for me. He was screaming saying " Speak motherfucker, we're not your slaves here you ass" and I saw a uniform guy came in my room and was arguing with that ward boy. I was bleeding so much that I lost my sense and when I woke up I hear somebody were talking something which I didn't understand. 

I was in so pain that I can see my thigh was still bleeding. The way they were talking seems like they are here for me. I gathered my all strength and crawl to my left side and started to writing the least words I remembered with my own blood as that was the only thing I had at that moment which I used as ink.

When I heard a female voice and the way she was talking I can easily say she has more sense that these morons here. They basically made fun of me. Only few of them actually entered my room to do something with me. Basically they fear me which I like the most. They shouldn't get on my nerves because when I'll show them my real side they wouldn't bare it and I know that

The way she was talking to me was not like other doctors do. It was easy to interact with her, she was leaving some spaces for me to speak and when she stated that she's here because she is the one who'd counsel me I smiled which she didn't notice of course. So I tried to chuckle so she got an idea that she's not worth my time.
 
She was literally begging me to see me at some point. I was like what fucking K-drama is this? She could easily see me through the hole what's with this formalities? But her words felt genuine to me so I said nothing and I can see she was bowing to look through the hole..

I looked at her as the way I looked at everyone. My eyes are very much delusional and I didn't even do that myself. It feels like something inside of me making me look like that. Sometimes I didn't even hold myself from hurting me. 

It feels like someone is forcing me for doing this.

I knew she wouldn't stand in front of my gaze because she doesn't have that strength. She tried to be tough but failing each time she's talking. So I tried to hold the most terrible look I can give. I was smirking at her when she got off guard but she didn't let my pride stick last long. 

When she returned my gaze back at me..

 It was for the 1st time in my whole fucking life I looked at someone who has the same gaze just like me. It was like right now I was falling for her gaze..

The second thing that surprised me she literally ordered someone to open the door!! She really sat her mind today huh? I'm right now in my sense so I might control myself but I'm glad she didn't come here in morning or night because that time I would kill her for the gut she's showing in front of me..

She was arguing with someone for a while and then the door opened. I looked up and saw she was coming and she stood exact in front of me. I take a good look at her. I couldn't see her face but I can see her body. At a glance anybody can say she do have a sexy body which she covered with loose shirt and a trouser. The way she dressed up it felt like she doesn't care about her outlook. Other way a girl at her age which I assume 20 or something would dolled up herself with makeup and a beautiful dress. She was trying to look my surroundings but failed because it was too dark here, and when she looked at me again I offered her a smile, in return she knelt down in front of me..

This time I can clearly see her facial structures. She wasn't not skinny I'd say but no that much chubby. Her face had a oval shape which is rare in this country. When I looked at her eyes I confirmed myself that it'd be hella difficult for me to dominant her because her eyes were something. Her brows were frowned a little as she was looking at my structure as well. She easily could see my scars and bruises, maybe smelled the blood pool I was in with that little yet long nose which she's using for. I looked at her lips. So plumpy, moisturized and maybe juicy! I was kinda distracted when the moron in front of the door was shouting at her but she didn't even moved a little. Her all attention was in me and I was somehow satisfied with it. 

She was talking something I didn't hear that much and I tried to do something so I looked at my left. I wanted to test her, was she really that much tough which she's showing. So I let her see my 1st art from my gallery where blood was still dripping and then I looked at her. She was shocked and I took the opportunity to come so much close that when she looked back at me, her breath got stuck. 

And I got my answer.
She's not strong in front of me.

" Leave " I said and moved back. She breathed a little and she got up. While leaving she said something that surprised me. She left and I saw how the door got locked again. I went again to my position and was confused when I saw some movement in front of my door. It's like someone was hugging each other...

Something was off in me. Maybe I didn't like that, or maybe it was disgusting someone doing romance in front of the whole fucking corridor, where every other neighbors of me could see them. Such a dickhead. And she came here to help me. pffttttt...

I saw how she looked at the door and then hold his hand and drag him out here, I let out a chuckle and straight my posture while looking at the ceiling, saying something in my mind









" It will be so much fun to play with you baby doll "

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