I'm so nervous for this chapter.. I hope you'll like it.. This chapter is the one I was daydreaming even before I have an idea of writing a book.. I hope I would let you feel what I was feeling.. Also I am requesting you to play the music for this chapter.. It'll give you the vibe I want to give.. Thanks..

(Turn on the loop)

Now onto the story

On call

" Hello? "

" Everything going fine there? "

" Yes.. I'm already organizing the papers.."

" Okay.. When are you gonna bring her here?"

" It'll take an hour or two.. I maybe the owner

but the paperwork is mandatory for everyone..

" Okay then.. Umm.. Can I ask you something else??"

" Hmm what is it? "

" Buy her a dress when you come back..

And please let the color be purple..

She might not accept it, but tell her I suggest.."

" Okay.. Anything else? "

" Nah.. I'm hanging up then, you complete your work.."

I hung up the call, and sigh a little.. I told Hobi yesterday to finish all the paperwork, so that he can discharge Maya, as she recovered, and her mental condition is getting better day by day.. What she needs now is not the medicine but something else or someone..

" Kuzi.." Yoongi Oppa suddenly comes to the kitchen where I start making breakfast for Taehyung.

" Oppa.. You need something?? "

" Mhmm Something is missing here.. "

" Huh? " I look at him and tilt my head..

He then holds my chin and widens my lips with his finger.." This is what is missing.."

I just chuckle lowly, and smile.. " Oppa.. You're still behaving like a little boy.."

" If that makes you smile then I don't have a problem with that.. " He laughs showing his gummy smile..

" Want some cookies? " I give him a plate full of cookies..

" Ah this reminds me of that evil maknae.. He left all of a sudden. I didn't even get time to spend with him.."

" Well when you had, you slept, and made him sleep too.. "

" Don't say rubbish things okay?? I don't care if anyone sleeps or not.. Let alone Jungkook.." He bites on the cookie..

I take my phone and show him something.. " What is it then? "

He starts coughing after seeing the video. I laugh a little, and pass him some water.. " You will kill me one day Kuzi I'm telling you.. "

" Then don't hide your deeds from me.. " I break an egg on the hot fry pan..

" I didn't I was-" I cut him and shove a piece of toast on his mouth..

" You didn't have your breakfast.. Now do it, and go to your work. " I take the poached egg on a plate, and put it on the tray...

" Why are you behaving like Mommy? Where's my Areum who used to steal my food, now shoving food on my mouth? "

" Your Areum grew up, and has responsibilities.. Because of that she behaves like Mommy.. " I take the tray and leave the kitchen, but he stops me..

" Does that responsibility name Taehyung? " I stop on my way, and gulp a little.. and look back at him..

" Not does, but did.. He's leaving today.. " Oppa knits his brows out of confusion, and I leave the kitchen..

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I slowly open the door, to see he already woke up, and reading something.. " Good Morning good boi.. " I smile when he looks at me..

" I barely slept last night.." He says and I close the door. " Why? Something wrong? "

" Yeah but I can manage.. " I put the tray on the bed..

" Something wrong? " I ask again and sit in front of him..

" Nothing.. Just a feeling like something gonna happen, neither bad nor good.. But something is gonna happen for sure.. " He says

I sigh.. " From now on whatever is gonna happen, is gonna be the good one.. " I start making his toast..

" Why do you care so much for me, Areum?" He watches what I'm doing

" That's my job to take care of you, to be with you foreve-... until you recover.. To find the pieces you lost on your way.. To make you normal, and even a better person.. " I smile..

His eyes captivate me.. so do I.. All of the memories of our argument, showing who's more powerful, who can do anything, how he broke down in front of me, how he saved me from time to time, how I've fallen for those eyes..

How we shared all the funny moments, I saw how he healed in front of me and started blooming like a snow flower.. Cold from the outside, but warm from the inside.. How he was forced to do something out of a situation he might regret, but I would never..

My vision becomes a little blurry, but I sigh, and look down.. I give him the toast, and he starts eating it..

" You're such a good cook Areum.. I still wonder if you might put poison in any of my food, still it faded away in the magic you've given in your food.. " He starts laughing, and I smile a little..

" Who need poison when love can kill you more brutally than that?? " I blurred out

He instantly looks at me.. His eyes widen.. " WHAT??? "

I realized what I just said, and came to reality. " I-I.. I was talking about... Maya.. Her love is like a medicine to you huh? So... when she was gone..ummm.... everything seems poisonous to you right?? " I make up another lie

He thinks for a while, and just hums, and finishes his breakfast.. I take the juice, and hand it to him. He doesn't utter a word after that so I've to break it through..

" Taehyung.. about your.. something gonna happen.. What do you think might happen? "

He gulps the juice.. " I think something extraordinary is gonna happen.. "

" What if you found something that might ease your pain, that might calm you down a little.. hmm?"

" Hmm it can be.. I really don't know what might happen, but my heart is beating faster since last night.. " He says, giving me back the glass.

" it's nothing actually.. It'll go away.. "

" How do you know about this? " I look at him..

" There are so many things I know about you that you don't even know about yourself.. " I smile and my phone rings suddenly..

Hobi..

" Yes?"

" Oh.."

" You're here? "

" Okay I'm coming.. You did everything I've said? "

" Okay then.. I'm coming "

I take the trey.. " Did you take your shower? "

" No.. why? "

" Do it quickly.. We're going somewhere. " With that I get up, and leave the room, leaving him confused..

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I come to the kitchen, wash the dishes. I slipped the glass two times till now. I don't know why my hands are shaking like this. I take a deep breath, and release it instantly. I focus on washing the glass. Place it on the counter, and go to the hall room..

I look a silhouette of a person, sitting on the sofa, wearing something purple, and talking with my hyungs.. I take a deep breath and plaster a smile on my lips

" Maya?? "

She looks back and smiles sweetly.. She's looking so beautiful today.. I must bow to Hobi's fashion sense.. Also her beauty is making her such an angel.. Who's gonna take her soulmate with her..

" You're looking so pretty Maya.. I hope he'll like it too.. "

" Thanks.. But it wasn't necessary.. you shouldn't have done that.. "

" Why wouldn't I? You're so precious, and you need to be pampered, and cherished just like a rose.. " I smile..

She smiles back. " Umm Areum.. I'm..." She sighs heavily.. " Where's he?"

" Getting ready to meet his life, his sun, his moon, and his everything.. " I wiggle my brows

" You remembered? " She chuckles

" Of course! You know he always portrays himself like he's a tough boy, who can beat this world, but I knew from the beginning that he's a softie.. " She laughs a little and nods..

I look at my hyungs who are looking at me with a serious, yet soft face.. They don't have any idea how much I can fake myself, even in front of them..

" Hobi.." I call him

" Hm.. " He doesn't even want to utter a word, but still does..

" Can you please go to his room, and help him to get ready? " He knits his brows but nods, and goes to Taehyung's room..

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Hobi's P.O.V

I go to Taehyung's room, only to find he comes out from shower.. He's drying his hair, and then he looks back at me..

" Hobi.. You're here? " He asks with a smile

" Mhmm. Areum sent me here. To help you to get ready.."

" For? "

" She didn't tell you? "

" What? " He's confused..

You didn't need to hurt yourself this much, Areum..

I sigh.. " Nothing.. You're going to a new place.. Where you wanted to go for so long.. " I smile..

" Huh?? "

" We don't have much time.. " I go to his closet, and bring a pair of dresses that may look good on him.. " Wear this fast.. and don't ask many questions.. "

Few moments later

I look back when Taehyung comes back from the washroom.. He indeed is handsome.. He can carry anything with a diva..

" Woah.. It looks good on you.. "

He chuckles a bit.. " Thanks.. "

" No thanks to you.. "

" Why? " He asks..

I come close to him.. I take the comb and start brushing his hair.. " Thanks for coming into our life, and giving us an idea that everything might be fine in the end.. Thanks for showing your true side to us, which showed us that the world doesn't end for us.. There must be something which can make everything normal again.. " He feels hella confused..

" Hobi what are you saying?? What language is this? " I just chuckle and put a hand on his shoulder.. I might regret this later, but fuck this..

" Thanks for coming in Areum's life Taehyung.. Thanks for making her alive even it stayed for some moment and faded away.. I can't explain how much happy I was back then.. I trusted you, and you proved it.. Thanks a lot Taehyung.. We will never forget you.. " His lips part, as his face fills with confusion..

He's about to say something but I stop him.. " It's time.. Come.. "

I hold his hand and drag him out of his room..

Meanwhile

Areum's P.O.V

I drag Maya outside the house..

" Areum what is this? You told me Taehyung is coming , then why are we here?? "

I smile.. " I want something dramatic.. "

" What? "

" Yes.. Imagine I'll bring him here, and he'll see you, and guess how his face will brighten up just by seeing you!! " I giggle a little.. But Maya seems confused..

" Chill, I was joking.. I brought you here because you need to know something as he'll be with you from now on.. "

" What is it? "

" Listen.. It's true Taehyung came back to his true self, but he still needs to recover.. So whenever you feel like he's forgetting something.. Try to make him remember then and there.. Don't make the mistake you did before. It might be harsh but he needs to know everything related to him.. No matter how much bad or good it is.. "

" And? "

" Sometimes he may behave like he's gonna hurt him, or someone.. Or his vision might go blank.. It's actually rare in his case, but if it happens, massage his neck like this, and his wrist at the same time.. " I show her how to do it and she gets an idea..

" If still he can't see anything, or his vision doesn't come back, try to divert his mind.. Anyhow.. Ask him some specific things that he needs to think to remember.. It'll help.. Got it? "

" Wow!! you really read him.. I didn't even know this much about him.. " She smirks..

" Well I studied about it so if I don't know these things, people will laugh at me.. Anyway I want you to be with him, as you usually did.. I'm bringing him here.. " I turn my heel to go inside, but her words stops my feet.

" You love him right?? "

I stand there like a stone.. My heart feels cold to me, and falls in my stomach.. I feel hard to breathe, actually I can't even breathe properly at that time.. But then I sigh and look back at her

" But he loves you... " I smiled and went inside the house, leaving her alone

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I go to the house to see my hyungs talking with him.. I wipe my tears that formed on my eyes without anyone noticing it.. I go there.. " Taehyung.. "

He looks at me and smiles.. Well this is the end of us then.. I hope I'll see him smiling till the last moment I can see him..

" You're looking good today.. " I smile..

" I'm handsome I know " He smirks and I chuckle..

" Hmm but this handsomeness won't work for me.. " He raises his one one brow..

" Wanna bet? " He smirks again..

" Don't have time for it.. Come'on.. " I hold his hand and drag him outside the house..

" Areum what is this, what are you doing? " We stop as I hold his hand..

" Taehyung, do you remember what you did months ago, when you 1st came to the asylum? " He looks at me being confused..

" You showed me not to meddle with you.. You didn't even utter that many words with me, but showed me something.. What was that? "

He thinks for a while.. " We Walk Alone?? "

I smile and nod.. " Did you really think you could walk alone, or do you need someone to show the way? "

He looks at me.. " You remembered when you used to roam around the whole jungle, you used to ask people which way you should go to find the right way? "

He knits his brows.. " Areum.. "

" Do you remember when you came back to me just because you were lost? " My eyes become teary, and he nods lightly..

" Taehyung do you remember when I promised you that I'll show you the way? " He blinks sometimes.. He tries to say something but can't form them in words..

" Taehyung, you know what I wished for while I was blowing a candle on my birthday? " He shakes his head.. I sniff.. " I prayed to the Lord that He may show me something, anything, that will lead you to the trail you want to follow for so long.. " He knits his brows..

" Taehyung.. " Tears fall from my eyes, but I smile.. While he's breathing heavily..

" Maybe this is the way you were always looking for? " I spread my left hand and point at somewhere.. He looks at the direction and his eyes widen.. I look at him, then that precious thing he adores the most..

Maya comes forward taking a little step in front of him, when she's crying too..

" Maybe this is the one person who's gonna hold your hand and will never let you feel alone anymore Taehyung.. Can you see the way right now Taehyung? " My throat burns, my eyes form a pool that flows nonstop..

" Ar-Areum.. " His voice breaks too, as he looks at me, and I happily nod..

" Ma-Maya!!! " Tears start to fall from his eyes.. I close my eyes and clench my jaw, and open my eyes...

" Is t-this true? " He looks at her..

" Why don't you check it yourself??.. " I forward my hand, where something is on my palm..

His eyes widen when he looks at the ring.. He looks at me with wide eyes.. " H-How is this possible?? " He whispers..

" Your love.. Taehyung.. Your love made everything possible.. Don't waste your time making everything in sense.. You waited for this day, don't know for how long.. Now as it's here.. Please don't waste anymore time please... " I cry and give the ring to him..

He looks at it, and then looks at Maya.. I hold his shoulder.. " Go Taehyung.. Your life is waiting for you to lead the way.. Go.. " I push him forward by his shoulder..

He looks at me for a while, I just smile and wipe my tears.. He looks at her.. I can't see him, but I see how Maya starts crying while smiling, and nodding her head.. He starts walking towards her, but suddenly he stops...

He looks back at me and starts running until he comes close to me, and out of nowhere he hugs me in front of Maya..

" Thank you Areum.. Thanks a lot.. " He cries hard, and whispers... I took a deep gasp and my eyes get wet again.. I hug him, ignoring the fact Maya is watching.. I hug him tightly, and let my tears out..

He breaks the hug, and looks at me.. I wipe his tears for the last time.. I hold his face and look at him for the last time.. My eyes roam in him. I scan every inch of his face to remember him for a lifetime.. " Go!! " I whisper softly..

He smiles a little and looks back and runs towards her.. I feel like he took my heart away from me too.. My heart bleeds and I can't even stop it. The more he's going away from me, the more I feel it's hard to breathe. The more my heart aches. I feel another level of emptiness, which I can't bear..

I see he put the ring on Maya's ring finger, and he gets shocked by this.. He knew her finger size, still she had to cut that finger to remove the ring, but this time it fit perfectly.. I see how Maya is laughing while crying.. Both of them are crying mess, but still they don't care for that..

He suddenly lifts up Maya by her waist and starts swinging her round and round.. They both are laughing and screaming like crazy people.. What a beautiful view...

He lets her feet touch the ground and look at her.. They look at each other with so much passion.. with so much love, and

They kissed..

I gulp harshly.. My body is shaking.. My vision is getting blurry.. I can't take this anymore.. This is it. The end of another chapter, that wounded me, and made me bleed the most than the previous one. My whole world is spinning.. Even if I want to stop it. I can't.. My world feels like crashing beneath my feet. How does death taste by the way?

I turn back and go inside the house hearing those beautiful words they're saying, which I will never gonna listen to myself...

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I go inside the house.. I can't even have the ability to drag my body with me.. I close the door, I sigh and lower my head..

I look up in front of me after a while only to see my hyungs are looking at me with teary eyes.. I hurt my hyungs again huh? I'm such a failure.. I'm the reason everyone feels pain, everyone gets hurt..

" Baby.." Hobi calls me lowly

I'm the reason they always forget everything just to take care of me.. They don't even care about their personal life.. If I literally killed myself that night, they might be happy now..

I even lost everything.. All I've now is my family which is not even mine... I lost my mom, dad, my brother whom I loved more than my life.. Now I lost someone whom I gave my heart..

I feel so tired.. My legs are feeling weak too.. I try to step forward but I eventually fall on the ground just like my whole world fell on and broken into pieces..

" KUZI!!! " Yoongi Oppa screams, and three of them come to me fast..

" Areum.. Areum you okay?? Areum?? "

" Baby look at me baby.. Baby everything will be fine, look at me baby.."

" Kuzi.. Kuzi I'll take you far away from here please stay strong Kuzi.. " Three of them start saying warm words to calm me down, but nothing can calm me down.. Nothing, no one can calm me down..

The pain I feel inside comes out as sobs, and whimpers. That is the last stroke of having a mental breakdown.. I can't tolerate this anymore.. I start screaming my lungs out.. I cry like a baby, I don't even care if anyone might hear me, I don't care if Hobi again starts giving me pills... I scream like I was holding it for so long...

" I LOST EVERYTHING.. I'VE NOTHING IN MY LIFE.. I'VE LOST EVERYTHING OPPA!!! I'VE LOST EVERYTHING!! I DON'T HAVE ANYONE IN MY LIFE.. MOM, DAD, BROTHER, SISTER NOTHING!!!" Namjoon Oppa holds me tightly and I start to punch his chest harshly but he doesn't move..

" My family is gone oppaaaaa!!! Wasn't that enough?? Why do I've to face all of this again.. Why why why opppaaaa I can't breathe oppa I might die... I wanna die, oppaa kill me please.. Rip off my flesh, please kill me in the most brutal way!!! I can't take it anymore oppaa.. Why is it always me oppa.. Why is it always me!!! '' None of them utter a single word.. They just cry with me.. They don't even know what to say..

At one point my body feels numb, and I feel lightheaded.. Next thing I know everything goes blank and I pass out on Namjoon Oppa's arm..

Author P.O.V

" What happened to our Baby? Why does she have to face all of this again?? " Hoseok says..

" I don't know Hobi.. I really don't know what would bring our Areum back to us.. I really don't know.. " Yoongi cries

Namjoon can't say anything.. He's caresing Areum's hair to calm her down, who is already passed out..

They are sobbing hard when suddenly Namjoon's phone rings.. It's Jungkook..

On Call

" Hello"

" Hey hyung, listen I-... Hyung you okay?

Why your voice cracked like this.. "

" Nothing,.. it's okay.. I-umm... was...

cutting onions so yeah.. What happened?? "

" Oh.. Well work safely okay? "

" What happened, Jungkook?? "

" Ummm I.... "

" Is anything serious? "

" Hyung.. "

" Jungkook you're scaring me.. "

" Jimin is missing.. "

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Hey my lovelies..

Woah finally I finished writing this chapter.. I was really panting a lot while writing this.. I poured my heart on this chapter.. I tried to convert all of my emotion in words I don't know how much you'll feel..

Anyway I hope to hear from you..

I need to clear my mind..

Ba-bye..

29/06/21