(Play the video and turn on the loop, please)

I let Taehyung sleep. I give a little bit of overdosed sleeping medicine. He needs a good rest after whatever I did with him.. It was never in my plan to make him remember everything all at once, but he was way too stubborn so I had to.. But in a way my work is complete with him.. I don't need him for a while..

I go to my room, and see some beautiful angels watching something from my computer while having their quality time..

" We've literally a 46" smart TV in our hall room.. Why are you peeking at my loophole like computer??

They both look at me.. " Oh you're here Areum.. Ah we saw something was playing on your computer so we came to be the audience, while you were busy with something.. I must say you've good taste in movies.." Hobi says.

I sit on my bed, and start eating whatever they are eating.." Yeah I know.."

For a approximately  5 minutes we silently eat, and are staring at the screen. Nobody from us can't even say which movie is playing.

Namjoon Oppa clears his throat.. " Ya Areum.."

" Hmm?"

" Wanna go somewhere to hangout?? It's been a long time since we didn't spend some quality time together.."

" Of course.. I was about to propose for it, but Jungkook had to leave so I had to bury that idea in me.." Hobi says

" But we can always ask him to take a day off.. I hope Seokjin hyung won't mind.." Namjoon Oppa replies

" And we can arrange a BBQ party!! and me and Areum will hide some chickens for later, as we used to do.. What say, Baby??" He flashes me the brightest smile that is enough for the bulb on my wall making jealous..

" Cut the crap.. Your acting sucks.." I snap

Namjoon Oppa sighs.. " Areum.. "

" Oppa I understand you're worried for me.." I put down the bowl and look at him.. But doing this is not gonna help me.. So I think you should help me, not to distract me.."

" But what about you?" He asks..

I take a deep breath.. " Oppa I assume you know everything, so I don't need to hide this.. Yes I've feelings for him.. I've never felt these feelings that I'm feeling for him.. But he's not for me.. He's for someone else, and he already remembers everything.. So I buried whatever I had for him, and I want you to do the same.."

Hobi sits beside me.. " Baby.. we really want the best for you.. Which is why we wanted to distract you from everything that's happening with you..

" Hobi I would appreciate your concern, but I have much more important things to do so I want your help.."

" I was about to ask you about that, but I thought.. You know.. " Namjoon Oppa states

I went to him and bent down and hold his hand.. " I know how much you care for me, how much you love me.. But for now I want your 148 IQ brain.. I can have your care later.. "

He chuckles a little.. " Let's get this bread then shall we?" I smile and nod

We sit down and talk about all of the things we got.. Yeah it's my case to solve, but hyungs are helping me by their own will, which I don't complain.. Namjoon Oppa tries to give various theories to match their stories, while Hobi tries to explain things.. Both of their histories are messed up like shit.. Who's this Maya? If she's alive then who was that girl Taehyung had seen in that house..

It takes hours for us to put everything in line but finally we get a lead...

" So as per our own point of view.. This story has another lead.. This lady whose dead body we've found in the house might not be Maya.. Because if it was, the person I talked with in Hobi's hospital might have some leak in her side of story.. But the thing is Taehyung exactly said those things that Maya told me.."

" Yup and about Jack and his parents, they had planned it in jail and when they came out they straight went with the plan.. Where Jack got money and well... I don't want to say it.." He sighs.." And his parents made some fake papers and confiscated the company which they're running right now.." Namjoon Oppa adds..

" And about Taehyung's bipolarity... It's normal that bipolar people have different personalities.. Most of the time the bad one consumes them, and forces them to do the bad things. To Taehyung, controlling himself is stabbing something that belongs to someone he lost, or missing.. Same as for you, Areum.. In your case, you need to hurt yourself, which I strictly told you not to, but it seems like you did it again.. " Hobi looks at my arms, and I clear my throat..

" Why is it always me huh?? We're here for Taehyung okay?" I say.. " Anyway, still something is not coming in line.. Who's this girl? How did she come to that house? If she's not Maya then how did Taehyung find that necklace near the house?"

" What about it was Jack's trick to play with Taehyung.. Because Maya was roaming in the jungle so he needed to clear himself.. They wanted to kill Maya, remember?? So he might have placed some other girl and showed it like that was Maya's body.. Also don't forget Taehyung said her face was ruined by something.." Namjoon Oppa says..

" But the ring?? He said it wasn't coming off from her finger.." Hobi said

" Exactly.. Taehyung knew Maya too well.. He of course didn't give her one size smaller ring.. If we want to predict then 2+2 eventually becomes 4.."

I think for a while.. Something is really missing.. Also what Namjoon Oppa said makes sense.. Taehyung must know her finger size..

" Where's Yoongi Oppa? " I asked

" He's having a meeting, why??"

" Can you please inform me when he'll be done with his meeting?? "

" Sure thing.." Hobi replies..

" Thanks a lot hyung.. Without you guys I was literally fucking the shit out of it.. Thanks a lot.."

" Language Areum.." Namjoon Oppa says..

" Yeah sorry.. Anyway I'll see you later.." I get up to leave the room..

" Areum.. " Namjoon Oppa calls me..

" Yeah? " I turn back

He comes to me and suddenly hugs me tightly.. I flinch a little but he totally covers me with his huge body, while Hobi comes behind him and hugs me from my back, making me a sandwich petty in between them..

" Who are we to you? " Namjoon Oppa says softly patting my head

" Everything.." His heart breath is so soothing against my ear, I find myself drifting in sleep for a split second..

" Then why are you behaving like we're some outsiders whom you only talk about work?? Hmm??"

" You told us our acting sucks.. Well anybody can guess it in seconds when you hide things.. You're even such a bad liar you know?? " Hobi says

" Then why won't he realized that? " I said with my broken voice..

" You are the one who doesn't want that.. That's not his fault, Areum.." Namjoon Oppa says..

" We're here for you Baby.. Please stop hurting yourself like this.. It hurts us more than you can imagine.. You don't need to look tough in front of us.. We're your comfort zone and you know it too well.. I beg you.. " Hobi says

I snap lift up my head.. " SHUT UP!!! What is this Hobi??" I see both of them looking at me softly..

" You're making us like this.. Stop it! Stop hurting yourself.. I understand it's your job but we're here for you.. Please!!" Namjoon Oppa says

I leave a sigh and look at them.. " Can I request you something?"

" Anything.."

" Let me be like this.. I don't want to keep two personalities at the same time.. I know it might hurt you but I don't want to feel like I'm weak for him, or he's hurting me.. I'll come to you if I feel tired.. But for now, please get along with me.. I hope you understand this.."

They both look at each other and seem to come to an agreement.. " Promise us you won't suffer alone??" Hobi says..

I smile, nodding.. " Promise.."

They both again hug me and I hug them back tightly.. I can hear them sniffing.. Once we're done.. Namjoon Oppa wipes off my tears and kisses my forehead and whispers.. " I'm proud of you.."

I smile and kiss their hands and leave the room.. I can't take it when my hyungs are getting hurt that also by me..

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Night Time

It's been nearly 12 hours since Taehyung has been sleeping.. He needs to eat, or he won't get better anytime soon.. Yes, I'm literally babysitting Taehyung. I take all of his responsibilities on my own.. And no one is gonna do these for him except me.. Yeah my hyungs likes him, and admires him, but they actually don't give a fuck about him.. It's me who cares the most so they want to get along with him how I want..

" What are you doing? " Mommy suddenly comes to the kitchen

" Oh.. I was preparing Taehyung's dinner.. He didn't eat anything the whole day.."

" I didn't see him today.. Where's he?? "

" Sleeping Mommy.. I gave him high doses of sleeping pills.. He needs to rest his mind.. So many things happen with him.." I sigh, and pour juice in a glass..

" What do you mean? "

" Well.." I look at her.. " He remembered everything that was removed from his memory.."

" Oh I see.. So your work is done I think.."

I sigh and nod a little lowering my head.. " I just need to reunite him with someone who is the only person that can keep him normal.. Then I'm done with this case.."

" Someone??"

" Yeah.. " I look at her.. " He has someone whom he thought is dead.. But she's alive, and recovering at Hobi's hospital.. Once I'm done with everything.. I'm gonna reunite them.." I smile

" She??"

" Mhmm.." I place meat pieces on the plate..

She stops me and holds my shoulder to make me face me.. " You knew about it? "

" What Mommy?? " She can easily predict I get what she's trying to say still I behave like I don't

She sighs.. " Why? " Her face becomes soft... Seems like she's feeling sorry for me

I smile, and hold her hand.. " It's nothing Mommy... Everything will be alright.."

" Nothing will be alright.. Why are you doing this to you again huh?? Are you a product that people use then throw it away huh? " She raises her voice..

I close my eyes.. " It was written on my destiny Mommy.. Which I regret the most.. " I sigh..

" But Areu-"

" Mommy I already told Hobi, and Namjoon Oppa.. I'm requesting you too.. I understand you guys love me way too much, and you care for me.. But when I'm saying I'm okay with everything.. Please get along with me... I'll come to you if things becomes a burden to me.. But please before that don't make it like I'm fucking in love with him, where I had to let him go.."

" Isn't it the truth??" She says blankly..

I blink a little, and gulp.. " His food is getting cold.."

I leave the kitchen when Mommy calls my name but I don't stop myself..

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I slowly open the door, hoping he's still sleeping, and see he's actually sleeping

I slowly close the door and go to him.. I stand there for a while.. Starts to admire him... This boy who doesn't have any fucking existence in my life, now becoming the most important thing in my life.. Where I know from the beginning that I've to let him go and I still fall from him..

I don't regret it.. In this life I can say I actually let my heart choose someone who actually thinks for me.. Who actually even for a second cared for me.. I can live the rest of my life having that precious moment.. If he's happy without me, then I'm happy for him.. Eventually when he'll meet Maya he'll forget about me.. I won't be in his life, nor in his memory anymore.. I hope he totally forgets about me..

Whatever we shared I've to bury them down, and I've to let him bury them too. It'll be best for all of us..

I sigh and put the food tray on the side table, as I sit beside him..

" Taehyung.." I call him slowly

" Taehyung wake up.." He's snoring lowly.. How can a person be this much cute while sleeping..

" Taehyung..." I shrug his shoulders.. He just moves a little, but doesn't wake up.. Maybe I gave a little bit of a high dose of medicine..

" Taehyung.." I raise my voice a little

" Mmmmm" He says lowly

" Wake up... I brought your dinner.." But he again fell asleep..

" Taehyung.." I again shrug his shoulders, but he holds my hand and places it under his face.. and again drifts in sleep..

I try to move my hand from him, but the more I try to free my hand, the more he holds my hand...

" Taehyung.. Leave my hand.. Taehy-" He suddenly pulls me forcefully and I fell on his chest..

It takes me a long time to process what the fuck just happened. He pulls me totally in him, and now my half body is on top of him.. I can hear his heartbeat.. Which sounds like a melody to me.. I can hear it for my entire life, still won't get tired of it..

I try to move a little, which I shouldn't.. He captivates me with his arms, and now I become a pillow to him, which he hugs tightly with.. He places his legs on top of mine. My face is inches away from his one. His smell is the only thing I can sense, oxygen waves goodbye to me at that moment. I can't even move, nor even call him.. What I've left for is to stay like this..

Still I try to call him.. " Taehyung.. Leave me.."

" No" He murmurs

" Huh? "

" Once I found you, I'm not gonna leave you anymore.. " My heart skips a beat.. I start to breathe heavily.. Did he really mean that??.. and if he does.. He surely meant for Maya.. Why won't he let me leave... I'm nobody in their story right?

I feel tired too. One I had to work on his case, 2nd I'm putting a war in my mind, my heart.. I need some rest.. I don't know when I fell into deep sleep after hearing his heartbeat..

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Next Morning

Taehyung's P.O.V

I slowly try to open my eyes, but in bright sunlight I can't even open my eyes properly... also I feel something heavy on me is making it worse.. I squeeze my eyes, and try to open them and I find myself in my room.. I start to think about what happened, also my belly is growling like a tiger mistakenly went into my belly and he's roaring like crazy..

When I look down at myself, I see someone was sleeping on top of me.. I tilt my head only to see Areum, sleeping over me hugging me like a lil kid.. I look at her angelic face.. She looks really cute when her eyes are closed, and she doesn't talk lol.. It's not like she only spit shits from her mouth but the thing is, sometimes she becomes a pain in the ass.. Still I'd love to have the pain she gives me.. But then I remember..

I had another dream yesterday.. I can't remember much about it, but I saw I was running in a field full of flowers.. They were moving their heads in the wind, and I was admiring their view.. I was following the wind when I saw someone passed behind me.. 

I tried to find her but couldn't.. And suddenly I saw her where she started running from me.. She was looking like a little fairy.. Somehow she seemed known to me.. She was looking back at me, giving me a hint to follow her, and I did...

Suddenly she stopped and looked at me.. " Once I'm gone.. I'm never gonna come to you.. Once I'll leave you'll lost me forever.." Somehow those words hurt me so much..

And she started running again.. I started chasing her and finally I held her hand and pull me to me.. and said..

" Once I found you, I'm not gonna leave you anymore.. "

I've never seen this type of dream before.. All I've seen is blood, cuts, stabs, and other things related to my past.. This was the 1st time I had seen something like this..

I shrug the idea.. I try to call the bear over me, who is snoring..

" Areum.."

" Areumm.. " She moves a little but doesn't wake up

" Areumm.. Wake up I'm suffocating.." I raise my voice a little.. But no response..

Hmm..

I slowly start tickling her.. Not that much.. but enough to give her that feeling.. She starts jiggling a lil bit as I increase my speed..

This time she's literally shuffling over me, and then she falls from me.. " WHO THE FUCK IS GETTING ON MY NERVES??!!" She shouts and I laugh..

" Madam, I should say this, not you.. " I chuckle and she looks at me.. She kints her brows, before widening her eyes way too much. I once thought her eyeball would pop out. The way she gets a shock damnn..

She straight gets up from my bed and looks at me confusedly.. " What are you.. " She looks at her surroundings, and remembers about yesterday night..

" What are you doing in my room, that also in my bed, even over me??" I ask with a husky voice..

" I...ummm.. I.." She looks at the side table and looks at me..

" I brought food for you last night, but you were so in your beauty sleep that you dragged me to you.. Why would I do this type of unholy thing?? " I raise my eyebrow and smirk..

" Really??" I press my lips to hold my laugh

" Of course.. What else do you think?" She says seriously..

I laugh.. " Nothing actually. Last time I was the one who dragged you in me, while you know.. " I still regret that night I hurt her without even knowing the consequences ..

She sighs a little.. " Look.. I didn't do anything.. Also I was concerned that you might get hungry so I brought food, but it looks like we just wasted food.. Seriously, this is the last thing I want to do.." She takes the trey and looks at it..

" What are you going to do with it? " She looks back at me.. " I will rinse them, and make it edible for the doggy our neighbor has.. I can't throw this away.. Only those who can't eat a meal properly a day knows how much this food means actually.. And you please freshen up.. and come to the dining table.. You need to eat.." With that she leaves.. How thoughtful she can be I wonder!!

I don't waste my time.. I get up. If I don't eat something in next hour, I'll destroy the whole kitchen to find anything to eat

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A/N's P.O.V

" Oppa? "

After feeding Taehyung she goes to the study room, trying to find out how to put everything in line, Hobi'd messaged her that Yoongi was done with his meeting last night, She was about to talk with him after giving Taehyung his meal, but things didn't go as per her plan.. Anyway, she doesn't waste her time and goes straight to his room.

Yoongi is working on something, and looks back at her and smiles .. " Kuzi??"

" I hope I'm not disturbing you..."

" Even if you did, I would postpone my work for you.. Where have you been these days huh?? you barely stay at home.. Let me guess.. Are you seeing someone? " He asks in a mocking way..

" In a way.. Yes I'm but nothing serious.. Anyway.. You're still here.. I thought your leave had ended weeks ago?? "

" Why? You're not liking me staying here? Should I move out then? " He makes his lips thin

" I- Oppa seriously you think like that? I was just curious that you might face a problem for me.."

" I told my assistant to mail all of my cases, and I'm doing home office right now.. So that-"

" So that you could keep an eye on me huh??" She says in a sarcastic way..

" Wow you guessed it right.. And as per my research.. you are here for a reason hmm? you're not here for me.." He pouts..

" Cut this crap okay?? I know you don't even allow your assistant when you start to work with a case.. Which is the reason I don't even come to your room during your office hours.. But today I had to.."

" Reason?" He starts using his phone

" I gave you something to find out what's in it, remember??"

" Huh?" He looks at her confusedly

" That chip Oppa.. Did you find anything??"

Yoongi is already brighter than milk, but it doesn't ignore Areum's eyes when his shade pales a little .. " What about it? "

" Did you find anything from it?"

A visible bob in his throat.. " Umm no.. It was... broken... and it can't be analyzed so.."

" So?"

" So I just stopped working with it.. It... can't be recovered so... Whatever... data was there... destroyed.."

" Oppa seriously?? You find nothing?? Can you try once more please.. I know there must be something.."

" I told you na nothing is in that chip??!! Don't you believe me?? Now you're asking me to waste my time on it again.." He raises his voice..

" But Oppa-"

" Hyung I put all the videos in this pendrive from that chip.. I hope now it'll wor- ... Areum??" Hoseok suddenly comes and says..

" Which videos? Which chip??" She asks curiously..

" Nothing that might help you.. He was talking about some other cases.."

She guesses something is definitely off.. " Hobi.. Can I see those videos with you guys??"

" NO!! You were here for your chip, and I told you it was broken and nothing could be rescued.. You may leave.." Yoongi Oppa snaps

Now she's sure that something is off. Yoongi Oppa never ever will talk with her like this, until he wants to hide something from her..

" Okay Oppa.." She says lowly, and starts walking to leave the room, but suddenly she snatches the pendrive from Hoseok's hand, and starts running from his room..

" KUZI WAIT!!!!" Yoongi Oppa shouts, and starts chasing her..

Once she reaches the study room, she locks the room.. " KUZI OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!!!THERE IS NOTHING THAT'S GONNA HELP YOU.. OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR AREUM!!!" Yoongi Oppa screams.. But Areum doesn't open the door. There must be something that Yoongi Oppa wants to hide from her..

She takes her laptop, and inserts the pendrive.. She starts to go through the data from the pendrive... In the meantime Yoongi Oppa starts kicking the door.. But Areum becomes stubborn and doesn't even look back at the door..

She finds some images, that shows the other side of that abandoned house

" I fucking knew it!! But why did Oppa try to hide this from me?? This is related to my case as well.." She says and suddenly she sees a video in the drive..

She opens it and plays it.. In the meantime Yoongi nearly breaks the lock.. He's really angry about what Areum has done... Areum knows iit way too well, still she ignores him

Areum starts watching the video.. In the 1st 2 minutes nothing was there.. But then suddenly two figures appear on screen.. She looks closely at it, and sees a man is coming to the house while he's carrying a body on his shoulder.. The body seems to be wearing the same dress they've found in that house..

She tries to look closely to see who that man is.. and for a split second the man's face can be seen.. She reverses the video and watches it again and again...

Suddenly her eyes widens.. She starts to breathe heavily. Her skin feels cold to her. Cold sweats formed on her forehead. Everything around her starts spinning slowly, everything becomes dark around her.. A loud thud sound can be heard from her behind..

" I FUCKING TOLD YOU NOT TO SEE THROUGH THE-" Yoongi can't finish his words when he sees Areum is already watching the video..

" Areum.." Hoseok calls her but she doesn't respond

She stands up from the chair and starts moving backwards.. Her whole body is shivering.. Heavy breaths of her can be heard.. She's about to fall down but Hoseok holds her..

" AREUM.." She doesn't reply just whispers a word...

" Jonathan!!! "

Both Hoseok, and Yoongi look at each other and gulp.. They tried so hard to hide it from her, but they failed..

Suddenly her phone rings.. It's Y/N.. She picked it up..

On Phone

He-Hello..

Areum.. I found the details you wanted..

I mailed you please check it..

With that Areum hangs up the phone and goes through her mailbox... She finds the mail Y/N sent and opens it.. Once she goes through the details, her hands start shaking and her phone falls on the ground.. She feels light headed and suddenly passes out on Hoseok's arm..

" AREUM!!! AREUM WAKE UP!! BABY WHAT HAPPENED BABY WAKE UP.." But she doesn't respond..

Yoongi rushes to her, bends down and takes the phone.. He goes through the mail and sees some photos and details about Jack, making his gasps..

" Jack and Jonathan are the same person.."

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