(Play the video and turn on the loop, please)

We sit on the table having our dinner. It's the 1st time Taehyung is also having dinner with us. Mommy made special dishes just for me. She knows how much I love her dishes. But I can't even eat peacefully as a thief sitting beside me, and whenever Mommy is on my plate he picks it up instantly, shoving it into his mouth.

" Woah Mommy, this is heaven. mmm wah so delicious mmm" He munches and praises Mommy

" Well if it tastes that much good, then why don't you eat from your own plate?? Why're you snitching from my plate??"

" Well that's what makes food the ultimate heaven. Yaah Mommy give Areum more. She's hungry. Look at her face. She must be starving Awww!!!" I thin my lips out of anger. Mommy again serves me food when he's about to take it but I get fast and take the leg piece from his plate, which he's keeping for later.

" Yaah Areum. Don't you have manners?? You're 22 for lord sake. When will you learn manners, gosh."

" Mmmmm Mommy it's best. It's the ultimate heaven wah" I mock Jungkook and everyone starts laughing when he just looks at me angrily.

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I boil some water to make coffee for our kinda coffee date. I don't know why I'm smiling a lot. I've never felt this type of overwhelming feeling before. My hyungs always try to make me happy, and they've never failed. But today is something else. I look at the hallroom where all of the boys are playing UNO, and I'm helping Mommy to clean things, and then come to make coffee.

" Someone can't stop smiling, I see." Mommy says in a mocking tone

" It's my birthday. Of course I'm happy. Also you did so many things for me."

" Is this smile really for us or someone else who is being a good boy there?" Mommy looks at the hallroom and points at Taehyung.

" As if only he makes me happy?" I chuckle a little when she comes to me

" We do but not like this. The glow you've on your face today. Nobody from us can ever bring it. You're glowing differently today baby." She holds my cheeks and kisses on my forehead." May lord keep you happy like this forever baby. You deserve all the happiness in the world. I don't want to see tears in your eyes anymore. I don't know about him. I don't even care about it. If he makes you happy then he already has my blessing." I hold her hands and smile a little. I finish making the coffee and take two mugs of it, and leave the kitchen.

" Taehyung." I call him and all of the boys look at me.

" Huh?"

" It's time to take your medicine. Come" He sees the mug in my hand and gets the idea. He gets up and starts following me

I don't know why I feel a little bit nervous. or shall I say excited which I'm not showing him obviously.

We sit on the grass, and I give him a mug." I don't know your taste, so I made what I actually drink. Black coffee with butter. I hope you'll like it."

" Yeah it's fine." He smiles while taking a sip." Mmm tasty. I've never tried coffee with butter."

" It's called bullet coffee to give you instant energy."

" Why do you need energy at this hour?"

" Actually it's my habit to drink coffee before going to bed. It refresh me from the torture I have throughout the whole day."

" Are you talking about me?" He asks

" I-" I chuckle." No silly. I've so many things on my mind. Not every pain I get revolves with you okay?" I take a sip from my mug.

" Most of them are, I think." He sighs and looks down.

" Taehyung. You gave me pain I won't deny, but I forgot about it. So don't be sad, okay? Besides, we're here as normal people right??" I smile, and he looks at me.

" Tell me about yourself Tae."

" Yes?"

" What's your favorite movie type??" He starts to think a little.

" Umm I love mystery a lot. with lots of plot twists. Yours?" He places the mug on the ground.

" I love horror, with mystery though."

" Your occupation, and your behavior matches with it, you know." He smiles a little

" Huh? "

" Yes. You're like a gothic type girl. You only smile when you're with your family. Because I've never seen you this much happy in the asylum."

" Because they're the source of my happiness." I smile and look at the mug

" I've never felt something like this. I don't have any siblings." He shrugs his shoulder

I smile a little." To feel love for siblings. you don't need to have siblings by blood Taehyung."

" You could say it because you've your hyung, well most of them are not your blood related, but all of them together never actually made you feel who is your blood related, and who is not right??." He takes the last sip from the mug

" None of them are my blood related Taehyung " I take a sip from my mug when he looks at me.

" Don't tell me you're-."

I sigh and look at him nodding a little while smiling. " I'm adopted "

" What?" He gets shocked

" Yes, Taehyung. No one in this family is my blood related. Not even Yoongi Oppa."

" But the way they treat you n-"

" They never made me feel like it, Tae. I actually forgot that I'm adopted until now." I place the cup on the ground, straight my posture and look at the sky

" What about your parents?"

" Dead "

" I was only 7 years old when my whole family was attacked by some smugglers. Why? My father was in CID who was about to leak some information about them. I was playing hide and seek with my elder brother, and I hid behind a sofa. Suddenly the light went off and, I saw some men came with black dresses, and well. They shot many times and I saw how my father's and brother's lifeless bodies fell on the ground, when the white floor became red. Some of them started to search the house and some of them entered the bedroom. One man found me and caught me. I was screaming a lot when I heard another scream. That was my mom's. I don't know what happened but after a while I heard more gunshots which confirmed my mom died as well." I look at him and see his eyes shedding tears while looking at me. I wish I could kiss those tears. He tries to say something but can't form anything I guess.

" H-How di- How did you escape?"

" When they took out the bodies from the house I saw them and started screaming a lot which is why they blindfolded me and held my hands behind my back so I could only use my legs. So I harshly stepped on the man's toe who was holding me and he stepped back and then I somehow succeeded to kick in the middle of his leg. He started screaming in pain and I took the chance and ran away for my life. I removed the blindfold in the middle and I ran till my leg felt numb. And I ended up in front of a police station.
I was in foster care for another year and then I met Yoongi Oppa, and his family who adopted me. I don't know how he noticed me and brought me from hell to heaven. and here I am."

My voice starts breaking after remembering my beautiful childhood." You know why Yoongi Oppa calls me Kuzi??"

He looks at me and shakes his head." Because my real brother used to call me by this. He told me once when I was learning new words. I used this word most of the time and this word meant I was calling my brother. Oppa then told me will it be okay if he called me by that name and I agreed. Nobody knows why only Oppa calls me by this name because nobody knows the story behind it." Tears soaked my face

I continue. " He always wanted to serve this country, which is why he became a police officer. If I tell you something, Will you keep it a secret?" I ask and look at him.

"Hmm?"

"Oppa killed those who killed my family."

He lifts his head and looks at me shockingly." Wh-what???"

" I know it sounds strange but he did. After they adopted me. Me and Oppa went to my house again and searched for information which was about to leak. After searching the whole house finally we found an expired packet of chips in my mom's side drawer and when we opened it, we saw a pendrive in it, and well it was filled with the information that can blow anyone's mind.
My father was really a hard working and intelligent guy who even came up with something when we couldn't even think about it. We didn't leak them because we used them for searching for those people. It took Oppa's 10 years to come in a position where he could use them. Eventually he did, but he never told me."

"One night he came into my room and gave me an envelope. It was exactly 6 years ago on my birthday. On top of the envelope a "Happy Birthday Kuzi" was written. When I opened the envelope I saw the head of those smugglers with a birthday cap on their head." I see how Taehyung's Adam apples moved as he gulps

He lowers his head and closes his eyes. I sigh. I shouldn't have said these. I know it's painful for him to hear something like this, but I had no other option but to let him feel that you don't need blood relation to feel love. I wipe my tears

" Hey Tae." He lifts up his head

" Let's take a walk. Come." I get up and hold his hand and help him to get up.

" I'm sorry."

" Why?"

" I never knew you faced something like this." He sniffs

" Because I never told you okay? Now stop crying like a baby like literally I'm looking like a mom right now. Come'on" I wipe his tears and he just chuckles

We start walking and talking about some stuff. " So Taehyung. Tell me about your work. I read your file for quite a time, and I found out you're a really hard working person." I didn't mention that he visited the company once when he left the asylum. I actually want to know what he would say about it.

" Well yeah. I studied business management and joined as an intern in a company. When I gathered a little amount of money. I invested it in a company and they paired up with me. I actually started selling electronic products at 1st, in low profit to gather buyer's attention, so when I got that I started to save the money and after a year I bought the company once I was an intern in it. Well the company was bankrupt so they sold it for 50% less profit. I literally gave my blood, sweat, and tears to run the company again, and my struggle paid off when I got the award of the most profit holder in this country." I look at him and smile a little. He must have worked hard , which is why he can praise himself like this.

" Hmm congratulations then! You must work a lot, and studied about it. Seriously, how could people study this much, that they achieve so many things!! You know I actually escaped my whole student life because I hate studying, until Namjoon Oppa forced me to study psychology. He thought I would do well, and he literally takes credit whenever I bring success in any case."

" Then what about my case?" He asks

" What about it?"

" Are you gonna be successful?" I stop and look at him. " That's you to decide Tae. If you help me then I'll make it work anyhow. "

" What if you make it work? What'll happen after that?"

" That's also up to you Tae. It's your life. I'm just a chapter in your life who's helping you to find the torn pages you're looking for, and once they'll get their places. You'll be the one who'll write the next chapter in your book. I'm no one to tell you about that." He looks at me with so much passion in his eyes

" But what about you? Will you forget me?"

" Are you crazy or what?? How could I forget about you? We've so many memories together. I know some are dark, but there are some lights too okay?? I'll always remember you for that." Also the person who owns my heart. How can I forget about him, Taehyung??

Suddenly it starts raining. Not that heavy but enough to make us soaked in rain. I look up at the sky and close my eyes. It's been a long time since I showered in rain. I used to drain myself in the rain before joining the asylum. It was like the words and the pain I was holding for a long time, the sky spreading it all like rain over the world.

I start walking, lifting up my head while my eyes are closed. I let the rain soak me completely. I forget about everything, my surroundings, about Taehyung everything. I let myself fade away in this rain.

" What if I give you another light moment to cherish once I'm gone?" I get distracted when Taehyung says something. Well I hear it clearly but it takes my time to process what he said.

While I'm still processing, suddenly someone grabs my arm and forces me to turn around.

Taehyung.

He gets soaked in the rain too. Water dripping from his wet hair, which makes him the sexiest person alive in this world. He looks at me, his breaths are uneven. Does he have asthma?? His eyes are saying something which I can't really understand that much.

" I can't control myself anymore." He whispers. He slides his right hand behind my waist, pulls me close to him and holds the nape of my neck tightly.

When he crashes his lips on mine .

He kisses me so passionately that my knees feel weak, but he holds me tight. Our bodies fit perfectly against each other. My eyes go wide for what he does, but I give up eventually. I can feel his heart beating faster same as me. I hold his shoulder and slid a hand back on his neck as he deepens the kiss. I don't think about anything. Why did he do that, what does he mean, what he said nothing. I don't even care even if anyone sees us. All that matters to me right now is Taehyung, and only Taehyung.

This kiss is not like the previous one. I kissed him because he needed that. He kissed me back because it was helping him. This time we both are kissing each other where our minds are working fine, and our bodies are feeling each other. I feel some foreign feeling which I can't even describe.

As he kisses me things are getting hotter between us. Feels like we were craving for our touch didn't know for how long. I feel his lips on mine. He bites my bottom lip softly for permission. I breathe loudly which forms a moan which makes him more excited as he holds me even tightly. He slides his tongue into my mouth, and starts exploring on his own. And I feel a calmness in my heart which only Taehyung can give me.

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Next Morning

I wake up to the heavy brightness in my room. I squeeze my eyes to adjust the sunlight. I open my eyes, and yawn a little. I get up and stretch my body a little. Slowly last night's moment started coming in my mind. I smile a little just by thinking about it. I bury my face in my hands because it's too much for me. Taehyung kissed me, that also by himself. I thought it was a dream, but everything happened in real life.

After our hot session, we heard a mild thunder, and we realized what we were doing. Our lips parted slowly, and our breath became uneven. I looked at him who was still looking at me like he was searching for something in me. I pushed him slowly and breathed a little. It was too much for me. Really it was too much for me. I looked at him for the last time and ran inside the house, and went straight to my room. I took a cold shower to calm myself down. I was feeling so hot despite being showered in rain for a long time.

I take a deep breath and get up from the bed. I head to the washroom and freshen up. Once I'm done I come back to my room, when suddenly something catches my eyes. It's not like I didn't see it till now. It is laying there lifelessly. I don't use it anymore. It's just used to make my room a little bit more lively.

I take it and look at it for a while. I smile a little and leave the room with it.

A/N P.O.V

(Play it lovelies.)

https://youtu.be/hZmoMyFXDoI

(Play it lovelies..)

Areum takes the guitar and goes to the backyard of the house, and sits on the grass. It's been a long time since she played guitar. One of her hobbies.

She starts playing the guitar slowly. It takes some time to adjust but eventually she does. She closes her eyes and starts singing .

표현이 서툰 것도 잘못인가요?

Is it my fault if I'm not good at expressing?

나 차가운 도시에 따뜻한 여잔데

I'm a warm girl in a cold city

그냥 좋아한단 말도 안 되는가요?

Can't I just tell you I like you?

솔직하게 난 말하고 싶어요

I just want to be honest

사라져 아니 사라지지 마

Go away, no don't go away

네 맘을 보여줘 아니 보여주지 마

Show me your heart, no don't show it to me

하루 종일 머릿속에 네 미소만

All day, only your smile is in my head

우리 그냥 한번 만나볼래요?

Do you wanna just go out?

나 오늘부터 너랑 썸을 한번 타볼 거야

Starting from today, I'm gonna have something with you

나 매일매일 네게 전화도 할 거야

I'm gonna call you every day

밀가루 못 먹는 나를 달래서라도

Even though I can't eat gluten

너랑 맛있는 걸 먹으러 다닐 거야

I'm gonna go around eating delicious food with you

넘넘 스윗한 넌 정말 달콤한 걸

So so sweet, you're really so sweet

넘넘 스윗한 넌

So so sweet, you are

(She didn't notice that Jungkook came suddenly when he heard the sound and thought who was playing guitar at this hour?? He followed the sound and found her and was shocked. He never thought out of everyone Areum will be the one who started playing guitar.)

그냥 좋아한단 말도 안 되는가요?

Can't I just tell you I like you?

솔직하게 난 말하고 싶어요

I just want to be honest

사라져 아니 사라지지 마

Go away, no don't go away

네 맘을 보여줘 아니 보여주지 마

Show me your heart, no don't show it to me

하루 종일 머릿속에 네 미소만

All day, only your smile is in my head

우리 그냥 한번 만나볼래요?

Do you wanna just go out?

나 오늘부터 너랑 썸을 한번 타볼 거야

Starting from today, I'm gonna have something with you

나 매일매일 네게 전화도 할 거야

I'm gonna call you every day

밀가루 못 먹는 나를 달래서라도

Even though I can't eat gluten

너랑 맛있는 걸 먹으러 다닐 거야

I'm gonna go around eating delicious food with you

(She gets so into singing, singing with all of her heart, thinking about the person to whom her heart belongs to)

사랑은 이렇게 생기는 게 아니겠어

Isn't this how love starts?

어쩌면 내 맘의 반쪽을 네게 걸어보는 건데

Maybe it's like hanging half my heart on you

나는 오늘도 네게 차일 것만 같아도

Even though it feels like you'll reject me

난 한번 더 너에게 다시 달려가 볼 거야

I'm gonna give it a try once more

나 오늘부터 너랑 썸을 한번 타볼 거야

Starting from today, I'm gonna have something with you

나 매일매일 네게 전화도 할 거야

I'm gonna call you every day

매운 거 못 먹는 나를 달래서라도

Even though I can't eat gluten

너랑 맛있는 걸 먹으러 다닐 거야

I'm gonna go around eating delicious food with you

나도 그 애처럼 좋아요 좀 눌러줘

Press "like" on my photos like you do for her

나도 너랑 말 좀 할 수 있게 해줘

Let me talk to you too

나는 풀이 죽어서 오늘도 포기하고

I feel so down so I'm giving up today

뒤를 돌아볼 때쯤 나를 붙잡는 넌

Just when I'm about to look back, you hold onto me

넘넘 스윗한 넌 정말 달콤한 걸

So so sweet, you're really so sweet

넘넘 스윗한 넌

So so sweet, you are

She opens her eyes, takes a deep breath and smiles. Suddenly she hears a clapping sound behind her. She turns back and sees her hyungs are clapping for her where all of them are sniffing a little. She gets up and looked at them. Yoongi wipes his tears and comes close to her. He hugs her so tightly. " My Areum is here. My Areum is back."

" Oppa."

He releases her and cups her cheeks. " I didn't believe it when Hoseok woke me up from my sleep saying you were playing guitar. I was about to kick his ass, but. I still can't believe it. My Kuzi is playing guitar after so many years!! "

" You were the one who left this guitar in your room, and said you would never touch it again?? Finally the rock broke huh?" Hobi says laughing a little as he wipes his eyes

Namjoon and Jungkook come to her. " Is it true??" Namjoon asks

" I don't know. Suddenly I saw this and thought let's use it for a while. I never realized I sing this bad that made you cry."

All of them laugh a little, " You actually sing so bad you know? But still if it is you then we would love to cry like this Areum." Jungkook says. With that all of them hug her tightly where she feels like a little girl who was lost, and they found her after a long time. She closes her eyes, and hugs them back. Taking every drop, every pieces of love her hyungs are giving her. Her heart warms. She opens her eyes and sees him who has no idea what is going on here.

Seeing him calms her heart. He's looking at the other side of the field where children are playing. It's another kind of calmness she's feeling which was soothing her.

But never has she realized that it was the calm before the storm.

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