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Hoseok's P.O.V

" Hobi."

" Hobi."

" HOSEOK!!"

I wake up as someone starts screaming my name. I try to open my eyes. and see my Mom standing beside me.

" Mom, what is this? Let me sleep ugh!!" I say turning to the other side.

" Not until you give a logical explanation about something."

" Mom, I'm a doctor not a scientist, let me sleep." I cover my head with a pillow

" Hoseok."

" Okay then. I'm asking Areum about what happened last night ok? You sleep peacefully my baby." Mom says and I shoot open my eyes and sit on my bed

She's about to leave but I stop her." What the- Mom what are you gonna ask her? She's sleeping ok?"

" In Jungkook's room with her friend right? Yeah, sounds like a peaceful sleep. Anyway it's late so I'm going to wake them up."

She smiles sweetly to show me that she's serious and actually she is." Wait Mom. I- Umm- You please take a seat please. I'll wake them up don't worry"

" No baby you don't want to ruin your sleep right? I'm goin-"

" Mom." I stop her in the middle

She looks at me being deadly serious." Either you're gonna tell me what is happening here, or I'm gonna ask Areum about it. Do you think I'm blind and dumb?? This is my house. If a piece of cloth changes its place I'll know. And you thought whatever you did yesterday I won't realize anything?? Do you really think this much dumb to your own mom Hobi?"

" It's not like that Mom. I just. you know. I thought you would be worried so-"

"Without telling me anything made me more worried, Hobi. She's not my niece okay? She's my daughter. I care about her."

" I know Mom and because of this I didn't inform you of anything that happened yesterday." I say and she sits in front of me

" What happened, Hoseok ? I need to know for lord sake please."

I sigh and tell her everything that has been happening in the past few months. Yes she knows about Jimin but the way she reacted I thought it'd be better not to inform her anything about it. But I don't think right now she'd listen to me so I tell everything to her.

She facepalms herself and starts sobbing." My Areum faced all of these and you're telling me now? Why Hobi? Why do you think it would be better to hide things from me, Hobi? Why"

I hold her hands and look at her." Mom, we need to be strong here, okay? You need to understand why I hide it. I don't hide anything from you. You even know my ex gf who basically dumped me in front of you. She tried to contact you so many times when my name came on the top 10 psychiatrists of this country. She even told you I made her pregnant, and how you saved me from that girl. You know everything about me. Why would you think I hide about Areum??
Because you're too concerned?? No Mom. I don't want her to have any slightest idea that we're worried about her. She's acting normal and we're gonna go along with her. What is the point of making her feel that we're showing her pity? That's not how it works Mom, you know it yourself."

She seems to have calmed down a bit." So what should I do? After knowing everything I'll pretend like my baby is perfectly fine? And what's that boy gonna do when he himself is fighting bipolarity?" She asks me

"That's where all of you're wrong. Taehyung might be helpful here. Don't forget Mom why she became like this. I don't know about this boy, but it seems like maybe he'll be helpful. Or I'll treat him. Areum won't have to take his responsibility. And about you, please behave with her as you usually do. Don't show her affection. Just behave normally. Pamper her. Make her feel like home, that's it. I just want to prove myself that I'm right in guessing.

That Taehyung can cure her without even realizing it.

Meanwhile

Taehyung's P.O.V

I bring her back to the room and place her in the bed. She's looking at me blankly don't know since when. I know I'm handsome but her stare is giving me creeps right now .

" What?"

" What- How- Why did you say that?" She asks

" Say what?"

" That you would-I mean. what you said minute ago I mean-"

" I said what I said. What's about it?" I turn and about to leave but she holds my hand.

" You can't just leave me here after saying something that doesn't make sense. Why did you say that?"

I look back at her and tilt my head. I walk in front of her and lean forward that she has to move backward. I place both of my hands on her side and look at her.

" I said what I said. I'd love to be your servant. Why? Don't you like it when I make you feel like I'm serving you? Hm?" I say with a seductive tone. I love when she gets lost in my eyes. It's so rare yet so fun to watch.

" I-"

" What Areum? Won't you feel good if I make you feel as my. Master." I smirk a little and she gulps 

" Imagine what would happen. I became your servant and.. you. can make me do anything you want. How would that sound, Areum??" I move my face closer to her when my breath hits her lips

" Tae." She blinks

" Yes Master." I say with a sexy voice. It's really fun to mess her head up

" Stop saying that." She says, tearing our gaze.

" What Master?"

" You know what."

" I don't know Master. Please tell--"

" Gosh stop calling me Master Taehyung." She says, closing her eyes.

" Then stop behaving one" I say and she looks at me. She gets taken back because the eye that was showing her comfort is now becoming the one that can kill her.

" Stop making me feel like you're my master and then pretend like you didn't mean that. you're my doctor that doesn't mean you make me do anything you want to." I say directly looking at her eyes

I laugh and move away from her and continue " Who I'm calling a doctor. who herself behaves like a psychotic bitch, she'll cure me!! Lol!" She looks at me blankly.

I become serious " 1st help yourself. Don't you feel ashamed of yourself calling a doctor when you yourself are being like one of us. I don't understand how that fucking asylum hired you. wait I know right. You've so many "Oppa" there, who can do anything for you right. But why would they do this? It's not like they're your blood related."

I stand up and say something that makes her face wider." Oh I know. A sexy girl like you can please and make them do anything for you ha??" I start laughing widely while she's just looking at me

"What? Cat got your tongue? Well let the cat have it for a while. because it'll be useful when your boyfriend will be here and you've to please him to treat your wounds right?? And don't worry I won't take much time. We'll be back soon and you can have your boyfriend back." I start walking.

I'm about to open the door but suddenly someone grabs my arm and forces me to turn back.

I feel a burning stinging sensation on my face. I hold my face and look at the owner who slapped me.

It's Areum. It takes me time to process what just happened. Areum, who can't even move her legs, standing in front of me and slapped me??

" Don't come back to me. We're done." She says while I'm still processing everything.

"W-wha-"

" Don't fucking come back here you hear me? From now on I'm not your doctor nor you're my patient. I'm going back tomorrow and until then don't even show your face because according to you I'm a psycho. Just imagine how I hurt myself so what I can do with you. You don't fucking know me nor I care about it." She says glaring at me

"My job was to make you feel that you can trust but never ever I realized it'll turn like that. It's my fault anyway. I just fucking wasted 6 freaking months on you! Who've ever thought that I literally fight with the whole fucking world for a person and he's the one questioning my ability??!! I don't want to work with this type of person who doubts me. Who thinks he knows me too well when he knows nothing. Nothing Taehyung!" Her words somehow are hurting me.

" I'm sorry that I gave you false hope that I can cure you but you proved me wrong and thanks for it. Leave this room right now and don't show yourself before tomorrow. I'll discharge you and I'll take care of everything you're worried about. Now you can leave." She says and turns back to walk but that's the time I see her pants get soaked with blood in some places. Did she really struggle walking? I thought. I thought she was acting so she could show me she owns me.

I look at her struggling to get back to the bed but she falls down in the middle. I rush to help her but she stops me." Don't fucking come close to me. I would rather die than have your help. LEAVE!!!"

I've had enough. I fist my hand and burst out from the room.

I leave the house like I did yesterday but the difference is, this douchebag is standing in front of the house right now.

I stand in front of him. He looks at me for a while" I see you're ready to fuck o- I mean to leave." He smirks

I really want to kill someone. Is it okay if I hurt someone till death? By doing that my mind can calm down.

" I'm not going anywhere with you. So why don't you fuck off ha?" I reply

He chuckles." Taehyung, my friend. That's where you'll make a mistake. One I'm here to take you on a ride, and second if you don't listen to me." He straightenes his posture and comes close to me." You know what I can do" He looks at my face where he painted by himself and starts smirking. "Now hop on. I don't have fucking time to waste" He enters the car

I think for a while. I need a ride actually. If I reach the town hall once. I'm never gonna look back. I'll run away from here, because Areum said herself she's not my mentor from now on so why would I stay right?

He honks once to give me a signal. I sigh and hop on the car, and he starts driving.

" So. What's your taste in dress? Tell me your taste and I'll take you to the perfect store."

I say nothing. I'm thinking how to escape from this douchebag.

" Taehyung?"

" Hmm yeah." I reply.

" I asked you something??"

" Umm I don't have any taste. I wear what I feel comfortable"

" Ah, I got it. You're just like Areum. She doesn't give a shit about dressing up. Anything covering her body is perfect for her. Sometimes I feel like she's my grandma who passed away decades ago lmao."

I don't reply to him. Instead I start to think why she behaved like this. I didn't say anything wrong, right? A person who can't even control herself, how could she control me?? But what triggered her like this?

" Taehyung." He calls me. Seriously, I want to throw this bitch out of the car and drive off.

" Yeah?"

" I- actually I didn't want to hurt you like that last night it's like-"

" It's like I unknowingly hurt your girlfriend and you got jealous and beat me. Got it." I cut off his words

He starts laughing loudly. I get confused and look at him." What?"

"You think like this? Gosh if I knew earlier I would love to make you jealous like this hahahahaha"

" I understand you don't have that thing to keep your girlfriend to yourself that she came to me. but I didn't think you don't have a brain too lmao." I chuckle

" The thing you're talking about. Areum herself rejected me after I proposed to her to use that. and as for my brain. sometimes my brain doesn't work properly and I become the rebel which you experienced last night."

" Lol I don't thi-"

" Some minor things need to be clarified here, Taehyung." He cuts me.

He sighs. " I understand you don't like me and the feeling is mutual. I'm here because of Areum, not you. So it's normal to predict that she's my girlfriend and your biting her made me jealous. But Taehyung the world doesn't revolve around this feeling called love okay? Areum is a sister to me whom I love more than anyone in my life. You know why? Ever heard a boy's own father tried to rape him?? Ever heard his own mom try to sell his body parts in black market just to earn money?? I hope not."

I look at him saying these things calmly like it's nothing. He continues, " Well my family did that with me. They were some drunk greedy bitch who could do anything to earn money, even if it is their own son. Areum used to come to my place everyday. She was my only friend in the school and the same goes for her. Her brother is a police officer who was trying to catch this group who sells human organs in black market. One day Areum somehow managed to enter my parents' room and she saw a file which was named by me. She read the whole file and saw my sleepy body and my nude pictures. well my organ pictures. I still remember I was having my lunch when she held my hand and left the house without letting me speak. After that her brother told me everything and proposed that I could stay with them. I still don't understand how she realized I was in danger!!."

" Why are you telling me this?" I reply boldly

" Because if it is not Areum. I wouldn't be here. It's true we had feelings for each other but it was a fling and faded away after some time. And that time we were about to use my "thing" but she denied. It was a teenage mistake that we somehow avoided. Anyway for your question Areum never was my girlfriend. nor will it be. I love her not like a friend but a sister. Either way I've my eyes on someone else. But Areum never thinks about herself if it's coming about me or any of her hyungs. Namjoon hyung is Yoongi huyng's best friend. It'd be normal if he made Areum his girlfriend but he didn't. You know why?" I don't reply, just look at him.

" Well because Areum is the one who took care of Namjoon hyung's mom when he was out of the city. His mom is still breathing because of Areum. It'd sound dramatic, but it actually is. Nobody thought his mom would survive a massive accident where 70% of her body became paralyzed. Areum herself left everything and gave her therapy, medicine everything which is why she can even walk now. and about Hobi. Hobi is the one who found out Areum has bipolarity. I assume you already realized she has some problems and I won't deny. She has problems but that can't be healed by anyone but her. Nobody, nothing can cure her." He heavily sighs

"As I was doing my study with Namjoon hyung. We both proposed that it'd be better if she does her major which will be useful for her. Hobi brought her here and his whole family did everything to support her. To make her feel like a family which she didn't get from her own one. She gave her everything in study and by surprise she has proved herself in every exam. It was strictly forbidden for me and Namjoon hyung to have any kind of conversation with her. She herself passed all of these without our help. and now we're here."

" But why did you behave like that?? You guys behaves like you gonna fuck or at least kiss at any moment. how will you justify this??" I ask.

" I assume you saw everything this morning. How we were hugging each other. and well. I won't say much to you but. It's not new to us her doing this type of act. I don't remember how many times I found her passed out and brought her to hospital. It's like suddenly she started to see everything in black, as we see when we close our eyes, but for her she is wide awake and her eyes are open but still she can't see anything. It's like someone makes her blind. She tried to pinch herself to feel she's awake and it worked at 1st, but day by day it became worse. She lost her sense at that moment and tried to harm her any way possible. This made the only way she could come back to her senses. it's not like she does it for fun, or pleasure like you guys do to others normally. She takes the pain and uses it to come back to reality. I hope you saw her not screaming because screaming reduces her pain which she doesn't want."

" Why didn't you guys give her treatment if you love her this much?"

" What do you think we didn't try? Do you think she's still alive after attacking her so many times?? This thing happened only when she experienced something like in the past she did. As for you, biting her. I wouldn't beat you if you literally fucked her. Because without her will, you can't fuck her. but you did something that forced her back in her past. Yes, Taehyung. She was raped, that also brutally. Her neck used to be covered with bite marks with dried blood. It came to a moment when this type of pain started to make her calm, and some people took this opportunity and used her, abused her, raped her. You can ask about what you saw that night when she was attacked. He tried to rape her but when he couldn't, he stabbed her which led her to convert in your stage Taehyung."

He says something after that makes me feel like the worst human in this world." Yes, Taehyung. Areum has bipolarity stage 4. Same as you. You guys are no different. The biggest difference is that she can calm herself down. she knows what she's doing where you don't. Areum is helpless Taehyung. You have the possibility to change or to be like you were. but for Areum we don't know. She controls herself by herself. No one can help her. Only we can do to make her feel she has everyone. We love her so much because she can't love herself. We adore her so much because she's the lifeline for all of us. We can't even accept a single scratch on her body. Imagine what I was feeling when I saw bite marks on her neck. Which is why I.."

My mind goes blank. What have I done!!??

" It'd be better if we-"

" Stop the car." I say suddenly

" Huh?" He looks at me for a moment

" I SAID FUCKING STOP THE CAR!!!" He pulls the break harshly

I unbuckle my seatbelt where he starts just asking me repeatedly what I'm doing, where I'm going. I don't have time for this shit. I'm about to open the door when I look back at him again

" I'm sorry for hurting your precious thing." With that I get out of the car and start running towards Hoseok's house.

I run like there's no tomorrow. What have I done? Why did I hurt her when she was the one who was hurting just because of me?? She never showed me how hurt she could be. I don't know what happened to her past but nobody deserves to be treated like she was treated, and I did the same with her. How could I? How could I think so low of her and her hyungs? She never treats me like a servant. It was me all of the time who hurt her. Who made her do something like this? I was the reason she did it to herself. Why does everyone get hurt by me? Why can't I make anyone better? Why did I hurt the person who matters to me!!

My breath gets stuck due to the regret I'm feeling. But I don't stop. I need to see Areum. Right fucking now. I made a big mistake which I don't know how to repay. I didn't get the chance to solve things before. Well not this time. I won't let this happen again. I'll make everything right. I'll. I have to.

It takes nearly 30 minutes to reach Hoseok's house. Once I see the house, I rush to go in and straight go to the 2nd floor to Jungkook's room.

But when I enter I see an empty room with an empty bed. I huff because I didn't stop the whole way. I couldn't. I need to see Areum. Where is she?

I think about it for some time, and come to the 1st floor. I see a door is slightly open. I start to walk in that direction slowly and open the door a little, and my face becomes soft

Areum is sleeping in her room peacefully with all of his hyungs who also are sleeping around her. Like she's a precious thing and nobody will dare to hurt her. All of her hyungs. are protecting her like they're her shining armor.

This time it's not me who saved her like last time, this time it was me who hurt her. Not only this time. I hurt her so many times but she didn't protest. It was when I attacked her about her hyungs. No wonder why these people love each other so much.

A tear left suddenly from my eyes. I wipe it, turn around to leave. I don't belong here. She'd be okay. I need to leave before she again gets hurt by seeing me, because she told me not to show her my face.

But someone grabs my hand. I look at the owner of the hand. It's her aunt.

She's looking at me with so much anger in her eyes. It means she knows everything. I don't say anything. I just lower down my head showing her how much ashamed of myself right now.

" Why are you here?" She asks

" I-I'm leaving" I say while sobbing, maybe she notices that and she grabs my hand and starts to drag me inside the room.

" Come inside. We need to talk"

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