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" You like the feeling babe hm?? Yeah I was talking about it babe.. Ah how much I like this, uff.."

" Jagiya stop with this. It'll start bleeding again. Jagiya Stop please ahhh"

" That's the main part babe. I love to see your blood, you know. It excites me. Imagine how it will make me want you, and how much you'll enjoy it when I'll fuck you like you won't see tomorrow!!! Well I can make it happen you know?"

" Jo-Jagiya stop please, it's hurting me.. You like it when I feel pain?"

" Yes babe!! Your pain is my pleasure. Didn't you realize it till now?? Wanna see an example? Let's see how this hammer I was using to beat your head works with your hand ok? Don't worry babe you're doing this for me..."

" No No NOOO aaaaaaahhhhh"

Areum.s P.O.V

I open my eyes and gasp. My head is beating like hell. It really felt like someone was beating me with a hammer. It felt so real.

I try to look around. My whole body feels like a rock. I can't move. Last time I felt like this was after.. Jimin tried to... Anyway when I get my senses back properly it feels like I'm in Jungkook's room. Huh?? What am I doing here?? And how Jungkook let me sleep all alone in his bed!!!! My head is literally killing me. I really need a glass of water. I think some medicine might help me..

I try to get up but I feel something heavy over my belly. It'd be wrong to say heavy but I feel like I'm wrapped by something or. someone. Am I a side pillow or what??

I try to turn my face to my left to see who this dumbass is who literally can kill a person just by wrapping them. I see a face that makes me admire it.

My eyes get soft just by seeing him. How can someone look so cute while sleeping? I chuckle a bit trying not to sound more. He may wake up. He wraps my belly with his arm, he doesn't leave any place between us. His face is literally on my shoulder. His breath attacks my neck. making me feel something. But then I remember I was with him last night. I was about to leave his room when he trapped me in his bed. Then why are we here??

I try to remember but nothing is being clear to me. On top of that, this headache is killing me. I look at him. He's looking so innocent to me. I look at him for a while. I see somehow his whole face is covered with Band-Aids?? What happened to him? How-Who did this??

" Taehyung." I call him softly

" Tae." I call him again but he doesn't respond

" Tae." This time I hold his hand that is resting over my belly. He just moves a little and groans a little. Instead of waking up, he pulls me to him so closely that I feel like a little puppy who gets literally wrapped by a human. His face rests on the crook of my neck. "Let me sleep." I understand girls can fall for his heavy voice but not me, but the voice he's using now. makes me feel shiver down my spine. His breath, his voice feel like a heavy vibration against my neck. I can't even move at this moment.

" Tae." I call him again. It's too much for me.

" Mhmmm" He moves his face closer to my neck. I close my eyes. Literally it's too much from me. I shiver just by him being this close to me. His breath continuously hits me. I move my neck a little, to move a little bit away from him, but the more I move away the more he pulls me close to him. But I reach my limit. I can't let him make me fall for these things.

"Tae."

"Tae."

" TAEHYUNG KIM WAKE THE FUCK UP!!" I shout but not that much loud, but it's enough for him to wake up.

" Who's this screaming like a cow? Let me sleep!!" He says lifting up his head a little with his dangerous sleepy voice

" Sleep as much you want but leave me for fuck sake. I'm not a side pillow." He opens his eyes a little bit more. He looks at me and then sees how he wraps me nearly with his whole body.

He leaves me and gets up quickly. " Sorry. I've a.. bad habit of. hugging something in my sleep" He says questioning his life decisions.

I look at him and smile a little. " It's okay.." I try to get up as well but I feel some sharp pain in the lower part of my body.

I hiss in pain that get Taehyung's attention. He looks at me for a while in confusion, but slowly his face becomes soft, then a worried expression consumes his face.

" What are you looking at? Help me to get up." He blinks a little, and holds my shoulder with his left hand and holds my left arm with his right hand. I get up slowly because it's hurting a lot.

" Slowly. You may hurt yourself" He says suddenly. I look at him, and by mistake I lose my balance but he tries to hold me and the result. We fall again on the bed.

" Aaahh!!! What happened to me for fuck sake it hurts a lot." I say while my eyes are closed. I don't realize for some moment that Taehyung also fell with me

And on top of me

When I open my eyes all I see is his face. Covered with bruises and bandaids. He looks at me blankly, admiring me if I say specifically.

At this point one thing is sure about him. He has those eyes that can make you beg for him. When I saw him for the 1st time I didn't put down my guard so he couldn't use his charisma in me. But day by day as we're getting along. I'm losing the battle with him and somehow I feel like I'm lost in his eyes.

I don't know how much time has passed but he's looking directly into my eyes. So do I. My breath become little bit faster when his eyes go to my nose, then my lips. I gulp a little but he doesn't even move. He's coming close to my lips. and I just close my eyes. waiting for something to happen.

" What the fuck you guys are doing????!!!!!"

We both come in reality the second we hear the voice. We look for the owner of the voice but the owner of it gets so pissed off

Me and Tae look at each other and he moves from me. I want to get up too but this pain is literally killing me.

" Yaaaah fuck it is. Why whenever I woke up with a headache, my body start aching too, aaahh"

" Well maybe if you two didn't start with what the fucking shit I've seen now in this early morning. You might get up on your own." Jungkook seems really pissed off. What happened to him?

He comes close to the bed and looks at Tae with a straight face. Tae just wakes up and can't even understand a shit what is happening and same goes to me. Jungkook comes close to me. He leans over and helps me to get up a little. I seriously can't move my legs for real.

" Jungkook. What happened? Why am I in your room? And what happened to me?? I can't move my legs even a little bit. and why-"

He cut off my words while holding a glass with some tablets in his hand." Swallow these."

I take the glass and the tablets and gulp them. The minute I do my head starts feeling light. It's like the pain is going away. I close my eyes and move back my head to rest a little. I open my eyes and see Taehyung is going to freshen up when Jungkook is about to leave the room too but I hold his hand.

" Kookie."

" What?" He replies not even looking at me.

" Care to explain why I'm questioning my life the minute after I woke up?? Last time I remembered I was in Tae's room and-"

" And because of him you're here. You care about your patient too much right? Then why don't you ask him about what happened??" He says calmly. Jungkook only replies to me like this either he's upset with me, or he's pissed off. And I think he's both right now

" Kookie please. I really don't know what happened last night. and why are you behaving like this to me? What did I do? You can see I'm in pain right? I don't know what happened ok? If you don't tell me how would I know?" He still doesn't face me. It really hurts me. Is he upset because I forced him to leave my room last night before dinner??

" Kookie I-" He suddenly looks at me. He clenches his jaw, pressing his lip together. try to look tough but his eyes are telling me he's hurt. He's looking at me softly but doesn't want to show it.

" Kookie?? Everything okay?"

He doesn't say a word, and comes to me and hugs me so tightly and starts sobbing.

I hug him back "Kookie?? What happened?? Why are you- Hey why are you crying Kookie. Look at me!!" I try to face him but he hugs me even tighter.

"Kookie!!! What happened Jungkook I-"

" I was scared." He says while I knit my brows. I run my finger through his hair to calm him down.

" What are you talking about Jungkook? Why were you scared?? Look at me." I forcefully hold him and make him face me. He's literally crying like a baby!!!

"Kookie what the fuck is this? Why are you behaving like this?" I hold his face with my hand. " Something is not right here. No. Nothing is right. Tell me what happened? What the fuck is going on Kookie please tell me!!" He doesn't say a word. He's just crying. He's really pissing me off now.

" Kookie I-"

" You attacked yourself again yesterday." He cuts me

I look at him knitting my brows. "Wha-What??? How did you- Why did I do this? Kook-" I stop talking because something starts coming in my mind. I stay there for a few minutes trying to remember everything. And finally I remembered how Tae attacked me. How he bite my neck till I bleed. How I left the house and ended up in the jungle, and how Taehyung himself saved me yesterday. I look at myself. My legs are hurting a lot, and the reason is me. I look at my legs. Covered with pants that Jungkook owns, but I can feel so many places feeling heavy for me. I assume those are the areas that I penetrated by myself. are covered with bandages.

"Jungkook. I-"

" Why?" He asks wiping his tears

"Huh?"

" Why did you do this to you ha? Don't you have any fucking idea that you could die back there? Why did you leave in the 1st place? Why are you doing this to me, Areum? Why are you killing us like that?" He holds my face harshly. "Do you even have any idea how much I got scared when that douchebag brought you here in such a state that anybody can think you were attacked when it was you all of the time? Do you fucking think we love to see you in this state? Do you even fucking care about us huh? Do you even fucking care about me that how much I was hurt to see you again in the same state I fear the most? Tell me Areum? Do I, do all of us mean nothing to you?"

He bursts on me like I wake up from a coma. This site of Jungkook is so rare yet painful. I hate seeing him crying. I hold his hands and look at him.

"Kookie. I-I-I'm sorry. I don't know why I did this to myself but I couldn't let that thing take control of me. Who told you I don't care about you? You're the most precious thing to me. My precious Kookie." I start sobbing with him when he starts crying too

" You're wrong Kookie. You guys are the reason I'm still breathing. How could I hurt you when you are the one I love the most. I'm giving my everything to control this but I fail sometimes. I'm trying Kookie, please believe me. It hurts me to see you crying like this Kookie please." He just hugs me and doesn't say anything. He's really scared I think.

" Tell me you won't do this again. Promise me that you will control yourself from now on. You won't let any other person harm you. Promise me, Areum."

I hug him tighter. He's a part of me. I'd never even think about hurting him. But eventually I did. " I promise Kookie. I'll try my best to control myself. I won't hurt myself again Kookie. I'm sorry."

Minutes pass and finally Jungkook calms down a bit. I release him and hold his hand." Don't cry in front of me again ok? Or I'll kiss you with my bad breath." He chuckles loudly

" Shut up. You really stink yuck. Go freshen up you dirty human. geezzzzz!!!" He says with a disgusted face.

" Well I'd but Taehyung is in the washroom s-" Suddenly I realize something. " Wait. What was Taehyung doing with me?? You are the one who treated my wound right. How could Tae sleep with me, not you???"

Jungkook suddenly tears his gaze away from me, and looks somewhere else." Jungkook!! What are you hiding?"

" Wh-What are you talking about? N-Nothing. How would I know what he was doing here? Maybe you were so horny that you called him lol" He smirks

" So I called him while I was passed out. Sure."

" Umm"

" Jungkook." I say with a heavy voice looking at him directly. He gulps

" Well."

Flashback

Jungkook's P.O.V

"What? No way" I shout at Hobi.

" Jungkook, you want proof and I want a way to treat her. It's a win-win for both of us." Hobi replies

" No fucking way I'm agreeing with you. I don't want him any closer near her."

" Jungkook, think about it. It'll be proved by her reaction tomorrow. If she behaves like a normal person then all credits will go to Taehyung. But if she behaves like a dead ass then we'll kick out Taehyung from her life. Because I don't even want her to face danger from him."

" So we'll let her talk with him when she wakes up. Why do you want them to sleep together, that also in the same bed? No Hobi this is wrong. Imagine Taehyung took the advantage and."

" Are you sure after what you've done to him, he'll wake up before tomorrow morning?" Hobi askes while looking at Taehyung

I look at him and a smirk forms on my lips. That's what happens when you hurt someone I care about.

Hobi notices it. " Stop smirking, moron, and help me to lift him up. Or you still want to argue about it?" I look at him and sigh. There's no point arguing when he makes up his mind.

I hold Taehyung's arm and Hobi holds his legs. This douchebag is way too heavy for us.

We somehow manage to let him lay beside Areum. I really want to place a pillow between them but I don't have any side pillows.

" If you lay a fucking finger on her. I'll kill you" I say to a passed out Taehyung.

" Okay enough of it. Let them sleep. We'll come after some hours just to check okay" Hobi says

I nod and look at Areum. I lean over her and place a soft kiss on her forehead." Take a good rest Areum. Nothing will happen to you. I won't let anything happen to you"

I stand up and leave the room.

End of Flashback

Still Jungkook's P.O.V

I just told Areum that Taehyung fell on the ground so many times that he got bruises on his face. and when I was treating her. He passed out due to lack of sleep. So I had to let him sleep beside her

Obviously I didn't mention what I did to him. I hope Taehyung won't say anything too. or I'll show my bad side again lol

" Yeah he didn't sleep nor even eat anything yesterday so maybe his BP got low."

" Says who, who didn't even take a bite after we came here. You realize you need to take care of yourself right?"

She sighs and is about to say something but we hear the washroom door open, and Taehyung comes back. I turn my head and look at him dead seriously. He doesn't say anything, just looks at me full of anger.

" Tae. How are you feeling?" Areum asks him. I stand up and tilt my head. " Yes, Taehyung. How are you feeling after passing out from your low BP" I smirk a little when he clenches his jaw to hold his anger. He knows he's weak now so if he tries to attack me one I'll kill him this time, and even if I don't Areum will think Taehyung didn't change after all she had done for him. And he doesn't want it, because the minute he'll show it. I personally am gonna throw him in a cage where Areum will support me.

" I'm okay." He says, still looking at me. He's literally killing me with his eyes. Interesting.

" Umm Jungkook." Areum calls me

" Now what?"

"Umm actually you know Taehyung came here straight after he returned to the asylum. So maybe he doesn't have that much clothes with him. So will you be kind enough to go with him and buy him some clothes? Please." She says. Do I look like his assistant or what?

" Sorry" I say sternly

" Please Jungkook. I won't tell you. I was thinking about going with him but." She looks at her leg and I sigh.

" Gosh, go with him after you recover. I'll lend him some of mine okay? He's already wearing my T-Shirt"

She sighs a little." But I won't understand what his choice is. I know nothing about boys' fashion."

"As if you're giving him a surprise?? You'll go with him, tell him to pick whatever the fuck he wants and you'll pay. As simple as that."

" Why don't you do it for me instead? I need to do something here. Also I need to talk with Mommy and Hobi about you know. In the meantime why don't you go with him and do that for me??

I groan. She won't listen." We'll leave after breakfast. I'm parking the car. Tell him to get ready by then." With that I look at him again and leave the room

Areum's P.O.V

"Tae."

"What!" He says angrily!! Now what happened to him!!

" Can you please help me to go to the washroom? You see I can't walk so-"

"Do I look like your servant?? Why don't you seek help from that boy who literally fucking love you so much that-" He stops in the middle.

" What?? Jungkook loves me? Well yeah I know he does but what he had done to you for this?" I ask

" I don't get paid for answering your questions. Fuck you and your bitches. Pieces of trash." With that he leaves the room.

I look at the way he left. Was it the same Tae from this morning? He was taking care of me moments ago. Now he's behaving like this. Maybe it was my mistake to think that Taehyung can change. Well at least with me. I look at my hand resting on my lap. He's the one who saved me yesterday. Now he's the one hurting me again. Well he's the one who bite me as well. How silly of me!! Thinking that he's gonna listen to me or have any kind of sympathy for me.

I heavily sigh and remove the blanket from over me. It'll be a hell to move. I try to move a little. "Aaah fuckkkkk. Lord, why do I've this much strength in me? Umm thanks for that anyway but why can't I use it in the right place." I talk to myself, giving my best to move. I don't know where my phone is so that I could call Hobi to come to this room.

I try again but fail. Jungkook's room is on the 2nd floor so I can't even call someone. I groan. I forgot I myself didn't even eat or drink something since last night. The amount of energy I had left I used it. Well killing me in the middle of the jungle lmao.

I struggle with my leg when the door opens again. I look up.

It's Taehyung.

He comes to me while his face is straight and he is actually angry. He stands in front of me. I look up at him when he suddenly lifts me in a bridal style. I get startled but I hold his neck.

" Tae. I can manage you don't need-"

" Shut up or I'll drop you."

I gulp a little when he starts walking towards the washroom. He opens the door with his leg and lets me sit on the side of the bathtub.

" I'll be outside." He just leaves after saying this without letting me say something.

I sigh and start cleaning dirt on my face. Jungkook cleaned most of it but I just did the rest. I completely clean myself, taking good time with it. After that I call Taehyung.

He comes, and is about to lift me again but I stop him.

" Help me to stand up. I'll manage the rest. And. I really don't want to make you feel like a servant of mine."

He tilts his head and looks at me. That gaze. That fucking gaze I'm getting weak for. He holds that and I can't even look back.

He lifts me up and looks at me. Well maybe observing my reaction that he doesn't listen to me.

He says something that makes me choke.

" I would love to be your servant."

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