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"Why the fuck did you give me that case?? Who do you think I'm? Just because I need this job doesn't mean you can do whatever the fuck you want!!"

I burst into the floor manager's room who gives us the cases according to our position. Kim Namjoon... A person who is perfect when it comes to his job. He is so neat when come to it. He never let anyone to complain about anything. Which is why we trust him when he gives us the cases. He's kinda a leader to us who are interns here.

"Areum you need to calm down 1st, don't forget you're a going to be a doctor in this mental asylum and we don't expect this type of behavior from you.."

"Oh really?!! Then sorry to say I don't expect this from you too where you know each of the intern because you had chosen us after knowing our background history and what we're capable of. Still you give me this case where a fucking moron mourning for someone who Lord knows maybe left this world" I backfire him

"Well this is why we hired you to identify what is his problem. I bet you went through his files and belongings.." He replied me with a calm tone

" Okay so 1st you acted like a bitch and now acting like a dumbass!! Great!! Why I'm actually here in the 1st place when you make the state of mind to beat around the bush with me.." I say while leaving the room. There's actually nothing to talk about when all he'll do is play with my words..

He can be my temporary boss but he's my brother's best friend and knows me since my childhood. He even treats me as his own sister which is why he trusts me so much that he gave me a case which reflect my past life..

"Areum wait!! I didn't finish talking"  He stands up and walks to me passing the table. He's in front of me and right now looking like a giant where I'm a puppy want to give him a handful of bite..

"Listen, I trusted you with this case because I saw him by myself and he needs someone like you. Remember why we chose you in the 1st place? Because you don't feel anything. You died from the inside just like him. His eyes, his tone is so seductive that already a nurse tried to talk with me about getting close to him. Do you understand what I'm trying to say??"

I don't care about that nurse but making me weak by expression is not an easy task. It hurts to listen from someone that I'm qualified for this job just because I don't feel anything. It's like my soul is not enough for them, they want my mind and that's it. And when it comes from the person you trust so much, it actually hurts..

But that's not the issue I need to take care of right now. I don't care if they trust me with this or not. I don't give a shit about it. This case and that boy can hamper my mental health and I can't let that happen after all the way I came through..

"What about me Oppa? You know very well why I'm here. Out of all of the people, you suggest me to chose psychology so that I can bear with my problems by myself because nobody give two fucks about me.. and now you're giving me a case where I've to go through everything that I've gone through already?" I told him with a face of regret..

"It's not like that sis." He places both of his hands on my shoulders "I know it will be difficult for you but think about it. What if your problems vanishes while you work on his case? Maybe he'll understand you the way you wanted to?" I can see his eyes were not lying with me, he's concern about me

" Just because he faced something worse than me which somehow connect with me doesn't mean he can heal me. Nobody can" I ignore his looks and state my point of view.

He sighs, " I know you're limited with your words so am I." He lets go of my shoulders and moves a little back "So I'm telling you for the last time and the decision is yours. I'm here in this hell long before you came here. You didn't even realize what type of people are here and I try my level best to keep you away from them do you even realize that??", His tone becomes a little louder..

He continues, " I gave you this case because I know that his trueself left him long ago and only you can get that back because he will only open up with someone who went through the shit like him, which is you. I'm not a fucking dumbass who will let you do whatever you want. I'm your boss right here and I know more than yourself of what you're capable of.." Right now the tone he's using only one term can describe it which is screaming..

" So you shouldn't judge my work, and what I'm doing. If I give you this case you'll solve it by your own and if you don't then go under someone else and don't show your fucking face to me ever again!!" I flinch after he spits last words

"Did I clear myself??" His voice is calm so I don't know how to answer..

" I SAID DID I FUCKING CLEAR MYSELF??" He was furious at this moment..

"Y-Yes Oppa......I-I mean Sir" I don't know why my words got stuck

"I'm giving you two days to go through the file and his belongings. After that if you're ready I'll take you to meet with him. Before that don't come to me, and if you face any problem Jungkook will be there to help you" He goes to the table and sit down

"Okay" that's all I can say..

"You may leave now". He rolls chair facing the wall in front of him..

I don't utter a word and left the room where my tears are threatening me to fall down at any moment....but I don't want to show that to him. It's not like he has never seen me crying but this was so new to me. The way he talked with me feels like he's threatening me to work on this case or he may fire me..

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I rush to my chamber and shut the door. I can hear some murmurs from the people in the corridor. At this moment I don't care. I go to my table and sit down. Shutting my eyes close as two drops of water fell without any hesitation. Few minutes later I open them again and a deep breath come from me which don't know for how long was holding back..

I look at my left on my table which is being a mess right now, and only one thing that catch my eyes is that file. I'm feeling so wrath just by taking a glance on it. My hands are threatening me to grab the file and and twist it by my own bare hands. I take the file and was about to fulfil my plan when suddenly a fading knock can be heard from the door.


I ignored it because it rarely can be heard and maybe my imagination and go back to the work. Few moments later a loud knock flinch me a little. It's lunch time and the corridor isn't that much filled with people so I get something was off.

I don't want to communicate with anyone right now. I'm calming myself down in any way possible but this mf who behind my door won't let me so I give up and instead of getting rid of the file, I thought of getting rid of someone else..


" Well don't your parents teach you some manners that when the door is locked so you should take the idea of not disturbing them?" I'm spitting my words while opening the door..


" Well I don't know about my parents but those who were with me since my childhood didn't actually taught me that I've to be formal with them too!!" He says while whining like a lil kid

"What do you want Jungkook. Please leave, I'm not in a state to take you humor, and it's lunch time too so take your meal and go back to work" I say moving from the door..

" I was about to but I forget to take something from here so I come here to take that"

" Take what you want and just leave." I let him enter in my room which is a mess right now..


He comes inside and stands in front of me. His breaths hitting my shoulders looking down at me. He keeps his hands on my shoulder and bends down a little to face me..


"What happen to my precious gems hmm? I clearly see that someone has this audacity to make you upset. Like to tell me my precious thingy? Look at me Areum." He holds my chin to look up at him..


" I don't know what happened but you need to know that it's your life, you can do whatever you want.. No one has any say in this ok? I know what you're thinking but never ever doubt yourself for something which is not meant to be done by you." He's so concerned about me that his brows frowns a little while saying these words..

Still I'm not in a mood of listening from someone that I'm the best, or this shits are not worthy for my time. I know very well what I'm capable of but it's like hearing things from the person who encourages me to include these shits in my life are forcing me for something I don't want to do..

" Jungkook I'm glad that you're concern about me but right now I don't want to bother by anyone and thanks for letting me know of what I'm capable of. It calms me a bit down"

"But you're still drowning in your thoughts. So don't lie to me." He states.. " Just share with me maybe I can be helpful. I don't care what is it but I want to help you and please don't-"

"It's okay Kookie. I know what you think of me, but right now I don't want to talk about anything. I hope you understand that"

Jungkook is the person whom I love just like my family. He's the person with whom I can be myself and he won't ever complain about it. He's in my that part of my life where he saw me in the most devastated state and still didn't hesitate once to stay there for me when no one even think of taking a glance at me..

And he's not even my blood related..

" So You want me to leave?" 

"I-actually-"


" Okay you know what fuck this shit. I'm gonna kidnap you right now and will take you far away from here where no one can find you. You're Mine now..." He says while looking directly at my eyes tries to be tough..


" You mean outside this asylum?" I tell him without breaking the eye contract..


" Aish! why you've to ruin my mood. Stop being a bitch and come with me already. Or you know what I'm capable of.." He's serious at this time but I can't help but smile a little with his childish behavior..

" What will you do? Take that banana shake that I stole from your fridge? Well guess what it's in my beautiful toned belly right now.." I say in a mocking tone..


" You are dead today Lee un Areum" He's furious at this time and grabs my hand so I won't run away from him..

"Aah Jungkook l-leave ahha me. ahh haha jungko-kook st-stop aaa" He was tickling me so much that I couldn't breath..

" Say you'll buy me another one today then I'll leave you"

" Aaish no m-my mon-ney is not for your dr-rink aaaa Jungkook leave me"

" Say it Areum" right now I'm a crying mess for his torture..

"Okay okay I-I will, now leave me aaaaa" I surrendered finally

"Good to hear that. Try to ditch me and you'll see" He finally releases me from his grip which is too tight against my hand.

I said nothing just stick my tongue to him and start running. Because if I stop right now, He won't let me live..

" Lee fucking Areum, come back right here!!" He's chasing me while screaming like an annoyed kid

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We were in our moment that we don't notice something odd in the corridor..



A shadow is moving as we are crossing it while running. It's so clear when the shadow tilts it's head and is looking directly at us while murmuring something..

"It'll be fun seeing you running like this from me to save your life.."






"My dear Areum"

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