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" How are you? " He asks me with cold eyes

" You can see by yourself Tae. What do you think how would I be?" I reply smiling a little

He says nothing, just roaming his eyes everywhere..

" Taehyung?" 

" What? " He replies without even looking at me

" I know you can't express everything but as your counselor I need to know something and you know what. I can see some fresh bruises on you. I assume someone forced you to answer but I won't. If you feel comfortable with me you can tell me. I won't tell anyone if that's bothering you" .

He stays silent. And I realize he won't tell me so I don't force him after that.

I sighed," Ok then, I really appreciate you used your senses and helped me that night. I don't even want to guess what'll happen if you're-"

" I broke the door" He cuts off my words.

" May I know why? " I say softly

He looks at me again and starts saying

Flashback

Taehyung's P.O.V

I don't know why I stay for a whole month here! Like what the fuck happened to me that I let them drag me here. I'm gonna leave right now. I have works to do, rather than rotting in this shithole..

I'm thinking of escaping for past 2 weeks. In between Areum came to talk with me but I didn't even response, like what the fuck she's talking about? I'm not sick like her. So why she's trying to say she's here to make me feel normal? Like what the fuck is this, do I look like an insane to her??  Well anyway fuck her I don't even want to think about her.

The weather is a little bit doomed today. Maybe it'll rain. But this asylum is covered with trees so it feels more ghastly then it already is..

I'm in my bed looking at the wall where that line was written. Like why did I write that? Is my blood was that much cheap? Well then I'd love to sell them and earn profit.

It starts raining and I'm thinking about how I ended up here when suddenly the light goes off. I sit on my bed and stares at the window where the rain is hitting like it's gonna break the window. A twisted smile forms on my lips..

Lord is on my side today I guess..

I'm focusing on the sound outside of the room, and I can say no one was passing through the corridor right now. The other sounds are from my neighbors. I feel pity for them. All of them are chained right now while they didn't put that in me. I don't know why.

I'm praying to Lord that He makes any kind of sound that louder than the bomb, and I'll burst. Yes I'm preparing to break the glass of the door, and suddenly there's a bright strike of light and I know it'll be a loud thunder. 

I take the rod that I've found under my bed. These ward boys are hella fucking blind that. They didn't even notice that. Well good for me.

I wait for the sound and when it starts I use my full strength and force and hit the glass and it brakes in pieces.

I laugh a little. " Take that bitch. Now I'll be free"

I slide my hand through the broken door and try to unlock the door but fail. Suddenly I realize this door is older than my dead grandpa. I'm laughing like a maniac and kick the door 3 times and it bursts into two pieces.

I start forming some tune with my mouth while walking through the corridor freely. I look at my neighbors looking at me in shock. They've never realized out of everyone from here I'll be break free. I look at them without showing any emotion and then look in front of me..

Then I start running. I'm feeling so free that I wide spread my both hands while running. I start to coming down then suddenly I hear loud scream coming from somewhere. Who was it? Someone gets hella scared lol. I'm trying to joking around but that scream doesn't seems right. I want to leave this place as soon as possible but these screams is forcing me to follow it. I groan and let my feet lead the way.

I reach to a hallway where I hear someone talking, more like screaming. But this scream doesn't sound like the previous one. I move forward a bit and see a girl laying on the ground when a boy is trying to do something, maybe rape her. Ah I love this kind of thing. Really this is the best thing to see after being captive for a whole fucking month!!

I'm about to sit there and see the show when another light strike and this time the face of actors of my lil drama is shown. I frown my brows while see it's Areum who used to come to my room to talk. This bitch is really getting on my nerve. Should I help him to show her that it's good to shut the mouth sometimes?

I'm debating with myself and see how he stabs her all over the body. Ooofff this mf knows how to enjoy the meal ha?

But something crosses my mind. She's a bitch I must say but she doesn't give me any sort of pressure, or torture me like other do. She talks with me as a normal person and tries to communicate with me. Will it be fair if I let her face all of this?

I stop thinking and see around me and spot a rod on my left. I take that and slowly walking to the scene. When he's about to go to the main part which I'll love to see, I hit him on his head twice. 

I see how he fell on the ground beside her and when I look at her. Her whole body is covered with blood. Her chest are tightening for her trying to breath. She's shaking there, can't even move her body a little. My brows frown seeing her in this state. Her eyes look so tired but still she's trying to keep it open.

Somehow she senses me, when she takes the name of "Dr. Joshi", and stops moving.. 

Is she dead??

I'm in my thoughts when suddenly I sense someone coming slowly towards me. I'm about to attack him but he says I know him and he means no harm. Suddenly two strong arm wrap me from behind and I feel a sharp pain on my neck and before my world  becomes blur..

But before that I try to say the name Areum told me..

End of flashback

A/N P.O.V

Taehyung obviously didn't tell her the whole story but he informs that he tries to escape and he meddles in this mess.

Areum's P.O.V

I sigh a little and looked at him, " Taehyung, thank you for escaping that day. Without you I might be dead right now".

" Shut up" He says annoyingly.

" Hmm, I know why you're saying this. If it's not me you'll be out here long ago. I'm really sorry for bothering you. You see I've my brothers here but they weren't there when this thing happened. So maybe Lord sent you to save me, and it's a good thing to be able to help someone right? Anyway as I did a mistake so I should pay. Will you be kind enough and tell me how??

He's looking so pissed off right now because I'm sounding way too much cheesy and he doesn't like that of course.

" You know what, I'm really on my medic and I'm talking gibberish now so I think you sho-"

" Let me go.." He again cuts me off 

I sigh, " Taehyung I'd love to repay you but you see I can't even move a little and if I say to Namjoon oppa to leave you he'll not only make you captive but also drop me out from your case. Do you really want that? " I say while looking at him. Gosh why he has such eyes!!

" I'm not a fool. I won't fall for your words." He says  being serious which he's for the whole time

" So you don't like that idea? okay I get it" I state

" I'll wait" He says without looking at me

I get shocked like what? He'll wait for me to recover 1st and then he'll let me to talk with Namjoon oppa? 

" Are you sure you want this? "

I can't find any time to process what just happened. He suddenly comes in front of me and his face is so close that I can see his eyes are trying to hold something but I don't realize what. His nose is slightly brushing my one when his lips... Well his lips are touching me a little while he talks.

" I want you to get back to your work and do something that'll lead me to my freedom. I don't care about how you'll do it. Until then I'll wait" He moves back and sit on the chair.

 I breathe heavily for a moment, " Let me get recover 1st, as you can see it'll take time. Until then I'll tell oppa to let you go wherever you want in this asylum. Is that okay? "

" Whatever" He says while rolling his eyes

" Hey I saw that!" I say back.

" Well take that. I don't give a shit" He snaps.

" You don't have to. Okay let's talk about something else. You know before that night I was going through your file and I get to know you run a company in this country. So as you're here who's taking care of your company right now?

" I burned the whole company. If that's will make you shut up!!" His voice is a little loud.

" Hmm. Okay I'll not say any words starts from now. It's really feeling good to talk to you" I say while smiling a little

It's not like my patients don't talk with me like that, Some of them are even worse then Taehyung, and I've to swallow that because this is one of the very reason they're here. They can't express themselves so they become rude. They want someone to understand them even they don't behave well. They don't do it on purpose. They're helpless. They can't think straight and that reflects on their behavior. But many of us ignore or avoid them thinking that it's useless to go through their shit. Let them rot in hell.

Obviously I don't tolerate them all the time. I snap back to them to keep them in their position but it's so rare, and this is one of the moment where I should react to Taehyung showing him his place but it's like his behavior was somewhere hurting me. I'm already in so much pain that this pain is giving me a reminder of the other pain..

The pain which is unbearable..

After I say that I don't utter a word and I'm really serious. He's sitting there having no clue what to do. After I wake up I haven't drink anything and my throat is hurting so much that if I gulo a few more times it'll scratch down. I try to spread my hand a little to take the glass from my side table but my body still feels too numb that I can't even move a bit..

Taehyung is looking at the newspaper laying down near my feet so he doesn't notice I'm struggling. I don't want to call him either. I'm feeling a little bit hurt after the way he behaves with me. Although he himself tells me to shut up so why'd I ask for his help?

I'm about to hold the glass but my hand slips and the glass fell down on the ground and brakes into so many pieces. Taehyung shoot looked at me after he hears the sound, sees me struggling to get back my hand in my position..

" For fuck sake stop being a child and ask for help!! You already disturbed so many people that all of them left their works to be your slave!!!" He shouts at me

That's it. I burst into tears but don't let him see that. His words are hurting me way too much right now and he doesn't even realize that and I don't expect him to do so. I whimper in both pain from my body and from my heart.

He looks at me and see I was hiding my face with my hand. He comes close to me and removes my hand. The moment he touches me I thought he'll jerk off my hand but instead he slowly removes my hand and sees me crying.

His face is still emotionless as he wipes my tears with his hand, helps me to move a little. He takes the bottle of water from the side table. He slips his hand under my head and takes my head on his hand and helps me to drink the water. I drink a lot of water that I chock.

" Easy. No one's gonna take this from you. Drink slowly" Somehow his words are calming me, and it's working..

" Thank you again Taehyung. I think I'll never stop saying these words to you." I start to move a little but he stops me. Instead he takes my head and sits on my bed, and keeps my head on his lap

" You need to sleep. You're looking like a zombie.." With that he starts to massage my scalp with his finger..

Okay right now I'm really confused what happened to him. Like he was hurting me not long ago now he's taking care of me? Excuse me what the fuck?

His fingers are amazing. The way he's massaging my scalp, I can't keep my eyes open for long. But before going back to sleep something crosses my mind.

Is this the same Taehyung I met in the 1st place?

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