
Opening Up
I sighed softly. Worry had become almost sheer panic before my meds set in. Even with the dulling my meds did it was still deafening.
"Look Fresh it'll be okay–" Error began.
"Don't." I muttered quietly.
" Wanna talk about it?" Error asked softly. "You've had this weird look on your stupid face ever since this morning."
" How would you feel if Ink went missing? Or Geno? How did you feel when I went missing?" I retorted. I wasn't in the mood…
Error flinched and focused on the road. "I lied awake at night thinking. I Thought you were dead. And God I wished it was me who was presumed dead. And then I found out what actually happened… I wished it was me even more. Even with the freak you were..m you were only 8 years old… you didn't deserve that…"
I stared at Error in shock. " Error… bro I didn't…I didn't know."
"No. It's fine. Im fine… Honestly. I just… wish I could have taken your place." He sighed.
I sighed thoughts running through my mind. Should I? I hadn't opened up to anyone. No one. Not Dec, or Geno, or Ma. "No you don't..." He muttered
Error glanced over confused.
"You don't wanna take my place. Even after the initial year… he would… do it again. and again. and again. and he'd erase my memory each time. He was controlling and angry and terrifying. And I remember now that… that he gave me a safe word and never listened. Even after I had given into my fate."
" Fresh stop. You're shaking." Error whispered, putting a hand on my shoulder and using the other to steer.
He looked down through my shades. My hands were shaking. "I'm sorry." ny voice cracked.
"Don't be." He sighed.
In that moment my phone rang. I wiped my face. "No caller ID..." I muttered.
Error shrugged a bit and focused on the road. He looked like he was processing my words.
I answered. "Hello?"
"Hello Faris." My soul dropped.
If you can't tell, im focusing on Fresh and Errors relationship in this one.
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